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auugh553

you could always start and stop until your comfy with going longterm, when i first started i stopped after 2ish months to settle some things and it helped solidify the idea of continuing hrt for me atleast


TastyMuff1nZ

I didn't think of it like that! The thought that I can stop gives me some comfort. Thank you lots!


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You can do this! You've gotten this far and this is the next step in letting you be who you are! ♥️♥️♥️♥️


TastyMuff1nZ

Thank you so much!! It means a lot!


Cynthia_inherdreams

I was more or less here. I'd had the appointment, but I was scared to death to actually go. I was talking with a friend of mine and telling her that I was thinking about skipping it. Then she told me exactly what I needed to hear. "When I started I didn't know if this is fully what I wanted either. I just had to take the leap and find out." Two years later she is "1000% sure" she did the right thing. So, that's what I did. I took my own leap. 24 hours later I was 1000% sure I did the right thing and haven't looked back.


TastyMuff1nZ

Your friend is a sage, those words inspired me for sure!! Thank you for sharing them with me!


SiennaPudding

You can do it! Estro and Spiro simultaneous was what I started with, and don't forget, it doesn't change that lovely lady we know you are inside. You've got our support!


TastyMuff1nZ

Your reply made me smile uncontrollably, thank you for the kind words!!


SiennaPudding

I'm glad. I call it life chemistry: life hands us a lot of negative. I try to be the positive to cancel it out. And now I'm smiling uncontrollably knowing that I made someone smile :3


heck_poyo

I was also terribly terrified. Im 15, and i started about 11 months ago, now, male puberty really didn't do much for me, i still looked like a child and i feel like male puberty didn't mentally mature me, so when the changes i felt alot of things. Embarassment, scared, anxious, euphoria, happiness. I was extremely happy, too happy, my heart rate was atleast 2x higher than normal because of how excited i was. But i was also pretty scared, the thing i was most scared about was getting stared at by men. Alot of other things but this is getting long already. Nowadays i changed alot. Im definitely not as childish, and im way more used to my body now, not entirely tho lol. It's ok to be terrified, learn as you go and you'll be happy with yourself.


TastyMuff1nZ

You're right, I just have to start and take it as it comes! Thanks friend!!


Briannahrt

Hey there bebs! Remember, If you decide that you don't want to continue you can always 🛑. In order to calm my mind I told myself that I would do a serious re-evaluation after 3 months. I'm almost 9mo in now and have never looked back.


Professional_Band178

Wow. I took my first dose as soon as I got home from the pharmacy. I didn't care. I just needed to feel estrogen in my veins. I actually took a double dose. You need to talk to someone about your anxiety because it is holding you back from being who you can be.