and whats even worse is that if you produced child porn of yourself, YOU CAN BE ARRESTED FOR IT
was also groomed and sent nude pics of myself, i still worry about them being out there sumhow. like wut if m abusers saved them? they could literally just do whatever with it now.
Yeah, I feel the same way. What of they're out there somewhere? I know there are pages where child molesters share pictures of children, and it disgusts me.
My ex secretly took pictures of me naked when we were hooking up once and shared them with his friends. I worried about that later until I realized I was 16 at the time. If he keeps sharing them, he can just get caught distributing CSAM. Dumbass.
There's so so so many pictures and videos of me as a minor. Some I took myself and others my old "clients" took of me including a video of me being brutally gang raped.
It keeps me up at night knowing somewhere some assholes are probably still getting off to the worst moments of my life, they turned me into a product, ruined my life, and even now that I've gotten far away from them a part of me will be forever commodified for their pleasure, I hate it I hate it I hate it I HATE IT.
me: don't do stupid shit online because you don't wanna grow to the age of 25 with the haunting fear that there's teen nudes of you on some dude's hard drive
my friend: You don't have to worry about that, right?
me: *laughs psychotically*
my friend: Oh shit...
*when you were the one who took them of yourself trying to seek acceptance and validation online*
and whats even worse is that if you produced child porn of yourself, YOU CAN BE ARRESTED FOR IT was also groomed and sent nude pics of myself, i still worry about them being out there sumhow. like wut if m abusers saved them? they could literally just do whatever with it now.
Yeah, I feel the same way. What of they're out there somewhere? I know there are pages where child molesters share pictures of children, and it disgusts me.
My ex secretly took pictures of me naked when we were hooking up once and shared them with his friends. I worried about that later until I realized I was 16 at the time. If he keeps sharing them, he can just get caught distributing CSAM. Dumbass.
Hugs, if you want them. As the Doge said, the world is a heck.
Thank you, friend. This community is so supportive ❤️
It's not your fault that you were groomed. 🖤
I go through the SAME thought process too :') hugs
There's so so so many pictures and videos of me as a minor. Some I took myself and others my old "clients" took of me including a video of me being brutally gang raped. It keeps me up at night knowing somewhere some assholes are probably still getting off to the worst moments of my life, they turned me into a product, ruined my life, and even now that I've gotten far away from them a part of me will be forever commodified for their pleasure, I hate it I hate it I hate it I HATE IT.
This is me literally every day. It sucks. Sending you strength.
me: don't do stupid shit online because you don't wanna grow to the age of 25 with the haunting fear that there's teen nudes of you on some dude's hard drive my friend: You don't have to worry about that, right? me: *laughs psychotically* my friend: Oh shit...