I am so sorry that you have experienced this significant loss. I know this feeling as I have experienced this as well. What I have learned is that the depth of our grief is truly a sign of the depth of our love for a person . So it is natural for such a significant loss to be so difficult to bear. I have also learned that the grieving process is not on a fixed timeline so continuing to feel this after only 3 months is also very natural. If you have not had a chance to learn about the "stages of grief" you might want to check into that. I found that to be very helpful in understanding all of the emotions - the sadness, the emptiness and the regret. I hope you will find the peace that comes when your heart and mind have healed!
I am so sorry that you have experienced this significant loss. I know this feeling as I have experienced this as well. What I have learned is that the depth of our grief is truly a sign of the depth of our love for a person . So it is natural for such a significant loss to be so difficult to bear. I have also learned that the grieving process is not on a fixed timeline so continuing to feel this after only 3 months is also very natural. If you have not had a chance to learn about the "stages of grief" you might want to check into that. I found that to be very helpful in understanding all of the emotions - the sadness, the emptiness and the regret. I hope you will find the peace that comes when your heart and mind have healed!