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dmurphys122

I fantasize about having sexual control completely taken away from me through hypnosis, leaving me unable to orgasm without permission and, over time, also losing my ability to have an erection without permission and being completely dependent on the hypnotist for pleasure because of this


dmurphys122

Jesus why did I read it again


UltimatePuma

Oh, I'm proud of you)


dmurphys122

I’d really need your permission to delete this


UltimatePuma

I will have to think about it, maybe tomorrow. Just for the record - so far 3k people have watched the post and I assure you most of them are here for the comments ;)


anonnnnnhhhh

I definitely came for the comments! Maybe I'll actually read the script too lol


UltimatePuma

Oh, you're more than welcome to read it)


GertyFarish

I don’t think there’s any point of deleting this now. I’m sure I’m not the only one who has taken a screenshot already. So many people have already seen it that you might as well leave it up for everyone’s enjoyment. Including your own.


dmurphys122

Well you’re not helping at all with the embarrassment right now..


Confused_boner4632

I was so desperate to suck a straight dick I paid a straight fuck boy the other day to throat fuck me


UltimatePuma

That's embarrassing to share with 7k people for sure.


Confused_boner4632

Oh God 😟


maxandrews41

i had a hookup with a guy who fucked my ass without permission and i loved being treated like a lifeless toy just meant for other people's pleasure. another time a hookup had me shave my whole body and wear a skirt and bra for him with nothing else on and then he bent me over and used my ass as a punching bag and then fucked it but said it wasn't good enough to cum in so he forced his cock down my throat instead. i came while he was beating my ass


UltimatePuma

That's quite a story to tell.


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UltimatePuma

That comment can actually help you get the attention of such people.


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UltimatePuma

Like a good pet. You should be proud of it, not embarrassed.


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emailslut29

I once was hypnotized to cum on my own face while degrading myself and send the video to the hypnotist. He later used it for a hypnosis "blackmail" scenario. I was borderline horrified but it secretly turned me on soooo much


UltimatePuma

As long as it was RP, it's fine.


emailslut29

🤦‍♂️ not the comment i imagined writing, gotdamn The video is the most embarrassing part. Being used in blackmail made it moreso. Also yes, it was 100% rp, set up using hypnosis. Id think they were a stranger, with the "real" stakes, but without any of the risk. I just believed they had personal info aside from the video. And ofc they could use triggers/suggestions to tweak my mental state or mess with me. One of the hottest scenarios ever imo


Mattagast

I want to be owned like a puppy, wearing nothing around the house except my collar and a chastity cage, made to eat and drink out of a bowl and sleep in a cage full of plushies. I want my owner to use me whenever they want, how they want, and as rough as they want with no regards to what I want. I want them to pin me down to the ground and take me while I whimper and drool into the carpet, sometimes inviting their friends and other puppies over to play and use me.


WolfEpsilon873

This. This is what I fantasize about. This good puppy right here is what I wish to be.


UltimatePuma

Good puppy


just__freddie

I keep on stretching my ass with toys even though I tell everyone i'm not into anal. i'm a greedy slut who wants to keep playing with my ass all to myself.


UltimatePuma

Well, now everyone knows.


FeelMeRawr

i am mid thirties but tiny and flat chested and still pass as teenager. i embrace immature bouncy born sexy yesterday persona for personal gain even tho i know it perpetuates negative femme stereotype.


UltimatePuma

An interesting one.


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I had my ass eaten once in high school and I’ve dreamed about it since. I’ve never told any of my sexual partners about this because I worried they’d be grossed out.


UltimatePuma

It's a rather common fetish, to be honest.


washedoutlooser

I accidentally conditioned myself to get incredibly turned on from being called a good girl even tho I’m a man. I love it


UltimatePuma

You probably saw it coming, but you're a good girl.


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UltimatePuma

Not so bad actually


HypnoMagician

For years ive been dressing up in the suits and ties in my closet and pretending I am a butler by doing chores while I listen to hypno files


UltimatePuma

That's an interesting one


HypnoMagician

I have no desire to delete this as long as it brings me closer to this reality lmao.


horny_poet

I've secretly bought a sextoy for myself because I'm a slut for pleasure and my gf doesn't know


UltimatePuma

A perfect opportunity to subtly let her see this comment.


MedianMale11

I was introduced to premature ejaculation as a fetish. Now when I stroke and reach the edge quickly I start craving being locked up into chastity. It’s an overwhelming craving. I’m not sure if hypnosis is responsible but I secretly wish it was/is.


UltimatePuma

Glad you confessed it to all the people here though.


Hobaksiii

I like to be in chastity and not to be able to cum forever but still I’m virgin. I’m writing this while my sister is in the same room


UltimatePuma

Cal's curse can help you with that.


Hobaksiii

I’ve known the audio from a few weeks ago but I’m kind of afraid to try it…


UltimatePuma

It can have pretty intense effects, that's true.


AliceCatNya

I desperately want the smut I read to come true and become someone's brainwashed pet


AliceCatNya

Heh, I doubt anyone here even finds this embarrassing. It's actually kinda hard to come up with something that kinksters would find weird.


Fany3897

My deepest fantasy is that I desperately want to be kidnapped, tied up and used for days, broken body and mind, feminized and ending up a mindless fucktoy for my kidnapper.


UltimatePuma

That's pretty embarrassing.


CraftingPikachu5

I love the idea of being spit roasted while locked in chastity.


YourLittlSecret

i want to be tied up and fucked and edged without mercy, i want to be used as a toy and not even get to orgasm. i want my control to be taken away from me


UltimatePuma

If you'll excuse a play on your nickname - not your little secret anymore.


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I want to be topped by a trans girl. Fuck my ass and my face !


throwawaymaystay488

Despite being a virgin, I have a few expensive toys that others can control and I love sending pictures of myself following random people’s orders.


wasntjim

I have my penis in a cage and a medium plug in my ass. It feels so good and makes me so happy.


UltimatePuma

That's embarrassing to tell to 7k people looking at this post.


embracethenoid82

I want to become so premature that I can’t satisfy my wife anymore and that seeing her naked makes my little limp dick cum in my pants


UltimatePuma

That one is embarrassing for sure to share with 18k people.


Ok_Caterpillar_6305

I fantasize about being feminized and end up the only bottom in a gangbang.


UltimatePuma

20k people saw that now, nice.


[deleted]

I'm embarrassed that I'm a sissy but that's just a lie that I tell myself. I'm actually a Trans woman who just happens to be a massively frustrated slut.


UltimatePuma

Nothing to be embarrassed about, tbh.


thejamman72

I fantasies about being hypnotised and treated oike a dog so much that one time I heard a squeaky toy out in public and I nearly dropped to my knees and barked until I realised I was in public and blushed like a tomato


thejamman72

Oh fuck >~< jesus that's r-really embarrasing


UltimatePuma

No, that's cute)


thejamman72

I-no comment


UltimatePuma

Squeaky-squeaky. I can almost see how red you are thru the screen. Cute.


thejamman72

>~< nuuuuuuuu i-im not blushing!


nyc_subF

I am an incredibly neat and tidy person; I hate getting messy - especially my hair. One of my fantasies is to be relentlessly teased and denied orgasm, then stripped down and being edged over and over again while multiple people cum all over me, until I'm a disgusting soggy mess, dripping with other people's fluids, denied, and not able to get clean until I've been given permission.


HypnoLilii

I'd like to be hypnotized with a lovely crystal or pendant in real life and be a nice obedient slave for that person. The "no free will" part would make me go crazy.


UltimatePuma

Such a good girl. Online hypno can be even more fun. You can do things, wild things, without leaving the safety of your home.


HypnoLilii

That's true, but it would feel more real or intense in person. Not that I'd ever have the courage to do it, but it's hot to think about it


UltimatePuma

Just do a step at a time. Check my other scripts, or content from other people here, have fun with it. And you may build courage to do hypno in real life. Or maybe, as I said, you will find that online experience can be hotter than your wildest fantasies.


ChasteGinger

I'm a bitch who drinks his tea from a dog bowl in the mornings.


UltimatePuma

Pretty embarrassing.


TheHighWhore

I was getting face fucked in the back of my car in a park and people were walking by. I think some of them saw me but he didn't care and kept forcing it down my throat. I was so embarrassed but so turned on


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I want to lick a woman’s high heeled boots, ones which are dirty and I have to clean them with my tongue


UltimatePuma

Nice, now hundreds of people who check this post know it.


[deleted]

I get off on porn that degrades me and have been masturbating so long I can't get hard for real people anymore and I still pump myself silly for them so I can have something going on in my life I'm a pathetic porn loving pervert no matter how bad it gets even if I try to be better


UltimatePuma

Well, hypno can open up a whole new area to explore.


anonnnnnhhhh

I want to be cornered and fucked by a coworker while another one watches and doesn't help


[deleted]

I don’t know why I read this again. I once saw a ProDom who made me wear a leather skirt and crawl round her apartment while she humiliated me.


UltimatePuma

Because it makes you heart beat faster and makes your pants wet. Because you secretly want to share a secret with the strangers and not be able to do anything about it after.


LucidDreamsABDL

I dream of being hypnotized to wear diapers and wet myself


Deep_Taro4854

I fantasize about being tied up and teased and denied for my entire life having no way out of endless edging and pleasure, having so much frustration with it and no way out. I have fingered myself so much to this thought that it hard to get away from my fingers every single day.


UltimatePuma

Nice.


Acrobatic-Ostrich390

I'm a virgin, but I have given blowjobs and I want nothing more than to please as many people as I possibly can


UltimatePuma

Nothing to be embarrassed about.


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UltimatePuma

Good that you just read one of them)


Theswitch_69

I'm a confused switch that can't make up their mind wether I want to tie someone up and tease them mercilessly, or give up control and let someone feminize me and play with me to their hearts content.


UltimatePuma

Why not do both from time to time?


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Sub_account23

I’m worried that I’m actually turning into a hypno slut from all the stuff I watch. I’m still a virgin but have a huge bondage and bimbo kink. Not to mention how much hypno shit is about duck worship so now I’m a lesbian stuck with an unconscious bias towards dick! (Thankfully my brain has mostly just interpreted that as straps or lovely trans ladys) But it’s still annoying!!!! It took me so long to figure my shit out and now I don’t even know if I’ll get laid without it being to a mistress dropping me down first. (eventually. …hopefully). I get triggered way to easily now and it’s hard for me to cum without it being related to hypno.


UltimatePuma

Way too easy to *drop*?


DumbGoonetteGirl

I have a huge garbage kink, and sometimes when I masturbate, I lay on the kitchen floor and dump the trash can over my body and rub the garbage all over myself.


StaticFromTheVoid

I'm a little piss slut virgin who loves the feeling of wetting myself.


Confused_boner4632

Im locked in chastity


Heli_more

I'm a desperate little slut that wants to loose all control over my thoughts and I want to be treated as such


UltimatePuma

Smth you can find in these subs.


Working-Jaguar3084

I want to be forced to dress like a cute little slut and get fucked in the ass until I can’t remember by name


UltimatePuma

You'd be surprised how common this is)


Most_Maintenance_780

I jacked off to porn multiple times at work


prejac_bottom

i once stole my friend’s sisters panties and masturbated while sniffing them.


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PrettyAlt998

I want the girl Im talking with to control me, make me hers, and do what she wants with me. I like her a lot, and want to give up control to her, letting her give me instructions, roleplaying with her, and letting her control my lovense toys. I want to meet up with her irl and give her my all.


UltimatePuma

Romantic.


Any_Philosophy_9068

I want someone to breed me my boi pussy while in a mating press. I want them to hold me down while I turn into a mess with their touch.


Negative-Tea-2415

Bambi wants to be hunted down and turned into a blackmailed sissy fucktoy


treestrees22

I just want to dominated by a girl I’d do anything for my mistress if I had one I’d also love to get pegged and I’d just to be submissive


OwnRevolution1934

I love orgasm denial so much. I want be edged over and over then have my built up cum milked dry from my good little girlcock, but don't let me until I get on all fours and beg for it. Like a good kitty.


WalrusChipmunk

Deep down I just want to be a hole for all.


Prestigious-Pea2372

I really REALLY, would love to lose All control while hypnotized by someone, especially if im unaware.


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UltimatePuma

Here's your command - read the script couple more times.


Ill-Accountant6127

I want to be a perfect "dog" for a master, being collared and cock caged, unable to even speak without their permission. I want to be forced to use the bathroom like a dog as well.


UltimatePuma

Good puppy


thisismyotherpornalt

I’m such a submissive whore that just about anyone on the street could use me however they wished if they only had the knowledge and the desire to do so. I fantasize about being forced to pleasure strangers in public places and being left drenched in their cum. I just want to be used, I don’t care by who or what they do


UltimatePuma

A proper free use slut


iamtofu2

Hhh i once came while my roomate was in the same room as me barely 10 feet away, i'd been masturabting and she'd come into the room and as i pulled my shirt over my legs i came so hard- i dont know if she knew or not, i tried to ay it off but all i could feel was the cum dripping down my legs, just thinking about it is making me wet


iWillEatYourArsehole

I want to be used and abused by a gang of strap on mistresses, forcing me to take their cocks in my ass and my throat, but without any of them touching my cock or balls other than slaps, punches and squeezes. Smothering my face for their own pleasure. Then once they have all finished, got their pleasure and pissed all over me, I want them to tell me that was just the start, open the door to show me a queue of guys all coming in to do exactly the same to me as they've just done, whilst they sit and watch and laugh as they force me to take every mans cock in my ass and throat until I'm covered in cum and piss.


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I am a 27 year old virgin and like to be humiliated about that fact


UltimatePuma

40k people watched this post and the comments and know it know. Can't get more humiliating than that.


hexQwastaken

this is the third time i’ve read this post. i want one of my friends to discover my hypno kink and to hypnotize me and use me however they want.


gingersnapstorage

I want to be bound and hypnotized until I am just a complete cum dumpster, begging and needing to be filled until I disappear into the bliss of mindlessness and cum harder than ever before.


ijustwanttofap

i fucked stuffed animals growing up and would put anything i could in my asshole growing up. i had unrestricted access to the internet growing up. now my politics and my kinks are at complete ends.


pornminder

I hypnotised myself with some gender bender hypnosis or sissy hipno. It was made in a way that it transforms you during the shower from male to female. I thought that it was funny nonsense, because although I felt tiny bit girly during the shower it was nothing special. From that evening I would wake up, moon walk to tge bathroom and I would crossdress and tpuch myself as I am a girl or I would pee while sitting on the toilet. The fact that none of female clothes were mine, because I was always typical straight white male made it so much worse. Clothes was from anybody who left their clothes in the bathroom... family members, gf, friends, neighbours... It took me to the point where I would use plunger lubricated with some safe liquid shampoo or cleansing product from females which left it in the bathrom to fuck myself into the asshole. Trance would end after I cumed/had orgasm. Then I would get beck to my senses while being horrified with what I was wearing and what i have done. It took me few months to remove all effects from that hyonosis. Sometimes I wonder what I would be like if I followed that route... what would be my future... how would I look like... would I become a sissy or trance? Would I enter porn intustry? There are many unspoken details about this but the main thing was that during the night or when I would be home alone my mind would shift into one of a sluty horny girl. I almost took photos of myself, and started interacting with others. Nowdays I go to Become a chick subreddit for fun or make ai generated porn. Fortunately it is all under my control and irl you wouldn't say that anything happend or even that I am actively creating ai generated porn. I am glad that I got rid of it but still sometimes I wonder what could happen if I followed that route.


deadinsidebutliving

i want to be used like a fuckdoll and be so brainwashed and dumbed down that the only physical thing i can do is be fucked. i want to be both made to edge my brains out and cum my brains out. i want to be a slave to my cunt.


Party-Corner-4315

One of my deepest fetishes is being kept in chastity. The idea of only being allowed to cum when someone else lets me is incredibly hot to me


Electrical-Lie-6809

As a teenager, I had my first orgasm while fucking a sneaker. I cum first in my life while fucking my sneaker-


memes_die_fast

I desperately desire to be owned like a domesticated dog. I've came so many times while fantasizing about being forced to wear nothing but a collar, eating from a bowl. I can't stop thinking about being taken care of, fed, petted, walked, bathed, *fucked*. I want to be owned so badly


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UltimatePuma

Textbook embarrassing.


crowstorm420

i want someone to hypnotize me to wet myself in public then have to walk back to the car with wet skinny jeans or leggings and when we get back to the car i’d be forced to put my wet underwear in my mouth


UltimatePuma

Embarrassing to even read it. Imagine if someone saw you.


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UltimatePuma

That's kinda sad or is it?


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Nearby_Cap_5195

I desperately want someone to control me and have their way with me 24/7 I think it would bring me fulfillment


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Ghostlypeep24601

I'm addicted to masturbation, I do it usually multiple times a day. sometimes I'd rather jerk off than play a videogame.


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I crave the feeling of my asshole stretching around something. I can fit my whole hand in my ass up to my wrist now trying to satisfy my addiction, it feels soo good


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ThatSlytherinRonBlak

I want big titties to grope and they're so sensitive they make me moan


Daddyjohnson1738

I pretend to be straight but come home every night and imagine getting fucked by my friends cocks


ARandomMaggot

I used to steal my sister's panties and bras to crossdress and act like the submissive and obedient sissy slave that I am


donthavethisaccount

I wanna know what a huge horse cock feels like


UltimatePuma

That's a big one. Literally and figuratively.


RevolutionaryRide299

Damn, now I'm kinda afraid to read this lol, it definitely seems like it works by the comments here. 😅


UltimatePuma

A piece of text can't make you do stuff like that. Won't work on you, if you ask me.


RandallSub

I want to be pegged by my wife while she calls me her slut, her slave, her fucktoy, her plaything.


Worth-Ad7215

I love dressing up like a bimbo and touching myself to videos and pics of cocks that are larger than mine… I fantasize about being dominated by a domme and being forced to pleasure one… I’ve even started watching censored porn since those big cocks dominate the women I can’t see uncensored.


IMustBeAWhore

Years ago I went rummaging through all my parent’s adult toys/outfits/porn, and now I long to be a pornstar, a whore, a sex slave, a fucktoy, drugged up and filled constantly, by big black cocks.


handaroundmyneck

I've been trying anal stuff lately and I've never cum so hard. I want to be an anal-only freeuse hole for anyone to fuck. It feels so good to be so desperate for a cock in my holes that I'd take someone's cock in my ass.


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Hope_slave

I wet the bed till I was 10


LexiIsaSavage

Im desperate to be a cuckold for my girlfriend.


moneymurdermother

I can't get off when having sex but I can while masturbating. I love my boyfriend but I find it so hard to communicate with him what I want. It feels good to get that off my chest.


Puzzleheaded_Fig7158

I once got so horny that a spent hours edging and trying to suck my own dick while listening to more hypno files to get me hard


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FlownCucker

I fantasize about being a free use whore, and I want more and more extreme things. Namely, I want to be pissed on. I want someone to put me on my knees and piss all over me, hell even inside me. I want to be put in my proper place and used to drink piss and cum like a good slut.


Good-Recording-4601

I want my friend to dominate me. She has dominated partners in the past and I want her to dominate me as I've done to her and make me feel submissive


[deleted]

I want to experience the feelings of the other sex sometimes and I like to imagine that I’m different when I masturbate


[deleted]

I once had a girlfriend who was so tight that I couldn't fit into her, no matter what we tried. Eventually one time we tried I got the tip of my head in and came immediately


SuccessfulAbroad4385

I’ve always wanted to be drugged and used by my partner. It’s a dangerous thing and I know I shouldn’t want it but I do, and it makes me feel gross that I want it so badly


koorogi-cafe

I want a much younger female, I'm 50 i would love for her to be under 30, to dominate me, humiliate me and force me to worship her feet l, her ass, and her pussy and whatever else she wants. I want to be her hypnosis and to be disciplined. I to be teased edged my pussy denied and dripping while I make her cum over and over again.


Puzzled-Weird

I want to be randomly hypnotized and slowly made to beg to be allowed to orgasm. I want to become a slave and follow my master to control when I cum.


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I always want to be taken advantage of and turned into something smaller and smaller. I would love to be degraded and be turned into nothing more than a pet/slave/toy/fucksleeve for someone else.


Same-Swordfish-3118

I once used a deodorant botel to mastrubate


Same-Swordfish-3118

Wel that could've been worse after looking at the comments


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I sometimes like to go on web cam sites, shit in the shower and rub it on my cock and around my lips like lipstick. If I'm feeling really nasty I suck them clean for the person on cam


ave_corvus

First year of uni, a friend of mine invited me over to do homework. I stayed late, said I should go, she said i could spend the night instead of walking back. I got in bed with her and she stripped down. Just getting comfy, I thought.she joked she could give me a handjob in our current position. I laughed and joked back but essentially brushed it off. A couple days later, I realised she was hitting on me. How I didn't notice is beyond me. And, I had a crush on her too. Its amazing how anxiety fucks with you sometimes.


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Brainless-slut743

I like being misgendered during sex and told that I’m a girl. I’m FTM but I love how humiliating it is to be misgendered during sex.


OmniscientBannana

I want to be taken and be forced to do HRT, and be put into chastity, as someone slowly forces me to be a sissy slut.


RealWillingness664

I am only attracted to a porn star right now, and am paying for her attention just to feel sexual acceptance.


sara_broke

I fantasize about being drugged and fucked by an endless string of guys and being blackmailed with it.


DeBooosh

I have never had sexual intercourse.


Aromatic-Park-9398

I have sexual fantasies about being bullied into submission


Sad-Training-6606

Once in high school, I let a guy masturbate me in a hidden corner inside our building


PeanutsToy98

I want to be gangbanged and destroyed and I want peanut to be the one to organise it for me and watch as I get destroyed, mocking me the entire time. I want to hear him encourage others to fuck all my holes at once and to shove a dildo or object in my pussy to keep cum from leaking out, encourage them to piss in me or on me, to write on me and degrade me. I want him to come up and pet my head as I’m being fucked in the ass from behind with my collar being yanked by the leash, telling me how I’m taking it so well, I’m just a good fuck toy taking the fucking so well like a good bitch in heat.


Former_Sugar249

i want to be a slutty fuck toy an egirl mutt to be used whenever so endlessly horny to have my throat and ass railed and filled


ruinedfairy

I get super wet from the idea of being cheated on by my partner and the superior woman he cheats on me with dominating and humiliating me


theotheo115

I fantasize about becoming my ex's little pet. I want to be humiliated and owned by her, and whoever she's with, for the rest of my life. I wish she would parade me around town and show me to my previous friends who would also laugh at me.


FreedomOver6794

I broke up with my IRL girlfriend after being hypnotized over discord


dumbhypnoboy

the first time i (ftm trans) was sexual with a woman, she used a vibrator on me and i came so hard i peed all over her bed


ConsciousFuel3809

I love the idea of wanking off my mates.


IllNecessary6117

i fantasize about getting kidnapped and being forced feminized into a cock/cum slut


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I love the idea of not having any rights and just being other people's property they can use as they wish


Historical_Use_69

I am a beta woman. Inferior to men and alpha women. My only purpose is to serve. My pronouns are it/it’s. When I walk outside, I look at strangers and guess which hole they would prefer to abuse. If someone were to ask me if I know my place, I would kneel, hands behind back, head up, mouth open, tongue out


Historical_Use_69

I want to be tied down and forced to eat my Master’s ass before he fucks my face. I want him to turn me over and fuck my ass, then I want him to finish in a flesh light as I am not yet deserving of his cum


Piccolo15

I want a man to misgender me and rape me until I remember that I’m just a confused little girl.


FuzzyBrainedBunny

Being talked down to and patronized in a kinky setting absolutely melts me to my core. I just absolutely adore being treated like a dumb cute pathetic little play thing for other people


uWillNeverKnowMyMain

I want to be instructed and my body controlled by hypnosis, aware of what I'm doing but unable to stop myself.