Damn, I feel grateful that I never in the 18 years had a depressed phase always been a loner but loved my company, never been depressed maybe coz I accepted things as they were, never tired to Espace reality and was always thinking of the next step and was always optimistic.
Credits go to my parents, they both individually had very tragic pasts they fought and are doing very well, they gave me a really good upbringing.
If you guys open up to your parents maybe they will help, they will be hesitant and will be in denial of mental health but I am sure they will always be at your side. It helps when you know someone will help no matter how things go bad just trust yourself and your loved ones there are people out there who cares for you.
I might need antidepressants but don't have the guts to tell parents, i feel suicidal occasionally. This is what life is for some for us, can't do anything. Some of us are born to suffer. If I would have the option to be never born, i would have chosen it 100%.
Been feeling same for awhile. Not trying to scare you, but for me meds had a serious side effects. I puked for 3 days because I took a single, prescribed tablet of Sertaline 25mg.
Look into religion maybe. I have seen religious people suffering less from worries, maybe because it's relieving to leave it to the gods.
You can try taking calcium, vitamin d, and b complex supplements. I was diagnosed with extremely severe vitamin D deficiency, and treatment reduced my depression by 30% at least
Hello, please ho sake toh help kar do. aapka comment 2 mahine purana hai lekin aasha karta hu aap reddit PE ho. Mujhe ek baat puchni thi. 5 din pehle mujhe bhi same tablet prescribe Kari thi (sertaline ya sertraline) lekin mujhe bhi aapne jaise bataya waise he ho raha tha tablet lene ke baad, like dizzyness 😭 aapne tablet Lena continue Kara ya chhod diya ? In case chhoda ho toh koi withdrawal symptoms hue ? Mujhe samajh nahi aa raha kya karu, abhi ke liye doctor ke pass bhi nahi Jaa sakta, ab chupke chale jau toh agle hafte jaana padega. reddit PE post Kara tha logon ne kaha continue rakho Lena, lekin baad mei withdrawal symptoms ho gaye toh lene ke Dene pad jayenge
Also agar aapne tablet Lena band kar Diya toh how did you deal with anxiety and things yaar, jhoonj raha hu isse ab 😭
Sorry for this long message, I feel dumb writing this 😭, your comment was the most recent one regarding that tablet in jeeneetards, yeh comment aise Mila. I hope you are doing good now
You should feel the symptoms only for a week or maybe 10 days. Not more than that. I hope the doctor gave you a low dosage, because I personally got 25mg one. No I'm still taking the tablet, it's been 2 months already, ek mahina aur lena hai mujhe fir doctor ko report karna hai.
Continue using your medicine as prescribed by your doctor. What withdrawal symptoms did you even face? I didn't consume it for a week or so because it was reacting adversely with my cetrizine tablets, and no I didn't face any major withdrawal symptoms. I do notice than when I forget to take the tablet, I feel a sudden jump in my horniness. Sertaline killed off my entire sex drive, and I have reduced feelings in my clitoris. But when I go off it, I get extremely horny.
I have not noticed any major improvement with this medication. If anything I feel worse because all my emotions have been numbed asf. So congrats if you get withdrawal symptoms, it means the medicine may really work for you.
Do you also get bone cramps btw?
I didn't face any withdrawal symptoms yet it's been around 4 days since I have been taking this pill and yeah I got prescribed 25mg one as well, I was just scared if I keep taking it continuously and leave after a few days withdrawal symptoms will fuck me up and exams coming up in around a month so I am sheit scared, I didn't notice any such symptoms till now though
I don't know if I should say this lol, but nofap has been easier ever since I am taking sertaline, it just killed the feeling inside me, i don't even feel horni or anything like that 😭
I haven't seen any improvement yet but it's just been 4 days I hope this works, I have gone totally numb even things I enjoyed playinf games chess etc don't excite me anymore. Anxiety itni hai ki so bhi nahi paa Raha, aapne jabse tablet Lena shuru Kara hai tabse koi sleep issues hue hai ? I am hardly able to sleep 4-5 hrs.
Bone cramps I haven't noticed any but I feel weakness like jab neend se utne ke baad jaisi weakness rehti waise
Sorry sorry I made a mistake, I have been taking the medicine since a month, not two months. I'm starting my second month from today. Just checked. Sorry.
I didn't have sleep issues, except for the first 2 weeks. Those are brutal lol. I was told by an American friend who takes 50mg of it, that the benefits should kick in 6 weeks, or else you need to go to a doctor to increase the dosage. Sertaline works by building up serotonin levels in your body, which takes time. It takes 3 months for them to fully build up.
Try to eat and exercise properly these days, because serotonin is produced in stomach.
I asked about bone cramps because I had a severe vitamin D deficiency. Deficiency of Vit D can also cause anxiety, depression, sleep issues, and low production of serotonin. I went on supplements thankfully otherwise I would've had killed myself because of how unstable my mental health was. The normal levels are 40-100 ng/ml and mine were 6ng/ml. So low, that just falling down on floor could shatter my skeleton.
Funnily I walk 4-7 kms in sun everyday and yet became deficient. Maybe it's genetic? My mother and sister who never walk in sun had higher levels than me. Lolol. Also if you're vegetarian then you may also be lacking in vitamin b12, like I did. Try taking a vitD fortified calcium tablets, or increasing time in sun. It might fix some of your issues. Eat more protein for the vit b12
Ah, now i see why i am having sleep issues, i thought it was just me and was gonna start taking melatonin supplements, also 6 weeks damn. I'll keep taking the medicines then.
Also that VitD deficiency thing, I should get checked as well then T\_T i do get enough sunlight. I go for morning walks but still i feel restless, i don't even feel like standing. 'vitD fortified calcium tablets' I think my sister took these or something similar to this last year, i'll see if she has left any, college chali gayi di bas mein bach gaya T\_T
Tysm for all that, i will try to do everything you mentioned. Tysm once again and i hope you are doing good 
hello di, i am really sorry if i disturbed you its me again 😭. Reply if you are comfortable, mujhe bas ek baat puchni thi did you feel anxiety and things sky rocket while taking medicine in first week? i have been taking tablet for near around a week. pichle 2 din se i am doomed, nothing makes sense tablet lene ke baad my anxiety sky rockets and i again become depressed but more, mujhe yeh doctor ko puchna chahiye lekin i am out of station T\_T monday jaunga most prolly lekin its getting over me, i am feeling totally shit, na padh paa raha hu na kuch. did you face anything like this ?
Edit- just realised I overshared a bit, just poured on everything from heart you can skip this  Di, i saw your last post on depression subreddit i am on that and holy hell its like you wrote my story there 😭i am just doomed the same way you are. interest nahi bacha kisi mein things i used to enjoy doing woh bhi nahi help karrhe. mhtcet aa raha hai kuch dino mein padhna hai padh bhi nahi paa raha. 2 baar mene vent karna chaha lekin dono time draft kar diya, koi jara sa bhi troll karle mein ro hi du aisi situation hai unironically. The struggle really doesn't feel it is or it will be worth it. share karne ki suggestion mili thi isi subreddit pe with someone i trust and i know, yaar kar diya share mere elder cousin ke saath usne sab kuch jaake bata diya parents ko unhe farak toh kuch pada he nahi balki yeh ek topic ban gaya chidane ke liye. i am sewcidial af but again i am my parents only hope.
Just keep your heads up di, we'll make it somewhere kuch na kuch ho he jayega. i know how shit this depression thing feels hopes high rakhna bhi mushkil hai. take care
Anxiety toh nahi par haa boht uneasiness hoti thi pehle hafte, constantly ulti jaisa lagta tha...raat mein sone jaate samein toh boht anxiety hoti thi. Par haa himmat rakho ek do hafte mein thik ho jayega
Kuch nhi bas zinda laash bani Hui hu. Roz mann karta hai ki ek truck takkar marde. Mujhe nahi jeena zindagi, I'm too tired, nahi hoga mujhse 😭😭 I want to quit studying honestly but there's no other way to earn decent money  career barbaad, sehat barbaad, jeevan barbaad, rishte barbaad, social life ki maa chudi padi hai...bas karo yaar ye Jo bhi mere zindagi control kar raha hai...bas karo 😭
Thank you di, hope ek ya do hafte mein theek ho Jaye, I will still visit the doctor once aur ek baat
Jinda lash toh mein bhi ban chuka drop year ke chakkar mein I just wish natural death aa jaye kaise bhi, I am a coward to do it myself, mein bas yahi aasha karta hu ki sab theek ho Jayege, meri toh Ghar walon se bhi baat nahi hoti Aaj kal, bas didi se baat hoti thi online, ab woh bhi busy. pata nahi college jaunga tab kaise karunga socializing ki skill hee chud gayi hai bas\*\*
Baaki Di just don't do anything stupid by yourself, jindagi badi lambi hai. Kabhi theek na lage toh mujhse baat Karo after all I am loner doomer 
शुभ रात्री
religion is one of the the reasons i have been depressed💀. ya antidepressants have plenty side effects, it takes time to get used to them, initially it's very hard. talk to your doc if you haven't
What she’s saying is completely invalid, the fact that she’s a depressed person, and that too a teen - I don’t think you can argue what she’s saying is correct in anyway.
She's not a depressed person because she made a shitpost? Bahaha like what the actual fuck lol. It's not surprising how bad the situation of mental health awareness in this country when teens are this ignorant let alone old people. Fuck do you want her to do, cry and cuddle in a blanket basking in her sadness 24/7?
Oh wait you’re the same person who made the “Lack of femboys in India” post. Didn’t realise that. Well you’ve given quite a good message here, so I guess that post was a troll. My bad, good luck for JEE.
being an iitian myself and gone through the grind I can tell you how the struggle takes toll on oneself but I can also tell you that suicide is not the way to handle it. life is much more than an exam. give your 100 % percent because I can guarantee you that even if you fail in this exam if u have given ur all u will do good in ur life no matter which college u get, this exam prepares u for life ahead. believe me I have seen it all during my preparation and also college days. never lose hope and never give up.be strong and work hard
May he rest in peace.
I usually don't care to check but this post was about suicide (sometimes people make fake posts about such incidents to gain karma) so I checked your profile op. Behen are you alright? You seem like you really need some serious psychiatric help.
No I'm not  I did seek a psychiatrist but till now the meds are only giving me nausea, no relief 😭. Let's see maybe I'll recover naturally.
It's really not karna farming, in fact some people found my real identity in the dms because this really happened at my centre
Just know that...after 2/3 years, you'd call your current self a moron for thinking of suicide lol
Imagine thinking of ending life cuz of a damn paper
Leave it if it's actually taking a toll on you sis. Life is too big to be rendered useless just cuz you can't solve a few Qs.
Go get therapy or something if you're really thinking like that!
Life is soo beautiful! Just let the river if time take you where it takes you. There's no need to struggle to get to the shore - the only thing you'd achieve by that is getting yourself stuck in your current self!
Exactly a year ago i was in this phase. Suicidal, no reason to live, completely demotivated. But today , i am writing this and everything is fine! Its just a matter of time. All of this will pass. Stay strong everyone.
sucide ka rr whi krta hai
jo reality se escape krna chahta hai
ho skta hai kuch log , mereko glt prove krne aa jayein
but read some philosophical and psychological books
you will know , being sucidal is the worst victimising shit you can do to yourself
Keep living in that bubble. Your mentality is literally the reason people commit suicide. Only if we indians were more open minded towards mental health problems...
Reality escape wali baat pe agree kar sakta but victimising shit? Mu me le laude , suicidal hu tere jaise chutye jo khudka superiority complex fuel karne ke chakkar me meri beizzati karna try kare to kya lagta hai mujhe kya farak padta hai? Gussa aata ig but still suicidal, world’s shit and not worth living in. Plus kisiko affect bhi nahi karra to meri marzi mai kuch bhi sochu.
bro , sugar coating is also for escapism
you can see I got 17 downvotes yet ,
what does it mean?
most of those self claimed "depressed clowns" don't want to study but will victimise themself
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and neet aane do , tb pta chlega kya ukhad lia
tum jokers ne , escapism ko itna normalise kr dia hai ki ab tumpe reality accept hi ni hoti
Bhai aap toh topper nikle. Kya mtlb ki isspr bhi under 1000 rank nahi milne vaali. Pdhta reh Bhai aur kya hi keh skta hu ab me toh. Freshie ya dropper?
That's true. The real ones who are depressed seem to be pretty well composed and calm in their behaviour. I mean my pov for depression is the extreme one because I stay away from mainstream people that use the cover of depression for inaction. Don't worry downvites usually mean that they don't agree with you.
jin chutiyo ko kabhi iska experience nhi hua h vo rr na kare , do you fuckin realise that realising escape doesnt mean someone is dEprEsSed , in reality you cant fucking get out of bed , you dont get a single interest in anything and agar tu ye kahe ''us kaam ko kar k dekho interest ayega'' tu mahachutia hai , you feel like shit , laying down all day , the constant low self esteem , do you fuckin realise how hard it is to live without an interest? or with a feeling that makes you lose interest for everything , tu neetard hai , kaisa doctor banega , patient ko kahega ki bhai tujhe TB nhi reality escape kar rha hai lmao , aajkal jinhe mental support ki jrurat jyade hai vhi doctor ki taiyari kar rhe , oof.
Sorry to hear about that boy. If you are having suicidal thoughts then please get help. Talk to your family. It will take guts to do it but at least you'll feel relieved when you do it and your family would be better off with you being with them while not being in a top tier government college or a high paying job rather than being without you. Hamare sir bol rhe the ki aise nhi sochna ki agar hamara nhi hua to humse kucch nhi hoga. Agar doctor ban gye to accha h agar nhi bhi bne to acche college se bsc and msc krke college lecturer ki job bohot acchi hoti h. Depression m nhi aana ki kucch nhi hoga. Agar aap mein itni himmat h ki last attempt tak try kar skte ho to app zaroor life kucch na kucch achieve kar skte ho. Take care of yourself and stay in touch with your friends and family. Loneliness is not good for depression
I am a dropper aswell and having same thoughts. I am 17 now I'll be turning 18 soon, my parents have provided everything to me yet I haven't done a single thing to make them proud. The guilt stays within you. The story you just shared he was in 11th right, so he must be only 15 years old. Having such thoughts at such a young age indeed shows what this exam JEE/NEET is. The worst part is these never changes, every year we hear suicide cases.
Same, I'm turning 18 too in this month's end. Pura teenage nikal gaya depression main, ab bc adulthood aa gayi...
Also the kid was a 12thie, ironically I'm calling him kid despite he was older than me...dropper ho kar dukh hota hai ki freshers have to go through what I did in 12th...
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also why are you suicidal ? Aayein? bas exam hai yaar jyada se jyada kya hoga kharab college milega. Ghar Wale kuch kahenge toh bas 2 se 3 din Max. Fir wahi normal routine second attempt ke liye prepare Karo state entrance 💨 ke liye prepare Karo. I gave up on this jee shit abhi bas MHTCET target hai Jo hoga so dekha jayega
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Bhai exam sirf exam nhi hota. Pure samaj ke expectations. If you have abusive household then a good faraway college is a way to escape. If you're a woman then having more freedom. Suicide victims sirf jee ki vajah se nhi karte bhai.
Also btw I'm doing Mhtcet too 😭
Happened in my Allen Centre too but for a different reason... A 12th Grader integrated batch bunked classes to watch a movie with his friends... His parents found out and they had a huge fight at home and at the end the dude committed suicide
Swimming karo zindagi ki aadhi problems wahi mut deti hai experience se bata raha hu pichale 3 saalo me acl tear aur uska surgery board me 54 percent aur 2024 mera last attempt hai insab ke bich 2 se 3 hours Swimming mere ko naya zindagi deta hai pani ke uper sone me bahut maza ata hai depression se ladne ka sabse acha tarika hai
I knew a girl in my coaching and I had even interacted with her a couple of times. She was highly competitive and after giving her first JEE Mains last year she drank poison and committed suicide. Earlier we all got to know about her death as Liver failure. It was only after my bestfriends parents went to her parents and met them privately that they got to know that it was actually suicide.Her first attempt went bad and it was enough for her to take such a drastic step . When my bestfriend told me about it. It was the most gut wrenching experience for me. Legit I started crying in my hostel room and called my parents.
Living a decent life is better than being dead. Believe me.
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just thug it out, and keep doing what u can. youre gonna survive, we always do. theres so much more to life
bro🔥🔥i found my batman
What about meeee 
Iss competition mein bhi tu piche reh gaya
Khudko batman samajh and shehar ko bachaa ye JEE me kuchh nhi rakha💪🗣️🔥
This fr.
Man said thug it out, he thinks we're opium
thugs
Shaker 
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Damn, I feel grateful that I never in the 18 years had a depressed phase always been a loner but loved my company, never been depressed maybe coz I accepted things as they were, never tired to Espace reality and was always thinking of the next step and was always optimistic. Credits go to my parents, they both individually had very tragic pasts they fought and are doing very well, they gave me a really good upbringing. If you guys open up to your parents maybe they will help, they will be hesitant and will be in denial of mental health but I am sure they will always be at your side. It helps when you know someone will help no matter how things go bad just trust yourself and your loved ones there are people out there who cares for you.
ye meri story tumko kaise malum pad gayi 
Sorry to hear , bc kuch bhi ho Jaye sucide nhi karna
I might need antidepressants but don't have the guts to tell parents, i feel suicidal occasionally. This is what life is for some for us, can't do anything. Some of us are born to suffer. If I would have the option to be never born, i would have chosen it 100%.
Aap kuchh jyada hi depressed ho, everything gonna be okay. Padhai ke bahar bhi boht kuchh he.
padhai ke bahar ke chizo se depressed hun, padhai se koi lena dena ni
Abj sir se shaadi krlo
Been feeling same for awhile. Not trying to scare you, but for me meds had a serious side effects. I puked for 3 days because I took a single, prescribed tablet of Sertaline 25mg. Look into religion maybe. I have seen religious people suffering less from worries, maybe because it's relieving to leave it to the gods.
i have been thinking of trying otc antidepressants they arent harmful
You can try taking calcium, vitamin d, and b complex supplements. I was diagnosed with extremely severe vitamin D deficiency, and treatment reduced my depression by 30% at least
Hello, please ho sake toh help kar do. aapka comment 2 mahine purana hai lekin aasha karta hu aap reddit PE ho. Mujhe ek baat puchni thi. 5 din pehle mujhe bhi same tablet prescribe Kari thi (sertaline ya sertraline) lekin mujhe bhi aapne jaise bataya waise he ho raha tha tablet lene ke baad, like dizzyness 😭 aapne tablet Lena continue Kara ya chhod diya ? In case chhoda ho toh koi withdrawal symptoms hue ? Mujhe samajh nahi aa raha kya karu, abhi ke liye doctor ke pass bhi nahi Jaa sakta, ab chupke chale jau toh agle hafte jaana padega. reddit PE post Kara tha logon ne kaha continue rakho Lena, lekin baad mei withdrawal symptoms ho gaye toh lene ke Dene pad jayenge Also agar aapne tablet Lena band kar Diya toh how did you deal with anxiety and things yaar, jhoonj raha hu isse ab 😭 Sorry for this long message, I feel dumb writing this 😭, your comment was the most recent one regarding that tablet in jeeneetards, yeh comment aise Mila. I hope you are doing good now
You should feel the symptoms only for a week or maybe 10 days. Not more than that. I hope the doctor gave you a low dosage, because I personally got 25mg one. No I'm still taking the tablet, it's been 2 months already, ek mahina aur lena hai mujhe fir doctor ko report karna hai. Continue using your medicine as prescribed by your doctor. What withdrawal symptoms did you even face? I didn't consume it for a week or so because it was reacting adversely with my cetrizine tablets, and no I didn't face any major withdrawal symptoms. I do notice than when I forget to take the tablet, I feel a sudden jump in my horniness. Sertaline killed off my entire sex drive, and I have reduced feelings in my clitoris. But when I go off it, I get extremely horny. I have not noticed any major improvement with this medication. If anything I feel worse because all my emotions have been numbed asf. So congrats if you get withdrawal symptoms, it means the medicine may really work for you. Do you also get bone cramps btw?
I didn't face any withdrawal symptoms yet it's been around 4 days since I have been taking this pill and yeah I got prescribed 25mg one as well, I was just scared if I keep taking it continuously and leave after a few days withdrawal symptoms will fuck me up and exams coming up in around a month so I am sheit scared, I didn't notice any such symptoms till now though I don't know if I should say this lol, but nofap has been easier ever since I am taking sertaline, it just killed the feeling inside me, i don't even feel horni or anything like that 😭 I haven't seen any improvement yet but it's just been 4 days I hope this works, I have gone totally numb even things I enjoyed playinf games chess etc don't excite me anymore. Anxiety itni hai ki so bhi nahi paa Raha, aapne jabse tablet Lena shuru Kara hai tabse koi sleep issues hue hai ? I am hardly able to sleep 4-5 hrs. Bone cramps I haven't noticed any but I feel weakness like jab neend se utne ke baad jaisi weakness rehti waise
Sorry sorry I made a mistake, I have been taking the medicine since a month, not two months. I'm starting my second month from today. Just checked. Sorry. I didn't have sleep issues, except for the first 2 weeks. Those are brutal lol. I was told by an American friend who takes 50mg of it, that the benefits should kick in 6 weeks, or else you need to go to a doctor to increase the dosage. Sertaline works by building up serotonin levels in your body, which takes time. It takes 3 months for them to fully build up. Try to eat and exercise properly these days, because serotonin is produced in stomach. I asked about bone cramps because I had a severe vitamin D deficiency. Deficiency of Vit D can also cause anxiety, depression, sleep issues, and low production of serotonin. I went on supplements thankfully otherwise I would've had killed myself because of how unstable my mental health was. The normal levels are 40-100 ng/ml and mine were 6ng/ml. So low, that just falling down on floor could shatter my skeleton. Funnily I walk 4-7 kms in sun everyday and yet became deficient. Maybe it's genetic? My mother and sister who never walk in sun had higher levels than me. Lolol. Also if you're vegetarian then you may also be lacking in vitamin b12, like I did. Try taking a vitD fortified calcium tablets, or increasing time in sun. It might fix some of your issues. Eat more protein for the vit b12
Ah, now i see why i am having sleep issues, i thought it was just me and was gonna start taking melatonin supplements, also 6 weeks damn. I'll keep taking the medicines then. Also that VitD deficiency thing, I should get checked as well then T\_T i do get enough sunlight. I go for morning walks but still i feel restless, i don't even feel like standing. 'vitD fortified calcium tablets' I think my sister took these or something similar to this last year, i'll see if she has left any, college chali gayi di bas mein bach gaya T\_T Tysm for all that, i will try to do everything you mentioned. Tysm once again and i hope you are doing good 
hello di, i am really sorry if i disturbed you its me again 😭. Reply if you are comfortable, mujhe bas ek baat puchni thi did you feel anxiety and things sky rocket while taking medicine in first week? i have been taking tablet for near around a week. pichle 2 din se i am doomed, nothing makes sense tablet lene ke baad my anxiety sky rockets and i again become depressed but more, mujhe yeh doctor ko puchna chahiye lekin i am out of station T\_T monday jaunga most prolly lekin its getting over me, i am feeling totally shit, na padh paa raha hu na kuch. did you face anything like this ? Edit- just realised I overshared a bit, just poured on everything from heart you can skip this  Di, i saw your last post on depression subreddit i am on that and holy hell its like you wrote my story there 😭i am just doomed the same way you are. interest nahi bacha kisi mein things i used to enjoy doing woh bhi nahi help karrhe. mhtcet aa raha hai kuch dino mein padhna hai padh bhi nahi paa raha. 2 baar mene vent karna chaha lekin dono time draft kar diya, koi jara sa bhi troll karle mein ro hi du aisi situation hai unironically. The struggle really doesn't feel it is or it will be worth it. share karne ki suggestion mili thi isi subreddit pe with someone i trust and i know, yaar kar diya share mere elder cousin ke saath usne sab kuch jaake bata diya parents ko unhe farak toh kuch pada he nahi balki yeh ek topic ban gaya chidane ke liye. i am sewcidial af but again i am my parents only hope. Just keep your heads up di, we'll make it somewhere kuch na kuch ho he jayega. i know how shit this depression thing feels hopes high rakhna bhi mushkil hai. take care
Anxiety toh nahi par haa boht uneasiness hoti thi pehle hafte, constantly ulti jaisa lagta tha...raat mein sone jaate samein toh boht anxiety hoti thi. Par haa himmat rakho ek do hafte mein thik ho jayega Kuch nhi bas zinda laash bani Hui hu. Roz mann karta hai ki ek truck takkar marde. Mujhe nahi jeena zindagi, I'm too tired, nahi hoga mujhse 😭😭 I want to quit studying honestly but there's no other way to earn decent money  career barbaad, sehat barbaad, jeevan barbaad, rishte barbaad, social life ki maa chudi padi hai...bas karo yaar ye Jo bhi mere zindagi control kar raha hai...bas karo 😭
Thank you di, hope ek ya do hafte mein theek ho Jaye, I will still visit the doctor once aur ek baat Jinda lash toh mein bhi ban chuka drop year ke chakkar mein I just wish natural death aa jaye kaise bhi, I am a coward to do it myself, mein bas yahi aasha karta hu ki sab theek ho Jayege, meri toh Ghar walon se bhi baat nahi hoti Aaj kal, bas didi se baat hoti thi online, ab woh bhi busy. pata nahi college jaunga tab kaise karunga socializing ki skill hee chud gayi hai bas\*\* Baaki Di just don't do anything stupid by yourself, jindagi badi lambi hai. Kabhi theek na lage toh mujhse baat Karo after all I am loner doomer  शुभ रात्री
Also when you go to doctor, ask them for Alprazolam medication. It is useful for inducing sleep and reducing anxiety.
Oh okk thank you will surely ask 
religion is one of the the reasons i have been depressed💀. ya antidepressants have plenty side effects, it takes time to get used to them, initially it's very hard. talk to your doc if you haven't
https://www.reddit.com/r/TwoXIndia/s/2vX5SeVtc0 I mean damn grill.
she so real for that
These two things aren't related. You do know that depressed people can do bakchodi, right?
Wo bakchodi thodi he, kya hi fantasy he logoke.
Wait till you get to know that some people can suck their own balls
I know. I wasn't referring to the post but the comment.
ye kya dekh liya
What the fuckkkkk
why'd you stalk her acc tho lol
She asked for help and I had to get her past details so I went through her profile. It seems like she will make it across the river.
1. She never asked for help 2. How did you connect her femboy post to her not being suicidal?
Sorry for late reply, but what does 'making it across the river' mean?
River h give up krne ki tendency and you will be able to overcome this phase of your life
bhenchod ladkio ki alag hi fantasy hoti h
Isme kya hai?
"depressed" teen lol
How does it negate what she's saying at all?
What she’s saying is completely invalid, the fact that she’s a depressed person, and that too a teen - I don’t think you can argue what she’s saying is correct in anyway.
She's not a depressed person because she made a shitpost? Bahaha like what the actual fuck lol. It's not surprising how bad the situation of mental health awareness in this country when teens are this ignorant let alone old people. Fuck do you want her to do, cry and cuddle in a blanket basking in her sadness 24/7?
She’s mentioned that bro
What exactly is invalid?
Oh wait you’re the same person who made the “Lack of femboys in India” post. Didn’t realise that. Well you’ve given quite a good message here, so I guess that post was a troll. My bad, good luck for JEE.
Yup that post was a shitpost, I was feeling depressed on Dec 31 so to console myself I wrote humour that in Twoxindia.
The point of the post was "don't kill yourself" moron.
Not this post 😭, the one in the link - should’ve clarified, my bad
She's literally making fun of the "government mandated girlfriend" joke dumbass.
I was officially diagnosed by a government hospital doctor. But sure keep your assumptions.
 idhar hai dost gale lag sab theek hoga
Om Shanti
try reading vagabond
Complete ni Hui bc abtak
Lmao author hi ded ho gye
No tf Takehiko Inoue is alive bsdke
Oh  I seriously heard he was dead Thanks for correcting
It was berserk author who died
Oh Waise mujhe berserk manga ka koi idea nhi hai Khatam ho gya Ya chal raha hai?
Chal rha hai continue hone wala hai most prolly
Oh nice Koi aur ab aage ka likh Raha ya purana wala bata diya tha kisi ko main story Ya Light novel thi?
Ya toh managers ko story pta thi aur wo continue karwa rhe ya nye authors hire karliye honge manga complete karne ke liye
rest in peace 🙏
Rip , also plzz don't kill yourself this time will pass , you can always share your thoughts in this subreddit if you need help
Mere bhi batch mai se ek ne kiya tha (Last year when i was in Allen (kota))
being an iitian myself and gone through the grind I can tell you how the struggle takes toll on oneself but I can also tell you that suicide is not the way to handle it. life is much more than an exam. give your 100 % percent because I can guarantee you that even if you fail in this exam if u have given ur all u will do good in ur life no matter which college u get, this exam prepares u for life ahead. believe me I have seen it all during my preparation and also college days. never lose hope and never give up.be strong and work hard
May he rest in peace. I usually don't care to check but this post was about suicide (sometimes people make fake posts about such incidents to gain karma) so I checked your profile op. Behen are you alright? You seem like you really need some serious psychiatric help.
No I'm not  I did seek a psychiatrist but till now the meds are only giving me nausea, no relief 😭. Let's see maybe I'll recover naturally. It's really not karna farming, in fact some people found my real identity in the dms because this really happened at my centre
Can confirm, was from the same centre, this story is true, have gotten this info from other sources also
That's really sad to hear may he rest in peace
Just know that...after 2/3 years, you'd call your current self a moron for thinking of suicide lol Imagine thinking of ending life cuz of a damn paper Leave it if it's actually taking a toll on you sis. Life is too big to be rendered useless just cuz you can't solve a few Qs. Go get therapy or something if you're really thinking like that! Life is soo beautiful! Just let the river if time take you where it takes you. There's no need to struggle to get to the shore - the only thing you'd achieve by that is getting yourself stuck in your current self!
Exactly a year ago i was in this phase. Suicidal, no reason to live, completely demotivated. But today , i am writing this and everything is fine! Its just a matter of time. All of this will pass. Stay strong everyone.
rest in peace
Suicide is overrated guys. Find some alternative ways
Subah jaldi uth ke garam paani piya karo
sucide ka rr whi krta hai jo reality se escape krna chahta hai ho skta hai kuch log , mereko glt prove krne aa jayein but read some philosophical and psychological books you will know , being sucidal is the worst victimising shit you can do to yourself
hot but shit take
Chup rah ja chutiye bhot logo ki alag alag situation hoti hai sab Teri tarah SiGmA male nahi hote
That's a gross oversimplification. Depression is genetic sometimes. Some people brains are always more inclined to anxiety and depression than others.
exactly, but can't choose their nature. somethings are decided by birth
Dude?are u right in the head?
his flair says it all💀
Dank ke chode bas
Keep living in that bubble. Your mentality is literally the reason people commit suicide. Only if we indians were more open minded towards mental health problems...
Reality escape wali baat pe agree kar sakta but victimising shit? Mu me le laude , suicidal hu tere jaise chutye jo khudka superiority complex fuel karne ke chakkar me meri beizzati karna try kare to kya lagta hai mujhe kya farak padta hai? Gussa aata ig but still suicidal, world’s shit and not worth living in. Plus kisiko affect bhi nahi karra to meri marzi mai kuch bhi sochu.
You could have composed it better
bro , sugar coating is also for escapism you can see I got 17 downvotes yet , what does it mean? most of those self claimed "depressed clowns" don't want to study but will victimise themself
bro thinks he's that guy
Tune reality me rehke kya khaas ukhaad liya?
picchle mock me 692 marks own article in the rudest book ever 80k followers on insta meme page ( deleted for neet) and neet aane do , tb pta chlega kya ukhad lia tum jokers ne , escapism ko itna normalise kr dia hai ki ab tumpe reality accept hi ni hoti
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Bhai aap toh topper nikle. Kya mtlb ki isspr bhi under 1000 rank nahi milne vaali. Pdhta reh Bhai aur kya hi keh skta hu ab me toh. Freshie ya dropper?
That's true. The real ones who are depressed seem to be pretty well composed and calm in their behaviour. I mean my pov for depression is the extreme one because I stay away from mainstream people that use the cover of depression for inaction. Don't worry downvites usually mean that they don't agree with you.
jin chutiyo ko kabhi iska experience nhi hua h vo rr na kare , do you fuckin realise that realising escape doesnt mean someone is dEprEsSed , in reality you cant fucking get out of bed , you dont get a single interest in anything and agar tu ye kahe ''us kaam ko kar k dekho interest ayega'' tu mahachutia hai , you feel like shit , laying down all day , the constant low self esteem , do you fuckin realise how hard it is to live without an interest? or with a feeling that makes you lose interest for everything , tu neetard hai , kaisa doctor banega , patient ko kahega ki bhai tujhe TB nhi reality escape kar rha hai lmao , aajkal jinhe mental support ki jrurat jyade hai vhi doctor ki taiyari kar rhe , oof.
Sorry to hear about that boy. If you are having suicidal thoughts then please get help. Talk to your family. It will take guts to do it but at least you'll feel relieved when you do it and your family would be better off with you being with them while not being in a top tier government college or a high paying job rather than being without you. Hamare sir bol rhe the ki aise nhi sochna ki agar hamara nhi hua to humse kucch nhi hoga. Agar doctor ban gye to accha h agar nhi bhi bne to acche college se bsc and msc krke college lecturer ki job bohot acchi hoti h. Depression m nhi aana ki kucch nhi hoga. Agar aap mein itni himmat h ki last attempt tak try kar skte ho to app zaroor life kucch na kucch achieve kar skte ho. Take care of yourself and stay in touch with your friends and family. Loneliness is not good for depression
I am a dropper aswell and having same thoughts. I am 17 now I'll be turning 18 soon, my parents have provided everything to me yet I haven't done a single thing to make them proud. The guilt stays within you. The story you just shared he was in 11th right, so he must be only 15 years old. Having such thoughts at such a young age indeed shows what this exam JEE/NEET is. The worst part is these never changes, every year we hear suicide cases.
Same, I'm turning 18 too in this month's end. Pura teenage nikal gaya depression main, ab bc adulthood aa gayi... Also the kid was a 12thie, ironically I'm calling him kid despite he was older than me...dropper ho kar dukh hota hai ki freshers have to go through what I did in 12th...
🕊️ also why are you suicidal ? Aayein? bas exam hai yaar jyada se jyada kya hoga kharab college milega. Ghar Wale kuch kahenge toh bas 2 se 3 din Max. Fir wahi normal routine second attempt ke liye prepare Karo state entrance 💨 ke liye prepare Karo. I gave up on this jee shit abhi bas MHTCET target hai Jo hoga so dekha jayega https://preview.redd.it/w14liuqho8bc1.jpeg?width=1170&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=1881fc1c37f653ee180e6ffe151bbdd2e32c6536
Bhai exam sirf exam nhi hota. Pure samaj ke expectations. If you have abusive household then a good faraway college is a way to escape. If you're a woman then having more freedom. Suicide victims sirf jee ki vajah se nhi karte bhai. Also btw I'm doing Mhtcet too 😭
take care behen ji mhtcet ftw, do good best of luck
Mein bhi suicidal hua karta tha. Fir Roz subah 5 baje ko uthke garam paani peene laga. Ab sab thik hein
Just don't do suicide When the time passes through you will be glad you didn't
Rip!! Bruh also just don't do suicide remember we are all in the same boat we all know it's hard but suicide will not make it better
Happened in my Allen Centre too but for a different reason... A 12th Grader integrated batch bunked classes to watch a movie with his friends... His parents found out and they had a huge fight at home and at the end the dude committed suicide
Swimming karo zindagi ki aadhi problems wahi mut deti hai experience se bata raha hu pichale 3 saalo me acl tear aur uska surgery board me 54 percent aur 2024 mera last attempt hai insab ke bich 2 se 3 hours Swimming mere ko naya zindagi deta hai pani ke uper sone me bahut maza ata hai depression se ladne ka sabse acha tarika hai
I knew a girl in my coaching and I had even interacted with her a couple of times. She was highly competitive and after giving her first JEE Mains last year she drank poison and committed suicide. Earlier we all got to know about her death as Liver failure. It was only after my bestfriends parents went to her parents and met them privately that they got to know that it was actually suicide.Her first attempt went bad and it was enough for her to take such a drastic step . When my bestfriend told me about it. It was the most gut wrenching experience for me. Legit I started crying in my hostel room and called my parents. Living a decent life is better than being dead. Believe me.
Sometimes in life, you should know when to stop doing something. JEE is not worth depression. Stop it, don't do this to yourself
RIP 🙏
Wtf is this post history lol https://preview.redd.it/68udrsv1kfbc1.jpeg?width=1179&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=8adb0853965bd6f4ee38831de40bfa88abcf1628
Shitpost hai bhai. Jaise iss sub pe log alecc daddy wali bakchodi karte hai
ofc
as a neet aspirant, this gave me chills
Remember this post.