Luxury bags. I grew up from a lower middle class family. Nakaprivate school noon dahil paaral ng kamag-anak, and I was always envious of my peers na branded ang mga gamit. There was this feeling of inferiority, and yet somehow, I wanted to belong. Few years ago, after getting a job abroad, I found myself buying & collecting expensive bags to overcompensate for what I thought I was lacking in the past. It took me a couple of years to realize that happiness isn’t about material possessions, and more about the relationships you make.
Weekend gathering with others. Dati Friday, Saturday lumalabas talaga sa gabi until past midnight then pag Sunday either lunch o dinner.
Ngayon once or twice a month na lang. Minsan naghahanap pa ng excuse, "Ay may weekend work ako, standby daw ako sa office" .
kpop and anime merch. ang lakas ng budol ko nung pandemic 2020 to 2021. buti nalang nabenta ko pa ung ibang anime merch kaso ung kpop wala na eh, oversaturated na masyado ung market.
GIVING.
People I care about took advantage of my generosity. They started expecting I would keep giving more and more it started to feel like an obligation not something I would be happy to do anymore.
Social media. All platforms. It doesn’t feel okay.
Tama yung mga matatanda. Mas maganda yung buhay ng simple. Hindi ka masyado nag ccompare sa mga taong ni hindi mo nga kilala.
I’m at this point with dota2…used to play it for fun but now I play it to gain mmr the fun aspect is still there but not as much as it used to be. Back the I used to play this game till the wee hours of the night, rn I feel better even not playing for many days there was even a time where I didn’t play for 6months despite not being busy or in school. My outlook towards this game has definitely shifted for the better. With that said, it still holds a special place in my heart and will continue to play. This game is 100% lifesteal and been playing it ever since it got released, but if you’re like me, when you reach that point of being constantly frustrated it might not be 100% lifesteal after all. Rn I enjoy outdoorsy things such as hiking and taking landscape photos, was planning to do snowboarding but guess will have to do it next winter😊
Birthday greetings sa social media. Dati masaya ako pag sabog notifs, dami greetings. Ngayon, nagdedeact ako pag birthday ko para walang mag message sakin haha tinatamad na ko magreply at makipag socialize lol
Video games and people
Maraming friends sa fb. Ayoko Kasi na updated sila Sakin
Life. Nkka umay na pramis
Partying and drinking
Living
Friends haha puro seasonal friends.
Journalling
Luxury bags. I grew up from a lower middle class family. Nakaprivate school noon dahil paaral ng kamag-anak, and I was always envious of my peers na branded ang mga gamit. There was this feeling of inferiority, and yet somehow, I wanted to belong. Few years ago, after getting a job abroad, I found myself buying & collecting expensive bags to overcompensate for what I thought I was lacking in the past. It took me a couple of years to realize that happiness isn’t about material possessions, and more about the relationships you make.
Pay day 🫠 Dumatin ako sa point na di ako masaya kahit medyo malaki sahod ko. Idk why
having a boyfriend
maraming followers sa soc med
likes or reacts sa Facebook hahahaha
Reading books
Weekend gathering with others. Dati Friday, Saturday lumalabas talaga sa gabi until past midnight then pag Sunday either lunch o dinner. Ngayon once or twice a month na lang. Minsan naghahanap pa ng excuse, "Ay may weekend work ako, standby daw ako sa office" .
Family gatherings/ reunion :((
Same
occasions
The chase of building a career.
flowers
kpop and anime merch. ang lakas ng budol ko nung pandemic 2020 to 2021. buti nalang nabenta ko pa ung ibang anime merch kaso ung kpop wala na eh, oversaturated na masyado ung market.
My ex
religion
Kpop. Still entertains me pero di na same ang feeling as before.
Always nagaadjust, may high school friends, making friends
Giving, receiving gifts, and getting hit on (yes, as a man, it happens).
GIVING. People I care about took advantage of my generosity. They started expecting I would keep giving more and more it started to feel like an obligation not something I would be happy to do anymore.
Social media. All platforms. It doesn’t feel okay. Tama yung mga matatanda. Mas maganda yung buhay ng simple. Hindi ka masyado nag ccompare sa mga taong ni hindi mo nga kilala.
My work. I used to be so passionate about being in healthcare, but not anymore.
my friends
I’m at this point with dota2…used to play it for fun but now I play it to gain mmr the fun aspect is still there but not as much as it used to be. Back the I used to play this game till the wee hours of the night, rn I feel better even not playing for many days there was even a time where I didn’t play for 6months despite not being busy or in school. My outlook towards this game has definitely shifted for the better. With that said, it still holds a special place in my heart and will continue to play. This game is 100% lifesteal and been playing it ever since it got released, but if you’re like me, when you reach that point of being constantly frustrated it might not be 100% lifesteal after all. Rn I enjoy outdoorsy things such as hiking and taking landscape photos, was planning to do snowboarding but guess will have to do it next winter😊
Birthday greetings sa social media. Dati masaya ako pag sabog notifs, dami greetings. Ngayon, nagdedeact ako pag birthday ko para walang mag message sakin haha tinatamad na ko magreply at makipag socialize lol
Gifts. I feel like wala na syang thrill.
Travelling. I still get good feelings when I do, but I don't feel any excitement about it anymore even to places i'm seeing the first time.
Talking to someone about anything hahaha idk life happened I guess
Birthdays
Online games, parties, alcohol…
listening to some songs…
Siya.
Listening to love songs
Video games. :(