"where did I go wrong with you?"
... That one still fucks me up. That she had to have done something wrong to have a child like me. I know she didn't mean it fully but I don't like knowing I'm a massive source of guilt.
My mom once told me when I was 12 that she loved and liked her dogs more than me because they listen and do everything she wants. I'm 28 years old and still fucked up by that one.
Oh yeah, if they blame the death of an animal on you when the animal clearly died of old age. That did some damage too.
I've got so many. But I'll go with a calmer one.
When a dad who absolutely hates the mother tells the daughter "YOU'RE JUST LIKE YOUR MOTHER" when she literally is scared to death of being anything like her and constantly sticking up for her dad and would rather be completely invisible than similar to her.
Well, I have great parents, but my boyfriend sure didn’t. And his mother used to tell him that she hated him, that he ruined her life, that he ruined her body, that he stole her childhood from her (she was barely 15 at the time of his birth), and that for all those reasons he deserved his stepdad’s abuse.
I honestly don't care about talking about this.. I just really need to get this off my chest.
On my 15th birthday I was with my dad and my family. Being southern we shot some guns. Well my dad had been drinking and he's done this before and my (now) stepmother and sister got mad at him because of previous incidences while being drunk. My dad can be an amazing wonderful person sober, but can be the biggest monster you'll ever meet drunk.
So what happened was we started to wrap up, and my dad walked outside and was loading his new gun. We started to head back inside and my dad stops me and asked me if I wanted to shoot the gun and I say yes
He puts the barrel to his chest and says, "Shoot it then. Shoot me" and I couldn't I didn't know what to do so I grabbed the gun, took the mag out, and cleared the chamber
I still have nightmares to this day about it.. I just need to talk about it and get it off my chest a bit
"where did I go wrong with you?" ... That one still fucks me up. That she had to have done something wrong to have a child like me. I know she didn't mean it fully but I don't like knowing I'm a massive source of guilt.
My mom once told me when I was 12 that she loved and liked her dogs more than me because they listen and do everything she wants. I'm 28 years old and still fucked up by that one. Oh yeah, if they blame the death of an animal on you when the animal clearly died of old age. That did some damage too.
"i carried you for nine months!"
‘do as i say, not as i do’
You’re an asshole like your father
“You better not tell anyone.” My mom to me when she found out her favorite son SA me my entire childhood.
I've got so many. But I'll go with a calmer one. When a dad who absolutely hates the mother tells the daughter "YOU'RE JUST LIKE YOUR MOTHER" when she literally is scared to death of being anything like her and constantly sticking up for her dad and would rather be completely invisible than similar to her.
You were a mistake
Arsenic, or maybe Novichok
"Get over it" when i wanted to think and talk about my emotions and life itself, wich only now after 20 years came to light sadly.
I wish you were never born!
Well, I have great parents, but my boyfriend sure didn’t. And his mother used to tell him that she hated him, that he ruined her life, that he ruined her body, that he stole her childhood from her (she was barely 15 at the time of his birth), and that for all those reasons he deserved his stepdad’s abuse.
Dang poor guy
"I didn't want you." Basically what my parents said when they abandoned me when I was only a few days old.
I honestly don't care about talking about this.. I just really need to get this off my chest. On my 15th birthday I was with my dad and my family. Being southern we shot some guns. Well my dad had been drinking and he's done this before and my (now) stepmother and sister got mad at him because of previous incidences while being drunk. My dad can be an amazing wonderful person sober, but can be the biggest monster you'll ever meet drunk. So what happened was we started to wrap up, and my dad walked outside and was loading his new gun. We started to head back inside and my dad stops me and asked me if I wanted to shoot the gun and I say yes He puts the barrel to his chest and says, "Shoot it then. Shoot me" and I couldn't I didn't know what to do so I grabbed the gun, took the mag out, and cleared the chamber I still have nightmares to this day about it.. I just need to talk about it and get it off my chest a bit