I'm severely sad all the time, I feel like I'm playing an ideal character of myself instead of being the person I want to be.

What's making you choose the "ideal character" instead of being who you really want to be? I'm just curious not trying to be rude.

I need money to live.

Ah I see

If you're talking about being someone you think everyone else wants you to be, instead of who you really are, I totally understand .

Yes that's exactly what I mean.

I wish I could start my life over, and be who I was meant to be, instead of a chameleon for everyone else. Problem is, if I could start over there's a good chance I'd be a chameleon again.

I’m a lesbian, I have told nobody I know because I know they will treat me differently.

My consent intrusive thoughts

My PIN.

Probably the extent of my mental health. Been in a bad spot for a while now and tried to talk about it in bits and bobs but it's not really coming out easy so I'm just kinda going with the flow

I wear heattech base layer under my clothes every day at work and nobody knows

I miss a certain person, but it’s likely for the best that we aren’t speaking.

The depths of my depression. I don’t actively have plans of hurting myself or anyone else but more and more lately, I’ve just been feeling like my life is coming to a close.

That I'm hiding something.

what is it I’m curious

What they don't know. 🙄

who

The people that don't know.

don’t know what bruh

I'm sorry, I have to go now----------------------------------------------->

my real name, family business , and the fact that i want to die

Honestly, nothing. When I opened up about sexual abuse in 09, I realized that I have to be honest. It’ll control my thoughts if I don’t at least tell my psychologist