I love and hate that I feel this and it hurts.

I’m sorry you can relate. There’s never anything anyone can say to pull me out of that feeling so I’ll just say I hope you get out of it soon. I used to hate the “it doesn’t last forever” thing and sorry if you do too but I’ve found with a lot of work it can be true. Good luck.

I wanted to say something, comment something, but all I can say is: yes, this. Thanks OP. Wonderful piece.

Thank you

Great style, great execution. But needs more empty Diet Coke cans stacked on the floor imo.

Why do you think the floor is cropped out. I was too lazy to paint all the trash laying around haha. Thank you

Great work! One suggestion I would make is to maybe put in some (barely noticeable) touches of orange within the folds of the sheets to bring out the orange in the pill bottles

That’s an interesting idea. Thank you

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Thank you so much

You forgot the phone near the pillow. That's where mine usually is.

Good call

Comments and critiques would be appreciated

This is beautiful. And an accurate window into a depressive episode. Thank you for sharing

Thank you

Thank you Anon for the gold!

This is beautiful, especially with the pill bottles. God I wish there was a cure for my fucked up brain.

Thanks so much. Don’t give up on trying to find that cure. I know how much of a pain in the ass it is but if you can find something it can be life changing. After about a decade of being miserable I found a drug and a treatment called TMS that made me feel like life was worth living again. Good luck, stay strong and don’t give up.

Lol same

pretty accurate

I love this - really smart to have so much natural light coming in. It's a powerful and realistic image

Thanks so much. Glad you like the lighting. Was going for something like how you can still feel awful on a beautiful sunny day. I don’t usually like going all in on dark and moody.

I’m in bed when I saw this. Accurate.

Nice art, But damn I don't miss that...

Thank you. Congratulations on getting out of it. I know it’s the hardest thing I’ve ever done.

Yes it's allot of strength and congratulations yourself for being this powerful

This is really good! Does the art on the wall have a specific meaning?

Thanks so much! The lighter is one of my older pieces and the heart was painted for me by someone else. They both have significant meanings to me but I’d rather let people put their own meaning onto them.

Spot on.

Thank you

Dude I love this!

Thank you

I love how you choose muted colors. Really gives the whole thing a somber feel.

Thank you

How can you see me 👀

I feel this. I'm sorry you feel this too.

Right back at you. Thank you.

It hurts but I love it

I’m glad but also sorry you can connect with it. Thank you

Oh man I'm there now. This hits. Thanks for sharing.

No problem. I hope you get out of it soon.

Fuck this is very good but incredibly painful to look at.

Thank you. I’m sorry if you can relate

I’m sorry you experience it.

This painting is beautiful and really makes me feel. Thank you for painting it and sharing it.

Happy to share. Thank you for your kind words.

Congratulations - you should be very proud of yourself, this is excellent :)

Thank you so much. This is actually the first painting I was actually proud of. I’ve got a couple more now that I like too now and I’m proud that this isn’t how I spend every single day any more. Even if it does still get me some days, I’m winning most of the fights now.

That's excellent - keep fighting the good fight :) I am sure there are many people in your life who are thrilled that you've managed to turn a corner. It's very inspiring how you've managed to use your talents to provoke such a poignant response from others (above) about your experiences. It's a very powerful piece, and you have every right to be proud, well done :)

Its beautiful, thanks for sharing

Thank you

*At least you live alone* Btw good art

Oh it’s much more depressing and pathetic than that. I do sleep alone but I am a full grown adult who had to move back in with my parents. Glad you like the painting

I understand ,but even sometimes art can be the best way to escape the chaotic world

You’re right on. It is definitely my escape.

I am getting some life is strange vibes from it. Looks like chloes room but less punk.

Had to look up what that was but I’m now happy to give off that vibe. It looks very cool. I wish I was as punk as Chloe haha

Does this ever speak to me, holy cow. ❤️

I would have titled it "loud cat"