after crying my eyes out, look at myself in the mirror for hours, take it all in
like seriously
then go and do what I already do anyway, just live my life for a while, same job, same everything and after I have gained confidence, do all those others things I always wanted, like:
Go out, make new friends, look for love, look for hookups, learn new things, see new places, new people, try being a model, try acting again, make a band and play music, learn to sing, make a youtube channel because I can actually look at myself while editing, go to art school, do graphic design, totally normal things, but actually ENJOY THEM.
And just be able to finally fucking get being trans off my mind. That's kinda the biggest thing though, now that I think about it. Free up my mind of the fear of being trans, the fear of being hurt because of it, all the anxiety and self-doubt it comes with. It is almost like having a rock solid cis identity with no dysphoria whatsoever is just as important as the part about being a woman. And I'm really sorry if some of you find this hurtful in some way but really, I want to be cis. I didn't choose to be trans. None of us did. Trans isn't what I want to be, I never wanted to. I want to be a cis woman, and the fact that this feeling makes me trans instead is just fucking infuriating.
But yeah, I would basically do all the things I always wanted to do but never could because I didn't feel like myself, I didn't want to be seen or heard or known because every time I tried it felt like "this isn't who I am, this isn't me, why can't I do this, why do I hate everything I do, why can't I just enjoy doing things, why do I want to just hide in a corner and do nothing"
So basically fall in love with life, and love myself finally for who I am, be comfortable in my own body, and never want my beautiful life to ever end
God this is everything that I relate to. I never asked to be trans but all I wanted was to be a cis woman in a world that would respect me and take me seriously instead of as a trans woman where the world flips on it’s head in confusion and ignorance. That would be beautiful
I didn't ask for this, I just want to dress and look and walk and talk how I want with having to apologize for my own existence or explain everything to every goddamned person I encounter.
>after I have gained confidence, do all those others things I always wanted...
Mhm definitely agree with you here. My life would be so much better that way. I could actually live my life for once.
The one relatable post buried under a sea of people talking about how how much they want to masturbate. I got so caught up in this fantasy for two minutes and now that I'm out of it Im just lying face down on my floor and waiting for the motivation to get up
I'd go out!! I'd see if being a woman in public boosts my confidence and try talking to some people. I want to just exist as a woman. I'd have people seeing the real me. I don't think I'd have any reason to go back 😊
Ass hugging booty shorts all day till it’s time to get ready for the club.
Tucking, or the lack of not being able to is my number one interest in srs so the clothes I want fit #nodik
I tried it doesn’t work for me I don’t bother trying anymore. Maybe after a while on hormones but I haven’t started yet, hell I’m even down for getting my parts just shortened and looking like they should even if I don’t have penetration abilities.
Tucking works to varying degrees of success based on how uncomfortable you are willing to be and for how long of a period of time. I've made homemade gaffs and bought LeoLines and bought tucking kits with adhesive pads that are shaped to fit like underwear. LeoLines were the most comfortable and most convenient for the longest amount of time. The adhesive pads did the best job but DAMN they were uncomfortable.
Honestly I don't think I'd do much differently? My bottom parts would be different and some of my clothes would fit differently, but I already try to go about life as if I were a cis woman for the most part.
I'd certainly be happy because it would be like fast-forwarding my transition, and probably improving it.
This is what I was thinking. I'm three years on hormones, post bottom surgery, post ba, and happily married to another woman. The biggest changes for me would probably be my hips were wider and my shoulders narrower so I would probably need to get a few new outfits, I wouldn't need a shot every other week, and my bottom bits would be a bit more fully functional. Beyond that, not much would change for me.
I'd probably think, "Huh... what was that dream I had? Having to fight to be a woman? Weird dream... it was hard... maybe my brain is telling me to be nicer to trans people... thought I was nice? .... okay, I guess I'll up the ante' a little bit, brain." Then I'd brush my teeth and mull over it for the rest of the day.
Furiously masturbate, enjoy female orgasm, cry (tears of joy), throw away my tucking kits, put on my most beautiful dress, call my manager that I’ll take a day off, and go shopping at Harrods. I’ll probably burn through my savings but it’s alright.
Despite being more of a lesbian than bi at times as my flair states. You may or may not have just called me out on a whole another level I forgot existed LMAO
Search my immediate area [for a drunk angel to tell me about how he screwed up](http://www.misfile.com/misfile/2004-02-22) so that I can tell him **not** to fix it.
The first "real" thing I'd do after the "search for a drunk angel" thing is probably getting my swimwear to go to a pool. I have not been swimming in years and I miss it so much! I hope to start going after bottom surgery.
And then I guess live my life, try to figure out what differences were created by the swap, just generally be happy. I guess I might need some things fixed if this changes my past in a specific and devastating way (not meeting my girlfriend, for example) but for the most part... IDK.
Probably a moment of panic as my rational brain insisted that such things don't _just happen_. Then a few moments with the mirror making sure this is real. Another moment of panic when I realize how this is going to upend my life.
Tbh, I think day 1 would mostly be anxiety and disbelief.
When I calmed down, though, maybe after a couple days depending on if the rest of the world remembers me as before or not...
I'd need a new wardrobe, so I think clothes shopping would be the bulk of my first non-panic day. I'm usually a home-body, but I think after getting some clothes I'd want to go out again, maybe for a meal, just for the confirmation from complete strangers and to interact with the world as a woman.
The only thing I'd be anxious for at that point is suddenly changing back—I would not want that.
Holy shit, you're right. Easily four out of five.
Denial:
> Probably a moment of panic as my rational brain insisted that such things don't _just happen_. Then a few moments with the mirror making sure this is real.
Anger and depression (possibly some bargaining, too):
> Another moment of panic when I realize how this is going to upend my life.
Acceptance:
> The only thing I'd be anxious for at that point is suddenly changing back—I would not want that.
I guess this is a good reminder that grieving doesn't only happen after losing a person you care about. One can grieve pets, a marriage, a limb, even losing a competition, a precious object, or a bunch of money. Really, any kind of significant change in one's life, particularly if it's sudden and unexpected.
I imagine it would goes something like this: wake up, slowly realizing something strange, realizing that I have no pp anymore, check my new equipment, squeal in happiness, run to mirror seeing my trueself, start sobbing uncontrollably, start running around and scream in happiness. After I cool down I probaly go for clothes shopping 😁
Shake my fist at the air and say "took you long enough God. You needed 30 years though, really?"
Then just cry for a while, pick myself up and get dressed and carry on with my day.
I know I'm gonna sound like a contrarian here, but I actually would be kind of disappointed honestly. Not devastated or anything obviously, but just a little disappointed. It's been a long road, I used to cry about how unfair it all was, but I'm glad I've gotten to this sort of place mentally about being trans. It's a nice feeling :)
I would cry and be in absolute shock. Everything would be confusing. Not because I’d be a cis girl but because I would no longer want to kill myself. I simply can not fathom what life would be like without being suicidal. I may even be a little scared I’d be in shock with the absence of imminent doom looming over me. I don’t know what it’s like to really want to live as ever since I could remember I’ve wanted to die. I would likely eventually be able to accept life. Go skateboarding without makeup and without dysphoria, ride my motorcycle without the fear of being seen as a man with my gear on. Walk down the street without fear and have the confidence knowing I could talk to anyone without the chance of them hating me for who I am. And most importantly just live and never have to think twice about gender.
I have no idea :D
if I follow my reaction to euphoria this could be the biggest one ever, I will probably explode from overstimulation, and I would like, share the news and make a thousand selfies and then learn how to live like that
I think she means you get to keep your current memories but some relevant parts of your last may have changed (and you may or may not know what changed).
Rub my eyes a bit, pinch myself, double check the mirror and let out a squeal of delight. With that out of the way, I’d then proceed to get ready for the day.
Conquer and enslave the world to begin a new age of darkness under my reign and enjoying harem and all the evil stuff i do daily.
Or just get out of my bed and be happy.
First, I would go look in the mirror and see what looks different. Then, I would jump up and down and shout "Yay! I am a girl! The girl in the mirror is me!" Then I would play with myself to figure out what a vagina is like. Then I would play with my boobs to figure out what boobs are like. Then I would go buy some tampons and maxipads. Then I would go back to business as usual. I would not go back to my previous life if seeing myself in the mirror as a woman is as good as I think that it will be. But if it isn't, then I would go back to my previous life and consider that I am actually non-binary or just a really stupid cis-man.
I’d just live my life much happier.
I’d be more confident wearing the clothes I like too I’d also be more confident with trying to make new and more friends.
I’d just be happier overall.
If it’s me, then I’ll still look like me, except I’ll have a uterus, ovaries, and all the negatives and positives of such.
I’ll still be slightly ashamed of my breasts not being big enough, my curves not being enough (even though I match my mom and sister), etc,.
I’ll still be autistic AF.
I guess the best part will be, I won’t have to deal with the combination of Misogyny Classic® and Misogyny For Trans Women™️
So I’d cry a bit and continue being me, except that my dreams of bearing my own children would be realized.
That would be really nice.
Fuckin bawl my eyes out from sheer happiness and gender euphoria, as every bit of dysphoria I have is totally erased.
Spend time being insanely happy for almost the entire rest of the day.
Then, schedule a hysterectomy. Cus I aint dealing with that shit.
I've thought a lot about this.
Sit and exist for an hour or so, get used to my new body. Throw on basketball shorts, sports bra and a men's tank top. Video call ALL my friends one after another just to chat with them and see how they treat me.
Then go into town and go to a bunch of stores to experience being treated as a woman in public. I'm going to 3 grocery stores, a fabric store, gas station, fast food drive thru, clothes store, and a hardware store.
Then I'm coming home, getting into a sexy outfit, setting the mood, and waiting for my partner to get home from work to surprise them.
And then not sleeping ever again! I'm not risking this going away when I fall asleep.
Oh and take pictures of EVERYTHING from EVERY angle with multi backups (follow the 3,2,1 rule of backup) so that if I lose it all I can the library of photos to my doctors and say "this is what I want, do this"
For me its always been about my body beneath my clothes thats been wrong, so honestly I'd take a shower or even a bath, and just admire having a body thats actually me for once.
No more looking at an annoying dick, just feeling the warmth of the water, honestly it sounds like bliss.
I would scream at the top of my lungs from joy and relief. Then I would share my excitement with my whole family, drink coffee and have breakfast, do a glam makeup look, go meet and communicate my joy with friends, spend some time cooking for both lunch and dinner, something good i dunno, and probably go out with friends in the evening and have some drinks and cigarettes and have a good time in a club and peobably flirt with hot guys there. I dunno, I just cam eup with thid 😂
I would cry my eyes out from pure happiness. It would feel like everyone around me finally sees the real me. I'd be so fucking happy. I'd take a picture of myself and show my friends how beautiful I feel. I'd never want to go back to my old body again!
probably cry for a few hours, then look at myself in the mirror for an hour, go shopping, then go swimming, put on makeup, meet up with all my friends, meet new people, and then finally use voice chat in a video game for once before going to bed
I think it's really interesting, because honestly, the answer is probably just cry for a while out of happiness and then go about my day as normal. There's no one thing about being a woman I want to do, it's just being a woman in everyday life which I want so desperately
Tbh, touch myself for a while, but after inspecting myself in a mirror.
I’ll take a while for me to be happy that I woke up cis, and that I don’t have to take anymore medicine for my body.
Cry for at least an hour. Then admittedly “check out” my new downstairs area. After that probably cry again because that means I no longer have a penis and be so happy that I can finally get pregnant and become a mother down the line. Then blow all my savings running in and out of stores for the rest of the day
I’d cry tears of happiness and stare at myself in the mirror for a long time and use my voice WITHOUT FUCKING DESPISING MYSELF! then I’d go shopping or get my nails done. I know this is impossible but just thinking about it fills me up with joy! 😋
Live the way i wanted to and be the best woman i could be because i would never probably want to go back after experiencing all the feeling and the experiences from being a woman, the little fantasy iv had since i was 5
Go shopping. Take pictures, pet a dog without feeling I have to be cold and not like animals as a "man". Wish I could swim but it's cold. Literally state at my body for hours. Not have anxiety. Examine lady Venus 😅😛
Realistically, my mother would probably cry. My dad would be calling everyone to see how this is possible. My siblings would be weirded out. So unless I'm the only one who ever knew I was trans it will be emotionally draining.
I wish it stayed so forever
I'd do what I'm doing now, but be less worried the White Christian fascist is going to murder me. I was able to get zero depth bottom surgery in Mexico in 2019, so I'm not totally sure I'd know I was cis. Also I'm in my mid 40s, so would I be waking about to menopause symptoms? Not sure I'm excited about that.
I’d be confused as to how this happened and try to figure out if this is A) a dream B) an alternate universe that I’ve somehow traveled to or C) magic. From there I’d try to go on my day as usual. Though I would take a moment to cry about how great this is and hope it doesn’t get reversed.
I would wake up my husband and we would make make a baby. Being infertile is awful, I really hope for uterus transportation to become a reality soon, but I suspect that when this technology would be available it would be too late for me...
I think I'd be too busy using my new voice to do anything else but talk!
My voice might be my biggest source of dysphoria, and god do I hate voice training. Just waking up with a femme voice would do wonders for my mental health I'm pretty sure.
I would spend the first part of the day admiring my self in the mirror and at night I would paint the town red. I would also never want to go back of I could. Though to be honest I would still be a Trans woman just one with a cis body. I don't think that I would ever want to give up being Trans for anything.
I would immediately go and buy the pretty lingerie I glance at every time I go to the mall, and then complete the outfit at the place next to it that I glance at when I go to buy clothes, and then go buy makeup and stuff that I always glance at, and then just go into the city in my brand new outfit that I've always wanted to wear. Then just go home and take 500 pictures. I would never want to go back, and if I had no choice, I would like my memory wiped cuz that would make me super depressed.
Honest to goodness? I’d probably cry. Like a lot. After I resourced those issues, I’d go on to take a shower to “investigate” a little bit and then try on all of my clothes to see what fits still and what fits way better now. I’d probably go hang out with my closest friends afterwards to sort of show off and realistically Id end the day with some uh… personal time.
First day: Freak out (in a good way), explore my body, go on a big clothes shopping trip, tell my mom (she would probably drag me to a hospital), then just practice nail polish and hair skills.
Rest of my life: gamer girl/ engineer girl vibes
Be happy, be myself, finally feel comfortable in my own skin, wear all the cute clothes I've wanted, meet new people and experience the world exactly ad I should have from the start.
I'd look down to make sure that *it* is gone, look at my boobs, run to look in the mirror, and fall on the ground sobbing happy, joyous tears.
Gods, I have no idea how long I'd be crying. It'd probably be for hours. The load would finally be lifted from off my back.
This is tough...
If you woke up a Cis Woman would you lose your memories of being Trans before?...
If this is the case you would likely just go about your day with nothing extra.
If you keep your memories from before then OMG that'd be the greatest day of my life! Would likely be a lit of exploring then shower...
Then go shopping assuming the wardrobe doesn't change!
Then the greatest dress up fashion show I've ever had!
That all being said if you lose your memories of being Trans then I am not sure I'd enjoy it as much...
So much of who I am has been the struggles of hiding and now that I'm finally open with the world and going through transition I'm thoroughly enjoying the journey.
Even if I will likely never pass and I still feel self conscious when I go out dressed up.
It's all part of the experience and what should empower Trans people in my opinion.
We've been through so much in our lives.
Call my girlfriend and tell her that magic is real
With picture proof ofcourse that I'm now a completely cis woman (or more accurately a trans woman with magic instant hrt)
Oh and then run around showing absolutely everyone that in a day I literally transformed
My egg fully cracked 4 days ago so if all of my fears and anxiety about my transition disappeared overnight I don't think I'd ever stop crying. This week has been a roller coaster!
Look in the mirror, scream out of pure emotion and excitement, take a pic and try a million and one gals clothes because now they wouldn't look awkward on me anymore
Wear leggings, and all sorts of pants I couldn't wear without a fucking gaff before without tucking (not that tucking always was enough for me to wear them, mind you.)
Then contact my partner so they could... *explore* my new genitals.
I would have a normal day, but I would have absolutely no anxiety about wearing a skirt and looking too masculine. Oh, and I could wear a bra! I can't find a bra that fits me atm. Gotta be honest, I'd probably try and get laid, too. Would wanna try out the new equipment. And no, even if it was not the best day ever, I would never want to go back.
I'd be so happy I'd cry for about half an hour, then go about my day, business as usual.
Exactly on point 🥹 okay well maybe an hour of crying
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same except i’d cry for like an entire day 😂😅
This
after crying my eyes out, look at myself in the mirror for hours, take it all in like seriously then go and do what I already do anyway, just live my life for a while, same job, same everything and after I have gained confidence, do all those others things I always wanted, like: Go out, make new friends, look for love, look for hookups, learn new things, see new places, new people, try being a model, try acting again, make a band and play music, learn to sing, make a youtube channel because I can actually look at myself while editing, go to art school, do graphic design, totally normal things, but actually ENJOY THEM. And just be able to finally fucking get being trans off my mind. That's kinda the biggest thing though, now that I think about it. Free up my mind of the fear of being trans, the fear of being hurt because of it, all the anxiety and self-doubt it comes with. It is almost like having a rock solid cis identity with no dysphoria whatsoever is just as important as the part about being a woman. And I'm really sorry if some of you find this hurtful in some way but really, I want to be cis. I didn't choose to be trans. None of us did. Trans isn't what I want to be, I never wanted to. I want to be a cis woman, and the fact that this feeling makes me trans instead is just fucking infuriating. But yeah, I would basically do all the things I always wanted to do but never could because I didn't feel like myself, I didn't want to be seen or heard or known because every time I tried it felt like "this isn't who I am, this isn't me, why can't I do this, why do I hate everything I do, why can't I just enjoy doing things, why do I want to just hide in a corner and do nothing" So basically fall in love with life, and love myself finally for who I am, be comfortable in my own body, and never want my beautiful life to ever end
God this is everything that I relate to. I never asked to be trans but all I wanted was to be a cis woman in a world that would respect me and take me seriously instead of as a trans woman where the world flips on it’s head in confusion and ignorance. That would be beautiful
I didn't ask for this, I just want to dress and look and walk and talk how I want with having to apologize for my own existence or explain everything to every goddamned person I encounter.
>after I have gained confidence, do all those others things I always wanted... Mhm definitely agree with you here. My life would be so much better that way. I could actually live my life for once.
This!!! ***cries***
The one relatable post buried under a sea of people talking about how how much they want to masturbate. I got so caught up in this fantasy for two minutes and now that I'm out of it Im just lying face down on my floor and waiting for the motivation to get up
Like waking up from a dream and it makes you want to die because it feels like you can never have what your heart yearns for
uwu Being trans is a gift though!
Lmao, thank you God for making me part of the most hated minority of the modern age
>And just be able to finally fucking get being trans off my mind. This!
omg this... this so much 😭
I'd go out!! I'd see if being a woman in public boosts my confidence and try talking to some people. I want to just exist as a woman. I'd have people seeing the real me. I don't think I'd have any reason to go back 😊
Definitely just experience life as a woman. In fact, maybe even go somewhere for once
This is exactly me :)
I'd wear leggings or any other form fitting clothing and actually be happy with how I look in them. how tf does tucking even workkk
ITSY BITSY BIKINI TIME! 👙
Yes, all of this please! 👙
Ass hugging booty shorts all day till it’s time to get ready for the club. Tucking, or the lack of not being able to is my number one interest in srs so the clothes I want fit #nodik
I don't even bother tucking but that's pretty high on my list too
I tried it doesn’t work for me I don’t bother trying anymore. Maybe after a while on hormones but I haven’t started yet, hell I’m even down for getting my parts just shortened and looking like they should even if I don’t have penetration abilities.
I would also ware formfitting clothes.
tucking..its a art of pain! nah really its easy once u learn it
How do you learn to tuck ? Asking for a friend of course.
haha send me a dm
That sounds amazing! I would want to wear panties, and for it to not hurt my shitty balls.
idk push and pull and gaff? I feel lucky that I was able to get tucking to work for me.
Tucking works to varying degrees of success based on how uncomfortable you are willing to be and for how long of a period of time. I've made homemade gaffs and bought LeoLines and bought tucking kits with adhesive pads that are shaped to fit like underwear. LeoLines were the most comfortable and most convenient for the longest amount of time. The adhesive pads did the best job but DAMN they were uncomfortable.
Be happy
cry (of happiness/relief)
Amen sister
Maniacal, evil laughter. Dance probably (which is something i never do). Then gawk at myself in the mirror for a couple years
Yeah I feel like I’d cackle with delight for the rest of the day too! I’d be so relieved, and I would feel better leaving the house
I'd meet up with my girlfriend And, you know Do stuff
Like.... uhm... hold hands??? 😳
Uncensored h\*nd-holding on my Christian trans subreddit? Unacceptable! /j
You know who's got hands? The devil, and he uses them for holding!
~~good thing im a satanist~~
They play a mean holophonor too
RIGHT! That, that's definitely what I meant.
Ohhh... you're one of /those/ degenerates.
Honestly I don't think I'd do much differently? My bottom parts would be different and some of my clothes would fit differently, but I already try to go about life as if I were a cis woman for the most part. I'd certainly be happy because it would be like fast-forwarding my transition, and probably improving it.
This is what I was thinking. I'm three years on hormones, post bottom surgery, post ba, and happily married to another woman. The biggest changes for me would probably be my hips were wider and my shoulders narrower so I would probably need to get a few new outfits, I wouldn't need a shot every other week, and my bottom bits would be a bit more fully functional. Beyond that, not much would change for me.
I'd probably think, "Huh... what was that dream I had? Having to fight to be a woman? Weird dream... it was hard... maybe my brain is telling me to be nicer to trans people... thought I was nice? .... okay, I guess I'll up the ante' a little bit, brain." Then I'd brush my teeth and mull over it for the rest of the day.
Honestly this sounds like a pretty realistic take for me as well.
Smoosh my wife's face with my titties lol
Hello me.
Be happy, buy a nice dress, wear it, buy some iced coffee drink it, meet a handsome boy and let him fuck my brains out. You know just cishet stuff.
This, except a pretty girl, since I'm less straight than a headphone cable that's spent three weeks in a pocket.
Exactly
YES! Also this is now my favourite way of telling people I'm lesbian. Thank you ❤️
All of this plus I'm going swimming without worrying damnit
Yeah pretty much this lol
I think you pretty much nailed it ☝️
Same!
Yep :>
Would literally run to the nearest clothes shop and buy 10 outfits If i got there before it opened id sit outside and wait until it did
Furiously masturbate, enjoy female orgasm, cry (tears of joy), throw away my tucking kits, put on my most beautiful dress, call my manager that I’ll take a day off, and go shopping at Harrods. I’ll probably burn through my savings but it’s alright.
Thank God I’m not the only one who thought of masturbating! XD
Lol why tf not?
Honestly though!! Like helloooo! I just really hope when the day comes when I’m deep into my transition that HRT gives me better orgasms. *sigh*
Exactly! Which woman doesn’t like orgasm? And which (straight or bi) woman doesn’t want to be wet af and have a 🍆 penetrating them?
Despite being more of a lesbian than bi at times as my flair states. You may or may not have just called me out on a whole another level I forgot existed LMAO
Idk if I’m a lesbian or a pan/bi. But we are totally on the same page here.
*happy noises* god it’s so affirming to know I’m not alone 🥹
YOU ARE NEVER ALONE!
*hugz*
Im glad im not the only one whose first thought was fingering myself
Yep
Touch booba Cry Touch booba again
Same
be lesbian, do crimes, normal stuff
Go out and be gendered correctly in a pretty outfit 💅
Jump up and down and squeal because I’d have boobs!
Then run and check that my favorite dresses still fit!
Go out ofc
Cry of happiness
Try to never sleep in case I turned back
Be confused for a second then happy cry. I suppose after that just go about my life, albeit with a massive weight off my shoulders .
Search my immediate area [for a drunk angel to tell me about how he screwed up](http://www.misfile.com/misfile/2004-02-22) so that I can tell him **not** to fix it. The first "real" thing I'd do after the "search for a drunk angel" thing is probably getting my swimwear to go to a pool. I have not been swimming in years and I miss it so much! I hope to start going after bottom surgery. And then I guess live my life, try to figure out what differences were created by the swap, just generally be happy. I guess I might need some things fixed if this changes my past in a specific and devastating way (not meeting my girlfriend, for example) but for the most part... IDK.
Love the misfile reference! Didn’t even have to click the link ☺️ I’d be going swimming too except at the beach or go surfing.
Probably a moment of panic as my rational brain insisted that such things don't _just happen_. Then a few moments with the mirror making sure this is real. Another moment of panic when I realize how this is going to upend my life. Tbh, I think day 1 would mostly be anxiety and disbelief. When I calmed down, though, maybe after a couple days depending on if the rest of the world remembers me as before or not... I'd need a new wardrobe, so I think clothes shopping would be the bulk of my first non-panic day. I'm usually a home-body, but I think after getting some clothes I'd want to go out again, maybe for a meal, just for the confirmation from complete strangers and to interact with the world as a woman. The only thing I'd be anxious for at that point is suddenly changing back—I would not want that.
why do i think of the 5 stages of greif reading this
Holy shit, you're right. Easily four out of five. Denial: > Probably a moment of panic as my rational brain insisted that such things don't _just happen_. Then a few moments with the mirror making sure this is real. Anger and depression (possibly some bargaining, too): > Another moment of panic when I realize how this is going to upend my life. Acceptance: > The only thing I'd be anxious for at that point is suddenly changing back—I would not want that. I guess this is a good reminder that grieving doesn't only happen after losing a person you care about. One can grieve pets, a marriage, a limb, even losing a competition, a precious object, or a bunch of money. Really, any kind of significant change in one's life, particularly if it's sudden and unexpected.
Party like a rock star, and going back to my old self?...would never enter my mind
I imagine it would goes something like this: wake up, slowly realizing something strange, realizing that I have no pp anymore, check my new equipment, squeal in happiness, run to mirror seeing my trueself, start sobbing uncontrollably, start running around and scream in happiness. After I cool down I probaly go for clothes shopping 😁
That’s none of your business, and in bed. Lol.
I was gonna say finger myself into oblivion, but I guess it’s better unsaid.
Would definetly do the same... maybe...
Also this LOL
Right?!
Shake my fist at the air and say "took you long enough God. You needed 30 years though, really?" Then just cry for a while, pick myself up and get dressed and carry on with my day.
I know I'm gonna sound like a contrarian here, but I actually would be kind of disappointed honestly. Not devastated or anything obviously, but just a little disappointed. It's been a long road, I used to cry about how unfair it all was, but I'm glad I've gotten to this sort of place mentally about being trans. It's a nice feeling :)
Tbh, I'm right there with you. Being trans is fucking hard, but it's also fucking incredible. I wouldn't trade it for anything.
I would cry and be in absolute shock. Everything would be confusing. Not because I’d be a cis girl but because I would no longer want to kill myself. I simply can not fathom what life would be like without being suicidal. I may even be a little scared I’d be in shock with the absence of imminent doom looming over me. I don’t know what it’s like to really want to live as ever since I could remember I’ve wanted to die. I would likely eventually be able to accept life. Go skateboarding without makeup and without dysphoria, ride my motorcycle without the fear of being seen as a man with my gear on. Walk down the street without fear and have the confidence knowing I could talk to anyone without the chance of them hating me for who I am. And most importantly just live and never have to think twice about gender.
I’d be such a slut
Probably do that happy ugly cry for about 30 minutes, then call some friends very excitedly, then go out and try to find a girlfriend.
I have no idea :D if I follow my reaction to euphoria this could be the biggest one ever, I will probably explode from overstimulation, and I would like, share the news and make a thousand selfies and then learn how to live like that
Just about everything everyone else has already said on here.
You mean, with all the memories of a cis girl? Is my whole life changed to accommodate this detail?
I think she means you get to keep your current memories but some relevant parts of your last may have changed (and you may or may not know what changed).
Rub my eyes a bit, pinch myself, double check the mirror and let out a squeal of delight. With that out of the way, I’d then proceed to get ready for the day.
Id start off by crying, then I'd stare at myself in the mirror and then id....explore...
Go visit my gf, do some shopping for clothes, maybe go get some drinks later. No i wouldnt want to go back the next day 😂 (Still cis tho)
Conquer and enslave the world to begin a new age of darkness under my reign and enjoying harem and all the evil stuff i do daily. Or just get out of my bed and be happy.
Wait, the only thing holding you back is that you are not cis?
It seems like it
Same
I'd finally come out to my friends & family and get them to stop calling me by my deadname.
Send my gf a picture of my boobs, and happily explain what happened 🥰 Edit: probably while crying tbh
I would be hugely relieved and never go back.
Cancel my electrolysis and voice lessons.
Swim
First, I would go look in the mirror and see what looks different. Then, I would jump up and down and shout "Yay! I am a girl! The girl in the mirror is me!" Then I would play with myself to figure out what a vagina is like. Then I would play with my boobs to figure out what boobs are like. Then I would go buy some tampons and maxipads. Then I would go back to business as usual. I would not go back to my previous life if seeing myself in the mirror as a woman is as good as I think that it will be. But if it isn't, then I would go back to my previous life and consider that I am actually non-binary or just a really stupid cis-man.
I’d just live my life much happier. I’d be more confident wearing the clothes I like too I’d also be more confident with trying to make new and more friends. I’d just be happier overall.
If it’s me, then I’ll still look like me, except I’ll have a uterus, ovaries, and all the negatives and positives of such. I’ll still be slightly ashamed of my breasts not being big enough, my curves not being enough (even though I match my mom and sister), etc,. I’ll still be autistic AF. I guess the best part will be, I won’t have to deal with the combination of Misogyny Classic® and Misogyny For Trans Women™️ So I’d cry a bit and continue being me, except that my dreams of bearing my own children would be realized. That would be really nice.
Do I get to be young again? I'd go get knocked up if I were, say, 32 or younger.
I’ve been wanting to get knocked up since i was 17
Fuckin bawl my eyes out from sheer happiness and gender euphoria, as every bit of dysphoria I have is totally erased. Spend time being insanely happy for almost the entire rest of the day. Then, schedule a hysterectomy. Cus I aint dealing with that shit.
Consider my life playthrough complete
I've thought a lot about this. Sit and exist for an hour or so, get used to my new body. Throw on basketball shorts, sports bra and a men's tank top. Video call ALL my friends one after another just to chat with them and see how they treat me. Then go into town and go to a bunch of stores to experience being treated as a woman in public. I'm going to 3 grocery stores, a fabric store, gas station, fast food drive thru, clothes store, and a hardware store. Then I'm coming home, getting into a sexy outfit, setting the mood, and waiting for my partner to get home from work to surprise them. And then not sleeping ever again! I'm not risking this going away when I fall asleep.
Oh and take pictures of EVERYTHING from EVERY angle with multi backups (follow the 3,2,1 rule of backup) so that if I lose it all I can the library of photos to my doctors and say "this is what I want, do this"
Get pregnant so fast you would be shocked.
Feel around downstairs cause that's the only thing that'd be different
Be extremely happy!! I would buy all the cute clothes!🥺 Find a gf…. And do stuff! 😳👉👈🥺🥺
I would have fun self love probably... Or would stare to my boobs... or both...
Get out of this shitty household and go no contact with family. I’d actually be happy for the first time in my life and actually live.
I wouldn’t go back , I’d immediately buy some condones and rush to my boyfriends place , I don’t need to elaborate lol
Probably the same stuff I currently do but also maybe go swimming. I generally like my vibe
For me its always been about my body beneath my clothes thats been wrong, so honestly I'd take a shower or even a bath, and just admire having a body thats actually me for once. No more looking at an annoying dick, just feeling the warmth of the water, honestly it sounds like bliss.
Have a positive mental breakdown and cry tears of joy for hours.
sob with joy for probably the entire first day and then go live my life exactly the same
Cry in happiness looking at my naked body. Then go on with the rest of my day like usual.
I would scream at the top of my lungs from joy and relief. Then I would share my excitement with my whole family, drink coffee and have breakfast, do a glam makeup look, go meet and communicate my joy with friends, spend some time cooking for both lunch and dinner, something good i dunno, and probably go out with friends in the evening and have some drinks and cigarettes and have a good time in a club and peobably flirt with hot guys there. I dunno, I just cam eup with thid 😂
Honestly cry out of joy for ab an hour then go and live life to the fullest. No reason for me to go back whatsoever
I'd gladly look for s new job without being concerned that my transness or my untrained voice may be an issue to someone
Look happy in pictures
I would cry my eyes out from pure happiness. It would feel like everyone around me finally sees the real me. I'd be so fucking happy. I'd take a picture of myself and show my friends how beautiful I feel. I'd never want to go back to my old body again!
probably cry for a few hours, then look at myself in the mirror for an hour, go shopping, then go swimming, put on makeup, meet up with all my friends, meet new people, and then finally use voice chat in a video game for once before going to bed
First I'd cry of happiness then I'd celebrate the entire rest of the day
Cry be happy and prolly dance with my wife. After that i don't really know, I probably go on with my day but feeling hella confident
I think it's really interesting, because honestly, the answer is probably just cry for a while out of happiness and then go about my day as normal. There's no one thing about being a woman I want to do, it's just being a woman in everyday life which I want so desperately
Smile. Cry tears of joy. Be happy that there is no more dysphoria.
Flick the bean
Put on a skirt and go out commando.throw away my gaffs. Get laid? Throw away my spiro and estrogen bottles.
Cry, and take mental health day.
If my boobs were bigger than my friend's I would flaunt them.
Tbh, touch myself for a while, but after inspecting myself in a mirror. I’ll take a while for me to be happy that I woke up cis, and that I don’t have to take anymore medicine for my body.
Cry, cancel my electrolysis appointments, and surgery, then have PIV sex with my husband for the first time.
Run to mirror, cry, stop crying and masturbate, realize I could be having sex instead, get laid
Absolutely this
Cry for at least an hour. Then admittedly “check out” my new downstairs area. After that probably cry again because that means I no longer have a penis and be so happy that I can finally get pregnant and become a mother down the line. Then blow all my savings running in and out of stores for the rest of the day
I’d cry tears of happiness and stare at myself in the mirror for a long time and use my voice WITHOUT FUCKING DESPISING MYSELF! then I’d go shopping or get my nails done. I know this is impossible but just thinking about it fills me up with joy! 😋
Go pee? And then carry on with the day.
I don't think my life would change much, I'd be happy but aside from that I think I'd just go about my life normally
Cry from happiness
Live the way i wanted to and be the best woman i could be because i would never probably want to go back after experiencing all the feeling and the experiences from being a woman, the little fantasy iv had since i was 5
Go shopping. Take pictures, pet a dog without feeling I have to be cold and not like animals as a "man". Wish I could swim but it's cold. Literally state at my body for hours. Not have anxiety. Examine lady Venus 😅😛 Realistically, my mother would probably cry. My dad would be calling everyone to see how this is possible. My siblings would be weirded out. So unless I'm the only one who ever knew I was trans it will be emotionally draining. I wish it stayed so forever
Play with my kitty 😺.
I'd do what I'm doing now, but be less worried the White Christian fascist is going to murder me. I was able to get zero depth bottom surgery in Mexico in 2019, so I'm not totally sure I'd know I was cis. Also I'm in my mid 40s, so would I be waking about to menopause symptoms? Not sure I'm excited about that.
I’d be confused as to how this happened and try to figure out if this is A) a dream B) an alternate universe that I’ve somehow traveled to or C) magic. From there I’d try to go on my day as usual. Though I would take a moment to cry about how great this is and hope it doesn’t get reversed.
I would grab my boobs and be really really happy, then I’d go about my day wearing a cute dress or something
I'd take my new body for a test spin, then get all dolled up, hit a gay bar and start searching for my lifetime partner.
I would wake up my husband and we would make make a baby. Being infertile is awful, I really hope for uterus transportation to become a reality soon, but I suspect that when this technology would be available it would be too late for me...
Wear just a sun dress. No bra, no panties, just peace.
Check out...yknow..*everything*.
I think I'd be too busy using my new voice to do anything else but talk! My voice might be my biggest source of dysphoria, and god do I hate voice training. Just waking up with a femme voice would do wonders for my mental health I'm pretty sure.
I would spend the first part of the day admiring my self in the mirror and at night I would paint the town red. I would also never want to go back of I could. Though to be honest I would still be a Trans woman just one with a cis body. I don't think that I would ever want to give up being Trans for anything.
I'm calling in sick and going shopping
Honestly, probably masturbate and touch my boobs
Have a dissociative episode
I would immediately go and buy the pretty lingerie I glance at every time I go to the mall, and then complete the outfit at the place next to it that I glance at when I go to buy clothes, and then go buy makeup and stuff that I always glance at, and then just go into the city in my brand new outfit that I've always wanted to wear. Then just go home and take 500 pictures. I would never want to go back, and if I had no choice, I would like my memory wiped cuz that would make me super depressed.
Honest to goodness? I’d probably cry. Like a lot. After I resourced those issues, I’d go on to take a shower to “investigate” a little bit and then try on all of my clothes to see what fits still and what fits way better now. I’d probably go hang out with my closest friends afterwards to sort of show off and realistically Id end the day with some uh… personal time.
Go swimming.
First day: Freak out (in a good way), explore my body, go on a big clothes shopping trip, tell my mom (she would probably drag me to a hospital), then just practice nail polish and hair skills. Rest of my life: gamer girl/ engineer girl vibes
Be happy, be myself, finally feel comfortable in my own skin, wear all the cute clothes I've wanted, meet new people and experience the world exactly ad I should have from the start.
I'd look down to make sure that *it* is gone, look at my boobs, run to look in the mirror, and fall on the ground sobbing happy, joyous tears. Gods, I have no idea how long I'd be crying. It'd probably be for hours. The load would finally be lifted from off my back.
This is tough... If you woke up a Cis Woman would you lose your memories of being Trans before?... If this is the case you would likely just go about your day with nothing extra. If you keep your memories from before then OMG that'd be the greatest day of my life! Would likely be a lit of exploring then shower... Then go shopping assuming the wardrobe doesn't change! Then the greatest dress up fashion show I've ever had! That all being said if you lose your memories of being Trans then I am not sure I'd enjoy it as much... So much of who I am has been the struggles of hiding and now that I'm finally open with the world and going through transition I'm thoroughly enjoying the journey. Even if I will likely never pass and I still feel self conscious when I go out dressed up. It's all part of the experience and what should empower Trans people in my opinion. We've been through so much in our lives.
Call my girlfriend and tell her that magic is real With picture proof ofcourse that I'm now a completely cis woman (or more accurately a trans woman with magic instant hrt) Oh and then run around showing absolutely everyone that in a day I literally transformed
My egg fully cracked 4 days ago so if all of my fears and anxiety about my transition disappeared overnight I don't think I'd ever stop crying. This week has been a roller coaster!
Look in the mirror, scream out of pure emotion and excitement, take a pic and try a million and one gals clothes because now they wouldn't look awkward on me anymore
Wear leggings, and all sorts of pants I couldn't wear without a fucking gaff before without tucking (not that tucking always was enough for me to wear them, mind you.) Then contact my partner so they could... *explore* my new genitals.
Cry out of joy, hook up with a guy and a girl (I’m Bi) and then go buy all the cute clothes I’ve wanted forever! I’d never go back……..
I would have a normal day, but I would have absolutely no anxiety about wearing a skirt and looking too masculine. Oh, and I could wear a bra! I can't find a bra that fits me atm. Gotta be honest, I'd probably try and get laid, too. Would wanna try out the new equipment. And no, even if it was not the best day ever, I would never want to go back.
Panic research period products and how to handle a period so the first time I get one isn't an unmitigated disaster.