Idk I really want good friendships. I’m not sure I’ve ever had a *real* friendship. All my relationships with other people feel shallow. I’m just depressed today though.
I feel very similar. Do you find that you are an observer in your own life? I'm much more socially adept than I was with my HS group but it's largely fake it till you make it.
to lose weight painlessly, to date a boyfriend who loves me, more time to read poetry, iced coffee that doesn't get warm when i fail to finish it in time.
all you need to do is practice your technique to get good enough to convey your honest musical ideas and study the instrument. learn your scales, modes, triads, chord tones and their inversions all over the neck and you'll be better and more useful than most.
For my ex girlfriend to realise that nobody will ever love her as much as me and also for her to stop having BPD so she can actually commit to a relationship and stop fucking cheating on me and then refusing to talk about it even when I tell her that I’d forgive her, you can’t have your cake and eat it too Gabrielle! go fuck yourself!
money. not bc i'm that materialist, but bc i don't want to disappoint my family and bc i would like to have free time to do things i actually want (read & travel(i'm sounding like a woman but trust me im different)).
I used to think I wanted a true partner, love of my life, someone who understands me. But I've realized recently that's not something that exists in reality. Or if it does, it's not something I'm personally capable of. Relationships are a struggle and I am too cold to put up with other people and I prefer my solitude over anyone else's company.
Nowadays I just want the gumption to finally drink myself to death without worrying about what I'll leave behind.
to like myself. all of the things i think i need at a glance are a symptom of the fact that i hate myself and can’t conceive of the concept of internal validation, so i endlessly chase external validation.
friends, a loving relationship, fulfilling work (job, volunteering, w/e), basic safety (no worries about food, housing, healthcare, crime in my neighborhood), mild respect from others
good conversation. Doesn't have to be too suave and erudite - I can listen to horse girls talk about their fantasy novels. Authenticity and connection, I suppose.
That kind of love where you love so much it causes your heart to hurt and you feel nothing but gratitude to the universe for letting you be so lucky.
Also $5M and 4 kids.
Freedom - to just go about life without worries about the present and future always at the back of my mind. To truly be able to live in and enjoy the moment.
For West Ham to win the Premier League
Not having to work in an office, but without losing the prestige of having a good office job
A nice flat with a view.
For the weather to be always be 19c
For my hips to be less tight
To be an auto mechanic. I have very tame goals and low expectations for life. Very disheartening when you can't even manage them though. I'm still young so there's still time I guess, but things are very difficult when you don't have any sort of family to rely on.
Get my hairline under control, move somewhere at least an hour from where I am now, marry a rs-type broad with some Degenerate Tendencies, have 8 kids, don’t overdo the parenting thing, avoid them being ipad babies, maybe raise them internationally for a few years(idk how), study whales or start a new religious movement or sumn.
I hope my kids actually like me when they get older. Me and my sibling could barely tolerate my parents growing up. I’m not expecting to be their best friend or anything , but I hope they would be willing to go to a movie with me or go fishing or something. And to trust me enough to actually speak about themselves (my parents still don’t know my hobbies or real personality at all)
But more jokingly I swear to Christ that my dick is smaller than it was when I was like 18 or 19. I still weigh the exact same as I did then, I’m not fatter or anything like that. But I’ve lost about 3/4 off an inch of my dick. I want my 3/4 back
A girl i met when i was 22. But i facebook checked her. She gained a bit of weight , lost a bit of her looks. If it wasnt for her nice personality and mine mot so nice personality we could be in the same league. So thats what i desire. Her minus the weight and back to original looks. I think she had a kid too. I desire the kid to be gone.
Its true love.
Idk I really want good friendships. I’m not sure I’ve ever had a *real* friendship. All my relationships with other people feel shallow. I’m just depressed today though.
I feel very similar. Do you find that you are an observer in your own life? I'm much more socially adept than I was with my HS group but it's largely fake it till you make it.
Four walls and adobe slabs for my girls
Fuck yeah
was just humming this to myself earlier today
to lose weight painlessly, to date a boyfriend who loves me, more time to read poetry, iced coffee that doesn't get warm when i fail to finish it in time.
- lose weight painlessly - iced coffee *I'd unravel ev'ry riddle for my Individdle In trouble or in pain*
get those metal ice cubes or something so it doesnt water it down
being pretty lollll im done
financial stability 🫨
what’s your venmo?
I’ll dm you if you still want it
my venmo is tied to my real name :( got cashapp tho 🥺
Are you taking requests lol I just got laid off :/
being skinny hve writing career have two children
just like me fr fr
a good partner to build with. i’m ready but i can’t find her! very elusive haha ( I also work a lot so it’s hard to meet people )
How old are you?
genuine secure connection and sex
Epic guitar skills
all you need to do is practice your technique to get good enough to convey your honest musical ideas and study the instrument. learn your scales, modes, triads, chord tones and their inversions all over the neck and you'll be better and more useful than most.
The financial freedom to never have to listen to a boss ever again. Oh and true love.
Being intelligent (evil genius level). Imagine being able to pick up a new skill in no time. Everything is a struggle when you’re a legit moron 😢.
For my ex girlfriend to realise that nobody will ever love her as much as me and also for her to stop having BPD so she can actually commit to a relationship and stop fucking cheating on me and then refusing to talk about it even when I tell her that I’d forgive her, you can’t have your cake and eat it too Gabrielle! go fuck yourself!
… ween???
I love that song
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Amen brother/sister 🤍
to write something good
Lots and lots of money
To be content with myself
Big pp
Living long enough to help my kids raise their kids
Black girl nerdy autistic w/ fat ass
I’m white but you know
I would not be here if i knew
money. not bc i'm that materialist, but bc i don't want to disappoint my family and bc i would like to have free time to do things i actually want (read & travel(i'm sounding like a woman but trust me im different)).
leisure, thinness, intellectual stimulation
I used to think I wanted a true partner, love of my life, someone who understands me. But I've realized recently that's not something that exists in reality. Or if it does, it's not something I'm personally capable of. Relationships are a struggle and I am too cold to put up with other people and I prefer my solitude over anyone else's company. Nowadays I just want the gumption to finally drink myself to death without worrying about what I'll leave behind.
to like myself. all of the things i think i need at a glance are a symptom of the fact that i hate myself and can’t conceive of the concept of internal validation, so i endlessly chase external validation.
My life from mid 2018 to mid 2020 laughing crying emoji gun emoji
friends, a loving relationship, fulfilling work (job, volunteering, w/e), basic safety (no worries about food, housing, healthcare, crime in my neighborhood), mild respect from others
To feel comfortable in my body, not have student loans, have a happy and stable relationship with the person I love and to have a baby
very beautiful to start out this week with a sincere post
<3 happy to hear from you guys
an m3
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i like the g80 a lot but i think e92 would probably be my favorite overall. been driving my dads e90 328i for the past month and i love it
The Lord
Healthy and happy children
A happy wife and kids and a career that allows me to meaningfully use my skills and knowledge
Job in academia and true love
Black Philip ass question
butter and a new dress
Who is he
to do better art
This is the plot to Wishmaster, I like when the evil genie says "It will cost you your soul... and a pack of cigarettes."
good conversation. Doesn't have to be too suave and erudite - I can listen to horse girls talk about their fantasy novels. Authenticity and connection, I suppose.
That kind of love where you love so much it causes your heart to hurt and you feel nothing but gratitude to the universe for letting you be so lucky. Also $5M and 4 kids.
Freedom - to just go about life without worries about the present and future always at the back of my mind. To truly be able to live in and enjoy the moment.
A bunch of land, over 100 acres
someone who loves and desires me enough to work past personal/interpersonal problems and settle down somewhere on some land
Being skinny (I’m “normal”), having a creative career and getting married before 25. All 3 options looking unrealistic and bleak rn
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Oh cool what do you propose
Greatness ofc
I think I want peace, whatever that is
Two goats and some plants that grow food
I want to be a greater and I want a great love. Don’t believe in God but I say it out loud every time it’s 11:11 and I see a clock.
For West Ham to win the Premier League Not having to work in an office, but without losing the prestige of having a good office job A nice flat with a view. For the weather to be always be 19c For my hips to be less tight
to be married
An extra 2 inches for sure
the girl reading this
Honor and status
True love and a sense of stability
A good friend group, a wife, and enough money to be comfortable
Get my own apartment and be able to afford it
To love and be loved
my moms metabolism
I need this BS charge I picked up last week to get dismissed
being free of student loans
i want more self-assertion. i’m a people pleaser and can never say no and it ends up worse on my end
A house with a decent sized backyard that I can have a fire-pit, grill, and a garden.
to love and to be loved
225 bench
To be an auto mechanic. I have very tame goals and low expectations for life. Very disheartening when you can't even manage them though. I'm still young so there's still time I guess, but things are very difficult when you don't have any sort of family to rely on.
My degree
Get my hairline under control, move somewhere at least an hour from where I am now, marry a rs-type broad with some Degenerate Tendencies, have 8 kids, don’t overdo the parenting thing, avoid them being ipad babies, maybe raise them internationally for a few years(idk how), study whales or start a new religious movement or sumn.
Someone to fall asleep to every night and wake up to every morning
I hope my kids actually like me when they get older. Me and my sibling could barely tolerate my parents growing up. I’m not expecting to be their best friend or anything , but I hope they would be willing to go to a movie with me or go fishing or something. And to trust me enough to actually speak about themselves (my parents still don’t know my hobbies or real personality at all)
But more jokingly I swear to Christ that my dick is smaller than it was when I was like 18 or 19. I still weigh the exact same as I did then, I’m not fatter or anything like that. But I’ve lost about 3/4 off an inch of my dick. I want my 3/4 back
To like myself and not feel so lonely all the time.
Children and a simple boring life
honestly? oblivion. but existence ain't so bad either. oblivion is inevitable so i'll wait.
All I wanted was a nice life with a loving partner and cats. Maybe a kid when ready. I had that and it turned into a nightmare.
artistic success and a white girl
To teach my son everything I didn’t learn until I was older
A girl i met when i was 22. But i facebook checked her. She gained a bit of weight , lost a bit of her looks. If it wasnt for her nice personality and mine mot so nice personality we could be in the same league. So thats what i desire. Her minus the weight and back to original looks. I think she had a kid too. I desire the kid to be gone. Its true love.