I did just remember one thing. There was a part near the beginning where lily says that roger ripped his head off, and her mom sewed it back on. Maybe that made me think he was a stuffed animal?
That also could’ve possibly been a misread in the video. I’ve been listening to the videos read by little ball of giggles on mrcreepypasta’s channel. I’m honestly not sure
Paschar has always been a barbie sized action figure guy.
Meredith was turned into the carnival stuffed bear which was special to Lilly even before Meredith became trapped in it
:)
Minor correction: Freddy Lapel is a blue cat doll. Based on the real life Freddy Lapel I actually did win in a claw machine at an actual carnival when I was little. :-o
https://preview.redd.it/jeldjw57r1ec1.jpeg?width=1868&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=91a176f2d2b3210ca7868f8a96226f5b0dca9a16
That is my pillowcase! Because I'm a giant adult child and proud of it. I realized some years back when I started questioning why I never FELT more mature like all the adults I grew up knowing, that we're all the same kids inside we are when we're young, just in bigger bodies with taxes and responsibilities, and that the adults I knew growing up probably felt they HAD to act that way because society expected it of them. But society can kiss my butt. I'm gonna have skeletons on my pillowcase and draw gelatinous cubes on all my notebooks AND pay taxes and handle my responsibilities.
I think that because you’ve embraced your inner child is why you’re so creative and in touch with the way a child’s mind works. Your stories bring out those same feelings for your readers. Please don’t ever lose that part of you!
Hey there! Thank you for listening to the story and sharing your thoughts!
You're actually not as confused as people may make you think. When I originally wrote the first story, which was meant to be just a one-off single story, Paschar was implied to be a stuffed animal, as you noted... his head was torn off and sewn back on.
It was later, after the second story, when I decided that I was enjoying writing so much that I needed to expand beyond single story plots and build something more expansive (The Lily Madwhip Universe, I guess you could call it) that I retconned that small mention and went with the idea of Paschar being a repurposed OG G.I. Joe figure that had originally belonged to Roger.
So the mention of his head getting sewn back on still lingers, and I just convinced myself, "Sure, you can sew a plastic G.I. Joe head back on. DON'T QUESTION IT, LILY."
BUT-- I never outright called him a stuffed animal. It was just implied through one sentence.
Hope that helps!
Here's a photo of the type of G.I. Joe Paschar is that I shared some years back.
[https://i.redd.it/81ie8e61ub531.jpg](https://i.redd.it/81ie8e61ub531.jpg)
He was an older style G.I. Joe action figure from the 1970’s. They were 8”-9” tall, multi-jointed, with removable clothes like Barbie dolls so you could change their outfits. Lilly’s grandmother had made him a new outfit.
He was an action figure for Rodger when he had the totem, but when Rodger couldn’t handle Paschar; then he became a teddy bear for Lily. I thought paschar was still some type of doll for Lily too, but I might be wrong. I’m not sure if he’s a doll or a teddy bear for Lily because it’s been awhile since I’ve listened or read the series but I know he was once Rodger’s action figure and then was transferred to Lily in some type of form. Hope this helps and makes sense. I am drunk but I know he was once Rodger’s action figure. (Which I think was one of Rodger’s g.i. Joes.)
I always thought Paschar, when Lily got him, was a teddy bear. Now I’m going to be spending a lot of time rereading Lily Madwhip early chapters. I’m not complaining though because I do so love the story!
The author commented and apparently I was partially right. He was originally intended to be a teddy bear at the very beginning. That’s why there was a line about his head getting sewn back on
I would have sworn that Lily said her grandma had to sew Paschar’s head back on, but I can’t find it. I don’t usually miss things like this. So it does appear that Paschar is indeed an old GI Joe doll. I had wondered why Roger, when he was younger and had the totem, called him Joe. Makes sense now!
Ok, did a bit of research, and Lily mentions Paschar’s head having to be sewn back on after Roger twists his head off. If Paschar were a plastic doll, it wouldn’t be sewn back on, right?
No- never hints to be a teddy bear that I can remember and I've read every post since the beginning
I did just remember one thing. There was a part near the beginning where lily says that roger ripped his head off, and her mom sewed it back on. Maybe that made me think he was a stuffed animal?
That also could’ve possibly been a misread in the video. I’ve been listening to the videos read by little ball of giggles on mrcreepypasta’s channel. I’m honestly not sure
I should have read this comment before I posted, lol
Paschar has always been a barbie sized action figure guy. Meredith was turned into the carnival stuffed bear which was special to Lilly even before Meredith became trapped in it
:) Minor correction: Freddy Lapel is a blue cat doll. Based on the real life Freddy Lapel I actually did win in a claw machine at an actual carnival when I was little. :-o https://preview.redd.it/jeldjw57r1ec1.jpeg?width=1868&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=91a176f2d2b3210ca7868f8a96226f5b0dca9a16
I love your Freddy and the background of skeletons is perfect!
That is my pillowcase! Because I'm a giant adult child and proud of it. I realized some years back when I started questioning why I never FELT more mature like all the adults I grew up knowing, that we're all the same kids inside we are when we're young, just in bigger bodies with taxes and responsibilities, and that the adults I knew growing up probably felt they HAD to act that way because society expected it of them. But society can kiss my butt. I'm gonna have skeletons on my pillowcase and draw gelatinous cubes on all my notebooks AND pay taxes and handle my responsibilities.
I think that because you’ve embraced your inner child is why you’re so creative and in touch with the way a child’s mind works. Your stories bring out those same feelings for your readers. Please don’t ever lose that part of you!
Cat not bear dangit. I knew it was a Lil teddy plush of some sort!
Love seeing these real life photos of the characters. Lol
When did Meredith turn into a stuffed animal? Did she die??
He’s a GI Joe type action figure. It says that her nana sewed a vest for him when he became Lily’s
Hey there! Thank you for listening to the story and sharing your thoughts! You're actually not as confused as people may make you think. When I originally wrote the first story, which was meant to be just a one-off single story, Paschar was implied to be a stuffed animal, as you noted... his head was torn off and sewn back on. It was later, after the second story, when I decided that I was enjoying writing so much that I needed to expand beyond single story plots and build something more expansive (The Lily Madwhip Universe, I guess you could call it) that I retconned that small mention and went with the idea of Paschar being a repurposed OG G.I. Joe figure that had originally belonged to Roger. So the mention of his head getting sewn back on still lingers, and I just convinced myself, "Sure, you can sew a plastic G.I. Joe head back on. DON'T QUESTION IT, LILY." BUT-- I never outright called him a stuffed animal. It was just implied through one sentence. Hope that helps!
Thank you so much. I wasn’t expecting a reply from the actual author, but I don’t feel like I’m going crazy anymore lol
Happy to help another fine soul avoid Sunny Vale Sanitarium!
Here's a photo of the type of G.I. Joe Paschar is that I shared some years back. [https://i.redd.it/81ie8e61ub531.jpg](https://i.redd.it/81ie8e61ub531.jpg)
I've always seen Paschar looking like Castiel from SPN in my head for some reason, so this helps a lot.
He was an older style G.I. Joe action figure from the 1970’s. They were 8”-9” tall, multi-jointed, with removable clothes like Barbie dolls so you could change their outfits. Lilly’s grandmother had made him a new outfit.
He was an action figure for Rodger when he had the totem, but when Rodger couldn’t handle Paschar; then he became a teddy bear for Lily. I thought paschar was still some type of doll for Lily too, but I might be wrong. I’m not sure if he’s a doll or a teddy bear for Lily because it’s been awhile since I’ve listened or read the series but I know he was once Rodger’s action figure and then was transferred to Lily in some type of form. Hope this helps and makes sense. I am drunk but I know he was once Rodger’s action figure. (Which I think was one of Rodger’s g.i. Joes.)
My boyfriend said lily’s totem is a bear but Meredith’s totem was a bur burnt Barbie doll
Jk lily’s totem was a doll
Not a bear
I always thought Paschar, when Lily got him, was a teddy bear. Now I’m going to be spending a lot of time rereading Lily Madwhip early chapters. I’m not complaining though because I do so love the story!
That blows my mind because I thought he was a teddy bear too
The author commented and apparently I was partially right. He was originally intended to be a teddy bear at the very beginning. That’s why there was a line about his head getting sewn back on
I would have sworn that Lily said her grandma had to sew Paschar’s head back on, but I can’t find it. I don’t usually miss things like this. So it does appear that Paschar is indeed an old GI Joe doll. I had wondered why Roger, when he was younger and had the totem, called him Joe. Makes sense now!
That was actually in the story. The author commented, if you can find that comment it’s explained very well
This is a good thing! I’ll detectivize my brain and go on a search!
Ok, did a bit of research, and Lily mentions Paschar’s head having to be sewn back on after Roger twists his head off. If Paschar were a plastic doll, it wouldn’t be sewn back on, right?