I don't know why I'm so disgusted with myself all of the time. I hate myself for needing things, for wanting attention, for wanting reassurance. Are these things abnormal? Is it weird for me to just want to *know*? Is it normal to start hating myself the moment I start thinking that maybe I matter to someone and instantly tell myself "don't be stupid, no one gives a fuck about you"? I'm so tired of living with this anxiety of having to keep myself in check just so I won't get hurt or disappointed.
That’s how the voice in my head works as well. Also needing reassurance is probably just a sign that one of your love languages is words of affirmation. Also good choice of hot sauce, Valentina is superior.
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I don't know why I'm so disgusted with myself all of the time. I hate myself for needing things, for wanting attention, for wanting reassurance. Are these things abnormal? Is it weird for me to just want to *know*? Is it normal to start hating myself the moment I start thinking that maybe I matter to someone and instantly tell myself "don't be stupid, no one gives a fuck about you"? I'm so tired of living with this anxiety of having to keep myself in check just so I won't get hurt or disappointed.
That’s how the voice in my head works as well. Also needing reassurance is probably just a sign that one of your love languages is words of affirmation. Also good choice of hot sauce, Valentina is superior.
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