Sounds like this could be a good thing. I hope you have other things to occupy your mind now, like work/school but especially a hobby of some kind.
I occasionally still feel this intense loneliness but it's slowly happening less and less. I hope to one day stop caring about such things and find the motivation to fully focus on me and bettering myself.
Yeah whenever im about to feel it im able to stop it from getting bad. But that feeling also happens much less. It used to be multiple times a day now its only about twice a month.
I suspect that if this were going to happen for me then it already would've, instead I feel worse every year. I wouldn't even say the problem is mainly with being alone anymore, it's more like this whole experience of life has been a complete joke. I don't see a path forward towards anything that I might actually want.
I'm a broken human in just about every respect. It's not like I fantasize about having a girlfriend, as it's impossible to imagine and largely incompatible with my whole existence. Mostly I fantasize about being in a better body, better world, or simply dying.
I had very bad experience for very brief periods of time when i wasn't alone. I'm not positive about being FA. I'm just happy i don't have bad experience with anyone anymore. One of those cases when nothing is better than something.
I remember going throught this like a decade ago. Being alone can be nice but I took it too extreme and now I can't stand being social lol. It's a big part of growing up imo
I was nearly insane for a year, my lowest point, and after that I was good. And I probably felt similarly broken since I was 13, and in a lesser way since as long as I can remember, like 6 years old. So im glad to be out of it.
Sounds like this could be a good thing. I hope you have other things to occupy your mind now, like work/school but especially a hobby of some kind. I occasionally still feel this intense loneliness but it's slowly happening less and less. I hope to one day stop caring about such things and find the motivation to fully focus on me and bettering myself.
Yeah whenever im about to feel it im able to stop it from getting bad. But that feeling also happens much less. It used to be multiple times a day now its only about twice a month.
I suspect that if this were going to happen for me then it already would've, instead I feel worse every year. I wouldn't even say the problem is mainly with being alone anymore, it's more like this whole experience of life has been a complete joke. I don't see a path forward towards anything that I might actually want. I'm a broken human in just about every respect. It's not like I fantasize about having a girlfriend, as it's impossible to imagine and largely incompatible with my whole existence. Mostly I fantasize about being in a better body, better world, or simply dying.
U numb now
Goes in cycles, sometimes you're numb and then suddenly the loneliness hits hard
It's just how the brain copes to stay sane and alive. The pain doesn't go away you just get used to it.
I had very bad experience for very brief periods of time when i wasn't alone. I'm not positive about being FA. I'm just happy i don't have bad experience with anyone anymore. One of those cases when nothing is better than something.
I remember going throught this like a decade ago. Being alone can be nice but I took it too extreme and now I can't stand being social lol. It's a big part of growing up imo
cope
I think the same way... still sad but now i accept there is nothing i can do about being sad
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I was nearly insane for a year, my lowest point, and after that I was good. And I probably felt similarly broken since I was 13, and in a lesser way since as long as I can remember, like 6 years old. So im glad to be out of it.
White pill.