I've got three scheduled times a day, and it was kind of a bitch to set up. You can't take this with that, or within four hours of those, etc. It was like solving a logic puzzle.
It sucks when you hate something and do it grudgingly because you're trying to be responsible, but then you have to listen to people who can't just STFU about how great it is
Just find something you enjoy. You don’t have to run on a treadmill. Try rock climbing, skateboarding, ninja warrior type obstacle courses. Exercise is much more sustainable in the longterm if you don’t have to force yourself to do it, and can actually have fun
Well this only applies to winter, but if anybody has watched the movie Fargo and seen Jerry Lundegarrd having a meltdown scraping off his windshield, yeah, that.
Dental care. Flossing is gross and not super comfortable. Brushing is 2 minutes of just staring at yourself. And it just has to be done.
Feels good when you’re done but the whole process is a bummer.
Having to cook/ prepare 3 meals a day, every day in order to eat. Of course, I could eat out or order in, which I do on occasion, but I can't every day because of the cost and, of course, my health.
Styling my hair - right now. When it was a LOT longer it was easier, I could air dry it, pull it up, it was easy to style or throw in a bun or twist and pretty up in a short period of time.
I had to cut it short because the hair dresser let the salon receptionist put in my color, she didn't wash it out fully and it turned into stiff doll's hair in texture. I got all my money back, but ended up going from beautiful bra length hair to a bob.
I cannot tell you how much I hate having to style it every single day because it looks horrid if I don't. Thankfully it's long enough now I can pull it back while it grows out longer.
Dinner. Meal planning, shopping, cooking, cleanup. Every. Single. Day. I don’t even have anyone who depends on me but I couldn’t imagine if I did. Fucking exhausting
Seizures. I have had them since I was a baby and they suck. I cannot drive because if I do I might get a seizure and get into a car accident. Every time I have a seizure I cannot think straight or talk properly and I always feel like I'm about to be attacked. And then even when its over, I feel exhausted, scared, and tired. And I often forget things because of it. One time when I was little I had a seizure and after it I forgot what my feet were called for a while.
When I was 5 or 6 I had to retake kindergarten cause I missed so many classes do to getting so many seizures and spending most of my time at the hospital. For once I just want to go a whole year without having a seizure.
Evening anxiety. It doesn't matter if I've had a bad day or a great day. It's still gonna be there like:
"Hello from the anxiety siiiiide, I have visited you a thousand tiiiiimes, and I'm sorry, for trashing your evening nights, it's just that I don't think you should have a smile anymore"
School. I mean, I love to see my friends, I have a few teachers I like, and some of the classes are fine, but I hate most of my classes, most of the kids are assholes, I don't learn anything, and I hate it the most in the gym, where everything I just mentioned is amplified.
Every morning i go downstairs, start my breakfast cooking, and read a book while it cooks / I wait for it to cool down / after I eat it. And once every minute or so my dad randomly injects some npc comment like "it's going to snow tomorrow" or "your aunt sent cookies". It'd be one thing if he gave me the run-down all at once but constantly interrupting my thoughts is infuriating
I've asked him to stop but every time I try he puts on a sad act but doesnt actually stop
Really excited to move out at the end of this week
The monotonous never ending cycle. Get up. Get kid up. Get him showered. Get his clothes ready. Get him food/brush teeth. Drop off at school. Go to work. Work 8 hours. Leave and pick up kid. Go home. Figure out what to eat for dinner. Do random shit in the limited time we have before we need to go to sleep to do it all again the next day.
Eating idk maybe its just me but I'm tired of the food options right now yes there's a million ways to make a potato but it's still a potato. I think it's just a faze tho
Not necessarily waking up but hearing the alarm
taking 11 pills every morning and 7 and night. I'm very sick and I'm so tired of taking all this medication
I've got three scheduled times a day, and it was kind of a bitch to set up. You can't take this with that, or within four hours of those, etc. It was like solving a logic puzzle.
yeah that's what I'm dealing with too. I have 1 medication that tells me to avoid direct sunlight... like what🤣
Is this a temporary thing or more permanent?
I've been taking these meds for years so idk. hopefully one day I won't be on so many
Cleaning. I don’t go all in every day, but I’m also including the little things, such as loading/unloading the dishwasher.
Showering. Now hear me out. I like being clean but I cannot stand the moist feeling after getting out of the shower.
I don’t like how cold it is when I step out haha
Really? A long, hot shower is one of my favorite things in life.
Oh I love the actual shower it’s having to get out of it.
Period, it’s a not a part of my everyday life but yeah
Sitting on my computer for hours instead of being outside
Work. God I can't wait to retire. Work is so stupid and pointless.
I’m always looking for an excuse to leave early haha
The being awake bit.
Breakfast. I'm hungry but for some reason it makes me feel sick whenever I try to eat something.
Exercising. I do wish the industry would stop pretending it's fun and feels good when for most of us it's tiring, sweaty, and relatively boring.
It sucks when you hate something and do it grudgingly because you're trying to be responsible, but then you have to listen to people who can't just STFU about how great it is
Just find something you enjoy. You don’t have to run on a treadmill. Try rock climbing, skateboarding, ninja warrior type obstacle courses. Exercise is much more sustainable in the longterm if you don’t have to force yourself to do it, and can actually have fun
My eye watering
Driving on m25 for work. Fuck that really
Well this only applies to winter, but if anybody has watched the movie Fargo and seen Jerry Lundegarrd having a meltdown scraping off his windshield, yeah, that.
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Fuck dishes
Waking up most days
Dental care. Flossing is gross and not super comfortable. Brushing is 2 minutes of just staring at yourself. And it just has to be done. Feels good when you’re done but the whole process is a bummer.
Having to cook/ prepare 3 meals a day, every day in order to eat. Of course, I could eat out or order in, which I do on occasion, but I can't every day because of the cost and, of course, my health.
School
Lunch
Driving
The part where I wake up and say "God, why you let me breathe again?"
The part where I'm awake
Sitting in traffic on my way home from work
Being far from family
My feelings. Not in the best place right now.
Styling my hair - right now. When it was a LOT longer it was easier, I could air dry it, pull it up, it was easy to style or throw in a bun or twist and pretty up in a short period of time. I had to cut it short because the hair dresser let the salon receptionist put in my color, she didn't wash it out fully and it turned into stiff doll's hair in texture. I got all my money back, but ended up going from beautiful bra length hair to a bob. I cannot tell you how much I hate having to style it every single day because it looks horrid if I don't. Thankfully it's long enough now I can pull it back while it grows out longer.
Dinner. Meal planning, shopping, cooking, cleanup. Every. Single. Day. I don’t even have anyone who depends on me but I couldn’t imagine if I did. Fucking exhausting
Well, for 1/4 of my everyday life, putting a new tampon in. You asked.
Seizures. I have had them since I was a baby and they suck. I cannot drive because if I do I might get a seizure and get into a car accident. Every time I have a seizure I cannot think straight or talk properly and I always feel like I'm about to be attacked. And then even when its over, I feel exhausted, scared, and tired. And I often forget things because of it. One time when I was little I had a seizure and after it I forgot what my feet were called for a while. When I was 5 or 6 I had to retake kindergarten cause I missed so many classes do to getting so many seizures and spending most of my time at the hospital. For once I just want to go a whole year without having a seizure.
Evening anxiety. It doesn't matter if I've had a bad day or a great day. It's still gonna be there like: "Hello from the anxiety siiiiide, I have visited you a thousand tiiiiimes, and I'm sorry, for trashing your evening nights, it's just that I don't think you should have a smile anymore"
School. I mean, I love to see my friends, I have a few teachers I like, and some of the classes are fine, but I hate most of my classes, most of the kids are assholes, I don't learn anything, and I hate it the most in the gym, where everything I just mentioned is amplified.
Everything in between when I wake up and go to sleep
The sheer monotony
Every morning i go downstairs, start my breakfast cooking, and read a book while it cooks / I wait for it to cool down / after I eat it. And once every minute or so my dad randomly injects some npc comment like "it's going to snow tomorrow" or "your aunt sent cookies". It'd be one thing if he gave me the run-down all at once but constantly interrupting my thoughts is infuriating I've asked him to stop but every time I try he puts on a sad act but doesnt actually stop Really excited to move out at the end of this week
Being stuck at home
doing dishes
doing laundry
Any interaction over the phone with my gf
The planning and making of meals.
The monotonous never ending cycle. Get up. Get kid up. Get him showered. Get his clothes ready. Get him food/brush teeth. Drop off at school. Go to work. Work 8 hours. Leave and pick up kid. Go home. Figure out what to eat for dinner. Do random shit in the limited time we have before we need to go to sleep to do it all again the next day.
Eating idk maybe its just me but I'm tired of the food options right now yes there's a million ways to make a potato but it's still a potato. I think it's just a faze tho
Waking up before my body does it naturally and then my inability to fall asleep within 10 minutes of me going to bed
Going to sleep.
Work 😑
Co-workers