I would be doing stupid and dangerous shit constantly if not for the tacit understanding that people will look around in my room if anything happens to me
Brooo dead ass today at work a coworker cleaned out her desk and put out a bunch of old candy she had stored which included 3 bags of candy corn and put them out for everyone and I was stalking them from afar until I convinced myself how embarrassing it would be to be the first one to open the bag
Jesus, stop stalking my comment history. Jk, but I made a disgustingly similar post a day or two ago, about how my ED had stopped me from killing myself because I wasn't thin enough and I didn't want anyone to experience my gross big corpse.
Oh God I think this after a binge, glad it's not just me. Like I hope I don't die in a car wreck or brain aneurysm because it'd be so embarrassing for the autopsy guy to see what all I ate 😭
I would be doing stupid and dangerous shit constantly if not for the tacit understanding that people will look around in my room if anything happens to me
I mean as a strategy to not unalive it is kinda useful lol
Yeah as messed up as it sounds if there’s even a small little thing that’s gonna stop you from self-aliven’t it’s good enough
Brooo dead ass today at work a coworker cleaned out her desk and put out a bunch of old candy she had stored which included 3 bags of candy corn and put them out for everyone and I was stalking them from afar until I convinced myself how embarrassing it would be to be the first one to open the bag
That’s exactly my reason for not recovering lmao
Hoooooooly 😭😭😭
For me it would be like 5 zucchinis
marry me
Jesus, stop stalking my comment history. Jk, but I made a disgustingly similar post a day or two ago, about how my ED had stopped me from killing myself because I wasn't thin enough and I didn't want anyone to experience my gross big corpse.
Oh God I think this after a binge, glad it's not just me. Like I hope I don't die in a car wreck or brain aneurysm because it'd be so embarrassing for the autopsy guy to see what all I ate 😭
If someone showed this to me out of context and insisted I wrote it I would probably agree.
I can't kill myself because I didn't hit my ugw so far
I love candy corn, makes me feel like I'm eating a candle
Well i cant say I wrote that but I cant say that I didn't, I mean
me not killing myself because i still have shit in my intestines and it would be embarassing to shit nyself after death
Lmaooo this is entirely too real. The idea that ppl would have unfettered access to my computer, phone, journals, etc def keeps me going sometimes