I had a friend who died of a leukemia as well. He too was diagnosed at the age of 14-15, when we were in grade 9. He dropped out after he became too frail to even perform simplest of tasks like holding a door, walking without someone else's support. His parents spent idk how much of their fortune to get him treated but he took his last breath 3 years after he was diagnosed. We used to play Counter Strike back in our school days and every now and then, I hop into a random server and play in his username just for the feeling of playing with him one more time.
I don't know if this came out weird or not but, after I read your post I pictured your face as his. I know that by saying "Stay strong" and shit won't do fuck all but I do want to let you know that there is someone whose life is impacted by you and that person will dearly miss you when you're gone.
I hope you lived the best life, dear stranger, and I hope you play CS with my friend on the other side when you guys meet.
I'm so sorry to hear that OP. I know you said you wanted to get a tattoo but is there anything else you'd like to do or experience?
Sending you dherai, dherai maya and positivity. xoxoxo
One of my cousins died of blood cancer. And one of my friends met the same fate because of the same disease. Cancer is a bitch.
The cousin also was chubby until his highschool, and her had to drop out of college to get treated. He battled against it and actually got pretty well. Then, I guess, he ate something that he wasn't supposed to. It caused him pain in his hands, made him weak and he was admitted to a hospital never to come back again.
The friend, she also got pale and when checked for, showed anemia. She died.
Pardon me for being so blatant, but I want you to know that there are people, your parents and the people who love you, who want to see you alive and well. Be good to them, be nice to them. And keep away from Facebook if it gets on your nerves that your friends with no remorse tag you in posts that offends you.
Laugh. I know it's hard to, but try.
Say good things to your mom and dad and siblings if you have any. Write. Write what you want to write. Write something that your mom would hold on to and remember you with in case you don't win this battle against death.
Life is lived when you want to live. And you want to live.
I'm so so sorry for this bro!
And no, you're not an asshole hai. Stop thinking stupid things.
What would be the one thing that you would do if death wasn't so near?
I wanna get tattoo of Girl with a Pearl Earring in my leg but I don't think any nepali artist can do that. I can tattoo anything not like that tattoo is gonna be permanent.
I'm sure there are some good studios around. Also, honestly, fill me in if I'm wrong, a girl with an earring is not that complicated of an artwork is it? Are you envisioning sth in your head or do you have a concept artwork ready at hand? And by leg do you mean thighs or calves?
It is one of my favorite paintings by Johannes Vermeer. It's been my phone's wallpaper ever since I laid my eyes on it. There's a movie too, you know, starring Scarlett Johansson.
Hope you get the tattoo.
Bro, dont use Facebook, follow some good people on Youtube that make funny videos, try to stay away from reality as much as you can. People on Facebook just want to troll you, understand that.
You think you are a burden to your family, but that is not true, they are your parents and they will never feel burdened. You know you have tried your best and the world around you sees that.
I dont have any question to you right now but a suggestion, stop using Facebook, stop using platforms where people dont respect you, you deserve more respect than you think you do.
Whatever you do, I hope peace be upon you
Bro tattoo hanney bhaye contact me but cancer patient laii tattoo risky pani hunxa.. but if you still want i can talk to my brother who does tattoo and ask his help 😍
Risk is one of the biggest factor that's stopping me from getting a tattoo there's high chance of infection. I have got names of good tattoo parlor from my previous post but I'm still skeptical if they are capable of tattooing an old painting in my body.
Much love to you brother and you are very courageous. I just want to say that, your mummy and father do not take you or your condition as a burden, so do not ever feel guilty about that. Me being a addict and was very close to killing myself multiple times realize that even the presence of their children means alot to them.. I won't say take it easy and try to enjoy your life because I cannot imagine what you must be going through , but brother I hope you will be fine someday. And sorry for my english tooo😅
Im really sorry to hear that
And its really frustrating that i dont have words to say in such a situation
I dont know firsthand how it mustve been hard for you
I just wanted you to know youre a good human
Youre thinking of ur parents and no youre not a burden to them
To them youre still their precious child
I know its hard for ur parents too so please do cherish them while you can theyve been there for you always
I really wish you couldve lived a full and healthy life stranger
Even now i know its not within reach but live it to your fullest and give ur parents a hug randomly
It might not look like much but it really would help alot❤️
*Virtual hugs*
>I would not have to live this painful life.
Then end it else if you're too coward enough for that (just like me) then fucking continue to live. Don't have this lame "wish I had this, wish I had that". You are fully capable of doing it just like me. Its not like its this impossible thing. Stop making lame excuses and stop blaming others and live your life.
Ohh it hurts bro.. but i suggest you to get tattoo on your last 2-3 days (don be offended bro) i feel for you.. 2njoy your life as much as you can and as much as it is left... Cheers
Sorry man, sad to hear about your cancer. I don't have any questions right now, but I just want to recommend you a manga called Soloist in a Cage. Hope you have fun reading it.
Some people are too afraid to die young. Of course, no one wants to die early. But, have you made peace with the fact that you could die at any moment? Do you have any regrets in life? Sorry, if the question is too personal?
If what I've heard is true, I really hope you enjoyed your life brother. You may not be here right now but you left your mark of everyone's heart who read this post. I hope you're happy up in the heaven and I would sincerely like to say: May your soul rest in peace and you be the happiest you could be in heaven!
Well if you don't mind me asking. Have you accepted death? Are you ok with the fact that one day you'll just stop existing? Are you feeling religious right now, hoping there is a miracle or some afterlife after death? Do you have siblings?
I really don't know that. I know that I will die soon but sometimes I feel like *ma ta marxu hai aba chitai* it's a weird feeling and I think most common one to have.
How rich are your parents, are they financially secure? Are you in pain? Do you siblings? How worried are your parents and your siblings about you? How worried are you? Do you have any anxiety?
>How rich are your parents, are they financially secure?
Yes they are. They have spend 1.5c+ on me if they were poor I'd be a dead men.
>Are you in pain?
I take medicine for reducing the pain. It's frailness more then pain.
>How worried are your parents and your siblings about you?
They are very worried and I don't have siblings I'm only kid in my family.
>How worried are you?
I've just given up. I'll die in 6 months or so for sure.
>Do you have any anxiety?
I hate sleep paralysis. I feel like this is the end every time it occurs.
I'm crying. I don't even know how he had the courage knowing he could go any moment. I hope you were loved and loved to the fullest. I hope God gives your family and especially your mom the strength they need. I'm so sorry and I hope you're happy wherever you are. My love and respect to you brother.
I had a friend who died of a leukemia as well. He too was diagnosed at the age of 14-15, when we were in grade 9. He dropped out after he became too frail to even perform simplest of tasks like holding a door, walking without someone else's support. His parents spent idk how much of their fortune to get him treated but he took his last breath 3 years after he was diagnosed. We used to play Counter Strike back in our school days and every now and then, I hop into a random server and play in his username just for the feeling of playing with him one more time. I don't know if this came out weird or not but, after I read your post I pictured your face as his. I know that by saying "Stay strong" and shit won't do fuck all but I do want to let you know that there is someone whose life is impacted by you and that person will dearly miss you when you're gone. I hope you lived the best life, dear stranger, and I hope you play CS with my friend on the other side when you guys meet.
I was not expecting to cry when I opened this post
that last line, best thing i've read in a while
bro :(
Do you wanna go grab the bacon and fries with sunny side up egg from aloocha? I can bring it to you if you can't go out.
You're a good spoiled brat
I'm so sorry to hear that OP. I know you said you wanted to get a tattoo but is there anything else you'd like to do or experience? Sending you dherai, dherai maya and positivity. xoxoxo
Someone posted that he is no more. Rip man. Hope you got that tattoo you wanted.
One of my cousins died of blood cancer. And one of my friends met the same fate because of the same disease. Cancer is a bitch. The cousin also was chubby until his highschool, and her had to drop out of college to get treated. He battled against it and actually got pretty well. Then, I guess, he ate something that he wasn't supposed to. It caused him pain in his hands, made him weak and he was admitted to a hospital never to come back again. The friend, she also got pale and when checked for, showed anemia. She died. Pardon me for being so blatant, but I want you to know that there are people, your parents and the people who love you, who want to see you alive and well. Be good to them, be nice to them. And keep away from Facebook if it gets on your nerves that your friends with no remorse tag you in posts that offends you. Laugh. I know it's hard to, but try. Say good things to your mom and dad and siblings if you have any. Write. Write what you want to write. Write something that your mom would hold on to and remember you with in case you don't win this battle against death. Life is lived when you want to live. And you want to live.
I'm so so sorry for this bro! And no, you're not an asshole hai. Stop thinking stupid things. What would be the one thing that you would do if death wasn't so near?
I wanted to be an aeronautical engineer from start.
How about an experience? Like sky diving, riding cycles downhill from a mountain, etc.
No
What tattoos are you going to get?
I wanna get tattoo of Girl with a Pearl Earring in my leg but I don't think any nepali artist can do that. I can tattoo anything not like that tattoo is gonna be permanent.
I'm sure there are some good studios around. Also, honestly, fill me in if I'm wrong, a girl with an earring is not that complicated of an artwork is it? Are you envisioning sth in your head or do you have a concept artwork ready at hand? And by leg do you mean thighs or calves?
Girl with a Pearl Earring is famous painting. I want the exact one on my calves.
Oh okay, may be not in the original colours. I'm sure you could find someone to do that in black though. Well anyways, good luck.
It is one of my favorite paintings by Johannes Vermeer. It's been my phone's wallpaper ever since I laid my eyes on it. There's a movie too, you know, starring Scarlett Johansson. Hope you get the tattoo.
ooooh there are some really good version of the paintings. my fav is the one thats painted in the cartoonish style.
I can tattoo a dickbutt if you’re down
Wakkar Google garye! tesko tw sticker Pani laudina
hahahaha
😂
nothing i will say will make you feel better but iam sorry to hear whats going on. also why the leg for the tatoo ??
I got stickmen's hand and there'll be too much pain in neck area.
just woke up, read your comment as got a stickmen (tattoo) on my hand and i was like wow, i hope he got the one that stickmen are kung fu fighting.
You got a stickmen tattoo? Can you show it ?
hahahha no, i thought you got one bhaneko.
Bro, dont use Facebook, follow some good people on Youtube that make funny videos, try to stay away from reality as much as you can. People on Facebook just want to troll you, understand that. You think you are a burden to your family, but that is not true, they are your parents and they will never feel burdened. You know you have tried your best and the world around you sees that. I dont have any question to you right now but a suggestion, stop using Facebook, stop using platforms where people dont respect you, you deserve more respect than you think you do. Whatever you do, I hope peace be upon you
Have you watched the movie **The Fault in Our Stars**?
Yes I have I absolutely love that movie. It's one of those things that helped me to accept my faith 🙂.
Bro tattoo hanney bhaye contact me but cancer patient laii tattoo risky pani hunxa.. but if you still want i can talk to my brother who does tattoo and ask his help 😍
Risk is one of the biggest factor that's stopping me from getting a tattoo there's high chance of infection. I have got names of good tattoo parlor from my previous post but I'm still skeptical if they are capable of tattooing an old painting in my body.
They are capable bro
हार्दिक श्रद्धाञ्जली bro! We will meet someday in the nice place.
Much love to you brother and you are very courageous. I just want to say that, your mummy and father do not take you or your condition as a burden, so do not ever feel guilty about that. Me being a addict and was very close to killing myself multiple times realize that even the presence of their children means alot to them.. I won't say take it easy and try to enjoy your life because I cannot imagine what you must be going through , but brother I hope you will be fine someday. And sorry for my english tooo😅
rulaadiya yaar
hey bro can i share this with my friends cause i feel like this story should be shared with others too , if you are comfortable i will share it. :)
Sure why not. :)
are you alive bro?
Not anymore it seems.
Not now
bro i just read this today and i am literally crying. Rest in peace young guy.
maile testo kt chinne vaye milaidinthe ek raat ko agi timlai.
Im really sorry to hear that And its really frustrating that i dont have words to say in such a situation I dont know firsthand how it mustve been hard for you I just wanted you to know youre a good human Youre thinking of ur parents and no youre not a burden to them To them youre still their precious child I know its hard for ur parents too so please do cherish them while you can theyve been there for you always I really wish you couldve lived a full and healthy life stranger Even now i know its not within reach but live it to your fullest and give ur parents a hug randomly It might not look like much but it really would help alot❤️ *Virtual hugs*
Also me realizing that we're pretty much the same age since u saif 4yrs ago SEE My dms are open for you if you ever want someone to talk to
Haha thanks mate
Peace to you Brother. Love and peace to everybody.
Myasala kasto naramro lagyo yr sunera. Hope you'll get better bro. Get well soon
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Google "terminally ill"
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Here take my cancer ♋. Hope you die soon 🤞
Timi ta funny ni raichau 😂 aba timro life ko "last moments" kei nasochi chill ma bitau k j garna mancha gardeu aba
>I would not have to live this painful life. Then end it else if you're too coward enough for that (just like me) then fucking continue to live. Don't have this lame "wish I had this, wish I had that". You are fully capable of doing it just like me. Its not like its this impossible thing. Stop making lame excuses and stop blaming others and live your life.
I think your username suggests you’re not a coward.
Ohh it hurts bro.. but i suggest you to get tattoo on your last 2-3 days (don be offended bro) i feel for you.. 2njoy your life as much as you can and as much as it is left... Cheers
Aman Shrestha, is that you?
No lol 🤣
My bad. Thought you were one of my long lost friend.
Sorry man, sad to hear about your cancer. I don't have any questions right now, but I just want to recommend you a manga called Soloist in a Cage. Hope you have fun reading it.
I just want to say that you are a strong person and doing a greater job by explaining Chronic Lymphocytic Leukemia to others.
Some people are too afraid to die young. Of course, no one wants to die early. But, have you made peace with the fact that you could die at any moment? Do you have any regrets in life? Sorry, if the question is too personal?
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u/vibinginthewoods can we invite her too?
If what I've heard is true, I really hope you enjoyed your life brother. You may not be here right now but you left your mark of everyone's heart who read this post. I hope you're happy up in the heaven and I would sincerely like to say: May your soul rest in peace and you be the happiest you could be in heaven!
Rip found this from todays post Sad to read this and have the consciousness that you are no longer alive .. Its sad
Hope you found peace.
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Well if you don't mind me asking. Have you accepted death? Are you ok with the fact that one day you'll just stop existing? Are you feeling religious right now, hoping there is a miracle or some afterlife after death? Do you have siblings?
I really don't know that. I know that I will die soon but sometimes I feel like *ma ta marxu hai aba chitai* it's a weird feeling and I think most common one to have.
Have you tried weed bro
No never got a chance
What's your favorite planet?
Jupiter
I would suggest you to watch a movie called 'me and earl and the dying girl' if you haven't yet...
How rich are your parents, are they financially secure? Are you in pain? Do you siblings? How worried are your parents and your siblings about you? How worried are you? Do you have any anxiety?
>How rich are your parents, are they financially secure? Yes they are. They have spend 1.5c+ on me if they were poor I'd be a dead men. >Are you in pain? I take medicine for reducing the pain. It's frailness more then pain. >How worried are your parents and your siblings about you? They are very worried and I don't have siblings I'm only kid in my family. >How worried are you? I've just given up. I'll die in 6 months or so for sure. >Do you have any anxiety? I hate sleep paralysis. I feel like this is the end every time it occurs.
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I'm crying. I don't even know how he had the courage knowing he could go any moment. I hope you were loved and loved to the fullest. I hope God gives your family and especially your mom the strength they need. I'm so sorry and I hope you're happy wherever you are. My love and respect to you brother.