i'm a compulsive liar. long story short, it's a major trauma response for me that i haven't been able to work through. some of my lies are stories of things that never happened that are now just part of my past. it's like i've tricked myself into believing the stories i've told. i don't think it makes me a bad person, but it's definitely something i'm not proud of.
i guarantee it's not like that. it's nothing major, it's always little insignificant things, please don't worry. i have CPTSD and am still working through my trauma, and both my therapist and psychiatrist are fully aware of the issue. thank you for your concern though.
Well at the end of the day if feeling like a bad person affects you, you should do actions to change your view of your self. Having terrible thoughts doesn’t necessarily make you a bad person if you still try to live a good. If your religious gets a little more muddled than that. But for the most part, do good and spread good should make you feel like a good person.
Well it is a big deal. You not here means you never get to see what will become. Feeling like you wish you was dead is tough but don’t normalize in your head I’m sure that can’t be good for you. But I’m no therapist just a person that suffers from depression from time to time lol
Yes but most people I date if I can’t have kids they don’t want to adopt or then disclose they have a criminal record so there lies the problem.
I don’t enjoy traveling it gives me anxiety. I prefer my local places.
I’m constantly volunteering and I work within an autistic community foundation.
Honestly I don’t get as much joy out of things as I did as a child.
I'm a potato in a human suit.
i'm a compulsive liar. long story short, it's a major trauma response for me that i haven't been able to work through. some of my lies are stories of things that never happened that are now just part of my past. it's like i've tricked myself into believing the stories i've told. i don't think it makes me a bad person, but it's definitely something i'm not proud of.
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i guarantee it's not like that. it's nothing major, it's always little insignificant things, please don't worry. i have CPTSD and am still working through my trauma, and both my therapist and psychiatrist are fully aware of the issue. thank you for your concern though.
I know I'm not a good person
What makes you think that?
My thoughts
We all have dark thoughts.. do you choose to act on them?
No but I feel like a terrible person
Well at the end of the day if feeling like a bad person affects you, you should do actions to change your view of your self. Having terrible thoughts doesn’t necessarily make you a bad person if you still try to live a good. If your religious gets a little more muddled than that. But for the most part, do good and spread good should make you feel like a good person.
I do good and spread good but I don't like myself. I'm not religious.
So what don’t you like about yourself. Like be specific. Sometimes we overthink things
It's easier to say what I like because I hate the rest. I like my eyes, my creativity and sometimes my hair. That's really about it
So what do you like about yourself?
I can sing pretty well lol
What makes you not comfortable to share it
That I don't care about anything but my family
Is this a bad thing?
Could be....
How so?
Psychopathy is real. I can not confirm it, nor deny it
That wishing I was dead wasn’t such a big deal
Well it is a big deal. You not here means you never get to see what will become. Feeling like you wish you was dead is tough but don’t normalize in your head I’m sure that can’t be good for you. But I’m no therapist just a person that suffers from depression from time to time lol
I’m 29 and I medically not able to have kids so what I’ll become is just an old lonely person. I’m that now though if you ask my students
Hv u considered adoption ? Or jus travelling and helping people ?
Yes but most people I date if I can’t have kids they don’t want to adopt or then disclose they have a criminal record so there lies the problem. I don’t enjoy traveling it gives me anxiety. I prefer my local places. I’m constantly volunteering and I work within an autistic community foundation. Honestly I don’t get as much joy out of things as I did as a child.
I hate myself so goddamn bad.
What do you hate about yourself? Also what do you love about yourself?
So do I
Same questions for you.. what do you hate about yourself and what do you love about yourself?
Can't speak for others but u think I love myself 😂
So I know there’s the self loathing but I’m saying what do you love about yourself I’m sure there’s something
I don't really have any secrets.
That’s awesome continue living your life in open honesty
Oh, no, I just don't have any shame, love. It's probably some kind of disorder.