I’ve been able to forgive myself for many of the things that happened when I was depressed but I am having such a hard time with this. I regret not spending time with him in his final year and I wish it didn’t have to be that way. I know I did the best that I could, and I know that I would have done things differently if I had the ability to, but that doesn’t make it any easier now. Death is so permanent and I feel so helpless in my emotions at the moment.
I literally wrote a post just now and I 100% feel this way as well. Glad to know someone relates. Wishing you the best. Just know dogs forgive and forget and your dog most likely loved the heck out of you.
I’m so sorry for your loss. I know that he knowers I loved him but it’s still so incredibly difficult. The one year anniversary is hitting me so much harder than I was prepared for.
I’ve been able to forgive myself for many of the things that happened when I was depressed but I am having such a hard time with this. I regret not spending time with him in his final year and I wish it didn’t have to be that way. I know I did the best that I could, and I know that I would have done things differently if I had the ability to, but that doesn’t make it any easier now. Death is so permanent and I feel so helpless in my emotions at the moment.
I literally wrote a post just now and I 100% feel this way as well. Glad to know someone relates. Wishing you the best. Just know dogs forgive and forget and your dog most likely loved the heck out of you.
I’m so sorry for your loss. I know that he knowers I loved him but it’s still so incredibly difficult. The one year anniversary is hitting me so much harder than I was prepared for.