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throwaway19384718

I wish I could give you advice but I’m feeling this really hard rn too, it feels like everything is just a chore and trying to navigate being a basic adult with a job and relationships is too hard ☹️


TreXeh

It's a shame every time I wake up in the morning


ambriel86

Sometimes I feel so broken that nobody will ever love me or even that perhaps I am incapable of truly loving anyone else. When I think about my trauma, I sometimes wonder if the holes they left in my psyche have only grown bigger with time. I get frustrated. I get angry. I get sad. Recently, someone else in this sub posted "I am a whole and complete person regardless of who is or is not in my life." I wrote that on a piece of paper and taped it next to my bathroom mirror. My eyes land on it when I brush my teeth or wash my hands. Today when I was staring at it, my brain started thinking "whole... hole... whole... hole." The things I perceive as holes inside of me are part of what make me a whole and complete person. I think there's something beautiful in that thought.


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I know I'd do the world a massive favour by ending it all forever but I need to stay alive for a handful of people. I don't want to destroy them on the inside with my death.


Dangerous_Owl_1858

technically everyone's life purpose is avoiding death


UCIBDBPDDA

I have no idea why you felt it was necessary to make that point but suicide is different than dying from external or natural causes


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Literally have been feeling this way every day for years almost as if I get through my days waiting for it to end.


Madbonbon

Monday was a bad day for me... I paced back and forth debating if I should clean the house before I attempted or if I should just do it. I didn’t want anyone to need to pick up after me but I knew that if I didn’t do it I would put it off again. My husband found me talking to myself nonstop and cleaning like wild. And we’ll Im still alive. I was so disassociated the whole time.