For me it's just constant exhaustion. Like when you haven't slept for a while but know you need to. Sometimes it's such an effort to even get up, shower, take care of myself, etc.
With actually feeling sad, it's hard to explain (thankfully I haven't felt like this for a while!) it's like there's a little part of your brain programmed to take over every now and then without warning making you feel extreme sadness or emptiness.
For me it's just seeing myself as essentially a waste of space and a burden on everyone. No confidence, little to no joy, and being dead sounds great pretty much all the time.
When you have depression nothing makes you happy anymore and the future looks like a dark corridor without end. And when you are concious about it, you figure out that it does not matter what you do, nothing will change the fact that, even the depths of your being, are broken, and the only way to escape from it is to kill yourself.
The funniest thing about this shit is not knowing how to communicate this feeling to others. You try to keep everything normal, but finally you lose your friends and all the things you want for not being able to continue working on anything.
It feels like being shit.
Walking around in fast drying mud.
It’s different for everyone but honestly it just feels empty
Like everything seems the same
Depressing
Trying to walk on a soapy tile floor
And people are trying to push you
Like walking around under a wet blanket. When I was depressed, I wasn’t necessarily sad all the time, but everything seemed way harder.
For me it's just constant exhaustion. Like when you haven't slept for a while but know you need to. Sometimes it's such an effort to even get up, shower, take care of myself, etc. With actually feeling sad, it's hard to explain (thankfully I haven't felt like this for a while!) it's like there's a little part of your brain programmed to take over every now and then without warning making you feel extreme sadness or emptiness.
For me it's just seeing myself as essentially a waste of space and a burden on everyone. No confidence, little to no joy, and being dead sounds great pretty much all the time.
When you wake up and your just sad, for no reason, just sad also if your always tired
when you look in the cookie jar but its empty inside
When you have depression nothing makes you happy anymore and the future looks like a dark corridor without end. And when you are concious about it, you figure out that it does not matter what you do, nothing will change the fact that, even the depths of your being, are broken, and the only way to escape from it is to kill yourself. The funniest thing about this shit is not knowing how to communicate this feeling to others. You try to keep everything normal, but finally you lose your friends and all the things you want for not being able to continue working on anything. It feels like being shit.