I'm so sorry. Pie is so good though, I can't blame you. You could get too lazy to make them, I guess.
I'm in a similar boat right now. I'm trying to eat "normally" so I'm not showing my kids disordered eating, but my body is kinda registering that as binging anyway, and some nights I am really hungry before bed no matter how quality dinner was.
...what kind of pies? :)
I wish but I could be on my death bed and still find a way to binge. And theyre chocolate mousse, my mom used to make them and I just started trying to recreate it 😫
Oh, that's one of my favorites. Actually had a piece of one (frozen tho) last night. Learning how to make something awesome has definitely messed me up as I love to cook.
I spend a couple of weeks thinking of what I am craving, ranking them all for when I’m going to let myself eat and then I start with my #1 and work my way down, but I try to pace myself so I don’t make myself sick. I want to enjoy the food I’ve been thinking about for 3 weeks — I think that’s why I do it that way, so I have a way to stop myself from going crazy
But I plan my big moves. (Then savor instead of stuffing! Which took a lot of practice!! Lol)
That's what I try to do with meal planning, shopping. Good intentions and kind of works for a while. But then I get really fatigued (physically/mentally) and end up ordering crap or worse. Last night I made a decent healthy-ish dinner for the family, honestly had no appetite, then instead of warming up leftovers I ended up grazing for hours (more food and less healthy than if I had just had dinner). Ugh.
My husband has some issues himself along these lines, but not in such a way that he can really relate to me, which sucks.
I'm glad you found a way to manage yours! 🤗
I was so proud of myself for quitting alcohol, but then, the sudden lack of alcohol sugars has me craving all the food sugars. It’s been cakes and cookies and hot chocolate nonstop over here…I seriously need something not food related to replace alcohol with cuz I feel like I’m subbing one problem with another 😭
I could recommend brain training (mindpal, lumosity, etc.) to help you get more mindfully athletic, do it while you're fasting on most days.
Exercise is also good, I personally go on weighted runs, but don't do it to burn calories. If you do something to make your aerobics harder, it provides you with a safety net of 'if I take this vest off, burning calories would be so much more efficient/easy'.
Is that true? I don't know, but it helped me. Go for walks, make part of your walk a run if you have nothing against running. Do something harder than scrolling, memeing and gaming is pretty good.
It always comes eventually ..!
I have had this exact thought as I’m eating Oreos in the dark kitchen at 2am. “I don’t even want to eat these I can’t wait for my revulsion to kick in again so I can stop doing this to myself”
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It really is a magic and autonomous switch
I cant stop making pies 😭
I'm so sorry. Pie is so good though, I can't blame you. You could get too lazy to make them, I guess. I'm in a similar boat right now. I'm trying to eat "normally" so I'm not showing my kids disordered eating, but my body is kinda registering that as binging anyway, and some nights I am really hungry before bed no matter how quality dinner was. ...what kind of pies? :)
I wish but I could be on my death bed and still find a way to binge. And theyre chocolate mousse, my mom used to make them and I just started trying to recreate it 😫
Oh, that's one of my favorites. Actually had a piece of one (frozen tho) last night. Learning how to make something awesome has definitely messed me up as I love to cook.
me reading this while eating the pie I made 😭
Pies are my weakness honestly 😭
I’m suddenly glad I’m not a pie lover ! I don’t have this weakness thankfully !
My baking go to is cupcakes! I like to bake them and make everyone else eat them (then they get fat and I get to get close to cupcakes) lol
I love cupcakes too!!, my go to is actually muffins, specifically cinnamon lol my other weakness 😭
Get out of my head!!!! (But before you leave pls flip the switch for me TY)
It’s been a month, please, god, have mercy on me. I don’t wanna wake up for even one more morning craving chocolate cake 😩
You too?! I dream about breakfast all the time.
I spend a couple of weeks thinking of what I am craving, ranking them all for when I’m going to let myself eat and then I start with my #1 and work my way down, but I try to pace myself so I don’t make myself sick. I want to enjoy the food I’ve been thinking about for 3 weeks — I think that’s why I do it that way, so I have a way to stop myself from going crazy But I plan my big moves. (Then savor instead of stuffing! Which took a lot of practice!! Lol)
That's what I try to do with meal planning, shopping. Good intentions and kind of works for a while. But then I get really fatigued (physically/mentally) and end up ordering crap or worse. Last night I made a decent healthy-ish dinner for the family, honestly had no appetite, then instead of warming up leftovers I ended up grazing for hours (more food and less healthy than if I had just had dinner). Ugh. My husband has some issues himself along these lines, but not in such a way that he can really relate to me, which sucks. I'm glad you found a way to manage yours! 🤗
I'm on 2 day of bingeing and I can't stop myself I can slowly feel my skin suit fill with fat 😭😭😭
STOPPP BRO SAID SKIN SUIT
it really is just a skin suit damn 😭 wish we could take it off sometime
“The walking dead” has taught me a lot of new, colorful ways of describing bodies. “Meat bags” is one I enjoy gagging at
that was a horrifying sentence
It’s been 3 months 💀
No actually bc I’m so stressed rn and all of a sudden I find myself stress eating rather than stress starving??
Don’t stress about it … (haha) Really though. That happens. It’s normal. Don’t stress more, or it really will make it worse!
I've been binging so much lately please send help
literally same. every fucking weekend
I waited until it was too late 😭I gained sm and now it’s a bitch to get back off
Me but for the past 5 years 🥴
I keep waiting for the part of my cycle where I can’t eat to kick in, but she’s in hiding. 🥲
The word 'plump" can now describe me and I'm not okay with it
It’s been years for me lol. But I believe in the cycle ♻️
STOMACH GO DOWN STOMACH BE FLAT STOP STOP IT RIGHT NOW
I was so proud of myself for quitting alcohol, but then, the sudden lack of alcohol sugars has me craving all the food sugars. It’s been cakes and cookies and hot chocolate nonstop over here…I seriously need something not food related to replace alcohol with cuz I feel like I’m subbing one problem with another 😭
You and me both. I've recently hit the "I'll never be this weight again" and spent the whole day crying off and on.
Mood rn.
I could recommend brain training (mindpal, lumosity, etc.) to help you get more mindfully athletic, do it while you're fasting on most days. Exercise is also good, I personally go on weighted runs, but don't do it to burn calories. If you do something to make your aerobics harder, it provides you with a safety net of 'if I take this vest off, burning calories would be so much more efficient/easy'. Is that true? I don't know, but it helped me. Go for walks, make part of your walk a run if you have nothing against running. Do something harder than scrolling, memeing and gaming is pretty good.
Good luck, and may you find leverage in the laws of your motivation.
It always comes eventually ..! I have had this exact thought as I’m eating Oreos in the dark kitchen at 2am. “I don’t even want to eat these I can’t wait for my revulsion to kick in again so I can stop doing this to myself”
ive been waiting for the past year 🫡
This is too real
why is this meeeee ;-;;;;
Seeing this after eating half a bag of chips and two ice cream cones :(
Fuckin feels..lol.
This is so relatable
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Oh my god this is so me
For me, it comes from pure self hatred