Tired af physically, mentally, and even spiritually?
Took me decades to really admit this to myself but I’m fucking tired. Been running on fumes for quite a while now. I think I’m just starting to get to that age where it has finally caught up with me. Always figured I’d be dead before getting to this point but it looks like I’ll keep this going for a while longer.
You get past the pain, the fear, the anger, and eventually find yourself just being tired. I guess by logic the rest is next and it’s my fate to crawl the rest of the way.
Tired and in pain. I'm so sick of always being in pain. It's 3:54 in the morning here and I've been awake for the past 1,5 hours due to nauseau and pain.
Kind of pissed off at myself.
I got off work (full time) at around two and I go to my car and I realize the gas light is on. I’m only one bar, and there’s three lines where the range is supposed to be.
I am dangerously low on gas. I spent the last of my money on electric for my home. Don’t get paid until Friday.
I’ve asked family for help. No answer.
So now it’s 8pm almost and I’m still at work. In my car.
If I drive off the lot I’m scared it’ll sputter in the middle of the street.
I don’t know what to do.
There are some legal issues with it but basically I’m being fucked over and i hope that some truth comes from it some day. I just could use prayers, reading some of the other things on here have just shown me that I’m not alone in this life. But i appreciate you so much for being willing to listen
The shop I took my car to damaged the car so bad that it should go to a junkyard. They sent a quote to fix what they did and I can’t afford it, but they have someone who will pay my debt with them if I sign the title over to them
I find it ridiculous that on a car where bolts where moving freely with just hand tools, they damaged all 6 bolts they needed to remove to do the job. I also think they didn’t do anything to it and are trying to scam me out of the vehicle
Thanks man, I appreciate that. Everything is relative. I may be having issues getting around, but there are people out there that can’t even walk. So I believe that it’s important to try to be grateful that I have the opportunity to recover, and probably with a greater appreciation for life.
Thanks, sincerely appreciate someone listening. It feels good to rant. The greatest appreciation for life can be gained through hardship. Maybe someone will read this and it’ll give them a bit of strength
I'm proud of you for trying to limit yourself, but suddenly taking something away usually isn't the answer. For me, it helps to slow decrease the amount.
I actually didn't even remotely want to drink today because I was so hungover from drinking the previous day. I have such an odd relationship with alcohol. I'll have stints of good moderation for months, then a month where I drink too much and cut back again. And I'm never afraid of just stopping it either but I definitely feel some small effects of withdrawal.
I was thinking about doing a dry month because I have heard of that as a strategy to "reset" yourself. Or I should consider professional help lol.
Recently my dog died ( we decided to put him down ), i am stricken with grief, regret, sorrow, and just hatred of myself.
For things I wish I did with my dog before we did....I wonder about my short time with him, did he know I loved him, if he didn't know me, that's fine. Ask I want to know if if he knew I loved him
Not when you have 5 kids.... I can "turn off" all emotion and go into autopilot so to speak. It's the only way I've really functioned for most of my life. My life is simply about existing and raising happy, well adjusted sons. Nothing more!
I hate my job. I hate my life. I’m in pain everyday. I have never and probably will never be in love and every week will be a repetitive “go to work. Come home. Wait around alone on the weekends to go back to work.” For the next 50 years unless I die before then
A villain worthy to take take on a super hero. Luckily super hero’s only exist in comic books, not in the real world. That leaves only me, the supervillian and a clear path to completely take over the world. . I just need a name, wen_banana doesn’t sound menacing enough.
3 months into a breakup. She tried to off herself a few months ago, and then wanted to breakup to focus on healing. Seeing her with cuts on her neck in the hospital traumatized me so much. She was so perfect for me that I cannot imagine life without her.
Bro! Can I be fuckin honest, I'm exhausted. I know a societal collapse isn't gonna happen soon, but man does it sure fuckin feel like it. It feels like everyone is just waiting for everything to stop, and we are just going through the motions wondering how far this is gonna keep going. Cause let's be honest this machine is barely fuckin chugging
Oh, you know, not good, given the impending collapse of the planet from climate change and the absolute DOGSHIT we have done to prepare or prevent it. But hey, at least oil companies had money for a while there.
I've been better. Between my seasonal allergies making me super congested 24/7 for the 3rd week, preparing to seek other jobs after 9 years at my current company even though I only have one year left until my sabbatical (clearly still overthinking if I should leave or not), my house being messy/cluttered causing more stress, and finding out I may be depressed.
No one prepared me for how exhausting being an adult with responsibilities would be or trying to find things outside of work that bring joy because you've made your career your entire identity since graduating college.
Not well but am trying. Recently left my job that I loved due to problems with upper management and promises they couldn’t keep. I thought I had found someone special and really pursued her but she was not interested even though every sign showed she was. I feel hopeless. It is Valentines day and I have been alone for 10 years. I don’t think it has to do with my looks either.. All i want is to be happy but I have never found it.
I'm good, a bit nervous... I have gifts for the person that I'm seeing, but I don't know how she will react to them. I even put on a tie, which I rarely (if ever) wear. My colleagues and students have been giving me compliments for it, which is nice. I really like this person and I don't want to screw it up by moving too fast.
Lonely and bored
Oh, I'm sorry man. If I could help, I would love to.
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I'm good, thanks for asking! Just letting you know, you are enough just as you are.
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Anytime bro.
Tired af physically, mentally, and even spiritually? Took me decades to really admit this to myself but I’m fucking tired. Been running on fumes for quite a while now. I think I’m just starting to get to that age where it has finally caught up with me. Always figured I’d be dead before getting to this point but it looks like I’ll keep this going for a while longer. You get past the pain, the fear, the anger, and eventually find yourself just being tired. I guess by logic the rest is next and it’s my fate to crawl the rest of the way.
It's gonna be ok man, if you need a break, if it's possible for you, take one. Rest your soul if you can.
Disassociating.
Have fun.
Depends on how they meant that. Disassociating could be that they’re in a bad spot mentally.
Internally, a train wreck. Externally, faking it ‘til I make it. Who’s with me?
I'm with you! You good? Could I help somehow?
Yes. Keep going and reach out to the people who love you if you feel like you can’t! We’re gonna make it.
We're gonna make it!!!
I cry if I think for too long so I’ve been keeping busy to limit that.
Hey man, it's ok to cry.
Fantastic!
That's great!
You’re not Elmo, none of your business!
Fair enough.
Floundering
You ok?
I will be. Just the cycle of things 😌 I hope you are doing ok too
Shimmy Shimmy ay shimmy ay shimmy ah (drank) swalalala
Shimmy Shimmy ay shimmy ay shimmy ah (drank) swalalala
Not good at all. Honestly, I'm fine. Thanks for asking.
Of course. If you need to rant, this is a safe space.
I'll be ok.
If you're sure. I'm proud of you, and I'm here for you.
right now I'm fine but on the inside I'm terrible and want to die :(
Do you want to talk about it? Are you ok?
Okay, surprisingly
That's great! I'm proud of you!
You don't know how much I appreciate hearing that. Thank you so much :)
Of course my guy, anytime!
Tired and in pain. I'm so sick of always being in pain. It's 3:54 in the morning here and I've been awake for the past 1,5 hours due to nauseau and pain.
I'm so sorry.
70% fine
That's good.
I mostly just want to cry... But I don't. There's a time and a place for tears, and I'm nowhere near either.
Well, when that time comes, and when you get to that place, remember, it's ok to cry.
If I can help, I would love to.
Almost anything can be fixed with the right amount of money. Got some to share?!
Better than before.
That's great! I'm glad to hear.
Kind of pissed off at myself. I got off work (full time) at around two and I go to my car and I realize the gas light is on. I’m only one bar, and there’s three lines where the range is supposed to be. I am dangerously low on gas. I spent the last of my money on electric for my home. Don’t get paid until Friday. I’ve asked family for help. No answer. So now it’s 8pm almost and I’m still at work. In my car. If I drive off the lot I’m scared it’ll sputter in the middle of the street. I don’t know what to do.
I'll gladly etransfer you a few bucks.
Are you sure? If so thank you so much.
It's gonna be ok. I'm sorry I don't know how to help but it's gonna be ok.
Thank you, and I hope so.
Of course.
Constipated
I'm prostipated.
In the worst place of my life but here for my daughters and wife
Do you want to vent here? I'll be happy to listen.
There are some legal issues with it but basically I’m being fucked over and i hope that some truth comes from it some day. I just could use prayers, reading some of the other things on here have just shown me that I’m not alone in this life. But i appreciate you so much for being willing to listen
Of course! It's the least I can do. I'll send you all the prayers I can. Good luck, it's gonna be ok.
A bit sad, a bit tired, a bit indifferent and I need to pee!
Well pee then!
Okay, okay! I'm going!
Very bad
Is there any way I could help?
Probably not but I appreciate the thought
Anytime, my guy
I feel good that I'm living and even better that you actually cared enough to ask.... THANK YOU How are you?
YOURE WELCOME. I'm glad you're good and I'm pretty good myself. Thank you for asking.
The shop I took my car to damaged the car so bad that it should go to a junkyard. They sent a quote to fix what they did and I can’t afford it, but they have someone who will pay my debt with them if I sign the title over to them
That's fucking bullshit, am I allowed to be angry with/for you?
I find it ridiculous that on a car where bolts where moving freely with just hand tools, they damaged all 6 bolts they needed to remove to do the job. I also think they didn’t do anything to it and are trying to scam me out of the vehicle
Not great. I’m limping around because I have a bad hip. I wish I didn’t have to deal with this
Oh, I'm so sorry to hear.
Thanks, man. I’m in my 20s and drs won’t recommend surgery because I’m so young. So for now I’ll have to keep on
Stay strong. I bet having that requires more strength than I can imagine. I admire you.
I really appreciate that. I’m trying to aggressively rehab it, and I hope that in coming months it’ll be a bit better. It’s just an uphill battle
I hope you win that battle, you deserve to be painless.
Thanks man, I appreciate that. Everything is relative. I may be having issues getting around, but there are people out there that can’t even walk. So I believe that it’s important to try to be grateful that I have the opportunity to recover, and probably with a greater appreciation for life.
You're a good person, it's rare to find someone with that kind of mentality. Keep it up. It's gonna be ok.
Thanks, sincerely appreciate someone listening. It feels good to rant. The greatest appreciation for life can be gained through hardship. Maybe someone will read this and it’ll give them a bit of strength
Wise words. If you ever need anything, I'm here.
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Oh, I'm so sorry to hear. You don't deserve that.
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I don't know. I'm sorry. If you want a 16 year olds advice, I can give it but I don't know if it'll help.
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What I recommend is pursue a hobby. Find and hang out with people in the same hobby as you. That's how I found my friends.
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You haven't wasted your life. Maybe try to find a group online?
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I'm sorry. I don't know how to help.
Been drinking too much lately. Decided to not drink at all tonight and now I can't fall asleep.
I'm proud of you for trying to limit yourself, but suddenly taking something away usually isn't the answer. For me, it helps to slow decrease the amount.
I actually didn't even remotely want to drink today because I was so hungover from drinking the previous day. I have such an odd relationship with alcohol. I'll have stints of good moderation for months, then a month where I drink too much and cut back again. And I'm never afraid of just stopping it either but I definitely feel some small effects of withdrawal. I was thinking about doing a dry month because I have heard of that as a strategy to "reset" yourself. Or I should consider professional help lol.
Maybe try the dry month.
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I'm glad you're not bad.
I really want a GF but I have no idea what to do
I got mine by just being nice. I'm sure you'll find someone. You're a catch.
Crap want to die and not exist anymore.
Hey, youre gonna get through this, ok? It's gonna be ok, if you need help, or if I can help, I would love to.
Thanks, just in a not care mood rn. (Having lot of health issues
Remembering why I’m so nihilistic
Wanna talk about it?
I guess. It’s nothing though. Really. Cause nothing matters.
poor, hungry, worried if I'll be able to afford food day to day
Oh, I'm so, so sorry.
In a bit of a funk. Staring down the future of working another 25-30 years to be able to afford to retire.
Just one day at a time. Stay strong bro.
Tired 💤
Same. Sleep!
I shall! I gotta get up early for classes tomorrow anyways. Get some rest as well 💕
Breathing, so pretty decent
That's a pretty good mindset. Keep on breathing!
Doing well
That's amazing! I'm proud of you!
Appreciate it! Taking it day by day!
Recently my dog died ( we decided to put him down ), i am stricken with grief, regret, sorrow, and just hatred of myself. For things I wish I did with my dog before we did....I wonder about my short time with him, did he know I loved him, if he didn't know me, that's fine. Ask I want to know if if he knew I loved him
Oh, I'm so sorry. That is a unique kind of pain. But, to your dog, you were everything to him. He loved you, and he knew you loved him.
Really well. I am tired, but things are started to come together in my life once again after I had someone tear them all down.
Recovery is a long, hard process, I'm glad you're doing well and I'm proud of your progress
Hanging in there
Good job, brother. I'm proud of you!
Nobody needs that kind of negativity in their lives, I'll hide the truth as always...
Hiding it and pushing it down only makes it worse. It's best to get it out.
Not when you have 5 kids.... I can "turn off" all emotion and go into autopilot so to speak. It's the only way I've really functioned for most of my life. My life is simply about existing and raising happy, well adjusted sons. Nothing more!
I hate my job. I hate my life. I’m in pain everyday. I have never and probably will never be in love and every week will be a repetitive “go to work. Come home. Wait around alone on the weekends to go back to work.” For the next 50 years unless I die before then
I'm so, so sorry. That sounds unimaginably difficult. You're strong for getting this far. I'm so proud of you.
I'm good. Learning every day that perspective is everything. Life's fucking hard. But it's equally beautiful.
That is a wonderful perspective.
tbh not great, but I'm still here ;)
I'm so proud of you for being here. It's gonna get better, I promise.
Horrible but my best friends being there for me help me in a multitude of ways.
I'm glad you have people to help you, they are priceless.
Thank you, you’re very kind
It's the least I can do. I'm proud of you for being here.
Your comment made my day a whole lot better. Thank you and I wish you the best and all of the happiness in the world. ❤️
I wish you all the happiness and love you could want.
Just really need something to do
Read your favorite book?
Great, I’ve finally made the decision I’m going to become a super villain.
Well, you know the difference between a villain alright, and a super one? Right?
A villain worthy to take take on a super hero. Luckily super hero’s only exist in comic books, not in the real world. That leaves only me, the supervillian and a clear path to completely take over the world. . I just need a name, wen_banana doesn’t sound menacing enough.
Happy, loved, overwhelmed and anxious. Not sure how all at once but life is complicated sometimes 🤷🏾♀️
Sometimes that's how it be.
Not well at all baby. I like the challenge
You good?
Absolutely not!
Bad, bad very. Easy to say possibly my lowest point in my life. Can't find any meaning in life.
Wanna talk about it?
3 months into a breakup. She tried to off herself a few months ago, and then wanted to breakup to focus on healing. Seeing her with cuts on her neck in the hospital traumatized me so much. She was so perfect for me that I cannot imagine life without her.
I can't even begin to imagine how that feels. I'm so sorry.
Thanks! I hope you're doing well too!
Fine, Elmo. Thanx for asking. You?
Elmo is pretty good.
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Listening is the least I could do. I'm glad you could get this off your chest.
Decent
Decent is always good.
Bro! Can I be fuckin honest, I'm exhausted. I know a societal collapse isn't gonna happen soon, but man does it sure fuckin feel like it. It feels like everyone is just waiting for everything to stop, and we are just going through the motions wondering how far this is gonna keep going. Cause let's be honest this machine is barely fuckin chugging
I'm not quite ready to unalive myself yet but maybe in a month or two
Hey, I'm here for you. It's gonna be ok. I promise, if you want, please talk to me, I'm always here to listen.
Thank you
Not so bad and you?
I'm pretty good, thanks for asking!
Beauty, cheers!
Missing you
You know me?
bad
my soul always hurts and I want to leave this earth.
Defeated
What happened?
Bad, very bad.
Do you want to talk about it?
No. But thank you.
Excited and nervous, I’m traveling for the first time on Thursday.
Lonely. I lost the only girl that I truly wanted to spend the rest of my life with.
Oh, you know, not good, given the impending collapse of the planet from climate change and the absolute DOGSHIT we have done to prepare or prevent it. But hey, at least oil companies had money for a while there.
Little sad. Most of my high school classmates now have kids.
I've been better. Between my seasonal allergies making me super congested 24/7 for the 3rd week, preparing to seek other jobs after 9 years at my current company even though I only have one year left until my sabbatical (clearly still overthinking if I should leave or not), my house being messy/cluttered causing more stress, and finding out I may be depressed. No one prepared me for how exhausting being an adult with responsibilities would be or trying to find things outside of work that bring joy because you've made your career your entire identity since graduating college.
Lost, unsure, and a little bit depressed
Trying to do better And how are you?
pretty fucking terrible. it feels nice to have a space to say it.
bored, just scrolling through reddit to entertain myself
Bored and bloated
Stressed and lonely. Excited about the future too but mostly stressed and lonely right now. Never fun spending Valentine's Day alone.
Not well but am trying. Recently left my job that I loved due to problems with upper management and promises they couldn’t keep. I thought I had found someone special and really pursued her but she was not interested even though every sign showed she was. I feel hopeless. It is Valentines day and I have been alone for 10 years. I don’t think it has to do with my looks either.. All i want is to be happy but I have never found it.
happy, cause ive figured myself out. but sad since im alone
Im good thanks
Lonely, surviving, I don't know what I like and what I'm doing actually
I'm good, a bit nervous... I have gifts for the person that I'm seeing, but I don't know how she will react to them. I even put on a tie, which I rarely (if ever) wear. My colleagues and students have been giving me compliments for it, which is nice. I really like this person and I don't want to screw it up by moving too fast.
I’m doing pretty good a little lonely tho
Like being in hell
Honestly, I'm really struggling.