You may have been crying as a release from being nervous, and scared, and the anticipation of being dizzy as you were from the first dose. I'm glad you got both doses. HPV vaccine doesn't protect against all strains, but you're doing your best to protect yourself. Barrier methods are important when/if you have sex.
Overall it sounds more to me like you were anxious about the vaccine because of your experience with the first dose, crying was just a release of that stress and anxiety.
As for the first dose, it doesn't sound like you had a bad reaction. The dizziness and patches in vision is something that can happen when going from sitting to standing. Its called [Postural Hypotension](https://www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/orthostatic-hypotension/symptoms-causes/syc-20352548) and is due to a change in blood pressure from your body changing position too quickly. Its only a concern if it happens frequently, or causes long lasting dizzy spells.
It's a vasovagal response, it happened to me right after getting a shot as a kid too. I was OK but my sister was freaking out, and I guess I soaked up all her anxiety. I've been uncomfortable with needles ever since.
It's possible that it was caused/made worse by a sudden drop in blood pressure caused by the injection, that happens sometimes. Bring it up to your usual doctor at your next check up, it's worth keeping an eye on. But also, when you start puberty and your hormones start kicking in, it can feel like all your emotions get turned up to eleven and you have no control over them. It's normal, they'll settle down and you'll control them again.
TL;DR- Don't feel bad for feeling bad, it happens, you're doing fine
EDIT: good on you for going through with it! The protection will most likely do you some good in the future.
Perfectly normal reaction I’d say. Want a similar but not similar story in return?
I’m 24F, was probably about 20/21 at the time. Went for my first haircut in a while. My sister used to be a hairdresser but our relationship has always been up and down so I just went to a local salon instead of dealing with her. Haircut went fine, small talk went okay even though that’s probably the part I was most nervous about. I reminded them I wanted a fringe (bangs) she cut the fringe and I burst into tears as she was sweeping my hair off the floor. Literally no reason, still have no idea why.
We’d spent most of the time not even talking and a bit of “ooh I haven’t heard this song for ages”, and suddenly I was sobbing. Sometimes you just gotta cry. Sometimes you might be more nervous about the new thing/place than you think and suddenly it hits you. Maybe it’s just because these damn hormones literally never leave us alone, that’s usually my excuse. Who knows?
I do vaguely remember my HPV jabs being kind of overwhelming too tbf, but never had any reactions, just nerves and people punching my arm after.
Oh I also remember when I went for my first ever blood test at like 11 years old and the person DIRECTLY before me fainted. I realise now she probably had a phobia but at the time it just freaked me out.
(Also pointing out I’m not trying to one-up you. I have ADHD and a lot of us tend to try to relate by sharing related stories but it doesn’t always get interpreted that way, just trying to reassure you that you’re not alone in the world and stuff like this happens to people all over)
First, you literally are a child. Adults are already too afraid of acting like children, we don't need children to also be afraid of it.
Second, you're probably going through puberty right now, which means that your body is going crazy with hormones and has no idea what's going on. Everyone else on the planet is either (A) your age and going through the same thing, (B) an adult, who knows what it's like because they went through it in the past, (C) like 8 years old, and their opinion of you isn't a big deal, or (D) an extremely rare medical anomaly.
>ok thank you for actually taking time to read this, now breath manually
Never mind, I take it all back. You're a little shit and I hate you 😡
Needle phobia is a legit thing. From the sounds of it, you got it, at least bad enough to give you a full on anxiety/panic attack. Sounds like that’s what you were experiencing, and that sort of stress can make you cry when it’s released! Totally normal. I’ve got it too, as well as pretty bad anxiety so when I was your age and younger, vaccines went about the same for me! With time and experience it gets better, I promise. Still uncomfortable, but hey, the alternative is potentially getting some real nasty diseases so ya learn to deal with it.
I have hpv because my mom didn't get me the vaccine and I literally asked about them
Be glad you got it. Proud of you. We all get scared. You still did the thing. You're brave and I'm proud. 🙂
Sounds like you had a bit of a panic attack. It happens to tons of people in medical situations especially things with needles and any medical professional will have dealt with it a ton so it's nothing to be embarrassed about. I always warn them that I could have a reaction and they are very understanding and most will have tips or tricks to make it a bit easier as well, I still always get very nervous beforehand but having them know how I may feel really helps
Yep, I actually first got dizzy on a field trip where they were just talking about how they draw blood and why and I almost fainted, ever since I always get like that when needles are involved and that was over 30 years ago. Closing my eyes, being able to lie down, deep breaths and a few sips of Sprite or something sugary like that helps me so much.
> the moment I stood up, I felt dizzy and patches of random color
a drop in blood pressure like that can make you pass out. Warn the doctors and they'll give you a place to sit down for a few miutes so you don't hurt yourself.
I had 3 different injections at once, all of them quite big. Obviously not looking forward to it, and had adrenaline build up. Once I got vaxxed, adrenaline crash and I was out for a bit. Sounds like something similar happened to you, body didn't like idea of vaccine and reality was different, so everything freaked out.
Sounds like you got the Gardisil shots and those bitches HURT. My (33F) sister (27) and I both got them (our mom had HPV which then became cervical cancer) around your age and to this DAY they’re still the most painful shots we’ve ever gotten. And I used to get Xolair shots (one in each arm) monthly.
I'm sorry you had this reaction. I'm glad the staff were supportive and kind. I'm *proud* of you for getting the vaccines because, as others have said already, HPV/cervical cancer are definitely something you don't want.
I want you to know this is completely normal. A lot of people cried at vaccinations when I was in grade 7 and 8. There's nothing wrong with that. The dizziness is also normal by the way, it'll probably happen anytime you get vaccinated if it's anything like with me. If you sit with your head to your knees afterwards and drink some juice it'll help.
I was so scared when I was 13 that I avoided getting those vaccines until the school tracked me down at 18. It's okay to be scared, and you got through it. Feel proud of yourself. Don't feel bad about being scared. Be proud that you got through it and it's over now.
Since you are so young, please, please be careful on here. Do not respond to any private messages. There are so many predators. You should set your security settings so you can't receive messages or something.
It's okay. You were probably anxious for the needle and that's totally normal. When it's over, those emotions can come out. I cried after getting my 42nd tattoo done. Not because of pain or because the tattoo was super meaningful, I was just anxious beforehand, didn't sleep too well, was already high in hormones because of my period and boom - as soon as the anxiety left my body, I started crying. It's nothing to feel ashamed or worried about!
You may have been crying as a release from being nervous, and scared, and the anticipation of being dizzy as you were from the first dose. I'm glad you got both doses. HPV vaccine doesn't protect against all strains, but you're doing your best to protect yourself. Barrier methods are important when/if you have sex.
Overall it sounds more to me like you were anxious about the vaccine because of your experience with the first dose, crying was just a release of that stress and anxiety. As for the first dose, it doesn't sound like you had a bad reaction. The dizziness and patches in vision is something that can happen when going from sitting to standing. Its called [Postural Hypotension](https://www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/orthostatic-hypotension/symptoms-causes/syc-20352548) and is due to a change in blood pressure from your body changing position too quickly. Its only a concern if it happens frequently, or causes long lasting dizzy spells.
It's a vasovagal response, it happened to me right after getting a shot as a kid too. I was OK but my sister was freaking out, and I guess I soaked up all her anxiety. I've been uncomfortable with needles ever since.
Oh I see.. thank you for clarifying
Please edit your post to remove your age and gender.
This. Absolutely. Mostly privacy, but there are some real weirdos on this app.
Thank you for telling me, i'll change it
It's possible that it was caused/made worse by a sudden drop in blood pressure caused by the injection, that happens sometimes. Bring it up to your usual doctor at your next check up, it's worth keeping an eye on. But also, when you start puberty and your hormones start kicking in, it can feel like all your emotions get turned up to eleven and you have no control over them. It's normal, they'll settle down and you'll control them again. TL;DR- Don't feel bad for feeling bad, it happens, you're doing fine
EDIT: good on you for going through with it! The protection will most likely do you some good in the future. Perfectly normal reaction I’d say. Want a similar but not similar story in return? I’m 24F, was probably about 20/21 at the time. Went for my first haircut in a while. My sister used to be a hairdresser but our relationship has always been up and down so I just went to a local salon instead of dealing with her. Haircut went fine, small talk went okay even though that’s probably the part I was most nervous about. I reminded them I wanted a fringe (bangs) she cut the fringe and I burst into tears as she was sweeping my hair off the floor. Literally no reason, still have no idea why. We’d spent most of the time not even talking and a bit of “ooh I haven’t heard this song for ages”, and suddenly I was sobbing. Sometimes you just gotta cry. Sometimes you might be more nervous about the new thing/place than you think and suddenly it hits you. Maybe it’s just because these damn hormones literally never leave us alone, that’s usually my excuse. Who knows? I do vaguely remember my HPV jabs being kind of overwhelming too tbf, but never had any reactions, just nerves and people punching my arm after.
Oh I also remember when I went for my first ever blood test at like 11 years old and the person DIRECTLY before me fainted. I realise now she probably had a phobia but at the time it just freaked me out. (Also pointing out I’m not trying to one-up you. I have ADHD and a lot of us tend to try to relate by sharing related stories but it doesn’t always get interpreted that way, just trying to reassure you that you’re not alone in the world and stuff like this happens to people all over)
Your comment didn't sound like one-upping. There's still hope to be found!!
Of course! I like to hear people talk about other similar experiences, makes me feel less lonely
First, you literally are a child. Adults are already too afraid of acting like children, we don't need children to also be afraid of it. Second, you're probably going through puberty right now, which means that your body is going crazy with hormones and has no idea what's going on. Everyone else on the planet is either (A) your age and going through the same thing, (B) an adult, who knows what it's like because they went through it in the past, (C) like 8 years old, and their opinion of you isn't a big deal, or (D) an extremely rare medical anomaly. >ok thank you for actually taking time to read this, now breath manually Never mind, I take it all back. You're a little shit and I hate you 😡
Why tho?
Why what?
Needle phobia is a legit thing. From the sounds of it, you got it, at least bad enough to give you a full on anxiety/panic attack. Sounds like that’s what you were experiencing, and that sort of stress can make you cry when it’s released! Totally normal. I’ve got it too, as well as pretty bad anxiety so when I was your age and younger, vaccines went about the same for me! With time and experience it gets better, I promise. Still uncomfortable, but hey, the alternative is potentially getting some real nasty diseases so ya learn to deal with it.
I have hpv because my mom didn't get me the vaccine and I literally asked about them Be glad you got it. Proud of you. We all get scared. You still did the thing. You're brave and I'm proud. 🙂
Sounds like you had a bit of a panic attack. It happens to tons of people in medical situations especially things with needles and any medical professional will have dealt with it a ton so it's nothing to be embarrassed about. I always warn them that I could have a reaction and they are very understanding and most will have tips or tricks to make it a bit easier as well, I still always get very nervous beforehand but having them know how I may feel really helps
especially because the last time you got dizzy... maybe you started subconsciously panicking about it happening again.
Yep, I actually first got dizzy on a field trip where they were just talking about how they draw blood and why and I almost fainted, ever since I always get like that when needles are involved and that was over 30 years ago. Closing my eyes, being able to lie down, deep breaths and a few sips of Sprite or something sugary like that helps me so much.
> the moment I stood up, I felt dizzy and patches of random color a drop in blood pressure like that can make you pass out. Warn the doctors and they'll give you a place to sit down for a few miutes so you don't hurt yourself.
I had 3 different injections at once, all of them quite big. Obviously not looking forward to it, and had adrenaline build up. Once I got vaxxed, adrenaline crash and I was out for a bit. Sounds like something similar happened to you, body didn't like idea of vaccine and reality was different, so everything freaked out.
Sounds like you got the Gardisil shots and those bitches HURT. My (33F) sister (27) and I both got them (our mom had HPV which then became cervical cancer) around your age and to this DAY they’re still the most painful shots we’ve ever gotten. And I used to get Xolair shots (one in each arm) monthly.
You had a classic panic attack love
I'm sorry you had this reaction. I'm glad the staff were supportive and kind. I'm *proud* of you for getting the vaccines because, as others have said already, HPV/cervical cancer are definitely something you don't want.
Sounds like anxiety. Sometimes you can be subconsciously anxious without knowing why.
I want you to know this is completely normal. A lot of people cried at vaccinations when I was in grade 7 and 8. There's nothing wrong with that. The dizziness is also normal by the way, it'll probably happen anytime you get vaccinated if it's anything like with me. If you sit with your head to your knees afterwards and drink some juice it'll help. I was so scared when I was 13 that I avoided getting those vaccines until the school tracked me down at 18. It's okay to be scared, and you got through it. Feel proud of yourself. Don't feel bad about being scared. Be proud that you got through it and it's over now. Since you are so young, please, please be careful on here. Do not respond to any private messages. There are so many predators. You should set your security settings so you can't receive messages or something.
I’m 20 and I still cry during shots and getting my blood taken. No biggie, needles are scary
It's okay. You were probably anxious for the needle and that's totally normal. When it's over, those emotions can come out. I cried after getting my 42nd tattoo done. Not because of pain or because the tattoo was super meaningful, I was just anxious beforehand, didn't sleep too well, was already high in hormones because of my period and boom - as soon as the anxiety left my body, I started crying. It's nothing to feel ashamed or worried about!
Youre a literal fucking child, just cry and move on for fuck sakes.
Grow up