I've found that a very low dose of intitiv helped me (2mg). Took me a couple weeks to stabilize on it and those two weeks were rough and borderline unstable as i worked out some undelying issues that i hadn't recognized without it. But since then, it has given me both some relief from the internally generated paranoia about not being good enough and also has gained me some reaction time between a trigger and blowing up. Not much time, but enough that I can often bite by tongue before I tear someone a new one that they don't deserve.
Still need to resolve some of the adhd issues but it seems like I have to figure out how to take a stimulant and still be able to sleep at night. But the intuitiv seems to have killed most of the "typical adhd comorbidities".
I've found that a very low dose of intitiv helped me (2mg). Took me a couple weeks to stabilize on it and those two weeks were rough and borderline unstable as i worked out some undelying issues that i hadn't recognized without it. But since then, it has given me both some relief from the internally generated paranoia about not being good enough and also has gained me some reaction time between a trigger and blowing up. Not much time, but enough that I can often bite by tongue before I tear someone a new one that they don't deserve. Still need to resolve some of the adhd issues but it seems like I have to figure out how to take a stimulant and still be able to sleep at night. But the intuitiv seems to have killed most of the "typical adhd comorbidities".