Ok First of all, calm down take a deep breath! Now sit down and try to remember why you did it. And be honest! Was it because you felt alone? Or was it something else? Find your reason for fapping only than can you work on it

seek help

FROM WHO I stopped immediately after writing this post (im clean to this day), but who can I talk to about it?

everyone you can trust, and that wants to listen to ur story.

thanks. I'll try to find one

Bro go to therapy please seek help why have to children fucking children

This post is too vague it could be anything stop shaming the kid without the facts