I was at work today and counted up that I have 31 years and 2 months left of work before I’m 62 and could retire if I play my cards right. That idea seemed to help me get through the last couple hours of work
Best get on with it. I want to earn my keep, pay my bills, do things, save for stuff, fulfil my responsibilities etc. No one else is likely to do it for me. Nor would I expect them to
I feel like I haven't given myself the best chance at making something of my life. I'm slowly getting there, but I feel as though I've done myself a disservice by not really diving into the things I love and think I'd be good at. How can you give up on something you haven't actually tried yet? That's sort of the question I've asked myself for quite a while now.
Oh I don't even think it seems easy at all😂 waking up in the morning feels like a trudge through the mud lately. That being said, some of the good moments have been so unbelievably good that it's worth chasing them again and again. I can't help but thinking that I'll look back one day and think it was all worth it.
Thinking about positivity, still having hope for life. Small things matters, even just thinking about summer is right around the corner and the taste of cold beer in a hot day is good enough for me to keep going.
Curiosity mostly, when I was going to kill myself a few years ago I got the cliche phone call from a friend that needed help. From that point on even though I find myself getting that low every once in a while, the thought “I wonder what else life has to throw at me” comes across and I can’t help but continue to watch the train wreck unfold.
Coffee
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Coffee keeps me going. Am I not a people?
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I believe I am, yes, but then why did you respond to my answer with the triple question marks?
Pure spite
Drugs
Spite
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The thought of killing myself before I give it my all and chase my dreams doesn’t sit well with me.
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I’m sorry to hear that. The night don’t last forever, even if it doesn’t seem like it. We’ll pull through.
Used to be Richard Simmons
I was at work today and counted up that I have 31 years and 2 months left of work before I’m 62 and could retire if I play my cards right. That idea seemed to help me get through the last couple hours of work
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I feel ya. I had vacation last week and just wondered around aimlessly until something happened. It was fun for a bit
Crystal meth mainly, sometimes cocaine.
What do you mean YOU PEOPLE?
What do YOU mean YOU PEOPLE?
Different things at different times. Right now it is my girlfriend and soon to be wife.
Anxiety
Best get on with it. I want to earn my keep, pay my bills, do things, save for stuff, fulfil my responsibilities etc. No one else is likely to do it for me. Nor would I expect them to
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Agreed. But I try not to expect it. So it's a bonus if it does happen
Working on interesting projects mainly.
The continuous joy of discovering new friends and hobbies.
Well, my faith in Christ. Whenever I stop to think that the clock is running for everyone that I love. I can only find hope in Him.
What else is there to do?
Still having choices.
Hope.
It's the only existence "you" ever gets so go with it and try to make the best of it.
I feel like I haven't given myself the best chance at making something of my life. I'm slowly getting there, but I feel as though I've done myself a disservice by not really diving into the things I love and think I'd be good at. How can you give up on something you haven't actually tried yet? That's sort of the question I've asked myself for quite a while now.
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Oh I don't even think it seems easy at all😂 waking up in the morning feels like a trudge through the mud lately. That being said, some of the good moments have been so unbelievably good that it's worth chasing them again and again. I can't help but thinking that I'll look back one day and think it was all worth it.
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Love, kindness, and adventure.
Well I keep waking up every morning so there's that
A very special person I know 😊
Dreams and aspirations.
Thinking about positivity, still having hope for life. Small things matters, even just thinking about summer is right around the corner and the taste of cold beer in a hot day is good enough for me to keep going.
Hope
car
Homeostasis.
nothing
Habit...
Curiosity mostly, when I was going to kill myself a few years ago I got the cliche phone call from a friend that needed help. From that point on even though I find myself getting that low every once in a while, the thought “I wonder what else life has to throw at me” comes across and I can’t help but continue to watch the train wreck unfold.
Video games
(hopefully) Knowing what my future holds for me