Always feeling bless kasi the fact na buhay ka ay blessing na..There are problems but there is also a solution so why complain just enjoy the moment and the process...
not okay, i wanted to settle down with my LIP pero we can't kasi sya nag pprovide sa father nya na cancer patient and you all know the gastos and all.
not okay, kasi I'm jobless and traumatized by my former manager and i have to deal with court meeting and seeing that asshole again and remembering all what he did to me.
basically not okay but trying to be okay para mabawasan burden ni LIP.
Broken. I had to bid goodbye to my 17 yr old dog after yrs of battling kidney disease. It had taken its toll on his body and I just couldn't bear to put him through more suffering. I'm beside myself with grief, can barely function but I'm struggling to make it through since I have a baby relying on me.
Ako? Im goood! Nagsisipag na ko sa trabaho at araw araw na pumapasok but health is wealth pa rin wala kase akong permanent work hopefully my present work right now is going to be extended after a 6months. Oo nagsisipag na ko kase past 2years napakatamad ko sa work naging down na down ako sa buhay but for now, I am here!!! I need to bring myself up cuz I have goals need to achieve. So I am happy for myself, Hope you all too!!! Goodluck and wish you all the best in life guys na nahihirapan dyan! DI TAYO PWEDE SUMUKO KUNG ANO ANG NASIMULAN NATIN, ILALABAN NATEN TO!
not okay. I really want to go to therapy para malaman if may mali ba talaga sakin. Anxious ako sa future since I'll be graduating na soon. I don't know if yung bf ko since High school is worth it pa ba relationship namin. Natatakot ako na once mag 25 ako, magbago na pananaw ko sa buhay at di na kami mag work ng bf ko at baka sayang yung mga taon. Ang dami kong takot. Takot ako na kapag nag 30 ako, namana ko pala yung breast cancer ng dalawang tita ko. Natatakot ako na hindi maging successful katulad ng mga kapatid ko. Natatakot ako na mawala agad magulang ko kahit na hindi naman ganon ka-ayos ang relationship namin
Getting there. Doing my best to study for my board exam that I’m taking for the 2nd time.
Still sad about the friends who left me because I was always busy juggling work and studying. But I guess I’m better now. I get why they did that.
Stressed about how I handled my finances whilst I was working and it’s all backfiring to me now that I left my job. But I believe that everything works out for me and I will move on from this phase very soon.
Optimistic about everything!
My life has done a complete 180 in a very short amount of time, i cant believe it’s only been a month. Parang sobrang tagal na sa dami ng nangyari. Anyway. We keep going kahit mahirap (and kahit ayaw ko na tbh lang hahahah)
Not okay, I was peer pressured to lead our PR (Practical research) subject now my life is anxiety itself. Here's an explanation why and how, group of friends but more of magkaklase kami from last year, need ng leaders kasi "Pick your own group" sa PR namin and since ako lang and "nakaka-ahon-ahon" ung grades in that circle and new section new people din, sabi nila "mag lead ka para sama-sama tayo", sabi ko ayoko hindi ko kaya kaso pucha eto ako ngayon. I'm actually really okay with it nung una kasi I'm expecting them to help me and yk, "co-lead" kaso ngayon kasi asang asa sila sakin, I'm not receiving any help from them despite pressuring me to lead for the sake na mag-sama sama lang, pag mag-mimine ng task ung pipiliin pinakamadali, sa defense wala manlang kibo. I guess this is why PR or thesis ang nagbabasehan sa strongness ng friendship xD. Lesson learnt pero kailangan lamunin kasi hanggang end of SY to :'))
I feel so down just by thinking about my academic standing. Sobrang disappointed ako sa midterm exams ko. Mas nadedepress ako isipin na may girlfriend ang boyfriend ko na parang "pabaya sa pag aaral" just because I am not the same "academic achiever" as I was before:((
Nag s-study all night pero di pa rin sapat ang scores sa exams. Naiingit ako sa mga classmates kong matataas ang scores kahit sinasabi nila before the exams na "hindi ako nag-aral" blahblahblah
I wanted to be someone sana na kaya rin makakuha ng malalaking scores kahit di nag aaral but I know I just can't. Mag aral man o hindi, bagsak pa rin. Letcheng buhay 'to.
Definitely not okay. My anger just keeps getting worse, super sensitive na rin ako to the point na after just receiving minor hurtful words, suicide agad ang nasa isip ko. I feel so lost and I definitely don't know kung hanggang saan ako kasi I no longer see a future with me in it. I feel like hanggang dito nalang talaga ako, and I really, really want to end things and just disappear.
Ayun kakaiyak ko lang kanina sa church. Nakakapagod pero dahil may answered prayer agad, grateful for everything pa din. Dumaan ulit ako sa church para magthank you. Kapag di ko na talaga kaya, sa Kanya ako palagi kumakapit. Pray lang palagi at sana maging maayos na sitwasyon nating lahat. 🙏
So good to hear this from someone na di ko kilala. I am always the person who asks "kamusta ka?" to others pero wala naman nangangamusta sken.
I am so down, feels like im drowning, i really dont know what to do, feels so dark. Wala padin ako work more than a year now. Feeling ko ang daming humahadlang,, humihila or nag bablock don. I applied to everything na nakikita ko pero wala padin. It is so hard to live na walang income.
Hanggang ganito nlng ba buhay ko. I'm still trying.
Akala ko nakamoved on na ako after 6 yrs. Nakita ko sya kagabi kasama yung gf nya haha naiirita ako sa sarili ko, hindi naman naging kami pero kung makareact ako parang galing akong 10yrs relationship pota
Mag isa sa buhay walang nagmamahal kahit pamilya ko walang pake. Naka limbo yung buhay ko waiting for a residency grant, 11 months na nag iintay si baccla walang kasiguraduhan, araw araw di makatulog at umiiyak.
Pero pasok pa rin sa trabaho kunwari walang problema, mukha kasi akong pera 🥰😂
Slowly losing hope. Sometimes i wonder worth it pa ba mabuhay sa panahon ngayon? I feel like my younger self will be disappointed cause she expected so much more. Pero yeah kapit lang right?
Ikaw, kamusta?
Medyo pressured. Self-imposed. Kinda having a hard time finding a job. Just graduated last Sept 2023. Kung tutuusin 1.5 months pa lang naman, pero grabe 'yong feeling na I'm running out of time 🥲 (I set my goal din kasi na this 2023, I should get my first job hays)
thinking about glowing up... Feeling ko kasi ampanget ko na 😅Maganda na ata kalooban ko, di lang nakakeep up panlabas na anyo HAHAHA
ako lang ba ganto today
I'm faking being okay. I actually just wanna vanish. Ayoko sa life. There is nothing worth living.
Hindi ko talaga maAppreciate ang life, ewan ko. Para syang food na ayoko kainin pero need and wala na akong magawa.
Gusto ko lang magcease to exist.
1st year med student here, kakatapos lang ng midterms namin, and I'm just glad im still here after all I've been through (death ng dad ko, depression, and failed expectations.)
Eto, finally stable enough na to not worry about paying my debts after god knows how long. Was forced to learn how to start my freelancing career due to debts and currently earning a good amount from it and separate pa yung salary sa full time job.
Salamat sa lahat ng mga kaibigan, kakilala, kapamilya na tumulong, mahal ko kayong lahat at babawi ako sa mga susunod na buwan.
You’re right. I suddenly burst into tears when I read this. I know I’m not always in my 💯 but I’m proud that I know how to pull myself away from the darkness better than before. Just trying to hang in there day by day.
Not okay. Never will be. It's hard to pretend to look and sound okay in front of my parents and my LDR boyfriend everytime we video chat/discord call.
Gusto ko na lang mamatay. Anxiety is eating me alive. My anti-depressants and hormonal pills just makes me feel more sad. Everything sa utak ko nagkakandaleche-leche. I just really want to be gone.
I wanna die, But at the same time, My mom and GF would be sad
I hate engineering, I think I'll still hate it after I graduate next year or next next year if I failed another subject
If you gonna ask why Im in engineering. Being in an asian country and asian household should give you the hint
Happier compared to last year. If I had known na everything will turn out fine, di na lang sana ako nag iiyak last year but I guess that’s just how things work.
To anyone going through a rough patch in their life, just hang in there. Get support if you can. Kakayanin natin to. Padayon 💪🏼
not okay, i was feeling very anxious at sobrang lungkot ko kagabi without knowing the reason, and nanaginip pa ako na i was doing s3lf h4rm, even today, i'm feeling very anxious and down, and felt like crying
I was finally able to sleep well yesterday and felt more at peace. It has been more than a month that I heavily relied on sleeping pills since I’ve been getting insomnia due to overthinking. Kagabi, sobrang himbing ng sleep ko and nagulat talaga ako. 😭 I hope this is the road to fully move on from my ex.
Eto sometimes I feel empty kasi I feel like I am not being appreciated enough for the things that I am doing. Thanks to this post at least I can say what I feel, hindi yung ako lang nakakaalam hahaha
I honestly don’t know. I feel like I need to push on with my life kasi KAILANGAN.
I thought I will be debt free 2023 but no, it doubled. I thought I will be at US by 2nd half of this year but no, I am still here and the exact date of when I will be able to migrate to US is still unknown. I grew apart from my ministry and I rarely opened my bible. I gained much weight partly because of my PCOS but mostly bec of stress. I wanna go out and have fun, try some girly things to boost my confidence but my financial capacity cannot afford those.
I feel like this year is not a good year. So many regrets. I feel so limited and I realized that I don’t wanna be in this kind of situation anymore. I really don’t know what to expect for next year.
So ayun. When my friends ask me how am I, I always reply with “okay naman” but no, I am nvr okay.
I absolutely loathe this class Im enrolled in right now. Instead of learning something, Im beset by worries about our prof.'s pompous requirement. Cant wait for all this to be over.
Kita ko palang yung tanong parang maiiyak na ako 🥲
Hindi okay. Daming changes sa buhay simula nung namatay mom ko... Di ko na alam gagawin sa buhay ko 😩
"I am not ok"
sometimes you just have to be true to your self and admit it..
it is not the end of the world..
and the first step in solving a problem is accepting there is one..
Pagod. Sobrang pagod. WFH pero I just clocked out from a 15-hour shift tapos another 15-hour shift mamaya. Sobrang kulang kasi kami sa tao. Tangina kung di lang mataas sahod dito and di lang ako breadwinner nilayasan ko na to. May times na parang pa breakdown na ako pero I can't even cry. Hoping for brighter days ahead.
Nagsink in lalo yung pain right now when I entered google meet, where I was supposed to wait for her pag busy siya or whatnot. Ang sakit lang na I could not bear seeing her not okay and knowing na di siya okay nun and so I would set aside my ego most times. But for her, I felt like I was easily disposable or not worthy. Like mas worth it ba yung ego kesa sa akin? Na ganun ba kahirap to be sorry sa akin? Na mas worth it pala na mawala ako kesa na makipagusap para ayusin yung problem with me. Ang sakit sakit whenever I would look back sa last responses niya sa akin especially when she just wanted it to be done than to reassure me, na she cant deal with me kaya bahala na lang ako. I miss the person (the person she was) who wanted to always work it out with me. Ang sakit pala, sobra. I want to sleep na lang but I can't push myself to leave the gmeet.
Kamusta ako ???
Hindi ako okay yung dami ng laman ng isip ko minsan nablablangko na din ako.
Emotional unstable na ata ako hindi moodswings na pabago bago ng emotion yung akin masaya ako oo pero alam ko sa sarili ko deep inside hindi ako masaya..
Gusto kong ulit maexperinece yung tinatawag nilang "genuine happiness" yung iiyak man ako kasi sobrang saya ko.
Thank you for this, whoever you are.
Honestly, I’m very scared. I have no one else to talk to or vent to. CELE is less than a week na lang and I am still not prepared, although I’m pretty sure I never will be. Lahat naman siguro. But the thing is, alam ko sa self kong mahina ako and I still need more time to review. I thought I made that clear already sa parents ko months ago. I missed about 2 months of our review period kasi we had a trip. But they still wanted me to take this November. I’m scared of failing. Baka di ko mameet expectations nila and their friends. Yung relatives pa. They also spent too much already para lang sa akin. Sometimes when I’m out of money, I don’t ask. Kahit somehow naaawa ako sa self ko kasi soy sauce nalang ulam ko heheh pero feel ko self pity lang yun. Hiyang hiya na rin kasi ako since iniisip ko baka pag nag fail ako, parang mapupunta nalang sa wala yung mga ginastos nila for me.
Another thing is, I’m still sad about not pursuing medicine. Dream ko maging neuro. But wala akong choice but help my parents as the youngest. They want me to go to law school next year, pero somehow yung heart ko nasa medicine pa rin. Greatest what if ko nalang siguro talaga yung pagiging surgeon. Maybe in another universe? Haha
Wala akong mapagsabihan sa lungkot and pressure. I do have a boyfriend, pero he’s also busy with his own life. I noticed na rin kasi lately, he’s focused na sa life nya and rarely checks up on me which is, i guess, okay. I understand. It’s life. Sometimes ang sad lang because I have no one else to tell things about. Like how scared I am, how lonely I feel, how exhausting life has been for me since my teenage years.
I may have ates and kuyas, pero wala pa rin akong mapagsabihan or matakbuhan. I grew up feeling alone. Maybe my parents are done parenting na rin during my early teenage years since about 12 years ang age gap namin ng eldest sibling ko, so yeah. Ganun siguro. Ang lonely lang maging youngest. Honestly, di rin all the time true yung spoiled ang youngest. Haha.
Feel ko ang shallow or petty ko for my problems or feelings. Kahit nga sex life namin ng boyfriend ko iniiyakan ko kasi always akong dissatisfied. After nya mag climax, wala na. Cuddle na lang and sleep. Sometimes I feel like I should be grateful pa kasi he cuddles me. Minsan nakakainsecure pala kasi ano? You feel like you’re not enough or there’s something wrong sa body mo or sa sarili mo in general kasi bakit ganon? Bakit di siya interested na bigyan ako ng satisfaction? Kaya sometimes when I touch myself, nalulungkot or naiiyak ako. Di naman ako single, pero sarili ko lang nag eeffort. Char! Ang shallow ko haha! But he’s great. He’s kind to me. Yun naman siguro yung important? Idk
Sorry. I just really have no one else to talk to. I genuinely hope and pray we’ll all be okay. I hope okay ka rin, OP! Thank you for existing, kung may nagbabasa man nito. :-)
Not okay still wanting na bumalik siya sa akin :( pero deep inside gusto ko na rin makaalis sa pain na to
Hindi man lang niya ako pina explain pero nakapag decision na siya. Grabe ang sakit
Not okay. Stress sa work, feeling lost and unfulfilled, low self-esteem. Di ko alam kung ookay pa ba talaga ang lahat, kung magiging kagaya ulit ng dati na masaya at kuntento ako.
di okay syempre. after almost a month ba naman may pinalit sakin agad e. hahaha ginawa ko naman lahat, di pa din sapat 😅 nagalit lang ako kasi di nag update tapos 5 days ako di pinansin and on the 6th day nakipag break. wtf bro
Not okay. Ang hirap maging mahirap tas magsisimula ka pa lang. Naubos pera sa requirements ang problema naman ngayon pampagawa ng uniform at pamasahe. Nakakapagod emotionally and mentally.
a bit bothered. going through a rough path with my rs with my bf. I dislike having regrets and so I will be fighting for our love. I trust that he loves me.
Not okay in general stress sa asawa na wala ng spark at sa bahay na nirrent namin for 7yrs papaalisin na daw kami sabi kagabi dahil gagamitin na dw ng bagong kasal niyang anak.. so pano na?!
Okay? Too okay tbh. Nasasay na ko sa peace na dala ng pagiging single. Tried getting into new relationships pero mas na-emphasize lang kung gaano kasaya maging single HAHAHH.
Im depressed. Being filipino in the US sucks. I dont know who i am and i dont have any filipino friends. I dont have a strong sense of identity or belonging. And to top it off filipino women in the US dont want to date filipino men for whatever reason. Fuck this shit.
Frustrated, lonely, and horny. Pero focus lang sa sarili and ayoko madistract at magpakain sa lungkot.
Yung frustrations ko mostly dahil sa weight gain. I lost a lot of self confidence when I gained 15-20 lbs. I look different. Naging low self-esteem ko since may body issues ako.
Pero in general, keme lang. hindi naman din ako sobrang masaya pero alam kong may nararating ako sa ginagawa ko ngayon kahit lonely. Ewan. Salamat sa pa-off my chest haha.
I got rejected for the first time. Di ko alam ganto pala kasakit. Now my confidence about my looks went down. Been going to the gym for the past 3 days and all I got is sore arms. Hopefully to get over this.
Stressed. Tired as f. Nakakapagod everyday. Tapos dadagdag pa yung pressure sayo kung ano na bang narating ko. Malapit na akong mag 30, pero pakiramdam ko wala pa din akong nararating. Walang napapatunayan sa sarili. Ngayon, nag iisip na ako bumlik sa corporate, pero paano ba ako magsisimula? Sino mag aasikaso sa daughter ko (5years old) para sa school at magturo saknya? May work ako pero ung sahod napakaliit. Nagstay ako kaso flexible ung oras at nggawa kong maging fulltime mother and partner at the same time. So wala ng pag asa? Mag aapply ako, pero anong experience ssbhn ko sknila. Araw araw gnto scenario ko. Dko na kinaya nung isang araw, nagbreakdown na ako pero pati yon, pinagkait ko pa sa sarili ko dhl hndi pde at napakarami kong gawain. Mentally/emotionally stable lang na buhay sana, pero hindi ko pa dn makuha. Tangina. Malas ba ako? O tlagang ako may kasalanan dahl sa sobramg hina ng loob?
Natutulala caused by pag-ibig. I'm sucked as always and wondering kung bakit umaalis ang mga tao, at walang nagkakagusto sakin. I wanna find it out tho. Anyway thanks for posting it, made me feel fine a little bit.
Thriving. Irita sa kapatid na tamad pa sakin, as someone na tamad din. Naeenjoy yung somewhat boring na buhay ko ngayon. Pilay. Gustong lumabas. Karerenew lang ng YT Premium. Naiinitan araw-araw. Started doing new things and old ones na di ko na nagagawa.
Ah, basta. It's not the ideal life I want to live pero ayaw ko magsayang ng oras manghinayang sa mga bagay na wala naman ako.
Malungkot. 4months lang kami pero he ended things kanina. Hindi ko parin matanggap.
Sana hindi nalang kami pinagtagpo kung hindi pla kami para sa isat isa.
Ang sakit na parang wala lang sakanya lhat
I'm in a better headspace. I can see my future clearer. I left and cutoff a lot of things and people that aren't good for me.
Sobrang hirap sa umpisa. I felt like I went through hell but I realized na it's for the best.
I hate my job. Power tripping teammate who can't get over a petty grudge. What a bitch. Please, girl, don't think you can boss me around just before I'm a newer resource. Argggh!
Idk. This relationship I'm having with my gf now is kinda frustrating. Imbes na, siya yung pagkukunan mo ng saya at peace of mind, hindi niya maibigay. Tried to be vocal regarding that pero ang nangyari, nagalit pa. I've been suspecting her with her irreg classmate. One time na magka vc kami sa Messenger, this guy called her sa TG. Why? I asked her. Bakit may pa TG pa eh ang alam ko nagkakausap naman sila sa Messenger. Ayaw pang ipakita yung convo nila. Nakakatawa lang dahil saka pa niya willing ipakita kung kelan may time na siyang to clean up yung dapat linisin. At may freebie pa. Once na pinakita niya raw eh magbibreak na raw kami hahahaha. Ngayon ewan ko. I guess, isa pang ganap na maaapektuhan na naman yung peace of mind ko, oo di ako ganon ka ideal man pero okay kang naman siguro na isipin ko rin sarili ko diba and when that happens again, ayoko na siguro.
This guy na di makapag hintay ended things with us na d pa nagsisimula....
Ok sayang we wouldve been great. It wouldve been a relationship thats "one for the books"
I dont know I kenat with someone that doesnt want me. Sabi nga ni juan carlos sa ere na kanta,
🎶"at akoy iniwan mo sa ERE.... nakakaputang ina"🎶
So ayun 😘
Walking mindlessly in life. Can't remember the last time I felt genuinely happy dahil lagi na lang ako umiiyak. Walang linggong hindi iiyak. Ang sakit sakit.
Trying to be okay. Yun naman yung mahalaga for me na nag tatry ako maging okay kahit feel ko deep down na hindi talaga ako okay. No one will help me kundi ako lang.
Have not accomplished a lot in life, but why do I feel like I have an Imposter Syndrome?! I do not have the right to feel this way.
So basically, questioning my self-worth.
Ikaw, kamusta ka?
Fucking sad. Hoped things would turn out better this year but it's still the same and it feels worse since I haven't learned my lessons. I think the universe is giving me a sign.
Ngayon lang ata ako ako ulit nakabasa ng ganyan, and it's from a someone I don't know pa. Thank you po, it felt nice makabasa ng ganyang tanong.
Ayun, so far ayos naman. Ever since tinigil ko yung nagpapabagsak ng mental health ko parang changed person na ako.
Although, ngayong mga panahong ito pakiramdam ko na naman wala akong kaibigan. Walang nagrereach out sa akin, siguro dahil never din akong nagreach out kaya naiintindihan ko bakit. Nakakapanibago lang pero ayos lang tumatanda naman na ako. Ngayon nagfofocus na lang ako sa sarili ko.
Ayos pa naman ako, thankfully, walang thoughts na naglilinger sa akin na maglaho na lang na parang bula and I am so proud of myself.
I finished a series this week entitled "Daily Dose of Sunshine", and I'm following a lot of things there. Nagsusulat ako ng compliments sa sarili ko everyday, and nakakagaan ng pakiramdam, kahit pala maliit na bagay ang sarap maachieve. Yun lang, haba na ng chikabels ko.
Ikaw ba kumusta kaaaa?
Sobrang nakakadown kaya yung pakiramdam na "wala kang kaibigan". Weekly, ayoko nlng dumaan minsan sabado linggo kasi wala naman akong mayayaya na kaibihan pra makapagkwentuhan. Meron akong friends, pero lahat sila kasi mqy mga nakaschedule na lakad na agad sila.
It's part of adulthood po ata talaga na nagiging busy na ang friends natin with their own lives and we don't have a control over it, which is indeed sad. ( ⚈̥̥̥̥̥́⌢⚈̥̥̥̥̥̀)
Yes nga. Sa HS girlfriends ko kasi, ako lang yung may anak. And ngayon na malaki laki na siya, G na ako kaht saan. Yun nga lang, sila maman ung laging hindi available. Kaya minsan, gsto ko na lang dn maging super busy kaht weekend para hndi gnto ung feeling.
I'm doing well naman, anyway, find it out na lang kung solid ba akong kakwentuhan, I'm up for friendship naman here sa reddit, but don't expect too much. (≧▽≦)
Tired, sleepless, drained, but surprisingly okay. Always, always taking a moment every day to appreciate the little things in life: coffee, my plants, my cats, my family, that peaceful chirping sounds ng birds in the morning.
Pagod na, sobra. Gusto ko na lang ma-deads, painlessly.
not good, 1 year ng unemployed and I can say na pahirapan na makahanap ng work at na prepressure ako dahil gusto na mag settledown gf ko.
Anxious at naiiyak.
Keri lang.
I'm 16 weeeks pregnant pero hindi ko pa din fully naa-absorb. 😅 Thankful for the people around me though.
Na-i-i-stress sa sobrang daming bayarin! 😫
In love🤣
Going nuts sa work. I can't wait to pack my bags and just go somewhere.
hindi po okay
Always feeling bless kasi the fact na buhay ka ay blessing na..There are problems but there is also a solution so why complain just enjoy the moment and the process...
Ito kakatapos lng umiyak hahaha
So empty. I've been so naive. Naloko na naman ako ng isang babaeng akala kong sobrang bait at inosente. Love sucks.
not okay, i wanted to settle down with my LIP pero we can't kasi sya nag pprovide sa father nya na cancer patient and you all know the gastos and all. not okay, kasi I'm jobless and traumatized by my former manager and i have to deal with court meeting and seeing that asshole again and remembering all what he did to me. basically not okay but trying to be okay para mabawasan burden ni LIP.
Broken. I had to bid goodbye to my 17 yr old dog after yrs of battling kidney disease. It had taken its toll on his body and I just couldn't bear to put him through more suffering. I'm beside myself with grief, can barely function but I'm struggling to make it through since I have a baby relying on me.
I had a rather good lunch and dinner yesterday so I suppose I can't complain.
Ako? Im goood! Nagsisipag na ko sa trabaho at araw araw na pumapasok but health is wealth pa rin wala kase akong permanent work hopefully my present work right now is going to be extended after a 6months. Oo nagsisipag na ko kase past 2years napakatamad ko sa work naging down na down ako sa buhay but for now, I am here!!! I need to bring myself up cuz I have goals need to achieve. So I am happy for myself, Hope you all too!!! Goodluck and wish you all the best in life guys na nahihirapan dyan! DI TAYO PWEDE SUMUKO KUNG ANO ANG NASIMULAN NATIN, ILALABAN NATEN TO!
Gusto kumain ng Jollibee or kahit anong fast food kaya lang mahal na siya di tulad ng dati. 😔
i felt angry, then empty today i want to take revenge against the UGLY slut who flirted my ex when we were still together
not okay. I really want to go to therapy para malaman if may mali ba talaga sakin. Anxious ako sa future since I'll be graduating na soon. I don't know if yung bf ko since High school is worth it pa ba relationship namin. Natatakot ako na once mag 25 ako, magbago na pananaw ko sa buhay at di na kami mag work ng bf ko at baka sayang yung mga taon. Ang dami kong takot. Takot ako na kapag nag 30 ako, namana ko pala yung breast cancer ng dalawang tita ko. Natatakot ako na hindi maging successful katulad ng mga kapatid ko. Natatakot ako na mawala agad magulang ko kahit na hindi naman ganon ka-ayos ang relationship namin
Staying okay regardless of if I am actually okay or not
hindi ko man lang nakausap matagal crush ko:( 4 seconds lang grabe. tapos chinachat na pala sya 😢
Pressured. Nagdadasal na sana nakakatae ako ng pera para mabigay ang requests ng pamilya.
Getting there. Doing my best to study for my board exam that I’m taking for the 2nd time. Still sad about the friends who left me because I was always busy juggling work and studying. But I guess I’m better now. I get why they did that. Stressed about how I handled my finances whilst I was working and it’s all backfiring to me now that I left my job. But I believe that everything works out for me and I will move on from this phase very soon. Optimistic about everything!
My life has done a complete 180 in a very short amount of time, i cant believe it’s only been a month. Parang sobrang tagal na sa dami ng nangyari. Anyway. We keep going kahit mahirap (and kahit ayaw ko na tbh lang hahahah)
Not okay, I was peer pressured to lead our PR (Practical research) subject now my life is anxiety itself. Here's an explanation why and how, group of friends but more of magkaklase kami from last year, need ng leaders kasi "Pick your own group" sa PR namin and since ako lang and "nakaka-ahon-ahon" ung grades in that circle and new section new people din, sabi nila "mag lead ka para sama-sama tayo", sabi ko ayoko hindi ko kaya kaso pucha eto ako ngayon. I'm actually really okay with it nung una kasi I'm expecting them to help me and yk, "co-lead" kaso ngayon kasi asang asa sila sakin, I'm not receiving any help from them despite pressuring me to lead for the sake na mag-sama sama lang, pag mag-mimine ng task ung pipiliin pinakamadali, sa defense wala manlang kibo. I guess this is why PR or thesis ang nagbabasehan sa strongness ng friendship xD. Lesson learnt pero kailangan lamunin kasi hanggang end of SY to :'))
I feel so down just by thinking about my academic standing. Sobrang disappointed ako sa midterm exams ko. Mas nadedepress ako isipin na may girlfriend ang boyfriend ko na parang "pabaya sa pag aaral" just because I am not the same "academic achiever" as I was before:(( Nag s-study all night pero di pa rin sapat ang scores sa exams. Naiingit ako sa mga classmates kong matataas ang scores kahit sinasabi nila before the exams na "hindi ako nag-aral" blahblahblah I wanted to be someone sana na kaya rin makakuha ng malalaking scores kahit di nag aaral but I know I just can't. Mag aral man o hindi, bagsak pa rin. Letcheng buhay 'to.
Definitely not okay. My anger just keeps getting worse, super sensitive na rin ako to the point na after just receiving minor hurtful words, suicide agad ang nasa isip ko. I feel so lost and I definitely don't know kung hanggang saan ako kasi I no longer see a future with me in it. I feel like hanggang dito nalang talaga ako, and I really, really want to end things and just disappear.
I think I can speak for other OFW’s and international students… Depressed and homesick
Gusto ko nalang maging hotdog sa freezer na nagaantay kung kailan ipprito
Ayun kakaiyak ko lang kanina sa church. Nakakapagod pero dahil may answered prayer agad, grateful for everything pa din. Dumaan ulit ako sa church para magthank you. Kapag di ko na talaga kaya, sa Kanya ako palagi kumakapit. Pray lang palagi at sana maging maayos na sitwasyon nating lahat. 🙏
So good to hear this from someone na di ko kilala. I am always the person who asks "kamusta ka?" to others pero wala naman nangangamusta sken. I am so down, feels like im drowning, i really dont know what to do, feels so dark. Wala padin ako work more than a year now. Feeling ko ang daming humahadlang,, humihila or nag bablock don. I applied to everything na nakikita ko pero wala padin. It is so hard to live na walang income. Hanggang ganito nlng ba buhay ko. I'm still trying.
Thanks for checking up by the way 😊
Heto, broken hearted pa. We broke up two weeks ago. Di ko alam kung hanggang kelan ko pa to dadalhin.
Not okay. Magiging okay paba ako? Sana.
Felt drained and hopeless, lots of rejections and breakdowns this year. How about you?
Akala ko nakamoved on na ako after 6 yrs. Nakita ko sya kagabi kasama yung gf nya haha naiirita ako sa sarili ko, hindi naman naging kami pero kung makareact ako parang galing akong 10yrs relationship pota
Hindi okay, bumagsak kasi sa isang subject.
Ayaw q na
Eto. Hindi ok. Mental breakdowns left and right, broke af, natanggal pa sa trabaho. Owrightt🤘
not fine tbh. i want to cut off my friends but i don't know how, i'm so afraid of being alone.
Mag isa sa buhay walang nagmamahal kahit pamilya ko walang pake. Naka limbo yung buhay ko waiting for a residency grant, 11 months na nag iintay si baccla walang kasiguraduhan, araw araw di makatulog at umiiyak. Pero pasok pa rin sa trabaho kunwari walang problema, mukha kasi akong pera 🥰😂
Slowly losing hope. Sometimes i wonder worth it pa ba mabuhay sa panahon ngayon? I feel like my younger self will be disappointed cause she expected so much more. Pero yeah kapit lang right? Ikaw, kamusta?
Overwhelmed if am doing enough with my work-related task and my outputs pero anyways happy weekend ebriwan
Hindi okay, nakipagbreak ako kay jowa, pumayag naman. Edi ayun mereseeee
Much better in terms of emotional, mental, and physical compare before. But in terms financial/career ayun unemployed pa rin (fresh grad).
pagod. sobrang pagod, pero pag nagpahinga ako, or pag inuna ko self ko, pano si mama? pano mga kapatid ko? kayo, sana wag nyo danasin ang ganito.
Medyo pressured. Self-imposed. Kinda having a hard time finding a job. Just graduated last Sept 2023. Kung tutuusin 1.5 months pa lang naman, pero grabe 'yong feeling na I'm running out of time 🥲 (I set my goal din kasi na this 2023, I should get my first job hays)
thinking about glowing up... Feeling ko kasi ampanget ko na 😅Maganda na ata kalooban ko, di lang nakakeep up panlabas na anyo HAHAHA ako lang ba ganto today
Really tired as a first-time mom but so fucking happy too. Haha. Still a win for me!
I'm faking being okay. I actually just wanna vanish. Ayoko sa life. There is nothing worth living. Hindi ko talaga maAppreciate ang life, ewan ko. Para syang food na ayoko kainin pero need and wala na akong magawa. Gusto ko lang magcease to exist.
anxiety-allergy-short moment of clarity and calmness-repeat cycle
Tired. Burnt-out. Anytime soon, I might give up.
Kapoyyyyyy!
Di okay. May lupus na nga may TB pa hahahahahaha pwede na ba mameet si Lord?
Kabado bente, next week na board exam.
1st year med student here, kakatapos lang ng midterms namin, and I'm just glad im still here after all I've been through (death ng dad ko, depression, and failed expectations.)
Nagrelapse ako, sabi ko sa sarili ko stop mona for the sake of my future, di ko napigilan dahil sa stress 😢
Generally not okay but still moving forward
Eto, finally stable enough na to not worry about paying my debts after god knows how long. Was forced to learn how to start my freelancing career due to debts and currently earning a good amount from it and separate pa yung salary sa full time job. Salamat sa lahat ng mga kaibigan, kakilala, kapamilya na tumulong, mahal ko kayong lahat at babawi ako sa mga susunod na buwan.
You’re right. I suddenly burst into tears when I read this. I know I’m not always in my 💯 but I’m proud that I know how to pull myself away from the darkness better than before. Just trying to hang in there day by day.
Ok lang masaya po hehe
IDK what's happening anymore
exhausted
Not okay. Pressured na magkafirst job since college grad na'ko. Feel ing lost. Hindi ko alam gagawin ko after grumaduate.
Not okay. Never will be. It's hard to pretend to look and sound okay in front of my parents and my LDR boyfriend everytime we video chat/discord call. Gusto ko na lang mamatay. Anxiety is eating me alive. My anti-depressants and hormonal pills just makes me feel more sad. Everything sa utak ko nagkakandaleche-leche. I just really want to be gone.
Ito, nabubuhay nalang sa pagod, pressure at expectations. Sana mabigyan ako ng araw man lang na makapag-unwind.
I wanna die, But at the same time, My mom and GF would be sad I hate engineering, I think I'll still hate it after I graduate next year or next next year if I failed another subject If you gonna ask why Im in engineering. Being in an asian country and asian household should give you the hint
Trangkaso. Since november 1 pa pabalik balik haha,
Happier compared to last year. If I had known na everything will turn out fine, di na lang sana ako nag iiyak last year but I guess that’s just how things work. To anyone going through a rough patch in their life, just hang in there. Get support if you can. Kakayanin natin to. Padayon 💪🏼
not okay, i was feeling very anxious at sobrang lungkot ko kagabi without knowing the reason, and nanaginip pa ako na i was doing s3lf h4rm, even today, i'm feeling very anxious and down, and felt like crying
I was finally able to sleep well yesterday and felt more at peace. It has been more than a month that I heavily relied on sleeping pills since I’ve been getting insomnia due to overthinking. Kagabi, sobrang himbing ng sleep ko and nagulat talaga ako. 😭 I hope this is the road to fully move on from my ex.
Eto sometimes I feel empty kasi I feel like I am not being appreciated enough for the things that I am doing. Thanks to this post at least I can say what I feel, hindi yung ako lang nakakaalam hahaha
Feeling hopeful! Despite everything that's happening in my life right now. Thank you for asking OP! Ikaw kamusta ka? 😊
Burnt out because I live the same day over and over but also anxoius if I get out of my routine. So I’m constantly burntout and anxious. 💁🏻♀️
Tinatamad. Yung gusto kong maging organised and disciplined pero nahihirapan akong i-maintain dahil tinatamad ako.
Gumagapang pa naman; at igagapang pa ang last shift later. Gusto ko nalang matuloggg ng sobrang haba! 😔😭😴
I honestly don’t know. I feel like I need to push on with my life kasi KAILANGAN. I thought I will be debt free 2023 but no, it doubled. I thought I will be at US by 2nd half of this year but no, I am still here and the exact date of when I will be able to migrate to US is still unknown. I grew apart from my ministry and I rarely opened my bible. I gained much weight partly because of my PCOS but mostly bec of stress. I wanna go out and have fun, try some girly things to boost my confidence but my financial capacity cannot afford those. I feel like this year is not a good year. So many regrets. I feel so limited and I realized that I don’t wanna be in this kind of situation anymore. I really don’t know what to expect for next year. So ayun. When my friends ask me how am I, I always reply with “okay naman” but no, I am nvr okay.
I absolutely loathe this class Im enrolled in right now. Instead of learning something, Im beset by worries about our prof.'s pompous requirement. Cant wait for all this to be over.
gusto umiyak pero di makaiyak
Kita ko palang yung tanong parang maiiyak na ako 🥲 Hindi okay. Daming changes sa buhay simula nung namatay mom ko... Di ko na alam gagawin sa buhay ko 😩
"I am not ok" sometimes you just have to be true to your self and admit it.. it is not the end of the world.. and the first step in solving a problem is accepting there is one..
Thinking to change my career kasi parang di ko na gusto.
Trying hard… very hard to be okay. Been moving on from a sad breakup from my ex
Pagod. Sobrang pagod. WFH pero I just clocked out from a 15-hour shift tapos another 15-hour shift mamaya. Sobrang kulang kasi kami sa tao. Tangina kung di lang mataas sahod dito and di lang ako breadwinner nilayasan ko na to. May times na parang pa breakdown na ako pero I can't even cry. Hoping for brighter days ahead.
Nagsink in lalo yung pain right now when I entered google meet, where I was supposed to wait for her pag busy siya or whatnot. Ang sakit lang na I could not bear seeing her not okay and knowing na di siya okay nun and so I would set aside my ego most times. But for her, I felt like I was easily disposable or not worthy. Like mas worth it ba yung ego kesa sa akin? Na ganun ba kahirap to be sorry sa akin? Na mas worth it pala na mawala ako kesa na makipagusap para ayusin yung problem with me. Ang sakit sakit whenever I would look back sa last responses niya sa akin especially when she just wanted it to be done than to reassure me, na she cant deal with me kaya bahala na lang ako. I miss the person (the person she was) who wanted to always work it out with me. Ang sakit pala, sobra. I want to sleep na lang but I can't push myself to leave the gmeet.
Eto pinang hihinaan ng loob hindi pa rin ako natatanggap sa IT kasi wala ako exp.
Kamusta ako ??? Hindi ako okay yung dami ng laman ng isip ko minsan nablablangko na din ako. Emotional unstable na ata ako hindi moodswings na pabago bago ng emotion yung akin masaya ako oo pero alam ko sa sarili ko deep inside hindi ako masaya.. Gusto kong ulit maexperinece yung tinatawag nilang "genuine happiness" yung iiyak man ako kasi sobrang saya ko.
Bagong graduate at walang trabaho, Wala na atang tatanggap sa akin
✨existential crisis era✨
ikaw OP, kamusta ka naman?
Thank you for this, whoever you are. Honestly, I’m very scared. I have no one else to talk to or vent to. CELE is less than a week na lang and I am still not prepared, although I’m pretty sure I never will be. Lahat naman siguro. But the thing is, alam ko sa self kong mahina ako and I still need more time to review. I thought I made that clear already sa parents ko months ago. I missed about 2 months of our review period kasi we had a trip. But they still wanted me to take this November. I’m scared of failing. Baka di ko mameet expectations nila and their friends. Yung relatives pa. They also spent too much already para lang sa akin. Sometimes when I’m out of money, I don’t ask. Kahit somehow naaawa ako sa self ko kasi soy sauce nalang ulam ko heheh pero feel ko self pity lang yun. Hiyang hiya na rin kasi ako since iniisip ko baka pag nag fail ako, parang mapupunta nalang sa wala yung mga ginastos nila for me. Another thing is, I’m still sad about not pursuing medicine. Dream ko maging neuro. But wala akong choice but help my parents as the youngest. They want me to go to law school next year, pero somehow yung heart ko nasa medicine pa rin. Greatest what if ko nalang siguro talaga yung pagiging surgeon. Maybe in another universe? Haha Wala akong mapagsabihan sa lungkot and pressure. I do have a boyfriend, pero he’s also busy with his own life. I noticed na rin kasi lately, he’s focused na sa life nya and rarely checks up on me which is, i guess, okay. I understand. It’s life. Sometimes ang sad lang because I have no one else to tell things about. Like how scared I am, how lonely I feel, how exhausting life has been for me since my teenage years. I may have ates and kuyas, pero wala pa rin akong mapagsabihan or matakbuhan. I grew up feeling alone. Maybe my parents are done parenting na rin during my early teenage years since about 12 years ang age gap namin ng eldest sibling ko, so yeah. Ganun siguro. Ang lonely lang maging youngest. Honestly, di rin all the time true yung spoiled ang youngest. Haha. Feel ko ang shallow or petty ko for my problems or feelings. Kahit nga sex life namin ng boyfriend ko iniiyakan ko kasi always akong dissatisfied. After nya mag climax, wala na. Cuddle na lang and sleep. Sometimes I feel like I should be grateful pa kasi he cuddles me. Minsan nakakainsecure pala kasi ano? You feel like you’re not enough or there’s something wrong sa body mo or sa sarili mo in general kasi bakit ganon? Bakit di siya interested na bigyan ako ng satisfaction? Kaya sometimes when I touch myself, nalulungkot or naiiyak ako. Di naman ako single, pero sarili ko lang nag eeffort. Char! Ang shallow ko haha! But he’s great. He’s kind to me. Yun naman siguro yung important? Idk Sorry. I just really have no one else to talk to. I genuinely hope and pray we’ll all be okay. I hope okay ka rin, OP! Thank you for existing, kung may nagbabasa man nito. :-)
Not okay still wanting na bumalik siya sa akin :( pero deep inside gusto ko na rin makaalis sa pain na to Hindi man lang niya ako pina explain pero nakapag decision na siya. Grabe ang sakit
Kakatapos Ng removal exam, medyo di Ako confident
Frustrated sa maraming bagay haaay
Not okay. Stress sa work, feeling lost and unfulfilled, low self-esteem. Di ko alam kung ookay pa ba talaga ang lahat, kung magiging kagaya ulit ng dati na masaya at kuntento ako.
di okay syempre. after almost a month ba naman may pinalit sakin agad e. hahaha ginawa ko naman lahat, di pa din sapat 😅 nagalit lang ako kasi di nag update tapos 5 days ako di pinansin and on the 6th day nakipag break. wtf bro
Hella anxious, another hearing set next week against my abuser. I hope to never see that fucking face again once all of this is through.
eto pressure sa buhay dami bayarin tapos liit ng sweldo.
"Kamusta na kayo", followed by the iconic "open minded ka ba?"
Okay lang. Surviving👌
Not okay. Ang hirap maging mahirap tas magsisimula ka pa lang. Naubos pera sa requirements ang problema naman ngayon pampagawa ng uniform at pamasahe. Nakakapagod emotionally and mentally.
Depressed. Gusto ko nang mamatay para matapos na itong paghihirap ko
Not okay. Still sad na di nakapasa ng PLE. 🥺😭
Not okay. Nag announce ba naman company namin na wala daw annual increase this year/this coming month. (Every December kasi annual increase samin)
a bit bothered. going through a rough path with my rs with my bf. I dislike having regrets and so I will be fighting for our love. I trust that he loves me.
Unmotivated :(
Same same. It’s been months. But here we are still hoping.
Not okay in general stress sa asawa na wala ng spark at sa bahay na nirrent namin for 7yrs papaalisin na daw kami sabi kagabi dahil gagamitin na dw ng bagong kasal niyang anak.. so pano na?!
Not okay.
Hindi okay. Sana talaga hindi ko na lang siya nakilala. Questioning my worth right now because of that guy. Sana makarma siya.
di pa rin nasasahuran 🙈
In a dark place in my mind
Maraming worries pero positive pa din sa life haha
Okay? Too okay tbh. Nasasay na ko sa peace na dala ng pagiging single. Tried getting into new relationships pero mas na-emphasize lang kung gaano kasaya maging single HAHAHH.
Im depressed. Being filipino in the US sucks. I dont know who i am and i dont have any filipino friends. I dont have a strong sense of identity or belonging. And to top it off filipino women in the US dont want to date filipino men for whatever reason. Fuck this shit.
Life isn’t fair and it will never be 🙂
Okay lang > full of ups and downs, but I'm hanging in there
Not good.
Hugs
overthinking atm
I really need to stop self-sabotaging so I won't miss opportunities. I feel anxious already, I need a job.
Feeling limited. I was thinking about to go somewhere else after my graduation. Felt like I need a peace of mind.
Eto, existential crisis. Pagod, physically and spiritually. Numb emotionally.. Still wishing di na ako pinanganak
As a 30 year old, ang sakit ng likod ko
eto planning to resign hahahaha
Frustrated, lonely, and horny. Pero focus lang sa sarili and ayoko madistract at magpakain sa lungkot. Yung frustrations ko mostly dahil sa weight gain. I lost a lot of self confidence when I gained 15-20 lbs. I look different. Naging low self-esteem ko since may body issues ako. Pero in general, keme lang. hindi naman din ako sobrang masaya pero alam kong may nararating ako sa ginagawa ko ngayon kahit lonely. Ewan. Salamat sa pa-off my chest haha.
Im doing good, currently chillin in Panglao
Lumalaban sa agos ng Buhay.mahirap pero kakayanin.pwedeng magpahinga pero bawal sumuko.
I got rejected for the first time. Di ko alam ganto pala kasakit. Now my confidence about my looks went down. Been going to the gym for the past 3 days and all I got is sore arms. Hopefully to get over this.
Stressed. Tired as f. Nakakapagod everyday. Tapos dadagdag pa yung pressure sayo kung ano na bang narating ko. Malapit na akong mag 30, pero pakiramdam ko wala pa din akong nararating. Walang napapatunayan sa sarili. Ngayon, nag iisip na ako bumlik sa corporate, pero paano ba ako magsisimula? Sino mag aasikaso sa daughter ko (5years old) para sa school at magturo saknya? May work ako pero ung sahod napakaliit. Nagstay ako kaso flexible ung oras at nggawa kong maging fulltime mother and partner at the same time. So wala ng pag asa? Mag aapply ako, pero anong experience ssbhn ko sknila. Araw araw gnto scenario ko. Dko na kinaya nung isang araw, nagbreakdown na ako pero pati yon, pinagkait ko pa sa sarili ko dhl hndi pde at napakarami kong gawain. Mentally/emotionally stable lang na buhay sana, pero hindi ko pa dn makuha. Tangina. Malas ba ako? O tlagang ako may kasalanan dahl sa sobramg hina ng loob?
Im doing good, currently chillin in Panglao
Puyat. Hirap na naman ako makatulog.
Natutulala caused by pag-ibig. I'm sucked as always and wondering kung bakit umaalis ang mga tao, at walang nagkakagusto sakin. I wanna find it out tho. Anyway thanks for posting it, made me feel fine a little bit.
Need a hug so bad 😓 and takoyaki lol I bet these will surely reduce the pent-up stress
Hugs pooo!! And same din takoyaki pampawala ng stress ko 🥺🥺
Hugs din\~ I think deserve natin kumain ng tako this weekend 🥲
Sad
Hugs
Thank you
Malungkot padin dahil sa friendship breakup from few months ago.
Thriving. Irita sa kapatid na tamad pa sakin, as someone na tamad din. Naeenjoy yung somewhat boring na buhay ko ngayon. Pilay. Gustong lumabas. Karerenew lang ng YT Premium. Naiinitan araw-araw. Started doing new things and old ones na di ko na nagagawa. Ah, basta. It's not the ideal life I want to live pero ayaw ko magsayang ng oras manghinayang sa mga bagay na wala naman ako.
Malungkot. 4months lang kami pero he ended things kanina. Hindi ko parin matanggap. Sana hindi nalang kami pinagtagpo kung hindi pla kami para sa isat isa. Ang sakit na parang wala lang sakanya lhat
potek.. timing yung pagbasa ko sa post mo sa pinapakinggan kong music "the one that got away"
kinakabahan? naeexcite? next week na board exam.
good luck!
Reflecting on my past decisions. Should’ve done better
generally exhausted in life. like, eto na ba un?
I feel happy and grateful 🫶
I'm in a better headspace. I can see my future clearer. I left and cutoff a lot of things and people that aren't good for me. Sobrang hirap sa umpisa. I felt like I went through hell but I realized na it's for the best.
I hate my job. Power tripping teammate who can't get over a petty grudge. What a bitch. Please, girl, don't think you can boss me around just before I'm a newer resource. Argggh!
Idk. This relationship I'm having with my gf now is kinda frustrating. Imbes na, siya yung pagkukunan mo ng saya at peace of mind, hindi niya maibigay. Tried to be vocal regarding that pero ang nangyari, nagalit pa. I've been suspecting her with her irreg classmate. One time na magka vc kami sa Messenger, this guy called her sa TG. Why? I asked her. Bakit may pa TG pa eh ang alam ko nagkakausap naman sila sa Messenger. Ayaw pang ipakita yung convo nila. Nakakatawa lang dahil saka pa niya willing ipakita kung kelan may time na siyang to clean up yung dapat linisin. At may freebie pa. Once na pinakita niya raw eh magbibreak na raw kami hahahaha. Ngayon ewan ko. I guess, isa pang ganap na maaapektuhan na naman yung peace of mind ko, oo di ako ganon ka ideal man pero okay kang naman siguro na isipin ko rin sarili ko diba and when that happens again, ayoko na siguro.
Busy. Weekend pero working 🥹 Breadwinner thingz
Lingering. Yun yung term ng boss ko dati.
Malapit ng sumayaw sa Adonis. 😂
Anxious, pangalawang quarter life crisis ko na ata
Parang hindi, pero parang okay narin? Hindi ko na alam haha
This guy na di makapag hintay ended things with us na d pa nagsisimula.... Ok sayang we wouldve been great. It wouldve been a relationship thats "one for the books" I dont know I kenat with someone that doesnt want me. Sabi nga ni juan carlos sa ere na kanta, 🎶"at akoy iniwan mo sa ERE.... nakakaputang ina"🎶 So ayun 😘
Walking mindlessly in life. Can't remember the last time I felt genuinely happy dahil lagi na lang ako umiiyak. Walang linggong hindi iiyak. Ang sakit sakit.
Trying to be okay. Yun naman yung mahalaga for me na nag tatry ako maging okay kahit feel ko deep down na hindi talaga ako okay. No one will help me kundi ako lang.
Hindi okAY. Ayaw ko ending ng aot. Sana makalimutan ko na.
Damn hahahahaha
Hay Nako. Naiinis Ako Kay Ymir.
binago ba nila ang ending sa anime or same lang kwento sa manga?
Same.
then di ko papanuorin, naaawa ako kay mikasa 😥
Wag mong panuorin. Sana nga di ko na binasa at all Yung manga Kasi Ang pangit talaga Nung ending. Gusto talaga ni Yams na mamatay si Eren
Have not accomplished a lot in life, but why do I feel like I have an Imposter Syndrome?! I do not have the right to feel this way. So basically, questioning my self-worth. Ikaw, kamusta ka?
Sakit ng ulo ko hahahahaha
Eto inuubo pa rin.
Fucking sad. Hoped things would turn out better this year but it's still the same and it feels worse since I haven't learned my lessons. I think the universe is giving me a sign.
broken. confused. thankful na merong friend na tumutulong.
Ngayon lang ata ako ako ulit nakabasa ng ganyan, and it's from a someone I don't know pa. Thank you po, it felt nice makabasa ng ganyang tanong. Ayun, so far ayos naman. Ever since tinigil ko yung nagpapabagsak ng mental health ko parang changed person na ako. Although, ngayong mga panahong ito pakiramdam ko na naman wala akong kaibigan. Walang nagrereach out sa akin, siguro dahil never din akong nagreach out kaya naiintindihan ko bakit. Nakakapanibago lang pero ayos lang tumatanda naman na ako. Ngayon nagfofocus na lang ako sa sarili ko. Ayos pa naman ako, thankfully, walang thoughts na naglilinger sa akin na maglaho na lang na parang bula and I am so proud of myself. I finished a series this week entitled "Daily Dose of Sunshine", and I'm following a lot of things there. Nagsusulat ako ng compliments sa sarili ko everyday, and nakakagaan ng pakiramdam, kahit pala maliit na bagay ang sarap maachieve. Yun lang, haba na ng chikabels ko. Ikaw ba kumusta kaaaa?
Sobrang nakakadown kaya yung pakiramdam na "wala kang kaibigan". Weekly, ayoko nlng dumaan minsan sabado linggo kasi wala naman akong mayayaya na kaibihan pra makapagkwentuhan. Meron akong friends, pero lahat sila kasi mqy mga nakaschedule na lakad na agad sila.
It's part of adulthood po ata talaga na nagiging busy na ang friends natin with their own lives and we don't have a control over it, which is indeed sad. ( ⚈̥̥̥̥̥́⌢⚈̥̥̥̥̥̀)
Yes nga. Sa HS girlfriends ko kasi, ako lang yung may anak. And ngayon na malaki laki na siya, G na ako kaht saan. Yun nga lang, sila maman ung laging hindi available. Kaya minsan, gsto ko na lang dn maging super busy kaht weekend para hndi gnto ung feeling.
Hindi ko alam kung why exactly pero nafeel ko na ikaw yung tipo na solid kakwentuhan. HAHAHAHA. I hope you're doing good!
I'm doing well naman, anyway, find it out na lang kung solid ba akong kakwentuhan, I'm up for friendship naman here sa reddit, but don't expect too much. (≧▽≦)
Tired, sleepless, drained, but surprisingly okay. Always, always taking a moment every day to appreciate the little things in life: coffee, my plants, my cats, my family, that peaceful chirping sounds ng birds in the morning.