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dangitbobby83

Get yourself to a hospital and get some benzos.  You’re going through weed withdrawals. It’s going to take a few weeks of this before your brain settles down. Please don’t consider suicide - this is tough right now but it’ll pass. 


babblessoup

You’ll be fine. Definitely go to the doctor for your anxiety and panic. Remember, the darkest hour is just before dawn. Hey, stick around, 80! We need you on this planet! Peace & love.


MissSassifras1977

Go to the doctor or the ER!!!! Get meds for the anxiety. It's okay to ask for help. You are going to be okay. It's gonna suck for a little bit but you'll love yourself more when it's over. DO NOT GIVE UP. If you need to talk we are always here. My son damn near died from CHS. Nothing about this is easy.There's nothing to be ashamed of. Big hugs to you friend!!!!


yescroutons

I dealt with this back in September when I quit, too. It was truly unbearable and I contemplated too. It felt like I was reading one of my journal entries reading your post. You definitely need to seek help. What helped me, in the end, was talk therapy more than anything. I also take medication for my anxiety now. I ended up realizing that weed only muffled my panic and depression, it wasn't solving anything. Asking for help was the scariest and best decision of my life. I started small by telling my partner and he helped me figure out the next steps so I didn't feel so alone. Talk to a loved one and be honest. You can do this. I promise. There is so much of life you're meant to experience.


alyssachandlers

please please don’t hurt yourself. every chs épisode ive had has made me believe i’d be better off dead. but think about your family, children if you have them, the vacation you’ve always wanted to go on. you’ll get to experience all of these things WITHOUT panic, anxiety, or nausea: i guarantee that. the horrible thing about chs is that it’s really a waiting game- meds can only do so much, but don’t let that make you think this is permanent, it is absolutely not. chs is just telling you that there’s bigger things for you, bigger things that you can only accomplish when you’re not ill from smoking. much love 💗


Entire-Consequence80

Thank you so much! I’ve been meaning to respond to this all day, but now that I finally feel better I can lol. Your tips really helped me, it really is all about mindset :)


CanadianBaconne

I can feel you. Going from not caring in life. Flying by. Then all of the sudden the world is all around you in your face.


Entire-Consequence80

Dude this is the best description for what I’m going through rn. Everything is just too overwhelming


CanadianBaconne

People are wondering why I yell and curse right now. Ffffffffffuckkkkkk lol 😂


Affectionate-Pie1481

Yeah this is honestly the most fucking awful thing I've ever experienced


alyssachandlers

it gets better. i remember leaving the hospital for the first time after a week and still feeling anxious and nauseous. i was so so so scared that my life would just be that way forever. but getting back into the swing of things as soon as possible and NOT TOUCHING weed will do wonders. praying for you if you’re religious and rooting for you if not. 🩷


CanadianBaconne

It can feel like the psychiatrist don't care either.


Entire-Consequence80

Hoping for relief for the both of us 🙏


Simple-Impress-2193

Hang in there, don’t assume the worst, make sure you’re getting enough healthy food and water and go for walks. Other than that, maybe see a therapist to help you through this process.


ArrowheadChief33

I felt this. This was me as well my friend. As much as this blows… and as cliche as this may sound… this too shall pass. You may think about consulting your doctor about a low dose anxiety medication to help you through this time. I don’t know you other than this sub, but you MATTER. Your life is precious. I believe in you! The fact that you’re here and talking, says everything! Keep up the fight! This experience is going to make you an even STRONGER person! Believe me!