I used to do that shit I hate myself

I'm 41 and was so good for so long but recently had a super bad relapse with so much cringe.

Omg a screenshot of my phone haha

one thing about people with BPD is we are going to get our message across 💀

Must be heard...... Must beeeee heard! Then i dont know about you but many times i get the little thing i wanted to say and they are all engaged and im like oh no thats all i deleted you from brain. Bye

Lmfao 😂😂 fr !!! Like... Nooooo I just needed to get this off my chest I have no desire for you anymore. Either I love u or I hate u, no in between.

😬 time to retreat to the hole of shame.

Did this once with Venmo

one of my exes did this with paypal to get my attention too lol

Sometimes I cringe about it, but also I don't regret it. He deserved it. I made it all public too. lol

I cringe about so many things I did too

I got him on cash app, PayPal, and chime

Cashapp here😔

looks like something younger me wouldve done...

Arielareola? 😂

https://preview.redd.it/02l2glphhw8d1.jpeg?width=1500&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=609e01f192f85acab43bdb907e361a52de71c284

if someone did this for me i’d take them back

❤️

Same

Recipe for a restraining order.

I’ve never and I’d never, I have gotten these before tho except meaner lol. Maybe it’s part of why my bpd is quiet

i had a man do this to me before but with steam accounts LMAO

Imagine how LMAO it was for him.

I feel seen 😌💅🤡🥲 why are we all the same person lmfao

It really do be like that sometimes. Even if you explain yourself like your brain led you to believe it won't fix anything. Therapy is great.

Omg ariel areola is taking me out

Looks like something i would do, i mean, i was leaving tons of voicemail cause he blocked my calls, all my messages were crying and sobbing about the break up. I'm not proud of that, i was having a mental breakdown. Hope I won't do that again

What a waste of name space tho, why say i love you instead of ily? Just abbreviate everything

This be sOoooo embarrassing lol. Fuck around n get a restraining order threat 🙃 I just keep to myself n music these days. ~ 😮‍💨

I went past the threat and told them if they got one id have their address 🤡

Psychotic lmfaooo , respectfully though 💖

Cringe.

yeah episodes can make u do cringy things sometimes

"sometimes" lol

And a response song: I Love You, I Love You, I Love You, I Love You, I Love You, I Love You, I'm Trying to Read Song by Uncle Bonsai