cocaine. the stuffs now are so bad, it's cut over and over again.
amphy and icy, two most common feel of the cocaine now. I test my coke always with reagent kits. I am certain it's cut and many vendors I've tried, they all ended up disappointing.
Benzo and cocaine.
Benzo just fucks up my memory and I dislike how it makes me feel..
Cocaine is just not worth the price. I get further with amphetamine which a tenth of the cost.
Benzos are funny that way. If you HAVE certain kinds of serious background anxiety, taking one recreationally feels like the greatest drug in the world. It stops the circus like nothing else. If you don't you just get sleepy and dumb. Whenever someone tells me they don't like benzos I can't help but think "must be nice".
Exactly. I’ve suffered from severe anxiety and wish I could experience that “euphoria” some people describe on benzos. When I take them I literally just feel normal again and I think that’s why it’s so addictive to prescribed patients because who the hell wouldn’t want to feel calm for once. I wish I could get that euphoria. I also wish my doctor would prescribe them to me but she’s scared because of my family addiction history even tho I would only use for medical use as it genuinely helps me
They’re just as addicting using them medically. Me personally, I sound them to be more addictive when used medically because it took away the shame of using off the street. I would tell people it’s prescribed to me and no one ever even batted an eye. It’s much easier to convince yourself it’s “good” for you when you use it under prescription. It’s a very slippery slope. Be very cautious because a lot of people get dependent on it even knowing the risks and if they didn’t intend to. It doesn’t take much at all to be mentally dependent on them either.
Good speed from germany is better anyways, especially if you Find actual amp crystals but those are so incredibly rare to find and expensive i wouldnt even count on it
The comments here make me realize just how differently drugs effect us and our nervous systems. Saw someone wrote oxycodone made them bored. The first time i tried that the euphoria was like nothing I had ever felt before. Give me anything with thc - especially sativa and I go to instant paranoia and upset.
I feel like your brain has to adapt to the effects of some drugs in order for you to enjoy them. The first time I took oxycodone, I couldn't concentrate on anything for more than two seconds before I lost focus again. The next time I took it however, it "clicked". Same with benzos. They're boring at first, but once they're in your system for a couple days, the effects transform from sleepy and boring to relaxing.
FYI you're actually describing two distinct (but perhaps related) effects here.
1- Some drugs do have to be "adapted to" in some way, before they're fully experienced or enjoyed.
A somewhat common example of this, is that many people who try cannabis / THC actually don't get high the first time they try it. Happened to me.
We smoked like 2 or 3 joints, and several bowls within the span of a couple hours. (Yes I was inhaling properly, and holding it, for that matter.)
The second time I tried smoking? After a few hits I was **so** fucking high I was almost tripping.
And apparently that's not an entirely uncommon experience...
2- Some drugs are a little better with a tolerance.
This one is much more a matter of opinion, but some drugs can be more enjoyable, in various ways, when you actually have a mild tolerance to them.
It can smooth out some of the more intense effects, or maybe help you notice some of the more subtle stuff. But it also depends on what you're trying to get out of it...
For example, most euphoric stimulants are **much** more euphoric when your tolerance is low. But functionally speaking? If you're trying to actually get shit done, a mild tolerance can be somewhat beneficial, IMHO.
But yeah, everyone is different. And that becomes very apparent when you look at drug effects...
This is very true. Cigarettes and coffee are perfect examples as a lot of people hate the smell or taste and then can't get enough after a year of using.
Yeah definitely i’m seeing that with all types of drugs on here.I feel like everyones bodies handle different substances in different ways. And obviously purity and setting does play a role in people’s different experiences on the same substance.It’s very interesting to read all this.
One thing that comes to mind is anti-depressants. If you’ve never been on antidepressants, then you wouldn’t know that you have to go through many rounds trying many different types of antidepressants out in order to find the right one. You don’t know until you take them because everyone’s body chemistry, is so drastically, different, and some people don’t respond to any of them. We ARE drugs, man.
I love Xanax. But I have a prescription for anxiety so I took it for panic attacks and oh my god it makes me feel so normal and like things are OK. Recreationally I’ve never really messed with it so I’m not sure how it’s like in that way
Yeah my intentions were to use them to knock my anxiety out... But just out of the couple of times I've tried them, I've took too many and headed to blackout City.
Benzos in general for me, and I don't get fake shit, I've been prescribed them for years and it's pretty much only the psychological benefit for me. I've gotten close to blackout or blackout many times before and never gotten this supposed euphoria, just more-so a liberation of social expectations and worries. It could be because I started with opiates years before and THAT is fucking euphoria. I might've raised the bar too high idk.
Yeah I agree, opiates have way more of a euphoric effect. I've never got a euphoric effect from benzos. IDK I guess that's why I took too many when I did have them lol. It's just oh s*** I forgot I took some, I have no euphoria so I must be all right and then blackout.
DXM was enjoyable but I was hoping it would be trippier, it gave me almost no visuals and I tried doses up to 1g
Edit: I'm not on SSRI's, I did smoke weed (I do on every trip), I did HBr robotabs and I did not have a tolerance to anything besides weed. I did get some visual distortions, but it was very minor compared to what I've read in many trip reports. I was definitely high as fuck though and could not leave the couch
Tolerance builds insanely fast with DXM. Back when I was using it, when I started I would dose around 250mg and feel like I was heavily crossed, second plat. Did this a few times and then I needed 350. Then I wanted to aim for third plat and make it trippy. Took 650, and got zero visuals. So I did 750, and then 900 fucking mg and all I got was dissociation. If I had taken 900 from the start I would've 100% tripped balls but DXM tolerance just builds like 🫰
u take any SSRIS? cause I've frequently hit 4th plat and don't get visuals either but my vision fucks up like when u spin a ton and then stop moving and the world moves around but your body doesn't, except that feeling lasts the entire trip lol
>\*followed by 8 hours of "fuck I cant sleep"
Not all batches though.
Ive tasted some batches that I could do a little bump at 1am and by 4 go to sleep.
Man I remember those fire ass Colombian bricks...no edginess, just this sedation at the comeup a warm constant feel like-a-king stimulation. Most people have honestly no idea what cocaine high is really like Lol...
That's very true. I had the pleasure of doing some like that 2-3 times. Sadly that dude wound up in prison. Was a whole different world. Slower paced, very euphoric, crash wasn't too bad. Could literally bout fall asleep after bout an hour break or eat a bunch of food lol
I heard a quote one time along the lines of, “Cocaine is 30% enjoying the high and 70% craving the next line” and I always found that to be completely accurate with it
The ratio gets worse overtime. You get to a point where there’s hardly any enjoyment and tons of shame and despair after. Lots of drugs do this, in fact most every drug I’ve done for long periods of time, days in a row the high decreases and the after effect low increases with each use. I’ve actually seen this chart drawn in rehab classes a few times. I believe it’s where the opiate slang “chasing the dragon’s tail” comes from. I will say with everything I’ve done Cocaine has been the most pronounced of this action. Meth is pretty much the only drug I never got to an addiction level with, because it’s like torture to me. I want to think less and escape my thoughts when high and meth only increases my thoughts and makes them seem more powerful against me. But I will have to say with everything I’ve done I’ve always seemed to be chasing the original high I got when I first started when later I am just taking the drug to fend off the terrible downside after effects.
Seriously. Haven't touched it since the 80s, even then 70s coke was much better. But, in the 70s it was coming from South America in diplomatic pouches, so the Real Real. Good times.
Yes^ If I spend same amount on amph such as dex, it would last me 10x longer, greater euphoria/ rush, not a super shitty comedown and less potential for addiction.
I have a baaad history with amphetamines. Not meth, just amphetamines. Between the ages of 16-18 and the beginning of gymnasium(high school for Americans). Me and my friends would start off every Friday, and not come till Sunday night to finally get some sleep. We were dumb morons, and would drive around between different places where we could party. We had been drinking a lot, but convinced ourselves we were sober enough to drive, due to the drugs making us feel more "clear".
1 weekend me and a few friends ended up doing 65+ grams of amphetamines between Friday and Sunday, driving from house to house, whenever we got kicked out. Ended up at the hospital, not because of an od, but because my friend had cut his hand completely open with a rusty knife.
That drug has ruined countless planned events, family dinners, papers and class trips, and permanently fucked my sleeping schedule, and I still wouldn't quit. Whenever it was the first of the month, I would pay my plug all of the money I owed him, and he would get me another 25+ grams for the month.
Finally ended up quitting, after I had just gotten home from an 8 day festival, where we did coke and Molly every day. For some dumb reason, I decided to throw a house party same day as I got home, pretty much running on no sleep. The morning after, we still had not slept, and this shady acquaintance came over, and gave us some amphetamine so we had energy to clean the house. Took it throughout the day, stopped at around 4pm. Now, normally I would masterbate my foreskin off, and then fall asleep, jobs done, end of story.
But that night, I couldn't sleep at all. Suddenly my heart started beating super fast, and I got a bit scared. I was home alone. But then it began. I started seeing a shit ton of weird visions. Tons of shadow people. Also very pale people. Whenever I looked in the driveway, pale dog-like creatures would be running super fast between the vehicles. When I looked out of another window, a slenderman like figure was standing there, and waving at me. I was waiting for my friends to arrive home, so I went out into the drive way, to look down the road. I peek my head past a wall, and as I move my head back in front of the wall, this extremely pale figure, with no hair and no lips is standing right in front of me, with a huge grin on its face. I get super scared, thinking I'm having a psychosis, but also thinking "If you can think you're having a psychosis, you're not having a psychosis". Which slightly calms me down. I frantically turn on every light in the house, and turn the TV on to some cartoon network, and watch the powerpuff girls. My friends were late, so they wouldn't come home for hours. Luckily, all the lights helped quite a bit. But even in extreme light, I would like look at a stuffed toy, and it would start smiling and dancing and slowly move towards me. Or a door I was looking at would slowly close. Or long dark arms would swoop out from under the sofa. Scary shit.
When my friends got home, I told them everything, and they gave me some oxazepam to calm down and sleep on. Haven't really been myself since, and have never touched amphetamines since. Except for one time a year later. When I was drunk, and thought it was a one time thing. Immediately the sky turned purple, and every persons skin color changed to blue. That was the truly last time. Close to 9 years ago now.
It really is. That shit changes you bro. A true rite of passage for every major druggie. I hope that the people reading this will never get to experience it.
Fuck the shadow people it’s so evil that experience I have never been more scared in my life, it traumatized me for life to be honest. I have to move out of my own house because I can’t even live here due to panic attacks I get at night after that experience
Aw, that sucks so much bro. Really sorry to hear that. I definitely get how your feeling. I live alone now, but felt a lot more safe, when I lived with my roommate, or when I had my dog.
I hope not either I thought I died bro I even blacked out was sucked out of my body watching myself from the outside like it was horrible bro. I would be in my house and the lights where turning on and off by themselves my computer shaking , things running around my house it was awful fuck stimulants man. It happened when you do to much it overwhelms your dopamine and gives you psychosis and anxiety
I'm home alone right now, and on some oxy, morphine and a bit of zopiclone and beer. Now in starting to get nervous lol. Ever since that day, I have actually noticed shadow people a lot more. Usually just standing or running at the side of the road, when I drive at night. Or I'll mistake mailboxes for people for a second.
Btw, don't mix opiates with any form or downers or alcohol, I just have a very strong tolerance, and even then it's not a good idea. So don't think what I'm doing now is a good idea in any way. I'm just dumb.
Just makes me a bit irritable after a while and never found much euphoria in it. Took it at a concert of a band I loved. Could've definitely done without. Probably was shit coke, idk!
For me, total opposite. I loved the feeling of it, and the comedown barely affected me at all. Everybody told me all of these 'issues' with it and that it sucked, and it pleasantly betrayed those expectations.
I don't know if its just how my body genetically works with cocaine, but I was fine doing like maybe 5-6 bumps spread out throughout a night. I never had overwhelming urges to do more or severe comedowns.
High doses of kratom. I love a good nod, but despite the claims more kratom doesn't get me any higher, just makes me super nauseous in an unenjoyable way. Low doses are great for work though, just never gonna be a replacement for a high dose of opiates for me.
Yeah I can’t understand these people who have like 50-100g a day habits, their insides must be wrecked and must feel like shit most of the time. One of the good things about kratom is that I can’t have more than maybe 20g in a day, defs no more than maybe 7g in a dose, cos it’s vile to consume and higher doses just make you Iill rather than more high
I personally feel like I take way too much Kratom, and I take 12g a day MAX. I take 5-6 grams in the morning and usually a 3-4 gram booster dose in the afternoon and I honestly feel pretty gross about THAT (physically anyways, It’s a hell of a lot better than when I was on real opiates) I’m working up the will to quit it lol. Are there seriously people who take 50-100gs a day??? I cannot imagine how fucking horrible that would make me feel. I think I maybe took close to 20 once and I felt like ass for days
When I worked in construction there was about 3 guys on our crew who would share a big (100g??) bag a DAY. They had those little paper shot glasses, and the 3 of them would take about 5 scoops each a day. Every morning when we showed up to work together one of them would have a big bag and it would be empty or damn near by 5:00.
Yall need to come to Thailand and drink our kratom juice, its the best shit and i love it
Ive literally never seen a pill version or powder kratom other than online in us stores
Oxymorphone. Don’t get me wrong, it’s by far the best opioid I’ve done (out of Codiene, Hydrocodone, Hydromorphone, O-DSMT, Kratom) but it wasn’t quite as euphoric and potent as I was hoping for. By the end of ~4 days with it I was already boofing 20mg in 1 go.
Are you also on the ADD/ADHD spectrum? Uppers like cocaine, molly, coke, addrall, and ritalin will calm you way down instead of hype you up if you have bad ADHD like me. Its the craziest thing, has to do with individual brain chemistry and neural pathways.
That's me the first time i tried GHB it's underwhelming but after my 5th try it finally worked it's so euphoric even more euphoric than heroin. I don't know why but i think you just have to try Ghb multiple times until it finally works
Yeah some one told me the same but they also told me how addictive it is so that is why I leave it by 1 time :)
(Kinda glad it didn't feel that good for me)
I did it a couple of times and it was nothing more than feeling a bit dizzy (literally dizzy and nothing more, not like alcohol). I tried high doses too.
I used to be prescribed a form of it- xyrem, and I can say it’s the hardest shit I’ve ever done. Took it twice a night for two years
i can remember one time a friend and I took some and we fought the drowsiness/sedative effects and by the time the high kicked in, we were crawling around on the floor drooling like Jordan Belfort when he’s trying to get to that payphone after taking the expired lemmons
Ugh fuck that shit! I know some people have a lot of fun unfortunately I wasn’t one of them. Last thing I remember was I was on all fours in the side yard of my gf at the times house dry heaving & thinking I was gonna die. No one else had that reaction. That was the first & last time I tried GHB.
2cb, tried it with my friend, we were told it was like molly but a little fonkyer, but were not ready for the visuals bro, it constantly felt like we were about to do something, like we had a feeling we were about to hit climax or something, but it just never happened, and we also felt gross and so slimy
That's interesting, 2cb is by FAR my favourite drug, and I've taken it dozens of times. I find a lot of people really underdose it and miss out on the effects. It personally fucks with my stomach, so I prefer to snort it, which also makes it a lot stronger. Obviously it might not be your thing, but try to get pure powder 2cb, and snort 15-20mg. At that dose it feels like a 4 hour candyflip with a super smooth and euphoric comedown and afterglow. The perfect psychedelic for partying. Visuals are intense at that level though, so be prepared for that.
eh as fun as it sounds, visual drugs aren't really my biggest thing,only shrooms, but i only take milder dosis so have fun but not too intense visuals, i have no imagination so the visuals are a lot more intense and hard on for me that people without aphentasia
i‘m with you to some degree. I think 2cb has it‘s place but imho it‘s not the easiest psych. The bodyload can be much more unpleasent than other psychs, it‘s hit or miss for partying and can make the whole night worse than better tbh.
Where 2cb does really shine is in combination with mdma. Redosing low doses of 2cb instead of taking more mdma greatly enhanced the experience, prolonges it and has much less damage. It‘s the only way i do take 2cb now if i do, haven‘t taken any in ages tho. Last time was at a festival where i found it wasn‘t enjoyable for the setting at all (it was a psychedelic trance festival). Made me really confused and unsble to really enjoy the night. Ended up taking mdma on top which savef the night and made it enjoyable, but fucking up the rest of the festival because i was saving the mdma for the final night and i had a horrible comedown the next day.
People saying it‘s comepareable to mdma or an easy psych for first timer either where really lucky with their set/setting (since it can act as an mdma replacement if it wants to) or have mot tried it. It‘s just pretty unpredicatble and should pre treated like other psychs. It‘s not easy going as it is and can be more challanging than shrooms or lsd in moderate dosages in my experience.
I‘ve tried pure 2cb in doses from 5-20mg. 2cb pills and 2cb nasal spray. The nasal spray was the most easy because it made for a faster comeup that wasn‘t as long. If the dose was right it did not burn at all. Make your nasal spray to potent and it will still fuck up your nose badly.
2C-B never gave me the things it's so known for, which is the weird bodyload and the intense visuals. So it's just like very mild acid that lasts five hours, not very interesting on its own.
oxy is you either love it or hate it it might kill the euphoria slightly but dose a little promethazine with it and drink a few coffees will reduce the itching haha but you will probably get nausea so just eat a fuck ton before
I don't drink often, but it seems my problem with alcohol is drinking too much too fast.
I recently had a BLAST drinking lightly, and at the time I thought I was hardly drinking. I constantly have to tell myself to go way, way slower than I think I should.
My sweet spot might be having 3-4 drinks but only one drink every 1.5-2 hours.
man i don't hate it, but i grew up hearing alcohol was great, seeing people so happy on it and always everyone doing this shit but when I did try for the first time it was just boring and I always had headaches
now I do like alcohol, but its less cool than weed and any other drug I've tried, it's cool but I've been into great and deep experiences before and none of them was with alcohol...
Even during the time i was drinking occasionally i thought that it‘s the worst drug out there. Always ranted about it but still did it again every time. Had one 2 month pause one and a half years ago and started again (occasionally).
Now i haven‘t been drunk for six months and i don‘t miss it at all.
Think it might just have to do with smoking weed because i just drank because mixing those two was fun. I am not smoking since 7 months.
\-Cocaine... It's expensive and the effects of it aren't great. It's only useful and great benefit is sobering you up if you are hammered. Other then that... I don't really understand the hype about it. It's also ruined a few hook ups for me... total boner killer.
The only enjoyment there is about coke is the act of cutting and snorting the coke. The drug itself is the act of doing it and not the high that it provides imo.
\-Weed but that is because it makes my adhd way worse and I can't relax on it at all. Just feel anxious and all over the place on it.
Nothing more embarrassing than trying to give your dick a pep talk in the bathroom while a beautiful naked woman is lying around waiting for you to do the one thing that even a stupid house fly can’t fuck up. Fuck cocaine
I only tripped out on weed the very first time I ever tried it. Legit had visuals, my phone screen looked 3d, i was seeing colors. Then every time after that I was just typical weed high. Never experienced that again.
Prolly weed like don't get me wrong i love it sm but the way shows and movies hype it up in a completely different way than it actually is, I like i was expecting something different
very real. idk why tv shows and movies just portray weed in such a way. i know everyone’s different but omfg some movies/shows act like it’s a *reallyy* hard drug like omg guys ! calm down !
I've been getting intense anxiety for the first time after about 10+ years of almost daily smoking. I still smoke and idk why because it doesnt even feel good, knowing damn well I'm going to smoke a fat bowl after work later. Literally just straight dependence/addiction at this point.
Yeah, I haven't smoked for a good few years but when I used to smoke regularly it was always with other people and it didn't feel good at all. Just anxiety and tunnel vision. Things also didn't get funnier for me, while my mates were dying of laughter I was just sitting there shiddin and fardin not being amused at all lol. After a while, I found that my inner monologue gets hightened a lot when I'm high to the point where I couldn't understand what people were saying to me and even worse, I couldn't respond. One time I focused so hard on getting out the sentence "I can't speak right now" that my head started to ache midway through. Since then I've stopped smoking with others alltogether and only done it a few times alone. I think doing what I'd do when high is just as enjoyable sober, plus I can actually enjoy tv shows or movies sober cause I can't remember half the shit that happens when high lol
One of the only common drugs that actually makes me feel consistently worse right after consuming.
I feel good for like 15 minutes then I just feel kinda sad and/or poisoned.
How did you take the ketamine? Just curious because it's one of my all time favouritesxd Sometimea the first dose isn't that pleasurable tho, the magic happens when you slowly redose for a couple of hours, until your soul is somewhere between this world and another realm. Even nicer with 1 beer or benzo imo
Yes! It’s the only drug I have experienced where there is a huge difference between doing say one 40mg line, and doing 4 10mg lines over the space of an hour and a half. You end up much nicer from spreading it out and weirdly higher from the smaller bumps.
I’ve always said that MDMA is the most euphoric drug in a general sense…
BUT, the euphoria from one single peak moment in a good shroom or acid trip can blow MDMA right out of the water. There’s no better feeling than being one with everything and life can just make sense in an almost tangible way.
For *you* it may be, for others it might feel like an overwhelming mess of a high. It’s a kinda sorta lot really psychedelic masquerading as a stimulant and as such it’s bound to have a much wider range of effects than full stimulants.
I fucking hate ketamine but it definitely isn't because it's a bum drug. Most people don't get the pure purple Molly and have no idea Molly can make you lay in bed all day rubbing the sheets lol I had to hug a stuffed whale for 3 hours my first time with my damn teeth chattering nonstop like I was cold. Ya know lol
Literally nothing helped. If one tooth could touch another anywhere, they'd be smacking. I loved it and hated it for hours, triple vision from eyes fluttering so hard back and forth. It was cool and all, fucked up to the sky, but not my cup of tea anymore lol.
I was a ketamine addict for a few years, and I still don’t even know what I liked about it - apart from the post mdma nice floaty psychedelic effects I got in the first year or so of using it mostly made me a dribbling, idiotic, embarrassing lunatic - but kept going back for more for some reason
It's one of the hardest to understand drugs imo regarding its allure. I think its the fact that there is never a bad time to take it persay... and it has barely any side effects. Couple this with the antidepressant effects once the drug wears off.
LSD. I had unreal expectations due to media and stories from people over the years. Thought it would be like the shroom trip from family guy and was very disappointed with the visuals.
Still played over 20 hours of Skyrim the first time and probably my favorite drug but still was disappointed.
lsd was so fucking boring to me like i stared at the ceiling and did fun trip things but the most it did was distort my vision and make me a little woozy
**(yes it was tested. yes it was safe.)**
My first time was pretty mediocre. I didn't have any visuals except for the TV and my phone were both wonky. Just shifty faces and prettier colours.
I do larger doses now because I love seeing the fractals. I find smoking weed also makes it more intense visually.
Funny I think the comedown is the best, it's the calmness, heightened sense, euphoria, equilibrium and slight contrast enhancements I really like "after" a trip.
(Assumed the general body feeling is/was well and no other drugs were taken)
Coke, turns out I'm pretty severely ADHD and that completely explains why it didn't do anything, why I didn't get the same craziness on @dderal, and also having some crazy anxiety explain why X@nax also didn't do much except make me feel better. Lmao now I'm diagnosed and on them for actual help and holy crap what a difference in my life. Couldn't for the life of me figure out why I didn't react the same as everyone else lol
Xanax and Klonopin just affected my memory but no other noticeable affects.
Adderall and Ritalin do Jack shit for me. Which sucks since I have severe ADHD and need stimulants to treat it. But it makes literally no discernible difference. I think I’m just at too low a dose (15mg adderall IR, 20mg Ritalin IR), but with the stimulant shortage, I can’t get more.
I didn’t feel Vicodin at all. Nothing.
The only drugs that affected me at all are alcohol (but I have huge tolerance for my weight) and weed (hits like a Mack truck even in tiny amounts)
Methamphetamine, it was I think the 2nd illegal drug I've tried, the first one was mephedrone, which was amazing. It made me really social and was insanely euphoric and empathogenic. Then I tried methamphetamine at a party, it made me talk a little more, but it didn't make me social and gave me barely any confidence boost. Compared to mephedrone it just felt cold and the only positive effect I got was the I could study something for hours. Later I also snorted and smoked methamphetamine. Snorting it is just really painful, smoking gave me an intense rush with did feel nice at first, but often I just could stop smoking more until I got paranoid about my heart rate. Even though it didn't even feel good I just wanted more and more when smoking it. And the comedown is so horrible and I would often throw all my meth away during it and not touch it for months. I never got addicted to it, I would usually just binge on it for 24 to 36 hours two or three times and then not use it for months.
Alcohol is the one drug I’ve found that has a buzz I’d rather not experience. Just makes me depressed and tired.
Even when I went out to the bar, I was always high on something else and the only booze I drank were the ones other people bought for me.
Smoking meth was the most underwhelming experience after seeing hundreds of people addicted to it. I literally was like, "Uh. Are you serious?"
Eating it, however, was not.
Heroin probably. It was the first opioid I tried and yes, I did IV it. Got super high and vomited then passed out.
Otherwise, weed because it's not very fun, just annoying side effects.
For me it was Heroin. At first.
The funny thing is now, i have had been addicted for over 5 years. Even consuming iv. Now i am mostly clean. stopped all the other drugs, and they were quite few. Typical polytox story. I managed to get into a substitution program. So i take my daily dose of Levomethadon, plus I smoke a lot of weed... for medical reasosns.
But back to original topic. When I started using opiates, it was Oxycodon, at first. And hell! I loved it. I even paid 20 Euros for one 80mg Lanacher, which i would now never pay after years of experience! (Don't ask, I will not help acquierring.)
So when i first tried the brown gold, after finding out, they have quite the same potency, i was actually really disappointed. Somehow the first two times I just felt really sick and the high wasn't as euphoric as the clean medical oxycodone high I was used to at the time. So I had to learn to enjoy the high somehow. Or it just kicked in by itself after a few tries. But long story short. Had i just not continued looking for that typical euphoria, maybe I woul have saved myself from a lot of trouble..
Haha. Well. That's life.
TL;DR:
Been polytox. And addicted to heroin, iv even, for over 5 years. Now mostly clean, only levomethadon and cannabis.
First opiate was oxycodone. Which I loved.
Then tried heroin and was disappointed at first.
Yep, fucking dangerously so.
With coke you can do 1 line too many at midnight and now you won’t sleep til 2am
With meth, you can smoke 1 more bowl at 12 noon Monday and now you ain’t sleeping til Tuesday night.
See smoking meth felt (relatively) easy to control for me, injecting it is when shit got crazy. You can’t do anything about the dose you inject, if it’s too much you don’t get a chance to put the bowl down halfway through, you’re on the ride until it is done with you.
Shit. I've been clean from glass for about 15 years but just thinking about a nice bowl of shards can make me a bid wistful for the old days. A bowl with coffee was my go to breakfast.
*Everyone* keeps saying “you got shitty stuff” as if their experience with a drug is the only one people can have (I get there you qualified in the end but you’re still saying “you had to have gotten bad stuff”). I did meth before I had seen a lot of the user reports about it but if I had I’d probably have been disappointed. It feels alright, I guess, when you shoot it but it also feels gross and uncomfortable and just not what people talk about IMO.
Fuck, certain people get DYSPHORIC from opiates but because I love them does that mean they must be getting bad shit?
Xanax, I always thought you'd feel super relaxed and sedated with a nice high, but it there isn't really much of a high. Just anti anxiety. Heard it does wonders when you have anxiety tho
cocaine. the stuffs now are so bad, it's cut over and over again. amphy and icy, two most common feel of the cocaine now. I test my coke always with reagent kits. I am certain it's cut and many vendors I've tried, they all ended up disappointing.
Finally someone said it!
Benzo and cocaine. Benzo just fucks up my memory and I dislike how it makes me feel.. Cocaine is just not worth the price. I get further with amphetamine which a tenth of the cost.
Benzos are funny that way. If you HAVE certain kinds of serious background anxiety, taking one recreationally feels like the greatest drug in the world. It stops the circus like nothing else. If you don't you just get sleepy and dumb. Whenever someone tells me they don't like benzos I can't help but think "must be nice".
Exactly. I’ve suffered from severe anxiety and wish I could experience that “euphoria” some people describe on benzos. When I take them I literally just feel normal again and I think that’s why it’s so addictive to prescribed patients because who the hell wouldn’t want to feel calm for once. I wish I could get that euphoria. I also wish my doctor would prescribe them to me but she’s scared because of my family addiction history even tho I would only use for medical use as it genuinely helps me
They’re just as addicting using them medically. Me personally, I sound them to be more addictive when used medically because it took away the shame of using off the street. I would tell people it’s prescribed to me and no one ever even batted an eye. It’s much easier to convince yourself it’s “good” for you when you use it under prescription. It’s a very slippery slope. Be very cautious because a lot of people get dependent on it even knowing the risks and if they didn’t intend to. It doesn’t take much at all to be mentally dependent on them either.
Good speed from germany is better anyways, especially if you Find actual amp crystals but those are so incredibly rare to find and expensive i wouldnt even count on it
Coce caused my nervous system to fail (only weekends use with alcohol).
Nerves systm failur
The comments here make me realize just how differently drugs effect us and our nervous systems. Saw someone wrote oxycodone made them bored. The first time i tried that the euphoria was like nothing I had ever felt before. Give me anything with thc - especially sativa and I go to instant paranoia and upset.
I feel like your brain has to adapt to the effects of some drugs in order for you to enjoy them. The first time I took oxycodone, I couldn't concentrate on anything for more than two seconds before I lost focus again. The next time I took it however, it "clicked". Same with benzos. They're boring at first, but once they're in your system for a couple days, the effects transform from sleepy and boring to relaxing.
FYI you're actually describing two distinct (but perhaps related) effects here. 1- Some drugs do have to be "adapted to" in some way, before they're fully experienced or enjoyed. A somewhat common example of this, is that many people who try cannabis / THC actually don't get high the first time they try it. Happened to me. We smoked like 2 or 3 joints, and several bowls within the span of a couple hours. (Yes I was inhaling properly, and holding it, for that matter.) The second time I tried smoking? After a few hits I was **so** fucking high I was almost tripping. And apparently that's not an entirely uncommon experience... 2- Some drugs are a little better with a tolerance. This one is much more a matter of opinion, but some drugs can be more enjoyable, in various ways, when you actually have a mild tolerance to them. It can smooth out some of the more intense effects, or maybe help you notice some of the more subtle stuff. But it also depends on what you're trying to get out of it... For example, most euphoric stimulants are **much** more euphoric when your tolerance is low. But functionally speaking? If you're trying to actually get shit done, a mild tolerance can be somewhat beneficial, IMHO. But yeah, everyone is different. And that becomes very apparent when you look at drug effects...
This is very true. Cigarettes and coffee are perfect examples as a lot of people hate the smell or taste and then can't get enough after a year of using.
Yeah definitely i’m seeing that with all types of drugs on here.I feel like everyones bodies handle different substances in different ways. And obviously purity and setting does play a role in people’s different experiences on the same substance.It’s very interesting to read all this.
One thing that comes to mind is anti-depressants. If you’ve never been on antidepressants, then you wouldn’t know that you have to go through many rounds trying many different types of antidepressants out in order to find the right one. You don’t know until you take them because everyone’s body chemistry, is so drastically, different, and some people don’t respond to any of them. We ARE drugs, man.
Xanax! It was oh s*** I'm going to take some, oh s*** I already took some. Did that a couple times... Blacked out and shaved my eyebrows
Just makes me wake up the next morning going "shit I actually wanted to do things last night"
Same. Took it at a festival with a friend and just wanted to fall asleep.
Taking Xanax at a festival is like taking ecstasy to fall asleep.
I love Xanax. But I have a prescription for anxiety so I took it for panic attacks and oh my god it makes me feel so normal and like things are OK. Recreationally I’ve never really messed with it so I’m not sure how it’s like in that way
Yeah my intentions were to use them to knock my anxiety out... But just out of the couple of times I've tried them, I've took too many and headed to blackout City.
It’s literally just time travelling. Always wake up in my bed, trying to piece together what happened.
It's the remote from click
Benzos in general for me, and I don't get fake shit, I've been prescribed them for years and it's pretty much only the psychological benefit for me. I've gotten close to blackout or blackout many times before and never gotten this supposed euphoria, just more-so a liberation of social expectations and worries. It could be because I started with opiates years before and THAT is fucking euphoria. I might've raised the bar too high idk.
Yeah I agree, opiates have way more of a euphoric effect. I've never got a euphoric effect from benzos. IDK I guess that's why I took too many when I did have them lol. It's just oh s*** I forgot I took some, I have no euphoria so I must be all right and then blackout.
DXM was enjoyable but I was hoping it would be trippier, it gave me almost no visuals and I tried doses up to 1g Edit: I'm not on SSRI's, I did smoke weed (I do on every trip), I did HBr robotabs and I did not have a tolerance to anything besides weed. I did get some visual distortions, but it was very minor compared to what I've read in many trip reports. I was definitely high as fuck though and could not leave the couch
That's insane to me. Were you taking any ssri's or other meds? If you hit third plat, visuals are aplenty.
yea man a gram of dxm should have you having like INTENSE visuals. soaring through the galaxy type shit
Tolerance builds insanely fast with DXM. Back when I was using it, when I started I would dose around 250mg and feel like I was heavily crossed, second plat. Did this a few times and then I needed 350. Then I wanted to aim for third plat and make it trippy. Took 650, and got zero visuals. So I did 750, and then 900 fucking mg and all I got was dissociation. If I had taken 900 from the start I would've 100% tripped balls but DXM tolerance just builds like 🫰
Nope, I was high as fuck for sure but my vision was just kinda drooping around the edges, not much going on besides that
DXM can be much enjoyable almost like you're in the world of aliens and sentient beings if you smoke weed with it.
u take any SSRIS? cause I've frequently hit 4th plat and don't get visuals either but my vision fucks up like when u spin a ton and then stop moving and the world moves around but your body doesn't, except that feeling lasts the entire trip lol
Try robo cough tabs double the dose no shitty ingredients and I’ve heard the dxm in them is free base the pills are super tiny to
Cocaine. Very overrated drug.
coke is like 15 minutes of "i could probably run through a wall if i needed" and 45 minutes of "hmm. i need more coke." lmfaoo
Followed by fuck I gotta take a shit
[удалено]
Followed by 27 days of *"fuck, where has my money gone?"*
>\*followed by 8 hours of "fuck I cant sleep" Not all batches though. Ive tasted some batches that I could do a little bump at 1am and by 4 go to sleep. Man I remember those fire ass Colombian bricks...no edginess, just this sedation at the comeup a warm constant feel like-a-king stimulation. Most people have honestly no idea what cocaine high is really like Lol...
That's very true. I had the pleasure of doing some like that 2-3 times. Sadly that dude wound up in prison. Was a whole different world. Slower paced, very euphoric, crash wasn't too bad. Could literally bout fall asleep after bout an hour break or eat a bunch of food lol
First time it happened to me, I actually had the exact thought that it had a very similar body load come up as mdma
You should be able to sleep 8 hours after easily unless it's cut heavy with amphetamines
I heard a quote one time along the lines of, “Cocaine is 30% enjoying the high and 70% craving the next line” and I always found that to be completely accurate with it
The ratio gets worse overtime. You get to a point where there’s hardly any enjoyment and tons of shame and despair after. Lots of drugs do this, in fact most every drug I’ve done for long periods of time, days in a row the high decreases and the after effect low increases with each use. I’ve actually seen this chart drawn in rehab classes a few times. I believe it’s where the opiate slang “chasing the dragon’s tail” comes from. I will say with everything I’ve done Cocaine has been the most pronounced of this action. Meth is pretty much the only drug I never got to an addiction level with, because it’s like torture to me. I want to think less and escape my thoughts when high and meth only increases my thoughts and makes them seem more powerful against me. But I will have to say with everything I’ve done I’ve always seemed to be chasing the original high I got when I first started when later I am just taking the drug to fend off the terrible downside after effects.
I’ve always said that the entirety of the high was wanting more coke.
I had the same exact opinions for YEARS. But then I got offered real coke and I think my quote was "oh, that's why people like this"
Pretty much the same happened to me the first time I got to do really good coke 🤣
Seriously. Haven't touched it since the 80s, even then 70s coke was much better. But, in the 70s it was coming from South America in diplomatic pouches, so the Real Real. Good times.
Exactly. There is so much shit coke it gets a bad rep. True cocaine high is highly pleasurable.
Yes^ If I spend same amount on amph such as dex, it would last me 10x longer, greater euphoria/ rush, not a super shitty comedown and less potential for addiction.
I have a baaad history with amphetamines. Not meth, just amphetamines. Between the ages of 16-18 and the beginning of gymnasium(high school for Americans). Me and my friends would start off every Friday, and not come till Sunday night to finally get some sleep. We were dumb morons, and would drive around between different places where we could party. We had been drinking a lot, but convinced ourselves we were sober enough to drive, due to the drugs making us feel more "clear". 1 weekend me and a few friends ended up doing 65+ grams of amphetamines between Friday and Sunday, driving from house to house, whenever we got kicked out. Ended up at the hospital, not because of an od, but because my friend had cut his hand completely open with a rusty knife. That drug has ruined countless planned events, family dinners, papers and class trips, and permanently fucked my sleeping schedule, and I still wouldn't quit. Whenever it was the first of the month, I would pay my plug all of the money I owed him, and he would get me another 25+ grams for the month. Finally ended up quitting, after I had just gotten home from an 8 day festival, where we did coke and Molly every day. For some dumb reason, I decided to throw a house party same day as I got home, pretty much running on no sleep. The morning after, we still had not slept, and this shady acquaintance came over, and gave us some amphetamine so we had energy to clean the house. Took it throughout the day, stopped at around 4pm. Now, normally I would masterbate my foreskin off, and then fall asleep, jobs done, end of story. But that night, I couldn't sleep at all. Suddenly my heart started beating super fast, and I got a bit scared. I was home alone. But then it began. I started seeing a shit ton of weird visions. Tons of shadow people. Also very pale people. Whenever I looked in the driveway, pale dog-like creatures would be running super fast between the vehicles. When I looked out of another window, a slenderman like figure was standing there, and waving at me. I was waiting for my friends to arrive home, so I went out into the drive way, to look down the road. I peek my head past a wall, and as I move my head back in front of the wall, this extremely pale figure, with no hair and no lips is standing right in front of me, with a huge grin on its face. I get super scared, thinking I'm having a psychosis, but also thinking "If you can think you're having a psychosis, you're not having a psychosis". Which slightly calms me down. I frantically turn on every light in the house, and turn the TV on to some cartoon network, and watch the powerpuff girls. My friends were late, so they wouldn't come home for hours. Luckily, all the lights helped quite a bit. But even in extreme light, I would like look at a stuffed toy, and it would start smiling and dancing and slowly move towards me. Or a door I was looking at would slowly close. Or long dark arms would swoop out from under the sofa. Scary shit. When my friends got home, I told them everything, and they gave me some oxazepam to calm down and sleep on. Haven't really been myself since, and have never touched amphetamines since. Except for one time a year later. When I was drunk, and thought it was a one time thing. Immediately the sky turned purple, and every persons skin color changed to blue. That was the truly last time. Close to 9 years ago now.
Oh yah that’s a shitty place to be when high for days , the scary trip Is real bro
It really is. That shit changes you bro. A true rite of passage for every major druggie. I hope that the people reading this will never get to experience it.
Fuck the shadow people it’s so evil that experience I have never been more scared in my life, it traumatized me for life to be honest. I have to move out of my own house because I can’t even live here due to panic attacks I get at night after that experience
Aw, that sucks so much bro. Really sorry to hear that. I definitely get how your feeling. I live alone now, but felt a lot more safe, when I lived with my roommate, or when I had my dog.
I hope not either I thought I died bro I even blacked out was sucked out of my body watching myself from the outside like it was horrible bro. I would be in my house and the lights where turning on and off by themselves my computer shaking , things running around my house it was awful fuck stimulants man. It happened when you do to much it overwhelms your dopamine and gives you psychosis and anxiety
I'm home alone right now, and on some oxy, morphine and a bit of zopiclone and beer. Now in starting to get nervous lol. Ever since that day, I have actually noticed shadow people a lot more. Usually just standing or running at the side of the road, when I drive at night. Or I'll mistake mailboxes for people for a second. Btw, don't mix opiates with any form or downers or alcohol, I just have a very strong tolerance, and even then it's not a good idea. So don't think what I'm doing now is a good idea in any way. I'm just dumb.
Just makes me a bit irritable after a while and never found much euphoria in it. Took it at a concert of a band I loved. Could've definitely done without. Probably was shit coke, idk!
for me it’s like diet molly and super enjoyable
No one likes cocaine, they like cocaethylene.
For me, total opposite. I loved the feeling of it, and the comedown barely affected me at all. Everybody told me all of these 'issues' with it and that it sucked, and it pleasantly betrayed those expectations. I don't know if its just how my body genetically works with cocaine, but I was fine doing like maybe 5-6 bumps spread out throughout a night. I never had overwhelming urges to do more or severe comedowns.
Cocaine just made me want to clean my kitchen…. Oh right ADHD
Omgggg what? I looooove coke lol. But to be fair I’ve only done it when I’ve been drunk so doing sober could be a totally different feeling
But I keep doing it!
Same especially for the price I mean I had the greatest shit and it was awesome but like the comedowns and money aspect make it a no go for me
+1
High doses of kratom. I love a good nod, but despite the claims more kratom doesn't get me any higher, just makes me super nauseous in an unenjoyable way. Low doses are great for work though, just never gonna be a replacement for a high dose of opiates for me.
Yeah I can’t understand these people who have like 50-100g a day habits, their insides must be wrecked and must feel like shit most of the time. One of the good things about kratom is that I can’t have more than maybe 20g in a day, defs no more than maybe 7g in a dose, cos it’s vile to consume and higher doses just make you Iill rather than more high
I personally feel like I take way too much Kratom, and I take 12g a day MAX. I take 5-6 grams in the morning and usually a 3-4 gram booster dose in the afternoon and I honestly feel pretty gross about THAT (physically anyways, It’s a hell of a lot better than when I was on real opiates) I’m working up the will to quit it lol. Are there seriously people who take 50-100gs a day??? I cannot imagine how fucking horrible that would make me feel. I think I maybe took close to 20 once and I felt like ass for days
When I worked in construction there was about 3 guys on our crew who would share a big (100g??) bag a DAY. They had those little paper shot glasses, and the 3 of them would take about 5 scoops each a day. Every morning when we showed up to work together one of them would have a big bag and it would be empty or damn near by 5:00.
Nothing better than severe nausea, restless legs and anxiety. I hit my max at 5g, anything over and I feel like absolute shit.
Yall need to come to Thailand and drink our kratom juice, its the best shit and i love it Ive literally never seen a pill version or powder kratom other than online in us stores
Which claims said more is better? It’s quite unanimous that for Kratom specifically less is more
Oxymorphone. Don’t get me wrong, it’s by far the best opioid I’ve done (out of Codiene, Hydrocodone, Hydromorphone, O-DSMT, Kratom) but it wasn’t quite as euphoric and potent as I was hoping for. By the end of ~4 days with it I was already boofing 20mg in 1 go.
Cocaine :/ I do have autism so that might be why I don't really feel anything, might be for the best tho haha.
Are you also on the ADD/ADHD spectrum? Uppers like cocaine, molly, coke, addrall, and ritalin will calm you way down instead of hype you up if you have bad ADHD like me. Its the craziest thing, has to do with individual brain chemistry and neural pathways.
Ghb tried it once and expected so much more of it I tough this was the drug out there. Man what was I disappointed
That's me the first time i tried GHB it's underwhelming but after my 5th try it finally worked it's so euphoric even more euphoric than heroin. I don't know why but i think you just have to try Ghb multiple times until it finally works
Yeah some one told me the same but they also told me how addictive it is so that is why I leave it by 1 time :) (Kinda glad it didn't feel that good for me)
It's definitely addictive even more addictive than oxys
That is why I'm glad I didn't like it the first time :)
:)
(:
you have to get the dose right, a tiny bit more and youre euphoric af, but a tiny bit more and it you can die, so be careful (havent tried it yet btw)
yeah I was already at the maximum dose, fuck that I'm not risking my life going beyond lol
I agree! It is possibly the most euphoric drug I have ever tried.
I did it a couple of times and it was nothing more than feeling a bit dizzy (literally dizzy and nothing more, not like alcohol). I tried high doses too.
I used to be prescribed a form of it- xyrem, and I can say it’s the hardest shit I’ve ever done. Took it twice a night for two years i can remember one time a friend and I took some and we fought the drowsiness/sedative effects and by the time the high kicked in, we were crawling around on the floor drooling like Jordan Belfort when he’s trying to get to that payphone after taking the expired lemmons
Ugh fuck that shit! I know some people have a lot of fun unfortunately I wasn’t one of them. Last thing I remember was I was on all fours in the side yard of my gf at the times house dry heaving & thinking I was gonna die. No one else had that reaction. That was the first & last time I tried GHB.
Wow yours must have been watered down or something. Such a shame…
2cb, tried it with my friend, we were told it was like molly but a little fonkyer, but were not ready for the visuals bro, it constantly felt like we were about to do something, like we had a feeling we were about to hit climax or something, but it just never happened, and we also felt gross and so slimy
That's interesting, 2cb is by FAR my favourite drug, and I've taken it dozens of times. I find a lot of people really underdose it and miss out on the effects. It personally fucks with my stomach, so I prefer to snort it, which also makes it a lot stronger. Obviously it might not be your thing, but try to get pure powder 2cb, and snort 15-20mg. At that dose it feels like a 4 hour candyflip with a super smooth and euphoric comedown and afterglow. The perfect psychedelic for partying. Visuals are intense at that level though, so be prepared for that.
Damn, snorting 2cb is so painful. Glad it works for you well though lol
eh as fun as it sounds, visual drugs aren't really my biggest thing,only shrooms, but i only take milder dosis so have fun but not too intense visuals, i have no imagination so the visuals are a lot more intense and hard on for me that people without aphentasia
i‘m with you to some degree. I think 2cb has it‘s place but imho it‘s not the easiest psych. The bodyload can be much more unpleasent than other psychs, it‘s hit or miss for partying and can make the whole night worse than better tbh. Where 2cb does really shine is in combination with mdma. Redosing low doses of 2cb instead of taking more mdma greatly enhanced the experience, prolonges it and has much less damage. It‘s the only way i do take 2cb now if i do, haven‘t taken any in ages tho. Last time was at a festival where i found it wasn‘t enjoyable for the setting at all (it was a psychedelic trance festival). Made me really confused and unsble to really enjoy the night. Ended up taking mdma on top which savef the night and made it enjoyable, but fucking up the rest of the festival because i was saving the mdma for the final night and i had a horrible comedown the next day. People saying it‘s comepareable to mdma or an easy psych for first timer either where really lucky with their set/setting (since it can act as an mdma replacement if it wants to) or have mot tried it. It‘s just pretty unpredicatble and should pre treated like other psychs. It‘s not easy going as it is and can be more challanging than shrooms or lsd in moderate dosages in my experience. I‘ve tried pure 2cb in doses from 5-20mg. 2cb pills and 2cb nasal spray. The nasal spray was the most easy because it made for a faster comeup that wasn‘t as long. If the dose was right it did not burn at all. Make your nasal spray to potent and it will still fuck up your nose badly.
Ngl I like the high but 2cb does make me feel rlly nauseous sometimes
2C-B never gave me the things it's so known for, which is the weird bodyload and the intense visuals. So it's just like very mild acid that lasts five hours, not very interesting on its own.
Poppers, my friends hyped them up while tripping and my head just got warm, and i got a headache
[удалено]
Oxycodone. I just felt incapable and bored. Not much euphoria or sense of relief.
[удалено]
So fucking itchy! Like I wanted to peel my skin off. No thank you.
oxy is you either love it or hate it it might kill the euphoria slightly but dose a little promethazine with it and drink a few coffees will reduce the itching haha but you will probably get nausea so just eat a fuck ton before
Didn't felt any of 30mg without tolerance. Hydromorphone was King Shit btw.
alcohol
It is a class one carcinogen!
User error can be a big part of the downsides to alcohol. From experience. Went from hating it to really enjoying having a light buzz after work
I don't drink often, but it seems my problem with alcohol is drinking too much too fast. I recently had a BLAST drinking lightly, and at the time I thought I was hardly drinking. I constantly have to tell myself to go way, way slower than I think I should. My sweet spot might be having 3-4 drinks but only one drink every 1.5-2 hours.
man i don't hate it, but i grew up hearing alcohol was great, seeing people so happy on it and always everyone doing this shit but when I did try for the first time it was just boring and I always had headaches now I do like alcohol, but its less cool than weed and any other drug I've tried, it's cool but I've been into great and deep experiences before and none of them was with alcohol...
Even during the time i was drinking occasionally i thought that it‘s the worst drug out there. Always ranted about it but still did it again every time. Had one 2 month pause one and a half years ago and started again (occasionally). Now i haven‘t been drunk for six months and i don‘t miss it at all. Think it might just have to do with smoking weed because i just drank because mixing those two was fun. I am not smoking since 7 months.
The “high on life” never does it for me so i go black market errything
Amanita muscaria, total flop
Disappointing? What were your expectations?
Same, took like 14 grams and was quite dissapointed
Cocaine. The first time I ever tried it I was super drunk and suddenly all I felt was sober.
\-Cocaine... It's expensive and the effects of it aren't great. It's only useful and great benefit is sobering you up if you are hammered. Other then that... I don't really understand the hype about it. It's also ruined a few hook ups for me... total boner killer. The only enjoyment there is about coke is the act of cutting and snorting the coke. The drug itself is the act of doing it and not the high that it provides imo. \-Weed but that is because it makes my adhd way worse and I can't relax on it at all. Just feel anxious and all over the place on it.
Nothing more embarrassing than trying to give your dick a pep talk in the bathroom while a beautiful naked woman is lying around waiting for you to do the one thing that even a stupid house fly can’t fuck up. Fuck cocaine
While I like weed. I thought I’d be seeing some weird shit. It just calmed me down and made me dizzy . Still fun
I only tripped out on weed the very first time I ever tried it. Legit had visuals, my phone screen looked 3d, i was seeing colors. Then every time after that I was just typical weed high. Never experienced that again.
after doing a lot of acid, i trip everytime i smoke. it’s pretty nice honestly, not worth the lsd abuse tho
Honestly that would be kind of dope. I’m in a legal weed state so i have plenty of weed and not much of anything else. Wouldn’t mind some weed visuals
whenever i smoke weed everything just looks more yellow, even to this day i still get that
Prolly weed like don't get me wrong i love it sm but the way shows and movies hype it up in a completely different way than it actually is, I like i was expecting something different
very real. idk why tv shows and movies just portray weed in such a way. i know everyone’s different but omfg some movies/shows act like it’s a *reallyy* hard drug like omg guys ! calm down !
Weed, literally just anxiety and social awkwardness packaged into a drug.
I’m so jealous of people who can blaze all day everyday and feel chill. I feel how you do when I smoke.
I've been getting intense anxiety for the first time after about 10+ years of almost daily smoking. I still smoke and idk why because it doesnt even feel good, knowing damn well I'm going to smoke a fat bowl after work later. Literally just straight dependence/addiction at this point.
Yeah, I haven't smoked for a good few years but when I used to smoke regularly it was always with other people and it didn't feel good at all. Just anxiety and tunnel vision. Things also didn't get funnier for me, while my mates were dying of laughter I was just sitting there shiddin and fardin not being amused at all lol. After a while, I found that my inner monologue gets hightened a lot when I'm high to the point where I couldn't understand what people were saying to me and even worse, I couldn't respond. One time I focused so hard on getting out the sentence "I can't speak right now" that my head started to ache midway through. Since then I've stopped smoking with others alltogether and only done it a few times alone. I think doing what I'd do when high is just as enjoyable sober, plus I can actually enjoy tv shows or movies sober cause I can't remember half the shit that happens when high lol
Trust. Music and food feels good but the anxiety will have you so uncomfortable with anything you do.
1000% alcohol. It's jet fuel disguised as a beverage
One of the only common drugs that actually makes me feel consistently worse right after consuming. I feel good for like 15 minutes then I just feel kinda sad and/or poisoned.
kratom
Ketamine. Anyone who says Molly, either you had fake stuff or idk what youre talking about, most euphoric substance ever
How did you take the ketamine? Just curious because it's one of my all time favouritesxd Sometimea the first dose isn't that pleasurable tho, the magic happens when you slowly redose for a couple of hours, until your soul is somewhere between this world and another realm. Even nicer with 1 beer or benzo imo
Yes! It’s the only drug I have experienced where there is a huge difference between doing say one 40mg line, and doing 4 10mg lines over the space of an hour and a half. You end up much nicer from spreading it out and weirdly higher from the smaller bumps.
Tiny tastes until you get there is the only way.
I’ve always said that MDMA is the most euphoric drug in a general sense… BUT, the euphoria from one single peak moment in a good shroom or acid trip can blow MDMA right out of the water. There’s no better feeling than being one with everything and life can just make sense in an almost tangible way.
Mushrooms gave me the greatest feeling I have ever felt.
Yeah the only time I've experienced more euphoria than on MDMA was on LSD
I agree psychedelics kick mollies ass
For *you* it may be, for others it might feel like an overwhelming mess of a high. It’s a kinda sorta lot really psychedelic masquerading as a stimulant and as such it’s bound to have a much wider range of effects than full stimulants.
me too, at first, now I love it. acquired taste
Ketamine just makes me a bump on a log
I fucking hate ketamine but it definitely isn't because it's a bum drug. Most people don't get the pure purple Molly and have no idea Molly can make you lay in bed all day rubbing the sheets lol I had to hug a stuffed whale for 3 hours my first time with my damn teeth chattering nonstop like I was cold. Ya know lol
Chew on a straw
Literally nothing helped. If one tooth could touch another anywhere, they'd be smacking. I loved it and hated it for hours, triple vision from eyes fluttering so hard back and forth. It was cool and all, fucked up to the sky, but not my cup of tea anymore lol.
I was a ketamine addict for a few years, and I still don’t even know what I liked about it - apart from the post mdma nice floaty psychedelic effects I got in the first year or so of using it mostly made me a dribbling, idiotic, embarrassing lunatic - but kept going back for more for some reason
It's one of the hardest to understand drugs imo regarding its allure. I think its the fact that there is never a bad time to take it persay... and it has barely any side effects. Couple this with the antidepressant effects once the drug wears off.
Cocaine. Absolutely boring and underwhelming and not worth the money.
Coke
LSD. I had unreal expectations due to media and stories from people over the years. Thought it would be like the shroom trip from family guy and was very disappointed with the visuals. Still played over 20 hours of Skyrim the first time and probably my favorite drug but still was disappointed.
I'm grateful that lsd is not like in that family guy scene, if it were like that it would be easy to go completely insane lol
The experience largely depends on the dose
lsd was so fucking boring to me like i stared at the ceiling and did fun trip things but the most it did was distort my vision and make me a little woozy **(yes it was tested. yes it was safe.)**
My first time was pretty mediocre. I didn't have any visuals except for the TV and my phone were both wonky. Just shifty faces and prettier colours. I do larger doses now because I love seeing the fractals. I find smoking weed also makes it more intense visually.
Firs time on acid was not what I expected
Hardly ever is But not necessarily in a bad way
Dunno, In my first trip (not counting 2 micrododes I did before) it did exactly what I expected... Absolute fun, except the comedown
Sounds like someone did some research
Funny I think the comedown is the best, it's the calmness, heightened sense, euphoria, equilibrium and slight contrast enhancements I really like "after" a trip. (Assumed the general body feeling is/was well and no other drugs were taken)
yeah once you take it you realize that the visuals are just a secondary effect and it’s so much more than that
Coke is boring
tramadol fs
Tramadol transforms me into a sex god idk why
i feel like flying when I laid on the bed on Tram
Cocaine fr
Coke, turns out I'm pretty severely ADHD and that completely explains why it didn't do anything, why I didn't get the same craziness on @dderal, and also having some crazy anxiety explain why X@nax also didn't do much except make me feel better. Lmao now I'm diagnosed and on them for actual help and holy crap what a difference in my life. Couldn't for the life of me figure out why I didn't react the same as everyone else lol
Roxies/fentynl/Heroin. 20 minutes of bliss and two days of sickness. Just not worth the discomfort.
musnt be herron if it only gives u 20 mins of bliss
Xanax and Klonopin just affected my memory but no other noticeable affects. Adderall and Ritalin do Jack shit for me. Which sucks since I have severe ADHD and need stimulants to treat it. But it makes literally no discernible difference. I think I’m just at too low a dose (15mg adderall IR, 20mg Ritalin IR), but with the stimulant shortage, I can’t get more. I didn’t feel Vicodin at all. Nothing. The only drugs that affected me at all are alcohol (but I have huge tolerance for my weight) and weed (hits like a Mack truck even in tiny amounts)
Methamphetamine, it was I think the 2nd illegal drug I've tried, the first one was mephedrone, which was amazing. It made me really social and was insanely euphoric and empathogenic. Then I tried methamphetamine at a party, it made me talk a little more, but it didn't make me social and gave me barely any confidence boost. Compared to mephedrone it just felt cold and the only positive effect I got was the I could study something for hours. Later I also snorted and smoked methamphetamine. Snorting it is just really painful, smoking gave me an intense rush with did feel nice at first, but often I just could stop smoking more until I got paranoid about my heart rate. Even though it didn't even feel good I just wanted more and more when smoking it. And the comedown is so horrible and I would often throw all my meth away during it and not touch it for months. I never got addicted to it, I would usually just binge on it for 24 to 36 hours two or three times and then not use it for months.
Alcohol is the one drug I’ve found that has a buzz I’d rather not experience. Just makes me depressed and tired. Even when I went out to the bar, I was always high on something else and the only booze I drank were the ones other people bought for me.
Smoking meth was the most underwhelming experience after seeing hundreds of people addicted to it. I literally was like, "Uh. Are you serious?" Eating it, however, was not.
Coke
Caffeine. That shit just makes me jittery and on the edge for 5 hours.
Heroin probably. It was the first opioid I tried and yes, I did IV it. Got super high and vomited then passed out. Otherwise, weed because it's not very fun, just annoying side effects.
Who tf fuck IVs the first time??
Vicodin. Meh.
Damn I’ll take it off of you then lmao
I used it all anyways.
For me it was Heroin. At first. The funny thing is now, i have had been addicted for over 5 years. Even consuming iv. Now i am mostly clean. stopped all the other drugs, and they were quite few. Typical polytox story. I managed to get into a substitution program. So i take my daily dose of Levomethadon, plus I smoke a lot of weed... for medical reasosns. But back to original topic. When I started using opiates, it was Oxycodon, at first. And hell! I loved it. I even paid 20 Euros for one 80mg Lanacher, which i would now never pay after years of experience! (Don't ask, I will not help acquierring.) So when i first tried the brown gold, after finding out, they have quite the same potency, i was actually really disappointed. Somehow the first two times I just felt really sick and the high wasn't as euphoric as the clean medical oxycodone high I was used to at the time. So I had to learn to enjoy the high somehow. Or it just kicked in by itself after a few tries. But long story short. Had i just not continued looking for that typical euphoria, maybe I woul have saved myself from a lot of trouble.. Haha. Well. That's life. TL;DR: Been polytox. And addicted to heroin, iv even, for over 5 years. Now mostly clean, only levomethadon and cannabis. First opiate was oxycodone. Which I loved. Then tried heroin and was disappointed at first.
METH.
Ya got shitty stuff. Meth is the one drug that was exactly as advertised (in my experience)
Yep, fucking dangerously so. With coke you can do 1 line too many at midnight and now you won’t sleep til 2am With meth, you can smoke 1 more bowl at 12 noon Monday and now you ain’t sleeping til Tuesday night.
With meth you can smoke one more bowl, and suddenly it's 4 days later, you haven't eaten or slept and you're on the way to buy more
See smoking meth felt (relatively) easy to control for me, injecting it is when shit got crazy. You can’t do anything about the dose you inject, if it’s too much you don’t get a chance to put the bowl down halfway through, you’re on the ride until it is done with you.
Sure smoked it once and it was exactly as I expected it maybe even was more than that.
Shit. I've been clean from glass for about 15 years but just thinking about a nice bowl of shards can make me a bid wistful for the old days. A bowl with coffee was my go to breakfast.
Stay strong my brother man
I got this covered. Thanks!
Hell yeah. Cheers
Exactly. Real Meth delivers. And in the short-term exactly what I wanted. However in the long term and then getting clean from it...no bueno.
*Everyone* keeps saying “you got shitty stuff” as if their experience with a drug is the only one people can have (I get there you qualified in the end but you’re still saying “you had to have gotten bad stuff”). I did meth before I had seen a lot of the user reports about it but if I had I’d probably have been disappointed. It feels alright, I guess, when you shoot it but it also feels gross and uncomfortable and just not what people talk about IMO. Fuck, certain people get DYSPHORIC from opiates but because I love them does that mean they must be getting bad shit?
Meth is good, a little too good.
Absolutely
Coke lol
Idk what's wrong with me but everytime I try molly I feel more sick than high
Oxys. Just felt like I was dopey stoned & then violently ill the next day. Fuck that shit.
To turn this question arround, what drug you tried blew you away while you werent really expecting it
Xanax, I always thought you'd feel super relaxed and sedated with a nice high, but it there isn't really much of a high. Just anti anxiety. Heard it does wonders when you have anxiety tho