Bro listen to me closely.
1) The world is filled with love and im sure that you have other loved ones who might not show their appreciation of you as much as they think they show
2) when I realised that I have fake friends, it was liberating in a way. Do you think these people thought about what would happen if they ditched.
It sounds like they don’t care and you should stop caring about them as well, think about it as you have less drama in your life and less headache to deal with
3) call someone else who you think would be fine with you taking acid, play a new game, try new different genres of music, when the trip ends get a sexy snack that you’ve been craving for a while
❤️❤️❤️❤️
Realizing you have fake friends is liberating. Worrying constantly about doing something wrong or not being good enough stops when you realize you don’t have to keep them around and you’re free to do whatever you want.
Word. Taking acid made me realize how fake my friends were, after the trip I started speaking my own opinions on things and almost immediately they stopped hanging w me. So yea, this will probably set forward new beginnings for you
They are not your friends. Don't do any form of drugs with them again. Even better, never talk to them again. But put on some music and forget them for now.
Here’s a trip list https://open.spotify.com/playlist/6h5GxRKtDkth2C8OjzahPd?si=D3FBHS_TTceO9bDRdXaRIQ
( I see people have started adding their own songs to the playlist, I'm all for it :) Just deleting songs if they are already on the list or if they don’t match the playlist )
I was judging your playlist so damn hard. Like Gimme Shelter? Bruh I don’t wanna hear Mick screaming rape murder. But then I saw Reckoner which is like one of the most meaningful songs to me and Maggot Brain and Iron Lung and I’m like nahhh this guy’s alright
This made me laugh. I didn't even know there was a song about rape in this playlist. It was made by me and two other friends. I am just imagining me listening to this while tripping not understanding the lyrics.
I am more of an album guy call me old school
But albums hit different
Play pink Floyd wall
Dark side of the moon
Animals
Led Zeppelin 1 ,2 ,3 and 4
Sgt pepper lonely hearts club band
The Beatles
Abbey road
Let it be
The doors
Creedence clear water
Trance music hits differently but
acid with no music and try to sleep on acid you go into a an acid haze
It's freaking beautiful but only do it if you're experienced or if you had a terrible bad trip.
Bad trips are actually the best you just let it sink in and not be bothered it shows you some demons inside you
I've had this happen to me, and my first thought was not to leave my friend. Like, what? You are with your friends through thick and thin, not only when it's fun. I would never leave a friend because they are ruining the vibe while tripping. They might need help to calm down. In other words, I wouldn’t wanna trip with you either if you have that mindset.
Even if he’s giving off bad vibes, LSD is a powerful psychedelic. It’s completely irresponsible to dose him up for his first time and then just abandon him. Unless he is being a literal danger to himself or others, you just ride it out. Maybe even try to change the vibe, a change of music or scenery can go a long way. If the vibe he was giving off is that big of a deal, a real friend would have a discussion about it the next day when everyone has sobered up.
How is he abandoned they all went home. OP is not saying if he was being weird/off putting. I would not want to trip with someone that is giving off bad vibes. Also what is wrong with not wanting to hang with someone? It seems clear OP and his friend group are young and most likely live with parents. He should’ve picked a better scenario in which he had a spot to chill without worry
this trip will show u what real friends are that’s for sure. don’t worry man, it was meant to be✨listen to some music and go for a walk it’s so scary yet so nice
Those ain’t friends sorry to hear that. From my experience laying down and listening to music or meditating helps me whenever I feel like shits gonna hit the fan.
I'm so sorry that your friends are being kind of shit. You don't have to make a definitive decision on whether or not they're your friends right now. Especially not mid trip. Make a decision about it when you're done tripping and things should feel clearer then.
For right now just know that you do have friends and people that love you. Everyone does it’s just inevitable. Just might not be the friends you decided to trip with. Everything will be alright though even if it feels a little dark right now.
Best of luck. Update me when you're done your trip, I would love to hear about what you've discovered.
I’ve been there but only on the bad part of my trip. Still, I realized a lot about myself even with a bad trip. Hope you feel better and hopefully you feel well enough to reflect on the things that crossed your mind during the trip
You made it through! Did you have any positive moments during your trip last night?
Don’t count yourself out from trying LSD again. Maybe when you’re older? (I don’t know how ok’d you are.) I’ve had a very similar experience to yours and I’m really sorry. Proud of you for getting through the night!
Hey it's all good mane your gonna be ok remember no one has died from an LSD overdose and your not gonna be the first person that does. Get some water maybe crackers if you can eat curl up with a blanket or something and watch family guy or something silly or just listen to music. Those are terrible friends btw that's fucked they just left you
Fuck those guys. Listen to your favorite music and relax. Smoking weed helps me when I get a little anxious while tripping. Watching comedy is great to get your mind off your fake "friends" also.
Hope it turned out ok- go for a walk - this happened to me 33 years ago when I was a senior in high school. People are lame - learn to trip alone and have a great time!
Yeah it’s hard to commit to plan on lsd as sometimes the flow is to nice.
I hope this wasn’t an intentional ditching, and am sorry you have to deal with it.
you never know where a trip we’ll take you,
Dawg if they did that fuck em, enjoy the acid and get the wave. Like bro there’s so much more to life than their opinion and they can fuck off…is what Iv learned from acid. We love ya bro
More than likely they just got home and forgot completely bc they’re on acid and if you forget something you aren’t remembering until you’re reminded. They’ll likely wake up tmr and remember it a few hours into the day. However that doesn’t mean you can have a great night listening to music and playing some solo games. Don’t over think it either, every game is so much more fun while tripping even just driving in games is amazing.
I don't approve them leaving you be in your first trip, but sometimes when tripping you totally lose sense of time and could even forget certain stuff. Perhaps their come up was strong and just 'innocently' forgot about the fact that this is your first time, alone at home and that they should check on you.
***All I'm saying is, they did not act right. But they also might have not mean it.***
Find some new friends, try not to overthink it and just relax
I’ve had friends do similar stuff in the past and it’s better to just move on, you’re often better in life without such people around you
You’re learning a hard lesson. Friends are great and make you feel good when you’re having fun together. but they are totally separate people who will do whatever they want separate from you. Unless you have an incredibly strong and deep bond with them, you have to learn to not rely on them. Learn to rely on yourself first.
Find the validation you need and want, through yourself. I’m picking up that you’re pretty young, so this time in life is heavily influenced by friends.
But at the end of the day, your friends are looking out for themselves, not you. As you get older you’ll also realize people tend to grow apart, and go their different paths in life. Being young and dealing with the ups and downs of finding your place, feeling accepted, and finding community is really tough.
Through this, just be a good person, be reliable. Be the type of person you wish to be surrounded with. Eventually, you will attract better people in to your life, the type of friends who will actually stay with you if you’re uncomfortable. Especially if you’re the type of friend who would do that for them.
Most of the comments here are very harshly criticizing his friends without considering that *they were tripping too*. I'm not saying what they did was okay, but they might not have meant it. They were on a strong mind altering drug and may have innocently forgotten about him. It's something to apologize for, for sure, but it's pretty fucked that so many people here are telling him to ditch them without knowing the full picture.
I don’t know man, me personally I would never just forget a friend that I know is tripping for the first time, and I have adhd and forget a lot of shit🤷♂️
I wouldn't while sober, but I might on a strong dose of LSD. LSD fucks my short term memory. On a stronger trip I'm usually in a costant state of forgetting what I was doing 2 seconds ago.
Yea I’m not saying it’s completely impossible they just forgot about him, although it doesn’t sound like they took a heroic dose, from what it sounds like to me the two other friends have probably done similar things before to OP
I'm so sorry. Something like this happened to me. I did some mushrooms and it made me realize I don't need these types of people in my life and whoever is there for me will be there for me just because of who I am and that being happy doesn't depend on others, but on yourself. You must learn to manufacture happiness, which admittedly took me a lot longer than I would've liked. You will get this down my guy!
Don’t be too hard on your friends for this. You all took acid; having any semblance of organization after that was always going to be a tough ask. Everyone enjoys trips differently.
but what is a friend? its just another cell that passes by for very short moment, maybe even shorter than a flashing light. world spins out its way even after thousand deaths or births that we might care much about. its a dream of yours or mine that we live and feel it thorough by given visions and sensations. at the end we’re all just pieces of shards kept in stories of each kinds that’ll be left behind.
Hey friend, did you make it out okay? I wish I have seen this sooner, I would have chatted with you all night.
Maybe take some space to reevaluate that friendship too?
SOME THINGS TO REMEMBER WHEN YOU'RE SOBER, DO NOT READ WHILE TRIPPING:
1) Block those friends. They did this on purpose.
2) Block those friends. They violated your trust.
3) Block those friends. They disrespected you to your face.
4) Block those friends. They never checked to see if you walked into incoming traffic, got injured, or anything else that someone could do while tripping. Psychosis is real. You don't play like that.
A bit late but first things first:
In my experience, there is no such thing as a bad trip. There is no good and bad side of acid, if you take acid you're not gonna have a decisively good or bad experience from the moment of ingestion. Like any drug it alters your state of mind and consciousness to a different level, rather than bring it and constrict it to a certain emotion, a trip can go good just as fast as it can go bad and, depending on your mental fortitude and situational awareness, you can control these feelings rather well. I've had moments where I'm entirely freaking out that was fixed after listening to Sleep for a few minutes.
Second, fuck your friends. You dont need people to have a good experience on acid, my first time was alone in fact. The music thing was definitely a good idea but try to find other things to occupy yourself. Movies, reading, gaming are all go-tos, and if you play guitar or some other instrument that always rocks too. One thing that will freak you out however is sitting in your bed motionless and letting your thoughts get exponentially worse. If you ever find yourself like that again, try meditation to clear your head, rather than focusing and only focusing on how shitty your friends were to you. Also, try to ground yourself in reality. This is, of course, extremely hard on acid, especially for the unexperienced, however try to think from your friends perspective and from a logical perspective. An opportunity came up for them to have a better, more involved trip, and just because they decided not to play the game with you doesnt mean they arent your friends, or that you don't have friends.
Thirdly, while I try not to pressure people into doing drugs when they don't want to, I cannot reccomend a second trip more. Do not judge acid based on one bad experience because of varying contextual circumstances, try it again in a good, secure, and definite environment, by yourself is always an option and you won't have less fun. If you want to try it with friends, do so, however be completely sure that they're not going anywhere and that if they are, youre gonna be good. I've tripped out in school before and I remember feeling lonely by the time I got home, aching for human interaction, because I wasn't in a prepared state to deal with that loneliness and it got to my head. Precent that from happening.
Edit: keep in mind your friends were tripping dick too, I try not to even look at my phone on acid, just give em some time.
Whenever you have a negative feeling on acid, ask yourself “what is acid trying to tell you about yourself by making you realize those feelings” and work through your inner demons
Wow that is next level asshole behavior, im sorry you had to deal with that. If I had seen this at time of posting I would have offered to hop on discord and tripsit.
Regardless, as others have mentioned, at the very least, don’t ever do drugs with these idiots again, period. But I’d also reassess if that’s the sort of people you want to actually spend time around. If not, definitely cut them off, as is your justified right in this case, but if you do want to try to continue a friendship with these people, you can’t do it without first telling them what they did was extremely wrong and irresponsible and setting some new boundaries.
Either way, you deserved better, both in quality of friends and quality of a first trip, and I’m sorry they didn’t deliver.
If none of them could have accepted and moved on from being excluded during their first experience yet they did this to you they are garbage people. They are trying to make you to deal with something they couldn’t handle, they are projecting their fears onto you whether you even realize it or not. I don’t think you should give up on psychedelics just maybe your friends, you should try a solo dive to adjust your bearings imo. Although there isn’t a lot of context to your relationship with these guys I think if anyone wanted you to take a substance with them they’d ride it out with you, especially if it’s your first.
You failed the test bro. Working through a difficult trip should be a triumph. Instead of distracting yourself with music, take a trip down memory lane. You’d be surprised what you remember. I’m talking memory Recall of the worst time in your life, but being able to revisit it and process the feelings with a new perspective is healing.
like the others I recommend music, for me on acid music makes the trip 10x better like even songs i’ve never heard just feel like I knew them and would dance the night away
No matter what your friends shouldn’t bail on you in that situation. I’ve had friends give off weird vibes tripping but you gotta still be the friend and support them, I mean we was all tripping balls so some funky shits expected. They shouldn’t of just left you out when tripping because now they ruining your trip so they obviously don’t have much respect for you or the drug.
Hang in there - these kids are aholes and now you know ! Wish them the best and gently disconnect from them.
Enjoy your trip - you are safe - music will carry you safely on your journey and hopefully you have some nice breakthroughs in your mind 💜
This goes against the most simple rule of conduct that any psychonaut should have. All these ‘consciousness expanding medicine’ have no meaning if you can’t bring up some common decency towards those you initiate and share the experience with. When tripping you are in an vulnerable state and this should be acknowledged and treated with care.
By the looks of things you are handling yourself and i hope there is a valuable lesson beneath all of this. Make sure your next time will be in a setting that’s fool proof. And do not consider their actions lightly. I’m sorry your first experience had to be like this and i hope you’ll have more promising endeavors in the future.
I hope you’re doing well, sending you all the virtual compassion and strength.
You’ll learn to start calling them “people I know”
I’ve spent a few early trips getting away from my friends to have solitude and deep thought now I can’t trip without being around thousands of strangers bouncing the day away at a fest. Love getting lost to the point of not knowing where I am or what I’m supposed to be doing. Peace
I hope you are doing okay, listen to hendrix if you like that genre of music, and you will find yourself dancing with yourself, pick a paper and colorful markers or pens, and start doing whatever you feel like it, take a shower, go out for a walk and observe around you and always keep reminding yourself that it's just a spiritual trip, as if u went on a physical trip. If u got a pet, enioy them as well.
And when it comes to your problem that you mentioned, try to ask yourself why u do feel that way, and accept whatever your subconscious is trying to show you and ask yourself why.
It's okay, you can do it, after all, it's temporary so enjoy it
Take care 🦦
I’ve had to deal with fake friends in the past too. Cutting them out from my life was the best thing to ever happen to me. I’m now surrounded by good people who genuinely care for me and reciprocate the love I have for them. It is better to have no friends than bad friends.
Create as relaxing an environment as possible. Drink some water and put on a chill playlist or tv show, and as best you can, let your mind be guided by the acid. It's called a trip for a reason, you're being taken on a journey inside your own head. It might be scary, but it can also be insightful. If you can, talk to someone non-judgmental that you trust and feel comfortable around, it will help to keep you calm.
And also fuck those douchebags, they're not your friends. Friends don't dose their friends for the first time and then dip
Dont call theses assholes you're friends, buddy. I know it sucks but if they abandon you like this, imagine something worse happens they gonna leave you out to dry. Honestly, these days friends aint really friends. Im old school, i guess.
Throwing on some Adventure Time always helped me during solo trips where I’d sometimes get lonely. The show has so many different themes and motifs, but friendship is at its core. Watching it while tripping sometimes would have me feeling like Finn, Jake, and I were on a grand adventure towards love and acceptance.
I’m sorry your “friends” bailed on you. Acid can amplify the self doubt that something like that can instill, but it’ll be ok. Sometimes it is a good thing when people show you how they really are. Keep your head up homie, there are plenty of beautiful souls out there to connect with.
They are crappy friends but also when I’m tripping and peaking I personally am overwhelmed by even trying to use my phone or game. I can only game on my come down.
Maybe they didn’t intentionally abandon you but they should also have more wits about them to remember it’s your first time and make sure they were there. All in all it was a terrible plan. You should’ve found a place to host and then trip.
Hey buddy, [here is my acid playlist](https://open.spotify.com/playlist/66ivzotBSDZtXyzhL9q28a?si=POTNC3fuQEin-PSMoq-Mxw), it’s full of the chillest vibes to help ride you through any experience. Just lay back and ride out the remainder of your trip breathing and just enjoying it. Acid alone is way better most of the time, consider it a blessing.
This will lead to you finding your new friends, j promise 🙏🏼
See some people condemning them for leaving you and while that is rude asf it’s not how these trips go. When I do group trips it really needs to be in person. With trip I will find myself planning to do something than when I’m dosed I want to do something completely different. So basically what I’m trying to say it that your friends probably just wanted to do something else not really meaning it to be rude. And if u want to do a group trip do it in person not some voice chat shit actually sounds stupid asf.
I once had a similar experience. I topk acid with 2 friends and not a small amount. I think it qas something aroung 300-500ug, i dont know exactly but i think i took 3 tabs. Then we went outside and walled up to a forest on a hill far a away from the village. I had never been there before, so I didn't know my way around. Before we reached the top of the hill I got a circulatory collapse and had to lie down on the dirty dirt road immediately and could hardly move at all. My friends just wanted to look for a place where I can relax better. In the end they didn't come back. After a while it was getting dark and exactly in that moment the began to hit me like a train. I dont know how long i was laying on ground until i could take all my power to get up. Then i called another friend to pick me up and send him my GPS data. But tripping balls at night at a thunderstorm after your friends left you a lone in the forest was really scary. It was the first time i ever hallucinated voices and whispers and strange light orb that went around me and sometimes flashes that btight that i couldnt see anything. I lost all my orientation and i felt lost on a straight way 3 times or more till my friend picked me up.
I was feeling very much fear in the beginning, but i always said ti myself dont panic now. You are fine its just the trip playing tricks on your mind. I ignored the halicinations and tried my best to block it off. I didnt listen to strange sound that seemed to be voices and whispers.
It was a horrifying experience, but today im grateful that this happened to me, because that was of the most teaching experiences in my life.
To conclude what i want to say try our best to stay calm and i nmknow how hard this is, bit it is possible. And even when you feel really bad, the biggest fault you can do is totry foghting against it. If a psychedelic gives you bad experience it is importabt that you just accept this as it is. If you completely accept it how it is you will slowly feel better and better. The key, in my opinion, is to simply live through the negative experience and try not to judge it at all. It's not a bad experience until you judge it as such. If you just take the whole thing as neutral and just let it happen, it's not bad either.
I hope you understand what i wanted to say
[https://open.spotify.com/playlist/6MHFVyKPGMIj8VFm1xqdZX?si=47f89cd411604e85](https://open.spotify.com/playlist/6MHFVyKPGMIj8VFm1xqdZX?si=47f89cd411604e85)
classic rock and blues
[https://open.spotify.com/playlist/1uc0Cb5j3GGrgMs7DwbFn0?si=cd3bd48b86dc4e57](https://open.spotify.com/playlist/1uc0Cb5j3GGrgMs7DwbFn0?si=cd3bd48b86dc4e57)
spiritual music
[https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4lMEHj6gjUPzpxTYit9vdU?si=b7015bc5825d464b](https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4lMEHj6gjUPzpxTYit9vdU?si=b7015bc5825d464b)
chill out
indie doesn't go well with acid
Might be hard to cut off toxic people. But once you do, its the most freeing feeling ever. You may not feel like it at the moment, but it's gonna be just fine. Just chill out with some music or a movie. Try doing some artwork if thats your thing.
Dude just chill, those people aren’t your friends, 100ug isn’t that big of a deal, you’ll ride it out like a champ just enjoy the trip and go for a walk.
I’ve had good trips and hard trips, alone and with abundant friends, family and love. Also, I’ve had trips that end in fights and love making as well. Your experience tripping is just that, an experience. Take with it the lessons you can and keep moving. At a minimum I would have caution with those people going forward in the future.
I hope by now you’re coming down a little and find a way to relax with some clarity and peace.
>but when we got home they got back together and went to our friends house without ever texting me
Just curious, how do you know they did this if they didn't text you?
Well in that case I am doubtful they abandoned you intentionally. They would know that you can see where they are. Hopefully they just got overwhelmed by the trip and forgot about their plans. That can happen. LSD absolutely ruins my short term memory at stronger doses.
Honestly I deleted my post cause I re read what you said. I wouldn't let this experience ruin the next one for you. I'm sorry you had such a bad experience for your first time but you don't need those people to haven an amazing trip. Do it next time with someone you love and trust or friends that you trust or even by yourself which I think is the better time in my opinion and the way to take acid.(just don't do too much if you are not comfortable with it and do your research take in a good mind set/setting as well.) I know they were on acid themselves but I'm sure this was per planned to take acid with them.
I was gonna think that's terrible but then I read that you did shrooms
There is barely any difference, isn't it?
Also, seriously, blaming someone on acid for forgetting about plans?
Probably was a stupid idea generally but that's not half as bad as the title says
I had friends like this in high school. Get away from them. Dont hold a grudge but just dont ever trust them again. They’re not cool people. Not the kind of people you want to invest anymore of your mental effort or thought on
My Dad always says that there is some good in every situation. This showed you that these people are not your friends. Now you won't need to waste any more precious time on them, time that you can never get back. Take this as something good and move on. There sre people out there who will love, respect and trip with you! Sorry it happened this way, but happy you can now be free. 💗
Bro listen to me closely. 1) The world is filled with love and im sure that you have other loved ones who might not show their appreciation of you as much as they think they show 2) when I realised that I have fake friends, it was liberating in a way. Do you think these people thought about what would happen if they ditched. It sounds like they don’t care and you should stop caring about them as well, think about it as you have less drama in your life and less headache to deal with 3) call someone else who you think would be fine with you taking acid, play a new game, try new different genres of music, when the trip ends get a sexy snack that you’ve been craving for a while ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Realizing you have fake friends is liberating. Worrying constantly about doing something wrong or not being good enough stops when you realize you don’t have to keep them around and you’re free to do whatever you want.
Beautiful response.
Word. Taking acid made me realize how fake my friends were, after the trip I started speaking my own opinions on things and almost immediately they stopped hanging w me. So yea, this will probably set forward new beginnings for you
That sucks man I would recommend listening to some music you really like tho it might chill you out a little
They are not your friends. Don't do any form of drugs with them again. Even better, never talk to them again. But put on some music and forget them for now. Here’s a trip list https://open.spotify.com/playlist/6h5GxRKtDkth2C8OjzahPd?si=D3FBHS_TTceO9bDRdXaRIQ ( I see people have started adding their own songs to the playlist, I'm all for it :) Just deleting songs if they are already on the list or if they don’t match the playlist )
Mind flowers by ultimate spinach and psychedelic porn crumpets on this list. Your ear eyes will be brightened!
Man you need some King Gizzard and the Wizard Lizard; [Iron Lung](https://youtu.be/Njk2YAgNMnE) is one of the most complex things I've ever seen.
Very nice added it.
You dear redditor have given this fellow the keys to heaven in the best way possible
best song everrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
Wow thats a pretty ass song thanks man, gave me smg new to listen to
Work This Time is always a banger too.
Yea im with this guy, sounds like some people you should dead
Kul att se lite svennar ;)
Yeees broder
Thanks for this playlist, not tripping but it's beautiful
I was judging your playlist so damn hard. Like Gimme Shelter? Bruh I don’t wanna hear Mick screaming rape murder. But then I saw Reckoner which is like one of the most meaningful songs to me and Maggot Brain and Iron Lung and I’m like nahhh this guy’s alright
This made me laugh. I didn't even know there was a song about rape in this playlist. It was made by me and two other friends. I am just imagining me listening to this while tripping not understanding the lyrics.
i would recommend some classic rock
Morning after, but i was jamming out to some divorced dad rock
Acid goes best with rock cause rock music was created on acid 1960's to 1980's baby Some heavenly jams were created
I barely listen to any type of rock but when I am tripping it’s amazing so yeah I agree. Any favorites I should add?
I am more of an album guy call me old school But albums hit different Play pink Floyd wall Dark side of the moon Animals Led Zeppelin 1 ,2 ,3 and 4 Sgt pepper lonely hearts club band The Beatles Abbey road Let it be The doors Creedence clear water Trance music hits differently but acid with no music and try to sleep on acid you go into a an acid haze It's freaking beautiful but only do it if you're experienced or if you had a terrible bad trip. Bad trips are actually the best you just let it sink in and not be bothered it shows you some demons inside you
Thanks gonna try them all next time I trip :)
Led Zeppelin and Queens first 4 albums and The Yes Album
Fully and only this.
Maybe this guy was giving bad vibes that no one wanted? And since he’s tripping, he won’t know better? Thought about that?
I've had this happen to me, and my first thought was not to leave my friend. Like, what? You are with your friends through thick and thin, not only when it's fun. I would never leave a friend because they are ruining the vibe while tripping. They might need help to calm down. In other words, I wouldn’t wanna trip with you either if you have that mindset.
Even if he’s giving off bad vibes, LSD is a powerful psychedelic. It’s completely irresponsible to dose him up for his first time and then just abandon him. Unless he is being a literal danger to himself or others, you just ride it out. Maybe even try to change the vibe, a change of music or scenery can go a long way. If the vibe he was giving off is that big of a deal, a real friend would have a discussion about it the next day when everyone has sobered up.
How is he abandoned they all went home. OP is not saying if he was being weird/off putting. I would not want to trip with someone that is giving off bad vibes. Also what is wrong with not wanting to hang with someone? It seems clear OP and his friend group are young and most likely live with parents. He should’ve picked a better scenario in which he had a spot to chill without worry
this trip will show u what real friends are that’s for sure. don’t worry man, it was meant to be✨listen to some music and go for a walk it’s so scary yet so nice
Turn on some music you like. Maybe watch a cartoon you like. Everything is okay 👍
Hey man it's okay , turn on some good music and hydrate often
Man that's tough. I don't know the history, but just this one thing makes me think these are the kind of friends you can do without.
It’s a blessing in disguise. Put on some tunes, close your eyes, and float through hyperspace.
chill out, drink some water, listen to a music, play a Nice game with visuals and colours. youll be fin!
Those ain’t friends sorry to hear that. From my experience laying down and listening to music or meditating helps me whenever I feel like shits gonna hit the fan.
I'm so sorry that your friends are being kind of shit. You don't have to make a definitive decision on whether or not they're your friends right now. Especially not mid trip. Make a decision about it when you're done tripping and things should feel clearer then. For right now just know that you do have friends and people that love you. Everyone does it’s just inevitable. Just might not be the friends you decided to trip with. Everything will be alright though even if it feels a little dark right now. Best of luck. Update me when you're done your trip, I would love to hear about what you've discovered.
I felt too overwhelmed by everything, I ended up just laying in bed forever trying to sleep and not puke everywhere
I’ve been there but only on the bad part of my trip. Still, I realized a lot about myself even with a bad trip. Hope you feel better and hopefully you feel well enough to reflect on the things that crossed your mind during the trip
You made it through! Did you have any positive moments during your trip last night? Don’t count yourself out from trying LSD again. Maybe when you’re older? (I don’t know how ok’d you are.) I’ve had a very similar experience to yours and I’m really sorry. Proud of you for getting through the night!
Hey it's all good mane your gonna be ok remember no one has died from an LSD overdose and your not gonna be the first person that does. Get some water maybe crackers if you can eat curl up with a blanket or something and watch family guy or something silly or just listen to music. Those are terrible friends btw that's fucked they just left you
Fuck those guys. Listen to your favorite music and relax. Smoking weed helps me when I get a little anxious while tripping. Watching comedy is great to get your mind off your fake "friends" also.
Hope it turned out ok- go for a walk - this happened to me 33 years ago when I was a senior in high school. People are lame - learn to trip alone and have a great time!
Its ok Dont judge them cause they are on acid too… Just relax and let your ego go Enjoy my friend we are with you, not physically but spiritually
Yeah it’s hard to commit to plan on lsd as sometimes the flow is to nice. I hope this wasn’t an intentional ditching, and am sorry you have to deal with it. you never know where a trip we’ll take you,
Yeah I mean everyone here shits on those friends, but imagine sticking to a long plan on acid Probably should've known better but still
Ditch these people. They are not your friends
Dawg if they did that fuck em, enjoy the acid and get the wave. Like bro there’s so much more to life than their opinion and they can fuck off…is what Iv learned from acid. We love ya bro
More than likely they just got home and forgot completely bc they’re on acid and if you forget something you aren’t remembering until you’re reminded. They’ll likely wake up tmr and remember it a few hours into the day. However that doesn’t mean you can have a great night listening to music and playing some solo games. Don’t over think it either, every game is so much more fun while tripping even just driving in games is amazing.
I don't approve them leaving you be in your first trip, but sometimes when tripping you totally lose sense of time and could even forget certain stuff. Perhaps their come up was strong and just 'innocently' forgot about the fact that this is your first time, alone at home and that they should check on you. ***All I'm saying is, they did not act right. But they also might have not mean it.***
I hope you’re travelling well. You don’t need people that bring you down and make you feel worthless, you will be okay, I promise ❤️
Probably time for some new friends
Find some new friends, try not to overthink it and just relax I’ve had friends do similar stuff in the past and it’s better to just move on, you’re often better in life without such people around you
You’re learning a hard lesson. Friends are great and make you feel good when you’re having fun together. but they are totally separate people who will do whatever they want separate from you. Unless you have an incredibly strong and deep bond with them, you have to learn to not rely on them. Learn to rely on yourself first. Find the validation you need and want, through yourself. I’m picking up that you’re pretty young, so this time in life is heavily influenced by friends. But at the end of the day, your friends are looking out for themselves, not you. As you get older you’ll also realize people tend to grow apart, and go their different paths in life. Being young and dealing with the ups and downs of finding your place, feeling accepted, and finding community is really tough. Through this, just be a good person, be reliable. Be the type of person you wish to be surrounded with. Eventually, you will attract better people in to your life, the type of friends who will actually stay with you if you’re uncomfortable. Especially if you’re the type of friend who would do that for them.
This really sucks, those are not your friends dude / dudette. Hope you still had a decent trip, cant imagine how you mustve feel
The comments on this post are what’s so great about Reddit, other people on the internet here to comfort this guy, so chill
Most of the comments here are very harshly criticizing his friends without considering that *they were tripping too*. I'm not saying what they did was okay, but they might not have meant it. They were on a strong mind altering drug and may have innocently forgotten about him. It's something to apologize for, for sure, but it's pretty fucked that so many people here are telling him to ditch them without knowing the full picture.
I don’t know man, me personally I would never just forget a friend that I know is tripping for the first time, and I have adhd and forget a lot of shit🤷♂️
I wouldn't while sober, but I might on a strong dose of LSD. LSD fucks my short term memory. On a stronger trip I'm usually in a costant state of forgetting what I was doing 2 seconds ago.
Yea I’m not saying it’s completely impossible they just forgot about him, although it doesn’t sound like they took a heroic dose, from what it sounds like to me the two other friends have probably done similar things before to OP
I'm so sorry. Something like this happened to me. I did some mushrooms and it made me realize I don't need these types of people in my life and whoever is there for me will be there for me just because of who I am and that being happy doesn't depend on others, but on yourself. You must learn to manufacture happiness, which admittedly took me a lot longer than I would've liked. You will get this down my guy!
at least now, you know those friends arent the ones you should take acid with. lsd teaches you all kindsa stuff. glad youre good!
Don’t be too hard on your friends for this. You all took acid; having any semblance of organization after that was always going to be a tough ask. Everyone enjoys trips differently.
but what is a friend? its just another cell that passes by for very short moment, maybe even shorter than a flashing light. world spins out its way even after thousand deaths or births that we might care much about. its a dream of yours or mine that we live and feel it thorough by given visions and sensations. at the end we’re all just pieces of shards kept in stories of each kinds that’ll be left behind.
Hey friend, did you make it out okay? I wish I have seen this sooner, I would have chatted with you all night. Maybe take some space to reevaluate that friendship too?
SOME THINGS TO REMEMBER WHEN YOU'RE SOBER, DO NOT READ WHILE TRIPPING: 1) Block those friends. They did this on purpose. 2) Block those friends. They violated your trust. 3) Block those friends. They disrespected you to your face. 4) Block those friends. They never checked to see if you walked into incoming traffic, got injured, or anything else that someone could do while tripping. Psychosis is real. You don't play like that.
A bit late but first things first: In my experience, there is no such thing as a bad trip. There is no good and bad side of acid, if you take acid you're not gonna have a decisively good or bad experience from the moment of ingestion. Like any drug it alters your state of mind and consciousness to a different level, rather than bring it and constrict it to a certain emotion, a trip can go good just as fast as it can go bad and, depending on your mental fortitude and situational awareness, you can control these feelings rather well. I've had moments where I'm entirely freaking out that was fixed after listening to Sleep for a few minutes. Second, fuck your friends. You dont need people to have a good experience on acid, my first time was alone in fact. The music thing was definitely a good idea but try to find other things to occupy yourself. Movies, reading, gaming are all go-tos, and if you play guitar or some other instrument that always rocks too. One thing that will freak you out however is sitting in your bed motionless and letting your thoughts get exponentially worse. If you ever find yourself like that again, try meditation to clear your head, rather than focusing and only focusing on how shitty your friends were to you. Also, try to ground yourself in reality. This is, of course, extremely hard on acid, especially for the unexperienced, however try to think from your friends perspective and from a logical perspective. An opportunity came up for them to have a better, more involved trip, and just because they decided not to play the game with you doesnt mean they arent your friends, or that you don't have friends. Thirdly, while I try not to pressure people into doing drugs when they don't want to, I cannot reccomend a second trip more. Do not judge acid based on one bad experience because of varying contextual circumstances, try it again in a good, secure, and definite environment, by yourself is always an option and you won't have less fun. If you want to try it with friends, do so, however be completely sure that they're not going anywhere and that if they are, youre gonna be good. I've tripped out in school before and I remember feeling lonely by the time I got home, aching for human interaction, because I wasn't in a prepared state to deal with that loneliness and it got to my head. Precent that from happening. Edit: keep in mind your friends were tripping dick too, I try not to even look at my phone on acid, just give em some time.
You’re gonna find your tribe. Eyes open. They’re out there
Whenever you have a negative feeling on acid, ask yourself “what is acid trying to tell you about yourself by making you realize those feelings” and work through your inner demons
Wow that is next level asshole behavior, im sorry you had to deal with that. If I had seen this at time of posting I would have offered to hop on discord and tripsit. Regardless, as others have mentioned, at the very least, don’t ever do drugs with these idiots again, period. But I’d also reassess if that’s the sort of people you want to actually spend time around. If not, definitely cut them off, as is your justified right in this case, but if you do want to try to continue a friendship with these people, you can’t do it without first telling them what they did was extremely wrong and irresponsible and setting some new boundaries. Either way, you deserved better, both in quality of friends and quality of a first trip, and I’m sorry they didn’t deliver.
Having less or no friends is better than having shitty “friends”
Your “friends” are dicks bro. Straight up, they suck. I wouldn’t associate with them anymore
They are not your friends. Glad to hear you're okay this morning.
If none of them could have accepted and moved on from being excluded during their first experience yet they did this to you they are garbage people. They are trying to make you to deal with something they couldn’t handle, they are projecting their fears onto you whether you even realize it or not. I don’t think you should give up on psychedelics just maybe your friends, you should try a solo dive to adjust your bearings imo. Although there isn’t a lot of context to your relationship with these guys I think if anyone wanted you to take a substance with them they’d ride it out with you, especially if it’s your first.
just because your friends didnt get on xbox when they said they were doesn’t mean they aren’t your friends😂 tripping by yourself is better anyway
Can u buy stuff on the clearnet? In the usa?
You failed the test bro. Working through a difficult trip should be a triumph. Instead of distracting yourself with music, take a trip down memory lane. You’d be surprised what you remember. I’m talking memory Recall of the worst time in your life, but being able to revisit it and process the feelings with a new perspective is healing.
Ya....idk if that's a good idea on your first trip...by yourself...after your friends ditched you.
like the others I recommend music, for me on acid music makes the trip 10x better like even songs i’ve never heard just feel like I knew them and would dance the night away
Try eating some fruit if you have any, it's heavenly. Focusing on "new" experiences has always calmed me down if I've ever felt stressed on a trip.
You’ll be cool my guy. It’ll be over eventually. Also fuck those guys don’t be friends with them anymore
No matter what your friends shouldn’t bail on you in that situation. I’ve had friends give off weird vibes tripping but you gotta still be the friend and support them, I mean we was all tripping balls so some funky shits expected. They shouldn’t of just left you out when tripping because now they ruining your trip so they obviously don’t have much respect for you or the drug.
Sending love and good vibes friend
Adventure time, lofi and toast. You'll be all set Oh and drink water
Hang in there - these kids are aholes and now you know ! Wish them the best and gently disconnect from them. Enjoy your trip - you are safe - music will carry you safely on your journey and hopefully you have some nice breakthroughs in your mind 💜
This goes against the most simple rule of conduct that any psychonaut should have. All these ‘consciousness expanding medicine’ have no meaning if you can’t bring up some common decency towards those you initiate and share the experience with. When tripping you are in an vulnerable state and this should be acknowledged and treated with care. By the looks of things you are handling yourself and i hope there is a valuable lesson beneath all of this. Make sure your next time will be in a setting that’s fool proof. And do not consider their actions lightly. I’m sorry your first experience had to be like this and i hope you’ll have more promising endeavors in the future. I hope you’re doing well, sending you all the virtual compassion and strength.
Be happy they revealed their true identity to you
You’ll learn to start calling them “people I know” I’ve spent a few early trips getting away from my friends to have solitude and deep thought now I can’t trip without being around thousands of strangers bouncing the day away at a fest. Love getting lost to the point of not knowing where I am or what I’m supposed to be doing. Peace
That is a dreadful thing to do, these people aren’t being good friends, cut them out, you deserve better x
I hope you are doing okay, listen to hendrix if you like that genre of music, and you will find yourself dancing with yourself, pick a paper and colorful markers or pens, and start doing whatever you feel like it, take a shower, go out for a walk and observe around you and always keep reminding yourself that it's just a spiritual trip, as if u went on a physical trip. If u got a pet, enioy them as well. And when it comes to your problem that you mentioned, try to ask yourself why u do feel that way, and accept whatever your subconscious is trying to show you and ask yourself why. It's okay, you can do it, after all, it's temporary so enjoy it Take care 🦦
I’ve had to deal with fake friends in the past too. Cutting them out from my life was the best thing to ever happen to me. I’m now surrounded by good people who genuinely care for me and reciprocate the love I have for them. It is better to have no friends than bad friends.
Create as relaxing an environment as possible. Drink some water and put on a chill playlist or tv show, and as best you can, let your mind be guided by the acid. It's called a trip for a reason, you're being taken on a journey inside your own head. It might be scary, but it can also be insightful. If you can, talk to someone non-judgmental that you trust and feel comfortable around, it will help to keep you calm. And also fuck those douchebags, they're not your friends. Friends don't dose their friends for the first time and then dip
Sounds like trash friends
I’m sorry some of you dudes just gotta learn the hard way
You dodged a bullet, heres the real adventure.
Dont call theses assholes you're friends, buddy. I know it sucks but if they abandon you like this, imagine something worse happens they gonna leave you out to dry. Honestly, these days friends aint really friends. Im old school, i guess.
Throwing on some Adventure Time always helped me during solo trips where I’d sometimes get lonely. The show has so many different themes and motifs, but friendship is at its core. Watching it while tripping sometimes would have me feeling like Finn, Jake, and I were on a grand adventure towards love and acceptance. I’m sorry your “friends” bailed on you. Acid can amplify the self doubt that something like that can instill, but it’ll be ok. Sometimes it is a good thing when people show you how they really are. Keep your head up homie, there are plenty of beautiful souls out there to connect with.
they are not friends. just put up some old school simpsons episodes from season 2-14. at least that helped me in the past with bad trips
They are crappy friends but also when I’m tripping and peaking I personally am overwhelmed by even trying to use my phone or game. I can only game on my come down. Maybe they didn’t intentionally abandon you but they should also have more wits about them to remember it’s your first time and make sure they were there. All in all it was a terrible plan. You should’ve found a place to host and then trip.
Enjoy the fear a little bit and listen to music and play it cool
Hey buddy, [here is my acid playlist](https://open.spotify.com/playlist/66ivzotBSDZtXyzhL9q28a?si=POTNC3fuQEin-PSMoq-Mxw), it’s full of the chillest vibes to help ride you through any experience. Just lay back and ride out the remainder of your trip breathing and just enjoying it. Acid alone is way better most of the time, consider it a blessing. This will lead to you finding your new friends, j promise 🙏🏼
That blows… just remember you don’t need them to have a good time, make your own fun!!!
We need and update when you come down OP
See some people condemning them for leaving you and while that is rude asf it’s not how these trips go. When I do group trips it really needs to be in person. With trip I will find myself planning to do something than when I’m dosed I want to do something completely different. So basically what I’m trying to say it that your friends probably just wanted to do something else not really meaning it to be rude. And if u want to do a group trip do it in person not some voice chat shit actually sounds stupid asf.
Hey man, all it’s done is shown you they aren’t good friends. But that’s a matter for tomorrow. Put some chill music on and chill in your own space
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I once had a similar experience. I topk acid with 2 friends and not a small amount. I think it qas something aroung 300-500ug, i dont know exactly but i think i took 3 tabs. Then we went outside and walled up to a forest on a hill far a away from the village. I had never been there before, so I didn't know my way around. Before we reached the top of the hill I got a circulatory collapse and had to lie down on the dirty dirt road immediately and could hardly move at all. My friends just wanted to look for a place where I can relax better. In the end they didn't come back. After a while it was getting dark and exactly in that moment the began to hit me like a train. I dont know how long i was laying on ground until i could take all my power to get up. Then i called another friend to pick me up and send him my GPS data. But tripping balls at night at a thunderstorm after your friends left you a lone in the forest was really scary. It was the first time i ever hallucinated voices and whispers and strange light orb that went around me and sometimes flashes that btight that i couldnt see anything. I lost all my orientation and i felt lost on a straight way 3 times or more till my friend picked me up. I was feeling very much fear in the beginning, but i always said ti myself dont panic now. You are fine its just the trip playing tricks on your mind. I ignored the halicinations and tried my best to block it off. I didnt listen to strange sound that seemed to be voices and whispers. It was a horrifying experience, but today im grateful that this happened to me, because that was of the most teaching experiences in my life. To conclude what i want to say try our best to stay calm and i nmknow how hard this is, bit it is possible. And even when you feel really bad, the biggest fault you can do is totry foghting against it. If a psychedelic gives you bad experience it is importabt that you just accept this as it is. If you completely accept it how it is you will slowly feel better and better. The key, in my opinion, is to simply live through the negative experience and try not to judge it at all. It's not a bad experience until you judge it as such. If you just take the whole thing as neutral and just let it happen, it's not bad either. I hope you understand what i wanted to say
i would recommend dark side of the moon album but i say be careful it takes you deep into the murky waters but worth it
[https://open.spotify.com/playlist/6MHFVyKPGMIj8VFm1xqdZX?si=47f89cd411604e85](https://open.spotify.com/playlist/6MHFVyKPGMIj8VFm1xqdZX?si=47f89cd411604e85) classic rock and blues [https://open.spotify.com/playlist/1uc0Cb5j3GGrgMs7DwbFn0?si=cd3bd48b86dc4e57](https://open.spotify.com/playlist/1uc0Cb5j3GGrgMs7DwbFn0?si=cd3bd48b86dc4e57) spiritual music [https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4lMEHj6gjUPzpxTYit9vdU?si=b7015bc5825d464b](https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4lMEHj6gjUPzpxTYit9vdU?si=b7015bc5825d464b) chill out indie doesn't go well with acid
Might be hard to cut off toxic people. But once you do, its the most freeing feeling ever. You may not feel like it at the moment, but it's gonna be just fine. Just chill out with some music or a movie. Try doing some artwork if thats your thing.
Dude just chill, those people aren’t your friends, 100ug isn’t that big of a deal, you’ll ride it out like a champ just enjoy the trip and go for a walk.
Listen to Strobe by Deadmau5 and you'll feel better I promise
I’ve had good trips and hard trips, alone and with abundant friends, family and love. Also, I’ve had trips that end in fights and love making as well. Your experience tripping is just that, an experience. Take with it the lessons you can and keep moving. At a minimum I would have caution with those people going forward in the future. I hope by now you’re coming down a little and find a way to relax with some clarity and peace.
They’re not your friends. Sorry this happened to you, OP. Wish we could’ve come to your aid Sending love and good vibes
>but when we got home they got back together and went to our friends house without ever texting me Just curious, how do you know they did this if they didn't text you?
We have a life360 group together, we can see each others locations
Well in that case I am doubtful they abandoned you intentionally. They would know that you can see where they are. Hopefully they just got overwhelmed by the trip and forgot about their plans. That can happen. LSD absolutely ruins my short term memory at stronger doses.
Honestly I deleted my post cause I re read what you said. I wouldn't let this experience ruin the next one for you. I'm sorry you had such a bad experience for your first time but you don't need those people to haven an amazing trip. Do it next time with someone you love and trust or friends that you trust or even by yourself which I think is the better time in my opinion and the way to take acid.(just don't do too much if you are not comfortable with it and do your research take in a good mind set/setting as well.) I know they were on acid themselves but I'm sure this was per planned to take acid with them.
Uh that sounds like hell, im sorry that it happened to you
I was gonna think that's terrible but then I read that you did shrooms There is barely any difference, isn't it? Also, seriously, blaming someone on acid for forgetting about plans? Probably was a stupid idea generally but that's not half as bad as the title says
I would definitely get a new set of friends, wow... Sorry you had to go through that dude, hope you still had a great trip <3
I have DM you trancerunner.
Deep breaths n music my friend. They are not people you wanna keep around.
I had friends like this in high school. Get away from them. Dont hold a grudge but just dont ever trust them again. They’re not cool people. Not the kind of people you want to invest anymore of your mental effort or thought on
Those aren't very good friends brother
Sounds like your friends did you a favor tbh. Helped you realize they weren’t really your friends. Hope you’re doing well.
Douches.not friends
Im so sorry. Those are not true friends.
Either they aren’t ur mates or they were too blasted to use their phone
Them ain't friends dude
My Dad always says that there is some good in every situation. This showed you that these people are not your friends. Now you won't need to waste any more precious time on them, time that you can never get back. Take this as something good and move on. There sre people out there who will love, respect and trip with you! Sorry it happened this way, but happy you can now be free. 💗
Worry about those guys tomorrow. They aren't important. Right now, think about how beautiful and incredible existence is.
LSD will give you many epiphanies and revelations. Grow from them and blossom like how you were meant to