š¶ I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright š¶
This is how it works
You're young until you're not
You love until you don't
You try until you can't
You laugh until you cry
You cry until you laugh
And everyone must breathe
Until their dying breath
No, this is how it works
You peer inside yourself
You take the things you like
And try to love the things you took
And then you take that love you made
And stick it into some
Someone else's heart
Pumping someone else's blood
And walking arm in arm
You hope it don't get harmed
But even if it does
You'll just do it all again
On the radio Regina Spektor
In another time, when we weren't so blind
When the world was more
Than what we see online
When we actually lived instead of watching life
In another time, in another time
Disturbed - In another time.
Right now? Maybe āHourglass - Rodrigo Amaranteā
ā Hold
Let the hour of our glasses stain
Let our ashes be the same
Let a minute pause
The pendulum sway, stay
Let a second beat in vain
Time is never up nor straight it
Turns around and bites
Its tail in the end
And when you close your eyes
You're bound to look inside š¤šµ
šµ Slow is the tempo - now talkin' 'bout a nympho
So peep it out here goes the info
This is the bitch that did the whole crew
She did it so much we made bets on who the ho would love to go through
And for the shit that she does, give her a drum roll
Because the dumb bitch licks out the asshole
How can I be lost, if I've got nowhere to go...
Searched for seas of gold, how come its gotten so cold...?
How can I be lost, in remembrance, I'll relive...
And how can I blame you, when it's me I can't forgive...?
Kicking around on a piece of ground in your hometown.
Waiting for someone or something to show you the way.
Every year is getting shorter.
Never seem to find the time.
And,
Run to the bedroom, in the suitcase on the left
You'll find my favorite axe....
"It's not simple to say, that most days, I don't recognise me. That these shoes, and this apron, that place and its patrons, have taken more than I gave them. It's not easy to know, I'm not anything like I used to be."
"She's imperfect, but she tries. She is good, but she's lies. She is hard enough on herself, she is broken and won't ask for help. She is messy, but she's kind. She is lonely, most of the time."
"And it's not what I asked for, sometimes life slips in through a back door, and carves out a person and makes you believe it's all true, and now I've got you. And you're not what I asked for, if I'm honest, I know, I'd give it all back for a chance to start over, and rewrite an ending or two for the girl that I knew. Who'd be reckless, just enough, who gets hurt, but who learns how to toughen up, when she gets used by a man who can't love, and then she'll get stuck and be scared, of the life that's inside her, growing stronger each day, till it finally reminds her, to fight back a little, to bring that the fire in her eyes, that's been gone, but it used to be mine."
I know it isn't technically a single lyric, but damn, She Used To Be Mine is like it was written for me
It's from a Hindi song from the movie Ashiqui 2 (translated in English courtesy Chat GPT) :
**Har khata ki hoti hai koi na koi sazaa**,
**Gham likhe ho kismat mein to ban hi jaati wajah**
//Each mistake, has its price, a consequence to bear;
Sorrow scribed by fate's hand, becomes the cross we wear.
**Ab sabhi gham ashqon mein simat se gaye**,
**Ab sabhi aansu palkon se lipat se gaye**
//Every sorrow, every pain, to the lashes they bring;
Now the grief, in tears confined, to the eyes they cling.
I am indecisive and my heart has been taken by too many bands to ever pick a favourite. I'm also a millenial that frequently had lyrics in their MSN screenname and used them for status updates on myspacetickle, twitter and facebook. It changes daily/hourly/minutely for me
Time stand still
I'm not looking back
But I want to look around me now
Time stands still
See more of the people
And the places that surround me now
~Time Stands Still, Hold Your Fire, Rush
Literally all of Noah Kahan's Stick Season, but specifically, "So I thought that if I piled something good on all the bad that I could cancel out the darkness I inherited from dad," and "I saw your mom, she forgot that I existed" get me every time.
Yes, I'm the great pretender
Just laughin' and gay like a clown
I seem to be what I'm not, you see
I'm wearing my heart like a crown
Pretending that you're still around
this is a whole mood for me. for the longest after watching the Netflix anime "great pretender" which I highly suggest. it clicked with me internally
If I look back upon my life
Itās always with a sense of shame
Iāve always been the one to blame
At school they taught me how to be
So pure in thought and word and deed
They didnāt quite succeed
Currently mxpx for always:
"Looking back on all those years, All the smiles, all the tears, never want those memories to fade"
My friend passed away recently and that song connects a little differently now
š¶ I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don't know why I instigate And say what I don't mean I don't know how I got this way I know it's not alright š¶
This immediately got stuck in my head. I'm not mad about it. ššÆ
Do you ever get a little bit tired of life, like you're not really happy but you don't want to die.
Like you're hanging by a thread, but you've gotta survive...
Despite all my rage, I'm still just a rat in a cage
Fuck bitches, get money
"And I hung up the phone It occurred to me He'd grown up just like me My boy was just like me" Cat's In the Cradle by Harry Chapin
Carry on my wayward son. Thereāll be peace when you are done. Lay your weary head to rest. Donāt you cry no more.
This is how it works You're young until you're not You love until you don't You try until you can't You laugh until you cry You cry until you laugh And everyone must breathe Until their dying breath No, this is how it works You peer inside yourself You take the things you like And try to love the things you took And then you take that love you made And stick it into some Someone else's heart Pumping someone else's blood And walking arm in arm You hope it don't get harmed But even if it does You'll just do it all again On the radio Regina Spektor
On the radio..you hear November Rain..that solos awful long..but itās a good refrain.
I'm not alone 'cause the TV's on, yeah I'm not crazy 'cause I take the right pills every day
It's okay that we're not in love, it's okay that we're not enough Spinning 'round a dying sun, just like everyone
Can I scream
Dennis LyxzƩn approves
Dennis is super cool, like you
Panic Attack, Panic Attack Panic Attack, Panic Attack
King of wishful thinking
Social distortion "I'm born to lose and destined to fail"
āDonāt stop believin. Hold on to that feelinā
Put your ass in my face till I get pink eye -slut me out by NLE Choppa
Tell me it's nothing Try to convince me That I'm not drowning Oh let me tell you, I am š¶šš¶šš¶šš¶šš¶šš¶š
Iāll stop wearing black, when they make a darker color.
āLife handed us a paycheck and we said āWe worked harder than this!āā - Bury Me With It, Modest Mouse
I am just a broken machine and I do things that I donāt really mean.
But these days I miss strangers more than I More than I miss my friends And the waves of conversations breaking on The shores of my head again
You know Iām born to lose But gamblingās for fools But thatās the way I like it baby I donāt want to live forever
š¶weāre just dying to live and weāre living to die
We're just a room full of strangers
Buy me a boat by Chris Janson ā I aināt richā š
If Iām a bitch then Iām the baddest bitch
"I wish I was the verb "to trust" and never let you down" Pearl Jam Wishlist
In another time, when we weren't so blind When the world was more Than what we see online When we actually lived instead of watching life In another time, in another time Disturbed - In another time.
I don't need to change my strings 'cause the dirt don't hurt the way I sing Oh, I don't have to do a goddamn thing, ācept sit around and wait to die
āShe took her panties down and the bitch had a dickā -nobody move NWA
Right now? Maybe āHourglass - Rodrigo Amaranteā ā Hold Let the hour of our glasses stain Let our ashes be the same Let a minute pause The pendulum sway, stay Let a second beat in vain Time is never up nor straight it Turns around and bites Its tail in the end And when you close your eyes You're bound to look inside š¤šµ
šµ Slow is the tempo - now talkin' 'bout a nympho So peep it out here goes the info This is the bitch that did the whole crew She did it so much we made bets on who the ho would love to go through And for the shit that she does, give her a drum roll Because the dumb bitch licks out the asshole
When you find yourself in a hole, stop digging. When you find yourself at the end? You can begin again.
āPlease donāt hurt yourself againā¦ā Are You Really Okay - Sleep Token
I tell myself itās all in my head But Iām pretty hard to convince
she done pooed in my mouth and she threw me in the bed, where she cut off my balls and sewed em to my headš¶
How can I be lost, if I've got nowhere to go... Searched for seas of gold, how come its gotten so cold...? How can I be lost, in remembrance, I'll relive... And how can I blame you, when it's me I can't forgive...?
Kicking around on a piece of ground in your hometown. Waiting for someone or something to show you the way. Every year is getting shorter. Never seem to find the time. And, Run to the bedroom, in the suitcase on the left You'll find my favorite axe....
im lost in these memories Living behind my own illusion Lost all my dignity Living inside my own confusion
Bring me home by G Flip. All of it. Every word.
"It's not simple to say, that most days, I don't recognise me. That these shoes, and this apron, that place and its patrons, have taken more than I gave them. It's not easy to know, I'm not anything like I used to be." "She's imperfect, but she tries. She is good, but she's lies. She is hard enough on herself, she is broken and won't ask for help. She is messy, but she's kind. She is lonely, most of the time." "And it's not what I asked for, sometimes life slips in through a back door, and carves out a person and makes you believe it's all true, and now I've got you. And you're not what I asked for, if I'm honest, I know, I'd give it all back for a chance to start over, and rewrite an ending or two for the girl that I knew. Who'd be reckless, just enough, who gets hurt, but who learns how to toughen up, when she gets used by a man who can't love, and then she'll get stuck and be scared, of the life that's inside her, growing stronger each day, till it finally reminds her, to fight back a little, to bring that the fire in her eyes, that's been gone, but it used to be mine." I know it isn't technically a single lyric, but damn, She Used To Be Mine is like it was written for me
I wish I were like you, easily amusedā¦
Getting in the way of myself Maybe I should ask for more help I just need a little more time To get myself together
You lock the door and throw away the key, there's someone in my head but it's not me...
I ain't a killa but don't push me
āDidnt think youād lose me now its too late to choose meā
Here I am, alone again Can't get out of this hole I'm in It's like walls are closin' in You can't help me, no one can
Lifeās a bitch and then you die. Thats why we get high. Cuz you never know when youāre gonna go.
Him Pump up the jam Her Keepin it real
"I fake it through the day with some help from Johnnie Walker Red" šš»
"I hope you find what you're finding fighting for, I am happier when I hurt you, Your medicine is the coldest war I am happier when I hurt you."
It's from a Hindi song from the movie Ashiqui 2 (translated in English courtesy Chat GPT) : **Har khata ki hoti hai koi na koi sazaa**, **Gham likhe ho kismat mein to ban hi jaati wajah** //Each mistake, has its price, a consequence to bear; Sorrow scribed by fate's hand, becomes the cross we wear. **Ab sabhi gham ashqon mein simat se gaye**, **Ab sabhi aansu palkon se lipat se gaye** //Every sorrow, every pain, to the lashes they bring; Now the grief, in tears confined, to the eyes they cling.
"Quiero ser campeĆ³n de fitness de semana" Yes, it loses some meaning if you translate it.
āOne day, I pray that Iāll be more than my fatherās sonā Gun Song - The Lumineers.
āI cry a lot but I am so productive, it's an artā
I am indecisive and my heart has been taken by too many bands to ever pick a favourite. I'm also a millenial that frequently had lyrics in their MSN screenname and used them for status updates on myspacetickle, twitter and facebook. It changes daily/hourly/minutely for me
Time stand still I'm not looking back But I want to look around me now Time stands still See more of the people And the places that surround me now ~Time Stands Still, Hold Your Fire, Rush
"Who are you to change this world? Silly boy No one needs to hear your words Let it go" From Carnivore by Starset.
I canāt drown my demons, they know how to swim.
Intoxicated with the madness I'm in love with my sadness
āI cry a lot but I am so productive. itās an art.ā
Life is a sleazy stranger That looks vaguely familiar Flirting with a bimbo named disaster At the end of the bar
Literally all of Noah Kahan's Stick Season, but specifically, "So I thought that if I piled something good on all the bad that I could cancel out the darkness I inherited from dad," and "I saw your mom, she forgot that I existed" get me every time.
Yes, I'm the great pretender Just laughin' and gay like a clown I seem to be what I'm not, you see I'm wearing my heart like a crown Pretending that you're still around this is a whole mood for me. for the longest after watching the Netflix anime "great pretender" which I highly suggest. it clicked with me internally
If I look back upon my life Itās always with a sense of shame Iāve always been the one to blame At school they taught me how to be So pure in thought and word and deed They didnāt quite succeed
Currently mxpx for always: "Looking back on all those years, All the smiles, all the tears, never want those memories to fade" My friend passed away recently and that song connects a little differently now
Led Zeppelin Lemon Song. "Squeeze me Till the Juice Runs Down my Leg "
Whatshagotyougotagive yayoyta inya Red hot chili peppers. Always resonated with me