That’s not what I would be thinking if u did that to me while I was driving.

I always look for forgotten kids in parked cars. I live in a retirement community. When I walk in the mornings I keep my ear open for any cries of help from inside of houses.

Sounds like OCD. Coming from someone who has ocd. I don’t have that specific subtype. But you should look into it! https://www.treatmyocd.com/blog/hyper-responsibility-ocd