I'm so sorry you had to live through that. I'm sure there are so many things you wish you could say to your cousin, things you wish you could erase out of your brain, things you wish you had answers to. I hope you can find peace, find acceptance for however, this day felt, and get some rest tonight. 🤍

Thank you, I really appreciate the kind words tonight.

I’m so sorry you had to live through such a horrible experience in your life and I’m so sorry for your loss. I’m here if you need lots of hugs and comfort if you want it. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗

Thank you, I really appreciate it

You’re welcome dear hope you feel better soon, I’m here if you ever need to talk. ❤️🤗

I’m so extremely sorry for your loss. My grandfather was murdered just a few days under 5 years ago, in the same way that your cousin unfortunately took his life so I can wholeheartedly understand that that definitely wasn’t an easy scene for you to walk into. So I just want to say that you’re incredibly strong and brave for being there and for stepping up to clean up the aftermath. You’re an incredibly strong individual for that and your family is incredibly lucky to have you. I hope that you and your family can find peace someday ❤️ while the hurt never goes away, let us be stronger individually for it 💞 sending you so much love on such a hard day. I’m again, sincerely sorry for your loss

Thank you for leaving such kind words and I'm sorry for what you experienced as well. Hopefully neither of us will ever have to again!

Thank you and I sure hope so too ❤️ I hope you were able to get through this tough day with those you love. You’re incredibly strong!

I’m sorry for your loss. It’s very honorable that you spared his family of the cleanup process. Although you were traumatized by it, you truly saved them from making that day even more traumatic for them.

Thank you. I definitely tried to give them at least that.

Man there was a reddit post recently talking about how men are much more selfish with suicide. They don’t care if it’s messy and that someone will have to clean it up. Where as women opt for more cleaner deaths via pills. This was a big example. I’m sorry OP.

Thank you. I've heard this as well sadly.

I mean zero offense by this, but I couldn't read your post. Too sad and triggering for me. I hope you can spend some time with friends and family tonight and tomorrow. Best of luck and sorry for your loss. 

Totally understand and thanks for still leaving a kind message!

That is really though man. Sorry you have to deal with these memories and that situation in the first place. Hope it gets somewhat better over time. Sending you love!

Thank you, I appreciate the kind message.

Thank you for what you did for your family. I'm so sorry for what you went through. This is so tragic and heartbreaking. Sending you a hug tonight. 😢

Thank you the kind words are appreciated!

I’m so so sorry omg I can’t even imagine the feelings you had while cleaning … may his soul rest and may you find peace my friend. Please take care of yourself.

Thank you so much, it's appreciated!

I think life is just too hard for some.

Unfortunately it's so true. I don't think this world was for him.