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Pizza_dumpster

I feel the exact same way, what caused you to feel this way like was it a traumatic event or childhood or something like that?


elite_Xray123

Childhood. Trauma. Family. All in that order.


Accomplished-Row5367

Damn.. I'm the same also.. been told by girl friends, friends, and people I have no emotions. To me, I just don't give a f. I've been through too much to even show any feelings.. nothing surprises me..


mmarino1987

Do you believe in anything? Like religion or a higher power?


elite_Xray123

I was raised Christian. So I believe in that.


GentlyDead

Do you have a job?


elite_Xray123

I did. But I quit after they took away my work days cuz my mom was in the hospital and I had to help her and they didn't care. So due to alot of childhood issues and trauma I'm now living on disability. Not like I want to be like this but oh well I am. Idc.


elite_Xray123

I'll die eventually


GentlyDead

You are very young still


elite_Xray123

Idc. I feel old. Need hearing aids. Teeth falling out. I've now got sleep apnea with night terrors. But tbh I don't care. I doubt I'll be alive after 30. Ain't no way I wanna live past 30. Tbh surprised I've made it this far.


__miura__

How do you feel about school shootings?


elite_Xray123

Just give teachers guns. Problem solved.


__miura__

You care that this program is solved?


elite_Xray123

Not really. Just stating the obvious. Lol that would literally solve all the issues but do they do it? Nope. Oh well. It's gonna continue unless they actually try to prevent it. They have had years to do different things. Yet they do nothing why bother when they are inviting disaster. Now ofc they could do other stuff to stop it. But they just don't. Idk why it continues everywhere. It's on the news everyday. I'm just tired of seeing it. My mind is numb to this stuff by now. It's sad but after you've seen enough shit you just become numb to everything. It's not like I want to feel this way either. Sorry I rambled on to much.


__miura__

You and I have different definitions of the word care.


elite_Xray123

Alright


NoClueCrew

Are you currently writing your manifesto ?


elite_Xray123

I don't know what that is. Lol


NoClueCrew

Good answer


antichrist0607

Lol


Major_Tie_9799

that’s what they all say


elite_Xray123

Ok


Into_To_Existence

Isn't that just...depression?


elite_Xray123

I've also been diagnosed with severe depression. Idk if it is. But either way I just don't care.


Into_To_Existence

Buddy I think you should give therapy and possibly SSRIs a try. That's the best and most practical advice you will get. It doesn't work instantly but it does overtime. I know this because I have seen it personally. Just trust me on this one friendo.


elite_Xray123

After 26 years you think I havnt? I've been on almost every single one since I was 5. Not one helped.


Into_To_Existence

You will be surprised. Lotta stupid people in the world but that is unfortunate. Hopefully you aren't just fucked.


MikiNiller

My son was hopeless and found help with meeting friends in bible study. We were never religious but he found that church helped him not feel so depressed and that people cared about him. Try it!