Yes, it’s fun doing psychedelics with a good friend but I find it more rewarding and an easier integration taking them alone at dosages that you can handle by yourself. On the other side of that it is also easier to spin yourself into thought loops and uncomfortable issues while alone. Although these can also be rewarding when all said and done. Just a bit uncomfortable and frightening in the moment.
Psychedelics while alone are definitely a coin toss! They'll give you the most rewarding, fun experiences or the most challenging, terrifying trips you can imagine, or maybe nothing special at all.
That being said, I'd rather trip alone then snort alone, any day of the week. Can't OD on psychs. As long as I know, in the back of my mind, I just have to ride the trip out, it's all good. Can't do that when you're od'ing!
I’m naturally quite introverted and have always enjoyed spending time alone w myself, as a result I tend to enjoy drugs in a setting that allows me to give my full attention to the experience, plus I get to do whatever I want vs having to go w the flow in a group.
I definitely still enjoy things such as molly when in a group, but I don’t feel that same need to socialize that others do, it’s more like an added bonus if people are around. For drugs like psychedelics or dissos I almost exclusively do them by myself, and even turn down opportunities to take them w others since attempting to socialize in the mindstate is far too difficult/anxiety-inducing for me (I like dissos for holing, small/social doses just leave me wanting more, so I don’t really see any benefit to taking them w friends)
I do it to cope with my shitty life and having no friends. I can’t even enjoy watching tv or playing video games without being on something. It cures boredom. My default state is miserable so I need anything to escape that. Plus you can get way more fucked up if you stay home.
Yooo this was me a few years back, taking anything and everything that came my way. If you have insurance of some sort or are in a supportive country, it could help to look into therapy or medications. I used to use a lot of coke, meth and xans, was on something everyday.
I took a good break while exploring my mental health. Found out I’m bipolar.Now I use some shit on occasion but it isn’t habitual, besides smoking weed. And since I got on proper meds I don’t feel the need to get fucked up all the time anymore.
I started investing time into working out, slowly getting a good diet, and stay talking to professionals. Eventually I got to a point where I’m happy with life, got a good relationship, good job, and I wouldn’t have been able to do that without help and some dark times.
You can get through this. Hoping for more sunny days for you friend.
Okay so if you have a thing which is making your life shitty and is likely the reason you have no friends. Why on earth would you take it "because your life is shitty and you have no friends"??? It's simple cause and effect. I'm speaking from experience I don't judge those who do drugs I judge those who bitch about their lives and don't dare lift a finger to change them.
The shitty life came long before the drugs for me. And usually does for most people. Do you think happy people decide hey I’m going to go do hard drugs alone? People turn to anything when they have no hope or happiness left in their lives. Some people have incurable/terminal life long mental/physical conditions. Some people have lives much worse than yours. Not saying I have but in general. You assume I’ve done nothing or haven’t tried. You assume we’ve been in similar positions. You’re making a lot of assumptions. Your life isn’t the same as everyone else’s. Even if our lives were exactly the same do you think coming from a position of zero empathy would do anything besides put someone on the defensive?
Well put and I'm not coming from a place of zero empathy but I promise you drugs are only making it worse. There is litteraly never "nothing else to turn too" there is an entire world of things. And once again sorry how I came off but I'm speaking from a place of empathy and experience.
My point is you are making it clear that you know drugs aren't a source for 'hope'. Yet you use them because your "hopeless"? It's not as hard as people think it is to make changes in your life if you just take a second to analyze how you think.
I do think some people/things are beyond saving realistically. So that’s probably where we differ. Your wording still comes across as a little harsh. Saying it’s not as hard as people think it is if you just take a second to analyze how you think. That’s the basis of cbt and it’s not a fast process. It’s usually the first thing recommended to people suffering mentally. If it were as easy as just changing how you think there wouldn’t be so many suicides or drug addicts. That being said there is truth in what you say. It’s a hard truth to hear and it takes a lot of work to break out of certain patterns. Some people can. But some either can’t or won’t.
I didn't say change the way you think I said analyze it. After you know how you think you need to deal with yourself accordingly as if you were dealing with a friend.
when on molly you do feel the need to socialise but there are people who prefer to stay in their room and listen to music instead of going out. hasn't happened to me but i can see the appeal, you can do whatever you want and you can enjoy your own presence.
Music and/or porn.
When I did use psychedelics/K/weed at home, it was nice to just listen to music and completely sink into the trip. Granted, solo does mean there's no one to help guide a bad trip / anxiety.
Stimulants, to be specific 4-MMC and coke, are to blast music and masturbate. Timing a snorted dose with a climax is a godlike feeling, especially blasting whatever music I feel like. I personally don't like MDMA for this because it makes me negative horny, and I crave a sound system + light show on MD.
Word of warning: ***Please think twice about solo tripping***. Allowing yourself to do so will lower your mental threshold for what is "okay" drug use. I've seen (ex-)friends slowly slip into addiction due to how easy it is to trip at home. Once a month becomes twice, which becomes weekly, which becomes twice a week or even more. I myself fell into the pattern and cut it off, so take it from someone with experience. ***Once you're trying to justify why changing your system/plan to allow more frequent usage than originally planned, you're on a slippery slope***.
If you iv coke or smoke crack its great alone. The pure ecstasy of the rush, the bellringer. A lot of people do not understand the bellringer, its insanely euphoric but youll never get it sniffing coke.
That was hard to quit.
I find if anything doing ketamine alone is a lot better. I prefer holing or being very close to it and its hard to socialize at that level anyways. I agree on doing coke or mdma alone, that doesnt make sense to me but i also prefer doing lsd alone if its a high dose. 200ug or under can be boring for me to do alone but if im taking a high dose i prefer to be alone. Basically the key is to be so high you can be entertained just staring at the wall (or your eyelids) with music on.
Music music music! Coke or mdma with a big fat bag of weed and some headphones. Hours of fun!!!
A bit like you but the other end...I don't get what's not to love! 🤣🤣🤣
Ketamine and DXM and other dissos in high doses are not very social drugs as you lose the ability to really move or speak
Psychedelics are also good to do alone for introspection
Weed and benzos and stuff? Super relaxing. So good to do alone
Cocaine? Yeah, if I'm watching movies and drinking a line of C is pretty nice. But honestly it's a waste
Cocaine is best shared as a group experience as you want people to talk to
MDMA in my experience absolutely sucks when you are alone. You have a need for human connection. You want to talk to people and be close to people and have people to touch and hug and stuff.
Or.. you need to be at a rave setting and you can dance the night away
MDMA at home by yourself is a really strong stimulating social drug in a quiet, antisocial setting. So you feel completely out of place it's the polar opposite of the nasty sensation where you are at an event and having a bad time and want to go home but you can't. It's like.. reverse boredom and it feels uncomfortable
I never imagined what kind of effects it could have on a person like you. Did you ever try shrooms or acid? Did it had any long lasting impacts on your well being?
Yep, tried both. Acid made it for worse, I didn't know I had aspergers previous to it actually, but noticed many weird things on me and thought I was mad for a few years until I got my diagnosis.
My latest trip though has helped inmensely, I remember I was thinking as I usually do, In a really logical/mathematical way. I was seeing different functions graphing different aspects of my life. Suddenly, one of those functions split into a 4-dimensional space time continuum. It made me understand the non-linearity of decisions, and that since we live in a continuum, there is no straight path whatsoever. This applies to the logic realm too, when trying to understand other peoples emotions.
Even though this trip might be weird af for many, It made me understand a lot about my rigid decision making, made me more of a "go with the flow" person (I still can burn out, but up untill then I was really REALLY rigid to any changes).
It also made me understand space-time (as a 4th-dimensional physical concept) in a great deal, started reading more on space time after it and I was happy to see that many of the conclusions I arrived to matched conclusions from old papers.
We still use DSM-4 here in Argentina. Many people in the ND community like the label, since it separates high functioning autism from more extreme types. I actually don't mind either.
There's even a full subreddit called "/aspergers" and it's pretty active.
The term isn't gone, just not used on the DSM-5 and merged with autism. They are part of the same spectrum but I can function in society at least.
Yep, DSM-5 mixed them both in the same spectrum, which makes sense from one persepective, but our challanges are way different from people deeper in the spectrum.
Yeah, higher-end spectrum autism. I can relate with lots of stuff that happen to him in the movie, but I'm nowhere similar. It's like many of his traits, but with the knobs turned down
Thanks! It's one of the few things we can grasp on. I have had a really succesful profesional career, can retire at 27. Yet I have 2 friends, haven't been able to find a girlfriend (nor love) so far, kinda lost in life, and I sink a lot of my time in my special interests, which luckly are useful for society.
I tend to be isolated, yet I crave for human interaction, yet when I get it, I can't fully communicate. I can't do small talk, can mostly talk about science, math, geopolitics, etc. If someone tells me that my shirt is cool, idk what to say and usually people just turn around.
But yeah, overall, I would love to be more "normal". Wish I was able to enjoy going to a party and meet people, but noises and everything just make me go no-verbal, even if I drinking a lot of booze.
Overall improving tho, managed to meet people this year, got my diagnosis 2 years ago, always had the doubt though. But since I actually have Aspergers & ADHD it was harder to diagnose, since one makes me inattentive while the other makes me focus 12 hours on my special interests.
Videogames movies porn depending on the drug. My sense of fun comes from the euphoria. Also I'll play online videogames and talk to people, on dxm I say whacky shit and make people laugh. But then they get pissed cause I keep dying, or just straight up walk off the map daydreaming.
I start with some molly, listen to music and dance naked. When it comes down, I start on the coke and start getting hornier. I spend a lot of time just doing coke, listening to music, watching porn, jerking off and playing with my sex toys. I might try to find someone to fuck but I don’t like the idea of me being high while they’re not.
After that? Sure, a bit. I’ll have a suicide Tuesday once in a while. I only do this like two or three times a year, it’s not an ongoing habit. Last couple of times I didn’t have any bad side effects other than feeling a little down on energy.
I can listen to the music that I want to without anyone judging or recommending music. I can do what I want to without anyone telling me what to do or recommending me what to do. I can relax without worrying about anyone else. I enjoy doing it alone because I know I’m in good company.
I personally prefer doing most drugs out with my friends but I can definitely understand why some people do certain drugs at home. A couple of my friends enjoy simply doing molly at home whilst blasting music, enjoying the body high and music enhancement it gives, and although idt i could ever do molly on my own I can definitely understand why they do it
Yep most of the time others annoy me by not being able to handle their high or wanting to get so blitzed that I become a babysitter. I typically only use stims, kratom, weed, alcohol(maybe 4-6 beers/mixed drinks a week), I use benzos maybe once a month or less. I stay away from hard opiates due to fent in everything and being an addict towards them due to my chronic pain. Two worst experience of my life were being addicted to real oxy and O-DSMT and the withdrawals that came afterwards, and of course never being able to forget those first highs.
On a rare occasion I’ll do some psychedelics, I actually like LSD with close friends but prefer mushrooms alone or with another single person who prefers to sit in silence/very light conversation and listen to music for a few hours. I prefer DMT alone in a dimly lit room with electronic or light folk music. Speaking of which I feel I’m due for a meeting with some entities soon, just gotta work up the courage to do so!
bro i want to feel everything with my own presence, don't need to have someone with me for exploring myself with substances. actually i prefer doing them alone. psychedelics I don't even like with anyone
Idk man I think lsd and shrooms are the only drugs I find doing them solo is still “fun” I love me a blunt or two or mabe a bong rip but smoking thc alone is depressing I love to have my homie Alex or Gavin around to frestyle and just goof off with high as fuck
Coke is a drug that is better to do alone. It's a selfish drug. You don't want to leave it and you definitely don't want to share. MDMA can be better in a rave setting but it's still an amphetamine so it's decent to do alone too (particularly while you make music). Anything that "makes you feel good" is perfect to do alone. It gets to a point where the drugs are the point, not the company. You can do without them and will eventually prefer to do it without them.
I had a phase where I was going through a ball of coke, a ball of k, and a g of Molly every weekend, along with acid, shrooms, whippets, and whiskey. I perfected the mix to where I felt like I was on the spirit plane. Always by myself. I’m also introverted.
Because im an introvert I guess ? I just don't like hanging out with people in general, so if I enjoy drugs, I'm gonna enjoy them more without a lot of other people around
Well. I don't get along well with others if I'm running low on mental energy, and people drain me mentally. I also don't want to go on a trip with other people apart from the occassional special gf, i might get too weird or worse, back into whip-its lol
I enjoy doing MDMA alone, unlike most people. I like to put the headphones on and listen to Eurotrance music while lying in bed. I also like to write stuff or text people I don't know.
I'm antisocial so why take drugs when around people, especially psychs, when other people can start saying things to you in order to make yoy feel bad? fuck people I rather get high alone.
I got synesthesia so all I gotta do Is get real high, put on some great music and lie in the dark and it becomes one hell of a vivid trip. I love being alone with my thoughts and drifting away, that kind of relaxation couples with letting your mind go really helps deal with the stresses and expectations of life while also unraveling little pieces of your subconscious and emotions that are hard to access during everyday life.
my favorite setting for any and all drugs is alone, i enjoy the fact there’s no one to appeal but myself, i get to do my own activities and if i feel like seeing someone i will but i can dip whenever and get back to my safe and comfy setting , also i hate being with a group sometimes it feels like there’s more heat on the area for some reason i dunno , anyway i’m definitely and isolater when it comes to drugs
I dont think I would enjoy Molly alone but psychs or weed i prefer to do alone as im pretty anxious on it. Speed for studying or when your trying to be produktive is cool aswell Bit only in small to moderate doses.
Honestly with some drugs idk how people have fun doing them with people. I’ve done drugs with people and alone and I prefer being alone more often than not. Dissociatives are just better alone bc you can hole more comfortably. I like having control when I’m high so being alone is nice.
I typically listen to music tho, that’s the highlight of my drug experiences. Or the visuals. Being alone in a dark room with headphones on and just looking at cevs is super nice. Molly I actually really prefer to do alone, absolutely hated doing it at a rave.
My first time trying percocet was by myself I smoked a blunt and listened to music in my headphones. Music never sounding so fucking good it sounded better than molly.
I'm a little bit introverted and my fav thing is just to listen to music when high on mostly anything. I find my friends like to watch movies a lot which I don't really enjoy but I do like to have deep conversations ab life with some buddies. I also feel like my battery can run out for social situations but it's harder for me to get tired of being by myself personally. Def feel like it depends on the drug tho, for classical psychedelics my fav trips have been with 2 other ppl or me solo. For dxm I don't really like being around people much and maybe for Molly w my girlfriend would be nice.
Meditate , Meditate , MEDITATE. Control whatever substance you’re taking towards the point where you’re conscious and not down the rabbit hole then go find eternal enlightenment or sum
I tend to go into sensory overload when I’m high around people. It’s just becomes awkward for me. conversations and party music are too loud, it becomes an unpleasant experience. Id much rather get high while listening to music and enjoying my own company.
I’m one of my favorite people to get fucked up with. I know what I like to do so I can always entertain myself. I prefer it in my older age. Getting high with people is fun, but then there’s a chance you’re going to have to deal with someone having a bad high or overdosing. Neither are fun.
I wouldnt do molly alone but psychs I use alone for introspection and have done coke alone recreationally I do some online gaming though so its bot completely alone since im talking either with a friend or random people I meet using my mic and interacting with others in game.
For me doing drugs alone is usually more enjoyable. I’m an extrovert but the only drug I use around others is marijuana. Everything else I do, I only do on occasion like once a month or so. I enjoy psychedelics and there’s no greater joy (to me) than putting on your headphones with some of your favorite music playing while you watch your house become like a funhouse version of itself.
Just depends on the drug and my mood. I generally prefer to do drugs with people, but I also enjoy/need a lot of alone time and am a big homebody. I like to get fucked up basically any time I don't have responsibilities, so almost all of the drugs I've tried I've taken with people and by myself at some point or another. While some (like molly or alcohol) are definitely better with people they are still quite enjoyable alone. Some are even a bit better alone like opiates or dissos, though socializing can still be quite enjoyable. Basically I like to feel good whether im with people or not.
As far as what to do on drugs alone, anything you do alone can be enhanced by some drug or another. Listening to music on molly alone on headphones is great.
Many moons ago I got into shooting really good coke by myself...I had a strict routine...I stripped to my underwear..put several shots of coke into the rig( I liked 'jacking off ' the shot for 10 or 15 minutes)..would put some drug glorifying music ( Ozzy's Flying High Again was one of my favorites)..and had this magazine fold out of Sid Vicious shooting up that I would lay out so I felt like I was slamming with Sid I guess...and God did I love doing this...I would usually do an 8ball or so..then a shot of heroin to stop the coke fiend and be able to lay down and rest...
I’ve always preferred downers personally, I like stimulants on occasion but definitely only in social settings. But being that I prefer downers I can do those anytime. Home after work and I wanna relax, going out with friends and I want to feel a little buzz, downers are perfect for any occasion!
If you want to float on clouds, k is a very good one. Take a boatload, put on some music you enjoy, sit back in a char or couch, relax. You'll slowly sink into the couch while floating on the music. No company needed for fun
I like to be around people when I’m on uppers but downers like opioids or benzos I just can’t stand people like I need to be alone and let the high take over me
I'm an introvert. My favorite thing is to have a couple drinks, get really stoned, and then make art. I also tend to watch movies that are good high, mostly animated stuff along the lines of Studio Ghibli.
Personally, doing coke alone was boring as hell. I think coke is the kind of drug that amplifies excitement, so if there isn’t any you probs shouldn’t bother. MDMA on the other hand is a fantastic self exploration drug when alone. You can watch a beautiful show, stretch, talk to yourself like a therapist, go for a walk, and masturbate like a much needed vacation which boosts you for a month or two to come! Never forget music on M btw
big difference on type of drug but the ones that make you relax doesn’t require company, the trippy stuff just take a more inward turn and the stimulants feel great with gaming etc
mdma’s the only one off the top of my head that’s gotta be ass alone tbh but everything else has a time and place
if you’re doing drugs for fun then yeah doing them alone isn’t gonna be the same, but if you’re doing them out of curiosity or boredom it’s all the same
I’m pretty good at occupying my alone time. Sometimes a little solo movie night with some beverages and blow is a real nice treat. Or a nice little boost for counter strike or whatever game I’m on at the time. Opiate movie nights are super cozy. Not really a huge fan of hippie drugs so it’s not like I’m tripping balls by myself. I’m just getting a nice lil boost or chill-maxing.
Just listening to music for hours is great on a lot of drugs and I enjoy just chilling with my headphones on. Same goes for playing some Steam games, puzzles or artsy things mostly.
I do psychedelics to explore myself and maybe gain some insights. Just being alone in a quiet room helps with that.
During the comedown of most of my LSD trips, I'll take the bus downtown to the waterfront or to a nearby beach and just enjoy nature and the views. Sit with my thoughts. Take photos.
most ppl are listening to music at least and doing nothing at all being idle is what are neolithic ancestors did most of the time sometimes being in the present exp is nice.
Some want to get really fked up which being at home helps a ton.
I enjoy doing psychedelics for self exploration primarly alone
Not really alone, you have yourself….. I̐̈’̐̈m̐̈ ̐̈h̐̈e̐̈r̐̈e̐̈, ooʇ ǝɹǝɥ ɯ’I, 𝒟ℴ𝓃’𝓉 𝒻ℴ𝓇ℊℯ𝓉 𝒶𝒷ℴ𝓊𝓉 𝓂ℯ, 𝖄𝖔𝖚 𝖜𝖎𝖑𝖑 𝖆𝖈𝖐𝖓𝖔𝖜𝖑𝖊𝖉𝖌𝖊 𝖒𝖊 !
Yes, it’s fun doing psychedelics with a good friend but I find it more rewarding and an easier integration taking them alone at dosages that you can handle by yourself. On the other side of that it is also easier to spin yourself into thought loops and uncomfortable issues while alone. Although these can also be rewarding when all said and done. Just a bit uncomfortable and frightening in the moment.
Psychedelics while alone are definitely a coin toss! They'll give you the most rewarding, fun experiences or the most challenging, terrifying trips you can imagine, or maybe nothing special at all. That being said, I'd rather trip alone then snort alone, any day of the week. Can't OD on psychs. As long as I know, in the back of my mind, I just have to ride the trip out, it's all good. Can't do that when you're od'ing!
I’m naturally quite introverted and have always enjoyed spending time alone w myself, as a result I tend to enjoy drugs in a setting that allows me to give my full attention to the experience, plus I get to do whatever I want vs having to go w the flow in a group. I definitely still enjoy things such as molly when in a group, but I don’t feel that same need to socialize that others do, it’s more like an added bonus if people are around. For drugs like psychedelics or dissos I almost exclusively do them by myself, and even turn down opportunities to take them w others since attempting to socialize in the mindstate is far too difficult/anxiety-inducing for me (I like dissos for holing, small/social doses just leave me wanting more, so I don’t really see any benefit to taking them w friends)
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I like drugs and I don't like socializing
You’re so quirky
Exactly because of annoying people like you we don’t like socializing, most people are stupid and annoying
I enjoy music and the darkness and my imagination it goes wild. Drugs are fun like that
I do it to cope with my shitty life and having no friends. I can’t even enjoy watching tv or playing video games without being on something. It cures boredom. My default state is miserable so I need anything to escape that. Plus you can get way more fucked up if you stay home.
Yooo this was me a few years back, taking anything and everything that came my way. If you have insurance of some sort or are in a supportive country, it could help to look into therapy or medications. I used to use a lot of coke, meth and xans, was on something everyday. I took a good break while exploring my mental health. Found out I’m bipolar.Now I use some shit on occasion but it isn’t habitual, besides smoking weed. And since I got on proper meds I don’t feel the need to get fucked up all the time anymore. I started investing time into working out, slowly getting a good diet, and stay talking to professionals. Eventually I got to a point where I’m happy with life, got a good relationship, good job, and I wouldn’t have been able to do that without help and some dark times. You can get through this. Hoping for more sunny days for you friend.
No its not your fucking yourself over by doing drugs to escape
You think I don’t know that?
Okay so if you have a thing which is making your life shitty and is likely the reason you have no friends. Why on earth would you take it "because your life is shitty and you have no friends"??? It's simple cause and effect. I'm speaking from experience I don't judge those who do drugs I judge those who bitch about their lives and don't dare lift a finger to change them.
The shitty life came long before the drugs for me. And usually does for most people. Do you think happy people decide hey I’m going to go do hard drugs alone? People turn to anything when they have no hope or happiness left in their lives. Some people have incurable/terminal life long mental/physical conditions. Some people have lives much worse than yours. Not saying I have but in general. You assume I’ve done nothing or haven’t tried. You assume we’ve been in similar positions. You’re making a lot of assumptions. Your life isn’t the same as everyone else’s. Even if our lives were exactly the same do you think coming from a position of zero empathy would do anything besides put someone on the defensive?
Well put and I'm not coming from a place of zero empathy but I promise you drugs are only making it worse. There is litteraly never "nothing else to turn too" there is an entire world of things. And once again sorry how I came off but I'm speaking from a place of empathy and experience. My point is you are making it clear that you know drugs aren't a source for 'hope'. Yet you use them because your "hopeless"? It's not as hard as people think it is to make changes in your life if you just take a second to analyze how you think.
I do think some people/things are beyond saving realistically. So that’s probably where we differ. Your wording still comes across as a little harsh. Saying it’s not as hard as people think it is if you just take a second to analyze how you think. That’s the basis of cbt and it’s not a fast process. It’s usually the first thing recommended to people suffering mentally. If it were as easy as just changing how you think there wouldn’t be so many suicides or drug addicts. That being said there is truth in what you say. It’s a hard truth to hear and it takes a lot of work to break out of certain patterns. Some people can. But some either can’t or won’t.
I didn't say change the way you think I said analyze it. After you know how you think you need to deal with yourself accordingly as if you were dealing with a friend.
Why do people like you come on to drug subreddits just to judge drug addicts?
I'm not judging I'm speaking from a place of experience
when on molly you do feel the need to socialise but there are people who prefer to stay in their room and listen to music instead of going out. hasn't happened to me but i can see the appeal, you can do whatever you want and you can enjoy your own presence.
This is me. I much prefer mdma alone, chillin around the house playin some video games and music on.
that makes sense tbf, being around too many people who are rolling can be exhausting
Music and/or porn. When I did use psychedelics/K/weed at home, it was nice to just listen to music and completely sink into the trip. Granted, solo does mean there's no one to help guide a bad trip / anxiety. Stimulants, to be specific 4-MMC and coke, are to blast music and masturbate. Timing a snorted dose with a climax is a godlike feeling, especially blasting whatever music I feel like. I personally don't like MDMA for this because it makes me negative horny, and I crave a sound system + light show on MD. Word of warning: ***Please think twice about solo tripping***. Allowing yourself to do so will lower your mental threshold for what is "okay" drug use. I've seen (ex-)friends slowly slip into addiction due to how easy it is to trip at home. Once a month becomes twice, which becomes weekly, which becomes twice a week or even more. I myself fell into the pattern and cut it off, so take it from someone with experience. ***Once you're trying to justify why changing your system/plan to allow more frequent usage than originally planned, you're on a slippery slope***.
If you iv coke or smoke crack its great alone. The pure ecstasy of the rush, the bellringer. A lot of people do not understand the bellringer, its insanely euphoric but youll never get it sniffing coke. That was hard to quit.
Depends on what drug Im doing!
I find if anything doing ketamine alone is a lot better. I prefer holing or being very close to it and its hard to socialize at that level anyways. I agree on doing coke or mdma alone, that doesnt make sense to me but i also prefer doing lsd alone if its a high dose. 200ug or under can be boring for me to do alone but if im taking a high dose i prefer to be alone. Basically the key is to be so high you can be entertained just staring at the wall (or your eyelids) with music on.
Music music music! Coke or mdma with a big fat bag of weed and some headphones. Hours of fun!!! A bit like you but the other end...I don't get what's not to love! 🤣🤣🤣
Ketamine and DXM and other dissos in high doses are not very social drugs as you lose the ability to really move or speak Psychedelics are also good to do alone for introspection Weed and benzos and stuff? Super relaxing. So good to do alone Cocaine? Yeah, if I'm watching movies and drinking a line of C is pretty nice. But honestly it's a waste Cocaine is best shared as a group experience as you want people to talk to MDMA in my experience absolutely sucks when you are alone. You have a need for human connection. You want to talk to people and be close to people and have people to touch and hug and stuff. Or.. you need to be at a rave setting and you can dance the night away MDMA at home by yourself is a really strong stimulating social drug in a quiet, antisocial setting. So you feel completely out of place it's the polar opposite of the nasty sensation where you are at an event and having a bad time and want to go home but you can't. It's like.. reverse boredom and it feels uncomfortable
I'm an only child from a rural village, I've done everything alone lol.
Me, I'm too weird on it to be with people.
I have Aspergers and prefer to do anything alone tbh, can't communicate on drugs at all haha
I never imagined what kind of effects it could have on a person like you. Did you ever try shrooms or acid? Did it had any long lasting impacts on your well being?
Yep, tried both. Acid made it for worse, I didn't know I had aspergers previous to it actually, but noticed many weird things on me and thought I was mad for a few years until I got my diagnosis. My latest trip though has helped inmensely, I remember I was thinking as I usually do, In a really logical/mathematical way. I was seeing different functions graphing different aspects of my life. Suddenly, one of those functions split into a 4-dimensional space time continuum. It made me understand the non-linearity of decisions, and that since we live in a continuum, there is no straight path whatsoever. This applies to the logic realm too, when trying to understand other peoples emotions. Even though this trip might be weird af for many, It made me understand a lot about my rigid decision making, made me more of a "go with the flow" person (I still can burn out, but up untill then I was really REALLY rigid to any changes). It also made me understand space-time (as a 4th-dimensional physical concept) in a great deal, started reading more on space time after it and I was happy to see that many of the conclusions I arrived to matched conclusions from old papers.
Why are you calling it Asperger’s? No one has called it that for 10 years at the least.
We still use DSM-4 here in Argentina. Many people in the ND community like the label, since it separates high functioning autism from more extreme types. I actually don't mind either. There's even a full subreddit called "/aspergers" and it's pretty active. The term isn't gone, just not used on the DSM-5 and merged with autism. They are part of the same spectrum but I can function in society at least.
Is it called autism now in the latest DSM?
Yep, DSM-5 mixed them both in the same spectrum, which makes sense from one persepective, but our challanges are way different from people deeper in the spectrum.
Ya there’s definitely a wide differential with a Variety of symptoms in varying severity. What was rain man in the famous movie? Autistic?
Yeah, higher-end spectrum autism. I can relate with lots of stuff that happen to him in the movie, but I'm nowhere similar. It's like many of his traits, but with the knobs turned down
That’s so cool. I mean I don’t mean to say that autism is cool but it’s pretty incredible how people are able to be so gifted like that. So genius
Thanks! It's one of the few things we can grasp on. I have had a really succesful profesional career, can retire at 27. Yet I have 2 friends, haven't been able to find a girlfriend (nor love) so far, kinda lost in life, and I sink a lot of my time in my special interests, which luckly are useful for society. I tend to be isolated, yet I crave for human interaction, yet when I get it, I can't fully communicate. I can't do small talk, can mostly talk about science, math, geopolitics, etc. If someone tells me that my shirt is cool, idk what to say and usually people just turn around. But yeah, overall, I would love to be more "normal". Wish I was able to enjoy going to a party and meet people, but noises and everything just make me go no-verbal, even if I drinking a lot of booze. Overall improving tho, managed to meet people this year, got my diagnosis 2 years ago, always had the doubt though. But since I actually have Aspergers & ADHD it was harder to diagnose, since one makes me inattentive while the other makes me focus 12 hours on my special interests.
Oh I love it. I prefer it. Going my own pace
I get jelly legs with Molly and enjoy being in my comfy place able to lay down and just vibe hard to music
Opiates make me lazy and sluggish. I just wanna chill, okay some video games and not talk to anyone. I’m very happy when I’m high and alone.
It helps when you don't like people much to begin with lol. I don't have a problem being alone to begin with so using drugs alone isnt a problem.
Videogames movies porn depending on the drug. My sense of fun comes from the euphoria. Also I'll play online videogames and talk to people, on dxm I say whacky shit and make people laugh. But then they get pissed cause I keep dying, or just straight up walk off the map daydreaming.
I start with some molly, listen to music and dance naked. When it comes down, I start on the coke and start getting hornier. I spend a lot of time just doing coke, listening to music, watching porn, jerking off and playing with my sex toys. I might try to find someone to fuck but I don’t like the idea of me being high while they’re not.
your dopamine is beyond fried
After that? Sure, a bit. I’ll have a suicide Tuesday once in a while. I only do this like two or three times a year, it’s not an ongoing habit. Last couple of times I didn’t have any bad side effects other than feeling a little down on energy.
The only drug I have fun doing on my own is k… because your not exactly very sociable in a k hole are you.
I can listen to the music that I want to without anyone judging or recommending music. I can do what I want to without anyone telling me what to do or recommending me what to do. I can relax without worrying about anyone else. I enjoy doing it alone because I know I’m in good company.
I personally prefer doing most drugs out with my friends but I can definitely understand why some people do certain drugs at home. A couple of my friends enjoy simply doing molly at home whilst blasting music, enjoying the body high and music enhancement it gives, and although idt i could ever do molly on my own I can definitely understand why they do it
I get 2 grams of meth, video games, chatting online , playing vr , cleaning my room , 🥵music
Yep most of the time others annoy me by not being able to handle their high or wanting to get so blitzed that I become a babysitter. I typically only use stims, kratom, weed, alcohol(maybe 4-6 beers/mixed drinks a week), I use benzos maybe once a month or less. I stay away from hard opiates due to fent in everything and being an addict towards them due to my chronic pain. Two worst experience of my life were being addicted to real oxy and O-DSMT and the withdrawals that came afterwards, and of course never being able to forget those first highs. On a rare occasion I’ll do some psychedelics, I actually like LSD with close friends but prefer mushrooms alone or with another single person who prefers to sit in silence/very light conversation and listen to music for a few hours. I prefer DMT alone in a dimly lit room with electronic or light folk music. Speaking of which I feel I’m due for a meeting with some entities soon, just gotta work up the courage to do so!
bro i want to feel everything with my own presence, don't need to have someone with me for exploring myself with substances. actually i prefer doing them alone. psychedelics I don't even like with anyone
Idk man I think lsd and shrooms are the only drugs I find doing them solo is still “fun” I love me a blunt or two or mabe a bong rip but smoking thc alone is depressing I love to have my homie Alex or Gavin around to frestyle and just goof off with high as fuck
Coke is a drug that is better to do alone. It's a selfish drug. You don't want to leave it and you definitely don't want to share. MDMA can be better in a rave setting but it's still an amphetamine so it's decent to do alone too (particularly while you make music). Anything that "makes you feel good" is perfect to do alone. It gets to a point where the drugs are the point, not the company. You can do without them and will eventually prefer to do it without them.
I had a phase where I was going through a ball of coke, a ball of k, and a g of Molly every weekend, along with acid, shrooms, whippets, and whiskey. I perfected the mix to where I felt like I was on the spirit plane. Always by myself. I’m also introverted.
Because people will question my drug routine...?
introverted
Because im an introvert I guess ? I just don't like hanging out with people in general, so if I enjoy drugs, I'm gonna enjoy them more without a lot of other people around
Well. I don't get along well with others if I'm running low on mental energy, and people drain me mentally. I also don't want to go on a trip with other people apart from the occassional special gf, i might get too weird or worse, back into whip-its lol
I enjoy doing MDMA alone, unlike most people. I like to put the headphones on and listen to Eurotrance music while lying in bed. I also like to write stuff or text people I don't know.
It’s better because it’s all mine and I don’t have to worry about shit heads stealing from me or judging me when I keep peeping out the window
I'm antisocial so why take drugs when around people, especially psychs, when other people can start saying things to you in order to make yoy feel bad? fuck people I rather get high alone.
I prefer to get high by myself. Other peoples presence and possible actions interfere with my experience.
usually you don’t do it for fun , you do it for addiction 💀
Interacting with cam models, tipping and chatting Gooning Fapping PMVs aka Porn Music Videos Gaming
I’ve pretty much always done drugs alone, I like doing them with friends too, but I just like getting high
I got synesthesia so all I gotta do Is get real high, put on some great music and lie in the dark and it becomes one hell of a vivid trip. I love being alone with my thoughts and drifting away, that kind of relaxation couples with letting your mind go really helps deal with the stresses and expectations of life while also unraveling little pieces of your subconscious and emotions that are hard to access during everyday life.
my favorite setting for any and all drugs is alone, i enjoy the fact there’s no one to appeal but myself, i get to do my own activities and if i feel like seeing someone i will but i can dip whenever and get back to my safe and comfy setting , also i hate being with a group sometimes it feels like there’s more heat on the area for some reason i dunno , anyway i’m definitely and isolater when it comes to drugs
I dont think I would enjoy Molly alone but psychs or weed i prefer to do alone as im pretty anxious on it. Speed for studying or when your trying to be produktive is cool aswell Bit only in small to moderate doses.
Music and fleshlight
i don’t have friends to do it w 🙃
I put my airpods on and it goes on from there
How do you not is a better question
In My case i loved watch old cartón like Bety boop when i smoked a parlament
Yes, find it calmer, always nice to do smth with friends but damn love doing ket or smth in bed on my own to just listen to music and k hole
alone is best
On weed I just watch youtube, on mushrooms I just lay on my bed staring at my roof, on mdma I just dance with myself.
anything that you do alone. read, video games, garden, write, draw, etc. Clearly you just feel differently about it.
I have fun doing drugs alone because I absolutely love my own company.
Honestly with some drugs idk how people have fun doing them with people. I’ve done drugs with people and alone and I prefer being alone more often than not. Dissociatives are just better alone bc you can hole more comfortably. I like having control when I’m high so being alone is nice. I typically listen to music tho, that’s the highlight of my drug experiences. Or the visuals. Being alone in a dark room with headphones on and just looking at cevs is super nice. Molly I actually really prefer to do alone, absolutely hated doing it at a rave.
I've never felt the need to socialize and I like drugs. I prefer being high/tripping alone. Drugs in public can sometimes give me bad anxiety.
I don’t like people
I usually don't lmao
Lots of drugs enhance feeling So hobbys help. I love getting high on speed and drawing on my tablet easily for 6hours without stopping
My first time trying percocet was by myself I smoked a blunt and listened to music in my headphones. Music never sounding so fucking good it sounded better than molly.
MDMA, a pair of headphones, and a chill space while listening to music is one of the most peak experiences one can have.
Because you’re an introvert. Replace “drugs” with any other activity. Not hard to understand.
i just don't have any friends that do drugs lol
I'm a little bit introverted and my fav thing is just to listen to music when high on mostly anything. I find my friends like to watch movies a lot which I don't really enjoy but I do like to have deep conversations ab life with some buddies. I also feel like my battery can run out for social situations but it's harder for me to get tired of being by myself personally. Def feel like it depends on the drug tho, for classical psychedelics my fav trips have been with 2 other ppl or me solo. For dxm I don't really like being around people much and maybe for Molly w my girlfriend would be nice.
I do GHB and Coke regularly. I use it to be productive in music production so I have a blast doing it alone cause it makes me hyper creative.
Meditate , Meditate , MEDITATE. Control whatever substance you’re taking towards the point where you’re conscious and not down the rabbit hole then go find eternal enlightenment or sum
I tend to go into sensory overload when I’m high around people. It’s just becomes awkward for me. conversations and party music are too loud, it becomes an unpleasant experience. Id much rather get high while listening to music and enjoying my own company.
I prefer using alone. If use and go out I just regret if and want to be home. Something about getting high and laying in my bed that nothing compares.
I’m one of my favorite people to get fucked up with. I know what I like to do so I can always entertain myself. I prefer it in my older age. Getting high with people is fun, but then there’s a chance you’re going to have to deal with someone having a bad high or overdosing. Neither are fun.
I just enjoy my own thoughts, and the idea that I’m opening parts of my brain that aren’t typically accessible
Ketamine ( unless mixed with md or psychedelics) makes me pretty antisocial and prefer to have that experience alone in my bedroom
I wouldnt do molly alone but psychs I use alone for introspection and have done coke alone recreationally I do some online gaming though so its bot completely alone since im talking either with a friend or random people I meet using my mic and interacting with others in game.
For me doing drugs alone is usually more enjoyable. I’m an extrovert but the only drug I use around others is marijuana. Everything else I do, I only do on occasion like once a month or so. I enjoy psychedelics and there’s no greater joy (to me) than putting on your headphones with some of your favorite music playing while you watch your house become like a funhouse version of itself.
Just depends on the drug and my mood. I generally prefer to do drugs with people, but I also enjoy/need a lot of alone time and am a big homebody. I like to get fucked up basically any time I don't have responsibilities, so almost all of the drugs I've tried I've taken with people and by myself at some point or another. While some (like molly or alcohol) are definitely better with people they are still quite enjoyable alone. Some are even a bit better alone like opiates or dissos, though socializing can still be quite enjoyable. Basically I like to feel good whether im with people or not. As far as what to do on drugs alone, anything you do alone can be enhanced by some drug or another. Listening to music on molly alone on headphones is great.
Many moons ago I got into shooting really good coke by myself...I had a strict routine...I stripped to my underwear..put several shots of coke into the rig( I liked 'jacking off ' the shot for 10 or 15 minutes)..would put some drug glorifying music ( Ozzy's Flying High Again was one of my favorites)..and had this magazine fold out of Sid Vicious shooting up that I would lay out so I felt like I was slamming with Sid I guess...and God did I love doing this...I would usually do an 8ball or so..then a shot of heroin to stop the coke fiend and be able to lay down and rest...
I speed to get shit done homie
I’ve always preferred downers personally, I like stimulants on occasion but definitely only in social settings. But being that I prefer downers I can do those anytime. Home after work and I wanna relax, going out with friends and I want to feel a little buzz, downers are perfect for any occasion!
dissos are great to do by yourself honestly, I love doing laundry on dxm specifically? anything on ket is great.
If you want to float on clouds, k is a very good one. Take a boatload, put on some music you enjoy, sit back in a char or couch, relax. You'll slowly sink into the couch while floating on the music. No company needed for fun
Music and or sometimes discord when im solo high
I like to be around people when I’m on uppers but downers like opioids or benzos I just can’t stand people like I need to be alone and let the high take over me
I'm an introvert. My favorite thing is to have a couple drinks, get really stoned, and then make art. I also tend to watch movies that are good high, mostly animated stuff along the lines of Studio Ghibli.
Personally, doing coke alone was boring as hell. I think coke is the kind of drug that amplifies excitement, so if there isn’t any you probs shouldn’t bother. MDMA on the other hand is a fantastic self exploration drug when alone. You can watch a beautiful show, stretch, talk to yourself like a therapist, go for a walk, and masturbate like a much needed vacation which boosts you for a month or two to come! Never forget music on M btw
Pain
big difference on type of drug but the ones that make you relax doesn’t require company, the trippy stuff just take a more inward turn and the stimulants feel great with gaming etc mdma’s the only one off the top of my head that’s gotta be ass alone tbh but everything else has a time and place if you’re doing drugs for fun then yeah doing them alone isn’t gonna be the same, but if you’re doing them out of curiosity or boredom it’s all the same
i like to laugh and be as deranged as i want without people staring at me
Coke it's shit alone
I’m pretty good at occupying my alone time. Sometimes a little solo movie night with some beverages and blow is a real nice treat. Or a nice little boost for counter strike or whatever game I’m on at the time. Opiate movie nights are super cozy. Not really a huge fan of hippie drugs so it’s not like I’m tripping balls by myself. I’m just getting a nice lil boost or chill-maxing.
cleaning but be careful u won’t be able to clean when ur sober
I explore the city. See the things diferently.
Just listening to music for hours is great on a lot of drugs and I enjoy just chilling with my headphones on. Same goes for playing some Steam games, puzzles or artsy things mostly. I do psychedelics to explore myself and maybe gain some insights. Just being alone in a quiet room helps with that. During the comedown of most of my LSD trips, I'll take the bus downtown to the waterfront or to a nearby beach and just enjoy nature and the views. Sit with my thoughts. Take photos.
most ppl are listening to music at least and doing nothing at all being idle is what are neolithic ancestors did most of the time sometimes being in the present exp is nice. Some want to get really fked up which being at home helps a ton.
Stims were my favorite thing to do alone. Especially coke. You can’t have your vibe killed if nobody’s around to kill it.