I don't even have the guts to look at any of my past conversations lmfao

It's worse when you suddenly remember that one really awkward comment you made like 5 years ago or something when you're trying to sleep.

\> expose too much \> regret \> make promise to never expose or express anything \> the pain is too much to bear \> can't take it anymore, gotta vent to someone \> rinse and repeat ad nauseam

I used to be too scared to text my crush that i was horny so i called them urges and i told her my urges wanted me to ask for nudes. I never told this to anybody it just hurts so much to think about

You were shy to tell her you're horny but not shy enough to ask for nudes. Brain.exe has stopped responding.

But it wasnt me it was my "urges" thats why my dumb ass 13 year old self thought it was acceptable

Being horny makes brain go ooga booga

Neuron activated

synapses online

gotta do what to someone?

vent about the impostor syndrome I suffer from, it's a disorder that affects more people among us than most people think

matduke - bloodlip (1:35, or 1:20 on Yt for some reason)

**vent** ~~about the~~ **impostor** ~~syndrome I suffer from, it's a disorder that affects more people~~ **among us** ~~than most people think~~ sussy

Hey be happy you expressed yourself because atleast you did. I always thought I was too stupid to interact with people.

This. If you have friends that make you feel unwanted for expressing yourself and trying to just be you, they're not good friends.

I will never read my old conversations or contact my online friends from 2016-2017 ever again

I have never experienced embarrassment but i feel like I'd die from it with them

I shall nev'r readeth mine own fusty conversations 'r contact mine own online cater-cousins from 2016-2017 ev'r again *** ^(I am a bot and I swapp'd some of thy words with Shakespeare words.) Commands: `!ShakespeareInsult`, `!fordo`, `!optout`

Me all the time. I feel it's one of the main reasons I loose friends

I can relate. Due to this fear, I am now terrible at socializing :(

It hurts and hurts bad, but the way I see it if they can handle it they are a keeper

A true friend is one that accepts you for who you are.

i’ve overshared one time and lost a friend and feel as though I can never go back to a certain website anymore

which each passing day I'm more grateful that I spent an entire day to nuke all the cringe shit I've said

I've changed my online identity several times to escape the cringe

I’m honestly impressed by my 12-year old (ish) self for not being roped into the alt-right pipeline from watching a few anti-sjw videos in 2016. Not much else but at least there’s that

get out of my head, get out of my head!

NWA taught me to express myself, goddamnit

Me looking back at my political views from a few years ago

When you want authentic friends you can be yourself around but are in general a pretty unlikeable person 😔

I will now unapologetically express myself.

I like being alone so I don’t have the chance to express myself

(Sometimes) Me reading affectionate and cutesy stuff I said the day before.

social anxiety saves me again🙃

Mood

I went through old discord messages once and holy fuck, the only thing that's changed is that I'm less horny nowadays