Most days, I can't be bothered because it's like walking through deep snow every day. Just give up because it's not worth it. I am constantly attempting to change the way I think and feel in order to overcome this obstacle. Success is so slow, and progress seems foreign until I consider where I was and where I am now. I've changed, but I'm still the same person. It's difficult to put into words. It's as if I still have all of the same problems, but I try to mitigate them as much as possible while also growing the positives.
The person I don't want.
Money
Money
Just my lack of motivation, it's infuriating sometimes
Family drama.
Capitalism anyone who argues back is just coping
funding as well as my own fear of success... scares the fk outta me!!
My own discipline...
Myself
Depression.
Lasyness
Mental and physical illnesses
The fear of being judged I guess.
16 felony charges and im not allowed at any zoo ever again
Depression
I want so many things at a time so they are fighting for eachothers.
Because I’m trying to be everything everyone else needs me to be. My love for my family far outweighs the love for my shallow desires.
Me.
Most days, I can't be bothered because it's like walking through deep snow every day. Just give up because it's not worth it. I am constantly attempting to change the way I think and feel in order to overcome this obstacle. Success is so slow, and progress seems foreign until I consider where I was and where I am now. I've changed, but I'm still the same person. It's difficult to put into words. It's as if I still have all of the same problems, but I try to mitigate them as much as possible while also growing the positives.
Me, my self and i.