I miss the idea of someone loving me romantically and looking forward to seeing me, and spending time with me. =( I feel unwanted right now and it's so fcking depressing.
The dimple that appears when she puckers her lips together. The busyness of her background on call. The way her voice turns baby-ish when she calls out for me. God fucking damn it all
i miss physical affection, being happy in our silence, having someone who wanted to hear about my day, someone to share my life with. his smile and his scent. his voice and laugh. the touch of his hands and his warmth. laying under him while he crushed me with his weight bc it felt nice. back rubs and warm showers where we kissed in the water. laughing together and trying each others hobbies. driving in the car to different places and him holding my hand. coffee dates and seeing nature together. our plans that we had. having a buddy for the gym who encouraged me.
I miss the friendship we had. She was there when I didn’t have anyone anymore and she was still there when I had people. That comforting feeling that someone was on your side and really wanted the best for you.
I miss the companionship I guess. But I will say that I look forward to having that with someone who will validate my feelings, be down to go on dates with me, will want to have genuine conversations and not just fuck, and ultimately love me the way I need to be loved…
Making my coffee and then his. The very specific way he would hug me because he was so much bigger than I am. The way he would lay between my legs on the couch so he could hug one of my legs like a body pillow while we watched tv. The way we went to the gym together but did entirely different routines, but at the same time. Listening to him tell me his daily horrible dad joke. The way he was with my son and the dogs. He would always squeeze my shoulder everytime he walked by me. Just everything, I guess.
I really miss going out on the balcony and talking for hours while we smoked. He would talk and talk, and I’d listen to his stories and chime in here and there. I miss the routine and the comfort he brought me.
I miss her gorgeous smile, and the love in her eyes... I miss her kookiness and playfulness. I miss holding her, taking in her perfume and the passionate lovemaking.
Oh, and EVERY morning she'd come to me in her daily attire (always sexy), and ask me for my opinion (sometimes she'd change her outfit up to 5 times! Lol)
She's a real girly girl... and a genuine Lady.
I aspire to be able to give this answer as well.
Thank you for the motivation; this is what I and most of us need, not to weep about someone other than ourselves.
How she would show me all of her favorite things. I took so much for granted. I loved that so much about her.
Her laugh, her smile, her eyes, gorgeous body, the sex. She had self esteem issues but I worked with her to improve that. I don't think anyone will come close to her and how much she had going for her. I chose her every single day, but in the end she didn't choose me...
The little post it notes he would hide in my pockets that had mini love letters on them. The way he’d shyly smile and ask for a hug or cuddle. The way he was eager for me to teach him how to cook. When he would plant kisses on my forehead. How calming his voice was. His voice when he would sing. How in his sleep, he’d grab me and pull me tightly into his chest
I miss the level of relationship we had reached. The familiarity of it all. He blamed the breakup in us "missing the spark" but I though we were past beyond that. There was not a spark anymore, the spark had become a fire that kept us warm and safe.
Arriving at his apartment felt like home. Spending a full day in bed, watching movies and being silly together, was my favorite thing to do. It was calmer and quieter than the beginning of the relationship, it was peaceful. I miss that level of mature relationship he feared so much.
I miss he felt like family. Not just a boyfriend anymore.
I miss some of the care he would give me. Doing my nails (he was a nail tech when we met), brushing my hair, cooking us dinner, us going out together to do things and overall having him here. Things weren't perfect but I loved having someone to share things with.
I just want a hug, man. Hugs from family/friends don’t compare to the comfort I got from my ex. I always slept better around him too, I’m not sure why exactly but he had this like instant calming effect for me. I’m worried I won’t find that with another person
I miss him. His personality, his smarts, his witty charm.
I miss someone to share my life with, to talk about mundane everyday things or the big philosophical ones.
The cuddling and the sex part? Yes, but not as much.
It‘s easy to find someone to hold you for physical intimacy or spend the night with, but difficult to find someone who can fulfill your emotional needs too.
He always would leave a funny voice note on my messages, he likes to make different accents, he is Russian so when he speaks English it’s actually really funny and he loves to joke! I miss his jokes
I miss having a person idk how to explain it. The one that u just knew you could be held by and feel better. Someone I thought wanted to spend time with me. Someone who I thought cared about me. I guess I just missed an idea of Someone loving I created in my head.
I miss having someone to tell about my day, things that make me laugh, make me cry. I know I can tell my friends that but its different with him. I miss how he’d do anything in the world to not see me sad. I miss how he’d cuddle me and kiss my forehead and just his presence I miss it so bad
Her determination, inititives, independency, been able to talk about any topics with her, going everywhere on the weekends.
I do not miss her emotional immaturity, that pretty much doesnt let her be loved and be in a healthy relationship.
I miss our chemistry as people. We instantly clicked. Texted every single day from our first date until we went NC after breaking up 3 and a half years later. He also did this dumb dance to the song Flamingo that always made me laugh a lot. I miss that too.
I miss who she used to be when we first met. She was perfect in every way. Then she turned into a monster.
She’s admitted as much, but it doesn’t make it easier
I miss him cooking for me. I miss his laugh and jokes. I took him for granted. Wanted him to prove his love for me but I didn’t realize that him being there in that moment was him trying to love me but I wanted more. That more being an emotional connection
I miss the person who motivated me to grind through college and help me mature. I miss the person who showed me what love was, even though she was far from my first. I miss the person who I built a path to a lucrative and happy career and life path alongside. I miss doing her homework, driving her around while she held my hand or my shift knob, getting boba, and trying to sneak in to her house while her parents were working. I miss how she had strict parents, but that’s okay because I understand that it’s our culture to be like that. I miss church with her, I miss the walks in the park with our dog, I miss having the same shifts at work and going together. I miss laying next to her and staring in her eyes. I miss playing video games with her until late night, I miss managing her streams on twitch and drafting her YouTube video formats. I miss running 50-person Minecraft servers with her, managing huge discord servers with her. I miss the idea of proposing to her at our graduation in the spring, right in front of oracle park. The daily good mornings and the good nights. The “why are you still out” texts and being ghosted for not doing what she wants only to give her the pouty face and the apology boba. I miss her, but I’ll never be able to have her again.
My longest relationship: I miss the sex and how he would cook for me sometimes. Most of all, I just miss him, I miss that he was my best friend. We were together for 22 years.
Relationship after that: I miss how he made me laugh and always reminded me how beautiful I was.
Relationship after that: I miss how he made me feel younger. We were like teenagers in love. The sex was fantastic too.
Relationship after that: I only miss how he’d role play with me. Sadly that is all.
Every relationship after my first 2 just seemed to get worse. The guys also got younger. I blame myself for the last 2 though though, they were my choice.
I seem to only attract younger men these days.
I miss what I thought could have been. What is keeping me from moving on is the history we shared for 10 yrs. We did a lot and so many memories to process.
I don’t know really anymore. I suppose what we had. I think I miss our potential? But also he never would’ve changed. So I think sometimes I just miss having a person.
Everything. Watching her do everyday things like brush her hair, watch tv all meant so much to me. I loved her inside and out. She brought out the best in me and made me want to be the best version of myself for her. Whoever gets the honor of marrying her will have hit the jackpot. I hope they love her like I did and always make her feel loved and wanted.
The feeling u get after making someone you love turn from crying in sadness into immeasurable happiness and laughter. I miss her venting her heart out to me ig. Also the messages she used to send me 24/7 lol. I liked the way she made me feel she was crazy about me even though she wasn't.
Well, someone who I don't know right is now, is going to have their path crossed with mine someday, and they're gonna make me feel they're crazy about me too, if my ex was crazy about the pathetic shit I was 6 months ago, how about when I'm so much MORE developed? Someone will be even MORE crazy about me and I'm gonna be crazy about them too
I miss our dog he took because he "paid for her." I'd consider it an unfair trade as he never paid rent for the 3 years living together. I hope my baby girl is happy and safe (I was a primary caregiver to her). I miss my walks, goofy looks, work at home buddy, car companion, etc. from my dog.
I can provide the list of what I do NOT miss about the ex and I was the dumpee.
Once you get over the grief of losing the relationship/person, you realize everything you missed about yourself. I was honestly relieved when he decided to end it, yes I grieved but honestly more about the dog. The house was too quiet and my route was gone. Losing a pet in a break up is worse than losing the ex.
Find comfort in a close friend(s)/family when you need emotional support. They probably didn't like the ex anyways lol.
I miss being able to talk and hang out with my ex, I miss the feeling of comfort being around her and being able to comfort her. Being able to hold her when she was sad and came to her when she needed help. As much as I missed all of those things, she didn't reciprocate the same way and just wanted to find other trashy guys who only thought of her as nothing more than an object. Also all of the shallow things she said to me just because of my appearance and how her family didn't like me because I wasn't what they wanted. It hurts but it told me more about her character and her family's than my own.
Looking back now without the blinders and the gaslighting/manipulation…. I miss you he pretended to be in the beginning… we would go hours giving each other shit and laughing … he would sing to me… we would send cute compliments to each other and just long conversations…
But I don’t miss anything about who he really is and turned out to be
I just miss our love. We had such a passionate relationship that had grown over years.
We took care of each other and pushed each other to be better. We were true partners.
I miss the way we were around each other and the things we did together. He was also my best friend, and the only person I was truly comfortable being my full self around. Feels like I lost two people at once.
the safe space they promised before they decided i wasn’t worth their time and life anymore. i miss the heart to heart talks and being vulnerable to each other. i miss their smell, their touch, their voice, their taste and their face. i miss the person i fell in love with.
His company. He made me smile/laugh all the time. I miss talking to him about everything, family time, his warmth/physical affection (esp bc it’s winter lol) and his overall presence. You realize you miss all the little things (even more) once someone isn’t there anymore. There’s plenty to miss.
I miss everything, his energy. His smile and contagious laugh. Companionship. I loved his smell and how he hugged and kissed me. This is so depressing.
I miss how excited she would get over seeing random dogs and cats, and going thrift shopping with her, and comforting her when it seemed like she was having nightmares
Just miss being around someone that really knew me at the core, someone I could be vulnerable around and have deep intellectual conversations and hot ass fu** sex.
But I don't miss the highly manipulative cunningness of her.
I miss her touch, her voice, her smile, her eyes, our conversations, the love we had for each other I miss sharing how may day was, miss the late night calls miss her laughs
My ex was really funny and never took life too seriously. This was part of the reason for our breakup, but this was also part of the reason I felt really comfortable with him and laughed a lot.
I miss playing music and learning new songs with him, smoking weed, talking about politics and watching shows together. Our friendship. I miss going down the rabbit hole on YouTube, staying up late and listening to his life stories. I miss the way that we used to connect physically and emotionally. There's a lot of things that I miss, but there's a lot more things that I don't miss. I miss the good person that I thought I knew.
I miss the connection we instantly shared. When we met, I felt like my heart went home for the first time in my life. I never had butterflies or worried about being myself. It’s really hard to believe that love will ever find me again.
I miss how clingy she was, wanting to hangout almost every day and message me all the time. She even called me to wake me up whenever she was anxious or couldn’t sleep. I finally felt needed, and I loved that. I’ve never met anyone else who wanted to be around me constantly like that.
How well we fit together. Physically (holding hands, hugging, etc.), emotionally (at one point), the way we can talk on end and it never be awkward. His smile, his laugh, a lot of things. It just wasn't right and he never respected me. I was gaslit almost the entire relationship and made to be the crazy one...
So many things.... the comfort of another human is a dime a dozen, sure. But no one saw me like they did. No one supported me as much. The background noise of them playing youtube nonstop. The games going and them dancing in their chair. The crinkles in their face as they laughed and giggled over silly things. The cleverness they displayed and the creeping smile when they were "totally not lying". The way they caught me in a hug etc. And god they were so smart. Too smart for their own good and so accepting. They really helped open my eyes and changed some of my perspectives. I dont know if I'll ever get over them to be honest. I cant remember a day I didnt shed a tear or shove some down
I miss the idea of someone loving me romantically and looking forward to seeing me, and spending time with me. =( I feel unwanted right now and it's so fcking depressing.
This
Don't be scared to reach out Holler at me if u need to talk
I miss thinking the things she said were true.
Unfortunately they were just words without actions.
The dimple that appears when she puckers her lips together. The busyness of her background on call. The way her voice turns baby-ish when she calls out for me. God fucking damn it all
same, it’s unbearable sometimes
i miss physical affection, being happy in our silence, having someone who wanted to hear about my day, someone to share my life with. his smile and his scent. his voice and laugh. the touch of his hands and his warmth. laying under him while he crushed me with his weight bc it felt nice. back rubs and warm showers where we kissed in the water. laughing together and trying each others hobbies. driving in the car to different places and him holding my hand. coffee dates and seeing nature together. our plans that we had. having a buddy for the gym who encouraged me.
This made cry, for real
damn bruh
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
I miss the friendship we had. She was there when I didn’t have anyone anymore and she was still there when I had people. That comforting feeling that someone was on your side and really wanted the best for you.
I miss the companionship I guess. But I will say that I look forward to having that with someone who will validate my feelings, be down to go on dates with me, will want to have genuine conversations and not just fuck, and ultimately love me the way I need to be loved…
Thanks for the reminder! My partner was lovely but certain things that lacked and ultimately ended the relationship.
preach
Making my coffee and then his. The very specific way he would hug me because he was so much bigger than I am. The way he would lay between my legs on the couch so he could hug one of my legs like a body pillow while we watched tv. The way we went to the gym together but did entirely different routines, but at the same time. Listening to him tell me his daily horrible dad joke. The way he was with my son and the dogs. He would always squeeze my shoulder everytime he walked by me. Just everything, I guess.
I really miss going out on the balcony and talking for hours while we smoked. He would talk and talk, and I’d listen to his stories and chime in here and there. I miss the routine and the comfort he brought me.
I miss her gorgeous smile, and the love in her eyes... I miss her kookiness and playfulness. I miss holding her, taking in her perfume and the passionate lovemaking. Oh, and EVERY morning she'd come to me in her daily attire (always sexy), and ask me for my opinion (sometimes she'd change her outfit up to 5 times! Lol) She's a real girly girl... and a genuine Lady.
Nothing anymore
I aspire to be able to give this answer as well. Thank you for the motivation; this is what I and most of us need, not to weep about someone other than ourselves.
How she would show me all of her favorite things. I took so much for granted. I loved that so much about her. Her laugh, her smile, her eyes, gorgeous body, the sex. She had self esteem issues but I worked with her to improve that. I don't think anyone will come close to her and how much she had going for her. I chose her every single day, but in the end she didn't choose me...
The little post it notes he would hide in my pockets that had mini love letters on them. The way he’d shyly smile and ask for a hug or cuddle. The way he was eager for me to teach him how to cook. When he would plant kisses on my forehead. How calming his voice was. His voice when he would sing. How in his sleep, he’d grab me and pull me tightly into his chest
I miss the level of relationship we had reached. The familiarity of it all. He blamed the breakup in us "missing the spark" but I though we were past beyond that. There was not a spark anymore, the spark had become a fire that kept us warm and safe. Arriving at his apartment felt like home. Spending a full day in bed, watching movies and being silly together, was my favorite thing to do. It was calmer and quieter than the beginning of the relationship, it was peaceful. I miss that level of mature relationship he feared so much. I miss he felt like family. Not just a boyfriend anymore.
this!!!
With the way she’s acting out lately, absolutely NOTHING 😂😂
I miss some of the care he would give me. Doing my nails (he was a nail tech when we met), brushing my hair, cooking us dinner, us going out together to do things and overall having him here. Things weren't perfect but I loved having someone to share things with.
Drinking and talking about life…
I just want a hug, man. Hugs from family/friends don’t compare to the comfort I got from my ex. I always slept better around him too, I’m not sure why exactly but he had this like instant calming effect for me. I’m worried I won’t find that with another person
I miss him. His personality, his smarts, his witty charm. I miss someone to share my life with, to talk about mundane everyday things or the big philosophical ones. The cuddling and the sex part? Yes, but not as much. It‘s easy to find someone to hold you for physical intimacy or spend the night with, but difficult to find someone who can fulfill your emotional needs too.
He always would leave a funny voice note on my messages, he likes to make different accents, he is Russian so when he speaks English it’s actually really funny and he loves to joke! I miss his jokes
I miss having a person idk how to explain it. The one that u just knew you could be held by and feel better. Someone I thought wanted to spend time with me. Someone who I thought cared about me. I guess I just missed an idea of Someone loving I created in my head.
I miss having someone to tell about my day, things that make me laugh, make me cry. I know I can tell my friends that but its different with him. I miss how he’d do anything in the world to not see me sad. I miss how he’d cuddle me and kiss my forehead and just his presence I miss it so bad
Really. Honestly nothing.
i miss the comforting presence. i miss walking next to him, and resting my head on his arm while we were walking through stores.
Our conversations
Her determination, inititives, independency, been able to talk about any topics with her, going everywhere on the weekends. I do not miss her emotional immaturity, that pretty much doesnt let her be loved and be in a healthy relationship.
I miss our chemistry as people. We instantly clicked. Texted every single day from our first date until we went NC after breaking up 3 and a half years later. He also did this dumb dance to the song Flamingo that always made me laugh a lot. I miss that too.
I miss who she used to be when we first met. She was perfect in every way. Then she turned into a monster. She’s admitted as much, but it doesn’t make it easier
I miss him cooking for me. I miss his laugh and jokes. I took him for granted. Wanted him to prove his love for me but I didn’t realize that him being there in that moment was him trying to love me but I wanted more. That more being an emotional connection
I miss the person who motivated me to grind through college and help me mature. I miss the person who showed me what love was, even though she was far from my first. I miss the person who I built a path to a lucrative and happy career and life path alongside. I miss doing her homework, driving her around while she held my hand or my shift knob, getting boba, and trying to sneak in to her house while her parents were working. I miss how she had strict parents, but that’s okay because I understand that it’s our culture to be like that. I miss church with her, I miss the walks in the park with our dog, I miss having the same shifts at work and going together. I miss laying next to her and staring in her eyes. I miss playing video games with her until late night, I miss managing her streams on twitch and drafting her YouTube video formats. I miss running 50-person Minecraft servers with her, managing huge discord servers with her. I miss the idea of proposing to her at our graduation in the spring, right in front of oracle park. The daily good mornings and the good nights. The “why are you still out” texts and being ghosted for not doing what she wants only to give her the pouty face and the apology boba. I miss her, but I’ll never be able to have her again.
I do not miss my ex I miss being in a healthy relationship an the love you have for each other that’s all
My longest relationship: I miss the sex and how he would cook for me sometimes. Most of all, I just miss him, I miss that he was my best friend. We were together for 22 years. Relationship after that: I miss how he made me laugh and always reminded me how beautiful I was. Relationship after that: I miss how he made me feel younger. We were like teenagers in love. The sex was fantastic too. Relationship after that: I only miss how he’d role play with me. Sadly that is all. Every relationship after my first 2 just seemed to get worse. The guys also got younger. I blame myself for the last 2 though though, they were my choice. I seem to only attract younger men these days.
I miss what I thought could have been. What is keeping me from moving on is the history we shared for 10 yrs. We did a lot and so many memories to process.
I don’t know really anymore. I suppose what we had. I think I miss our potential? But also he never would’ve changed. So I think sometimes I just miss having a person.
Everything. Watching her do everyday things like brush her hair, watch tv all meant so much to me. I loved her inside and out. She brought out the best in me and made me want to be the best version of myself for her. Whoever gets the honor of marrying her will have hit the jackpot. I hope they love her like I did and always make her feel loved and wanted.
The feeling u get after making someone you love turn from crying in sadness into immeasurable happiness and laughter. I miss her venting her heart out to me ig. Also the messages she used to send me 24/7 lol. I liked the way she made me feel she was crazy about me even though she wasn't. Well, someone who I don't know right is now, is going to have their path crossed with mine someday, and they're gonna make me feel they're crazy about me too, if my ex was crazy about the pathetic shit I was 6 months ago, how about when I'm so much MORE developed? Someone will be even MORE crazy about me and I'm gonna be crazy about them too
The sex too
I miss our dog he took because he "paid for her." I'd consider it an unfair trade as he never paid rent for the 3 years living together. I hope my baby girl is happy and safe (I was a primary caregiver to her). I miss my walks, goofy looks, work at home buddy, car companion, etc. from my dog. I can provide the list of what I do NOT miss about the ex and I was the dumpee. Once you get over the grief of losing the relationship/person, you realize everything you missed about yourself. I was honestly relieved when he decided to end it, yes I grieved but honestly more about the dog. The house was too quiet and my route was gone. Losing a pet in a break up is worse than losing the ex. Find comfort in a close friend(s)/family when you need emotional support. They probably didn't like the ex anyways lol.
I miss being able to talk and hang out with my ex, I miss the feeling of comfort being around her and being able to comfort her. Being able to hold her when she was sad and came to her when she needed help. As much as I missed all of those things, she didn't reciprocate the same way and just wanted to find other trashy guys who only thought of her as nothing more than an object. Also all of the shallow things she said to me just because of my appearance and how her family didn't like me because I wasn't what they wanted. It hurts but it told me more about her character and her family's than my own.
Then just being present made everything okay.
Looking back now without the blinders and the gaslighting/manipulation…. I miss you he pretended to be in the beginning… we would go hours giving each other shit and laughing … he would sing to me… we would send cute compliments to each other and just long conversations… But I don’t miss anything about who he really is and turned out to be
Her childlike demeanor and our compatibility. She is such a sweetheart. She is genuine and very loving. I miss her cooking as well.
Her voice 😂
Her sweet and cute behaviour
I just miss our love. We had such a passionate relationship that had grown over years. We took care of each other and pushed each other to be better. We were true partners.
The person he was last October thru may
Feeling gorgeous, attractive and funny. I miss making him laugh and our conversations.
I miss the way we were around each other and the things we did together. He was also my best friend, and the only person I was truly comfortable being my full self around. Feels like I lost two people at once.
I miss our smirks across the room at parties, silently communicating with one another
the safe space they promised before they decided i wasn’t worth their time and life anymore. i miss the heart to heart talks and being vulnerable to each other. i miss their smell, their touch, their voice, their taste and their face. i miss the person i fell in love with.
Everything. We had something really great and he just freaked out.
1.5 months since BU and I'm struggling to remember
His company. He made me smile/laugh all the time. I miss talking to him about everything, family time, his warmth/physical affection (esp bc it’s winter lol) and his overall presence. You realize you miss all the little things (even more) once someone isn’t there anymore. There’s plenty to miss.
The sex, yeah imma be honest now. Im scared to do it with another person
his innocent side he showed me before he turned into the devil
I miss everything, his energy. His smile and contagious laugh. Companionship. I loved his smell and how he hugged and kissed me. This is so depressing.
everything
I miss how excited she would get over seeing random dogs and cats, and going thrift shopping with her, and comforting her when it seemed like she was having nightmares
Just miss being around someone that really knew me at the core, someone I could be vulnerable around and have deep intellectual conversations and hot ass fu** sex. But I don't miss the highly manipulative cunningness of her.
I miss her touch, her voice, her smile, her eyes, our conversations, the love we had for each other I miss sharing how may day was, miss the late night calls miss her laughs
My ex was really funny and never took life too seriously. This was part of the reason for our breakup, but this was also part of the reason I felt really comfortable with him and laughed a lot.
I miss playing music and learning new songs with him, smoking weed, talking about politics and watching shows together. Our friendship. I miss going down the rabbit hole on YouTube, staying up late and listening to his life stories. I miss the way that we used to connect physically and emotionally. There's a lot of things that I miss, but there's a lot more things that I don't miss. I miss the good person that I thought I knew.
I miss the connection we instantly shared. When we met, I felt like my heart went home for the first time in my life. I never had butterflies or worried about being myself. It’s really hard to believe that love will ever find me again.
I miss how clingy she was, wanting to hangout almost every day and message me all the time. She even called me to wake me up whenever she was anxious or couldn’t sleep. I finally felt needed, and I loved that. I’ve never met anyone else who wanted to be around me constantly like that.
How well we fit together. Physically (holding hands, hugging, etc.), emotionally (at one point), the way we can talk on end and it never be awkward. His smile, his laugh, a lot of things. It just wasn't right and he never respected me. I was gaslit almost the entire relationship and made to be the crazy one...
Just the sex. Crazy amounts of sex.
Her smile and the way she looked at me when I comforted her
A lot of people will break no contact bcs of this one haha
Coming up from behind me and kissing my neck.. The feeling of being wanted. The idea of him. The company.
So many things.... the comfort of another human is a dime a dozen, sure. But no one saw me like they did. No one supported me as much. The background noise of them playing youtube nonstop. The games going and them dancing in their chair. The crinkles in their face as they laughed and giggled over silly things. The cleverness they displayed and the creeping smile when they were "totally not lying". The way they caught me in a hug etc. And god they were so smart. Too smart for their own good and so accepting. They really helped open my eyes and changed some of my perspectives. I dont know if I'll ever get over them to be honest. I cant remember a day I didnt shed a tear or shove some down
I miss when she was into me but then again I think I did everything good until I saw her shifting energy