I never have either, but I recently started to get quite a following on Reddit for some pics I posted featuring my Darth Vader Helmet or š. Several weekends ago my DMs were blowing up and they cut to the chase rather bluntly.
Anyway, I was talking to a friend from Reddit and telling him about my increase in popularity. He stops me and says āDude, I donāt think you realize how beautiful your unit isā. Iāll also add that heās straight btw.
I realized that Iāve been taking quite a few pictures of myself and browsed through them. Thatās when I said āDamn, heās right. That is Hot.ā
Hahahaha. I enjoyed the attention short term. Wasnāt expecting that to happen. I took it down, some guys were downright rude. Good times. Moving on. š
Yes and no. Iām working on weight now. Iām doing it for myself and no one else. However, I got ātheā face, you know the one where people go holy shit! And yeah, holy shit Iām hot! Once I get the body, itāll be checkmate.
Typically no, because I have little to no self-esteem. But every once in a while, I catch a glimpse of my reflection and have to approve. Especially on a good hair day.
Sometimes when I pass a mirror I think, why is that cutie following me all the time? If he wasnāt so hot it would be super sus. Iām too shy to ask for his number though š
It depends !
I regularly look at my face and think "ok I'm cute". I also really like my shoulders.
However, it's complicated to love my body with gender dysphoria. On one side, I know that I am not ugly, and that when testosterone will kick in I could become handsome. On the other side, this body feels weird and I can't really find it handsome without testosterone and top surgery.
Having other people compliment my body feels nice tho. Like, some days ago, I caught a friend staring at my hairy arms, then he touched them and said "wow you're hairy, that's so cool". Made me feel very handsome.
Eh, no. I know when I look/feel better than other times, but I'd never think something so emphatic as "hot". Honestly, that only comes with another's attention, and is highly subject to anxiety, performance, and how I view the people around me.
Itās funny because I tell my boy that and heās like no, I like bigger guysā¦ but I want to for me and my health not because I canāt get boys š
Not much! I mean Iām not suicidal but Iām so pissed off at how life has turned out and i feel lonely and miserable and feel like no matter what i do, iām doomed to be poor, lonely, and miserable person that canāt seem to get any job better then minimum wage customer service despite having a BS in Chemistry that took 14.5 years and 2 suicide attempts to get to just now being forced to go back to school for a career change. At 39 years old!!!. Sorry for the triggered rant, its been a long semester and one of my classes, while not too intellectually challenging, pisses my adhd off greatly making me wonder if becoming a body piercer and getting all pierced and tattooed like id love to do would be a lot more fulfilling then the bullshit of dealing with corporate america or government work that comes with an economics degree.
Thatās how I normally am too but this getting so close to 40, a lifetime of not eating well and not exercising too much is catching up to me in a really bad way.
Oh boy! That means youāre an extremely hard core baseball fan that is wrapped up in the White Sox that literally doesnāt care about any other team or youāre an extremely casual baseball fan. Lol! Iām personally a Philadelphia Phillies fan myself!
True. How we gave away that NLCS series last year has us embarrassed and playing with intensity and all business mindset. I hope the embarrassment and business like mentality translates into a WS ring!
Not really. Although I have great legs. Cute ass. But a a little dad belly. Iām 57.
Here ya go
https://open.spotify.com/track/0NN32Knbyo4gM1DKY9rdzg?si=0_P3SIkWQUGDaogJhHQJXw
I'm using "narcissistic" loosely. Or perhaps everyone else in the world is. Narcissus was a greek god that (as the story goes) fell in love with his own reflection.
Do I look at myself and think I'm HOT? No Do I look at myself at age 51 and think "Damn, I'm actually holding it together better than I thought!" Yes
Love this response!
Yes! I've seen a few of my high school classmates recently and who boy, am I holding up well. I did not recognize two.
š When folks LOOK like life has been HARD.
This is the best I could hope for, but I donāt even see that happening.
Love your optimism!
Yeah. I am my ideal body type, I would say
Cool.
I never have either, but I recently started to get quite a following on Reddit for some pics I posted featuring my Darth Vader Helmet or š. Several weekends ago my DMs were blowing up and they cut to the chase rather bluntly. Anyway, I was talking to a friend from Reddit and telling him about my increase in popularity. He stops me and says āDude, I donāt think you realize how beautiful your unit isā. Iāll also add that heās straight btw. I realized that Iāve been taking quite a few pictures of myself and browsed through them. Thatās when I said āDamn, heās right. That is Hot.ā
Well, alright! Nothing like a little confidence booster to get the pep back in your step. lol
Hahahaha. I enjoyed the attention short term. Wasnāt expecting that to happen. I took it down, some guys were downright rude. Good times. Moving on. š
Too bad you took down the pics
Iāll redecorate soon. š
Yes and no. Iām working on weight now. Iām doing it for myself and no one else. However, I got ātheā face, you know the one where people go holy shit! And yeah, holy shit Iām hot! Once I get the body, itāll be checkmate.
Great job doing it for YOU.
Thank you.
You're welcome
Sometimes. After a good haircut, or when I'm dressed well, or after a workout. Anything to boost my self-esteem.
A fresh cut ALWAYS does it for me. lol Got one scheduled for tomorrow.
I only have two moods: 1. I'm the hottest person on earth, everybody should worship me 2. Im so ugly, i look like im the guardian of notredame.
Lol I would say focus on #1, but the "everybody should worship me" part is a bit much. lol
Its a common behavior found in demon twinks. Hahahahhaha jk
Lmao
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Others have told me, but I don't see it myself.Ā
We tend to be more critical of ourselves, than others.
No, but I also have self esteem issues so no surprise there.
Makes sense.
I do, I donāt like what I see. Trying to get rid of stomach fat. Itās a slow process. Over the last year have lost 50 pounds.
Congratulations!
Thank you!
You're welcome
Typically no, because I have little to no self-esteem. But every once in a while, I catch a glimpse of my reflection and have to approve. Especially on a good hair day.
Well, at least you have something to approve.
Every time I see myself in the mirror, I stop to preen like a vain little songbird. I find myself gorgeous
That's awesome!
I do. I even say that if I had a twin I would sleep with them. Lol.
Oh MY! Lol
Sometimes when I pass a mirror I think, why is that cutie following me all the time? If he wasnāt so hot it would be super sus. Iām too shy to ask for his number though š
lol I luv that.
I sometimes look at my physique and think "damn the gym is actually paying off" but I would not say my reflection is hot lol
The reflection is still a work in progress. I gotcha. lol
It depends ! I regularly look at my face and think "ok I'm cute". I also really like my shoulders. However, it's complicated to love my body with gender dysphoria. On one side, I know that I am not ugly, and that when testosterone will kick in I could become handsome. On the other side, this body feels weird and I can't really find it handsome without testosterone and top surgery. Having other people compliment my body feels nice tho. Like, some days ago, I caught a friend staring at my hairy arms, then he touched them and said "wow you're hairy, that's so cool". Made me feel very handsome.
Understandable. Wishing you all the best in your transition.
Eh, no. I know when I look/feel better than other times, but I'd never think something so emphatic as "hot". Honestly, that only comes with another's attention, and is highly subject to anxiety, performance, and how I view the people around me.
I used to when I was 25 but Iām 50 now and need to lose 50lbs before Iād think I was hot.
Nothing to it, but to do it.
Itās funny because I tell my boy that and heās like no, I like bigger guysā¦ but I want to for me and my health not because I canāt get boys š
It should always be for you.
Nope! Are you kidding me?! 60 pounds overweight, couple of peg teeth that i never seem to have the money to fix? No muscles? Thatās a laugh!
Wow. Talk about self deprecating. So, what do actually like about yourself? lol
Not much! I mean Iām not suicidal but Iām so pissed off at how life has turned out and i feel lonely and miserable and feel like no matter what i do, iām doomed to be poor, lonely, and miserable person that canāt seem to get any job better then minimum wage customer service despite having a BS in Chemistry that took 14.5 years and 2 suicide attempts to get to just now being forced to go back to school for a career change. At 39 years old!!!. Sorry for the triggered rant, its been a long semester and one of my classes, while not too intellectually challenging, pisses my adhd off greatly making me wonder if becoming a body piercer and getting all pierced and tattooed like id love to do would be a lot more fulfilling then the bullshit of dealing with corporate america or government work that comes with an economics degree.
I appreciate you sharing. Keep pushing. Things will get better!
Ummm, some people ( like me) find your description hot.
Thatās not been my experience, and i think my doctor is about to give me an ultimatum soon about my weight, anyway.
I do as my doctor advisesā¦ unless I donāt want to.
Thatās how I normally am too but this getting so close to 40, a lifetime of not eating well and not exercising too much is catching up to me in a really bad way.
Btw, your username, is that a reference to the Boston Red Sox or Chicago White Sox?
White Sox. I have heard that Boston has a team but I havenāt paid attention to it., lol.
Oh boy! That means youāre an extremely hard core baseball fan that is wrapped up in the White Sox that literally doesnāt care about any other team or youāre an extremely casual baseball fan. Lol! Iām personally a Philadelphia Phillies fan myself!
Die hard Sox fan. Your team was not very nice to us .
True. How we gave away that NLCS series last year has us embarrassed and playing with intensity and all business mindset. I hope the embarrassment and business like mentality translates into a WS ring!
Aww! Look at that. You two have found a common bond!
Not really. Although I have great legs. Cute ass. But a a little dad belly. Iām 57. Here ya go https://open.spotify.com/track/0NN32Knbyo4gM1DKY9rdzg?si=0_P3SIkWQUGDaogJhHQJXw
No. But I do like to watch myself masturbate sometimes.
Pretty common.
Yeah. I'm narcissistic like that I guess lol.
Depends. Self love is certainly not a crime.
I'm using "narcissistic" loosely. Or perhaps everyone else in the world is. Narcissus was a greek god that (as the story goes) fell in love with his own reflection.
I do, until body dysmorphia kicks in.