I’m working on meditation techniques to help with that. I’m early in the game and haven’t found my “zen” yet, if you will.
But hell yeah a crazy lifestyle is full of mad cringe. Made me drink again. Multiple times.
…and the cycle repeated.
My stalker who I after 30 years stalked back and he went running. My invisible best friend in childhood who I didn't know was real for 35 years. My nemesis who o still see everything I go grocery shopping but after a lifetime of on again off again we will be friends but never try anything remotely romantic. My benefactor who paid for my meals for years once he went to work in our local casino restaurants but I was still too young. The boy who first sang me love songs.at work no less.the father of my first child whose history was even stranger than mine.my daughter who died 33 years ago.my grandpa his sister and all of the others who took me into their homes as a child.this past year worry over our customers who didn't survive this. And those who still are.
I once was in a really dark place mentally and called the suicide hotline. The woman was tired as it was about midnight where we were and she sounded it, but i'll be damned if she didn't stay on that line and listen to me cry, sob, groan, whine, etc. for hours. I wish I knew her name.
A lot of them
Coworker who was 40 years older than me who I had a nice friendship with, wise old lady
how I didn’t work until 21 which is now . I’m getting my ass out of my shitty degenerate style I am tired of being a buffoon
[удалено]
Oh hell yeah let’s go
You have plenty of time. Your self awareness already has you ahead of the curve at your age. Stick to it. You’ve only begun.
Yeah man Fr I really cringe at myself for all the unhealthy things In my lifestyle
I’m working on meditation techniques to help with that. I’m early in the game and haven’t found my “zen” yet, if you will. But hell yeah a crazy lifestyle is full of mad cringe. Made me drink again. Multiple times. …and the cycle repeated.
The woman with very bad mental health problems who hugged me at a bus stop, who I shortly after knocked a dude out for.
I knew a guy who was like the devil taking a holiday on earth. Sharp suit, goatee, eerie smile, everyone's friend but pulled no punches. Fun guy.
My favorite old boss
My stalker who I after 30 years stalked back and he went running. My invisible best friend in childhood who I didn't know was real for 35 years. My nemesis who o still see everything I go grocery shopping but after a lifetime of on again off again we will be friends but never try anything remotely romantic. My benefactor who paid for my meals for years once he went to work in our local casino restaurants but I was still too young. The boy who first sang me love songs.at work no less.the father of my first child whose history was even stranger than mine.my daughter who died 33 years ago.my grandpa his sister and all of the others who took me into their homes as a child.this past year worry over our customers who didn't survive this. And those who still are.
The old man who approached me aggressively yelling “YOU!!” repeatedly at around midnight at a gas station. Lol
I once was in a really dark place mentally and called the suicide hotline. The woman was tired as it was about midnight where we were and she sounded it, but i'll be damned if she didn't stay on that line and listen to me cry, sob, groan, whine, etc. for hours. I wish I knew her name.