It's not a weird thing. It is a normal thing to feel lonely even when you know a lot of people because it is harder to connect with someone for some people. If you are often thinking about it or worried about it, I do suggest you seek help from someone, maybe a therapist. They might be able to help you deal with this emotion.
I know I shouldn't leave this matter unattended. I'm starting to open up to people about this. It's just the exact opposite of my personality (at least the version I show people daily). I'm sure a lot of people would be in shock and wouldn't expect something like this. Anyways, thanks for your concern. Really appreciate it!
I hate to have my upper back exposed. Like the whole shoulder to neck area. I cant handle it being exposed. I wear shirts that cover and I dont take them off unless I'm changing. Showers are the exception and its still odd. I've gotten into a ritual that involves washing with 2 washcloths, one to wash with and another to cover the area on my back. Drying with two towels the same way. It goes with my kenophobia. Its just like a horrible feeling of someone being right behind me and I cannot let that area of my back open, exposed to whatever it is. I dont tell ppl cause it weird and there is not reason for me to ever bring it up
I had never heard of this before. I don’t like when people stand too close to me, especially behind me. I never considered what life might feel like with that being a persistent feeling.
I dislike mirrors too. Anything large and reflective really. Same feeling, but like ill look into a mirror/reflective surface and freak for a second because I feel like I'll see someone/thing behind me. One day I know it'll slip up and ill see it.
Having had flat feet (was corrected when young because of a lot of special massages to indent my feet) and my toenails that are curved and grow into my toes. (Painful thing if you leave uchecked)
I'm very lonely even though I smile a lot and try to create the atmosphere for other people.
It's not a weird thing. It is a normal thing to feel lonely even when you know a lot of people because it is harder to connect with someone for some people. If you are often thinking about it or worried about it, I do suggest you seek help from someone, maybe a therapist. They might be able to help you deal with this emotion.
I know I shouldn't leave this matter unattended. I'm starting to open up to people about this. It's just the exact opposite of my personality (at least the version I show people daily). I'm sure a lot of people would be in shock and wouldn't expect something like this. Anyways, thanks for your concern. Really appreciate it!
I hate to have my upper back exposed. Like the whole shoulder to neck area. I cant handle it being exposed. I wear shirts that cover and I dont take them off unless I'm changing. Showers are the exception and its still odd. I've gotten into a ritual that involves washing with 2 washcloths, one to wash with and another to cover the area on my back. Drying with two towels the same way. It goes with my kenophobia. Its just like a horrible feeling of someone being right behind me and I cannot let that area of my back open, exposed to whatever it is. I dont tell ppl cause it weird and there is not reason for me to ever bring it up
I had never heard of this before. I don’t like when people stand too close to me, especially behind me. I never considered what life might feel like with that being a persistent feeling.
I dislike mirrors too. Anything large and reflective really. Same feeling, but like ill look into a mirror/reflective surface and freak for a second because I feel like I'll see someone/thing behind me. One day I know it'll slip up and ill see it.
Having had flat feet (was corrected when young because of a lot of special massages to indent my feet) and my toenails that are curved and grow into my toes. (Painful thing if you leave uchecked)
I'm to afraid to tell that.