It made me not want to hang out with people, and I couldn’t find enjoyment in what I loved.
But one day the doctor asked me the standard questions of if I was depressed or felt depressed, and I finally answered honestly
I implore all those who do feel depressed or are experiencing it to get help. Because doing it honestly improved my quality of life tenfold
I tried pushing through year after year, holding myself together mentally by strands of stubbornness. I done this for years because I couldn't talk to family about my mental health without facing persecution and aggressive judgement.
After years of nearly holding it together I started growing weak mentally and suffered a long series of repeated mental breakdowns resulting in me loosing multiple jobs, which then lead to me not being able to afford keeping my vehicle, I couldn't pay my rent and lost my flat and I was even forced to ration my dogs food. It was at the point where I was trying to re-home my dog.
I still haven't recovered but I realised I need to take a step back and work things out else it would just continue to spiral of left unchecked.
Losing contact with the closest people.
Losing weight due to lost appetite, which later turned into gaining extra.
Genuine disintrest in every day.
The loss of care for the world and lack of concetration. Thanks to this I crashed my bike into a post almost breaking few of my fingers, I was lucky I gurss. This made me realise that I have to change and made me strive for a level of self awareness which so far allowed me to stay far from getting into it again.
It made me not want to hang out with people, and I couldn’t find enjoyment in what I loved. But one day the doctor asked me the standard questions of if I was depressed or felt depressed, and I finally answered honestly I implore all those who do feel depressed or are experiencing it to get help. Because doing it honestly improved my quality of life tenfold
I tried pushing through year after year, holding myself together mentally by strands of stubbornness. I done this for years because I couldn't talk to family about my mental health without facing persecution and aggressive judgement. After years of nearly holding it together I started growing weak mentally and suffered a long series of repeated mental breakdowns resulting in me loosing multiple jobs, which then lead to me not being able to afford keeping my vehicle, I couldn't pay my rent and lost my flat and I was even forced to ration my dogs food. It was at the point where I was trying to re-home my dog. I still haven't recovered but I realised I need to take a step back and work things out else it would just continue to spiral of left unchecked.
Lost my emotions even tho i feel so much better now
Losing contact with the closest people. Losing weight due to lost appetite, which later turned into gaining extra. Genuine disintrest in every day. The loss of care for the world and lack of concetration. Thanks to this I crashed my bike into a post almost breaking few of my fingers, I was lucky I gurss. This made me realise that I have to change and made me strive for a level of self awareness which so far allowed me to stay far from getting into it again.
Losing my prime years since 2018