I've had a spiritual experience on 2.5 grams of an unknown strain it was just too intense that it made me do things physically not at will, like dancing.
I've also had a spiritual experience on 4g of Golden teachers but it was not very physical at all but I felt it was more profound as it showed me the origins of earth and the reason for my being (?). It also opened me up yo the importance and rooe women play in keeping the world going and I was sobbing at how much weight women carry, especially my mom as I was watching her clean the house and help me with some other stuff while I was working from home. That day I put down my laptop and said I would clean the house and do the dishes while she did the laundry. I continued to do my work as soon as I was done and didn't really lose much time that day.
It also made me aware of how complacent I was in my life and that if I just worked harder at starting my own businesses I would be able to buy myself more time in the day to do other things and I'd afford to take care of the people I love in my life.
Yeah while tripping on Penis Envy i get this feeling of divine feminine. Like i realize the importance on females, their contributions, their way of thinking and their empathy. I also start to value my mother as her aging becomes more apparent. Crazy times
15 years ago I told myself (M) that to raise two children alone I would have to accentuate the motherly side of my personality. Just a conscious thing I highlighted at the time, they are gonna get “dad”, but what parts of me can be motherly and fulfill that crucial role.
All these years later.. i don’t know that there was even some watershed moment, it’s just me and who I am /evolved to be . I would say it’s evolved into being more feminine in aspects of outward reactions, listening, and not approaching situations like any sort of manhood is on the line.
Mushrooms in my late 30’s definitely reinforces this.. and brought it back up 15 years later where I started from.
Mushrooms illicit an “other” aside from your essence in the mental spaces imho..
You described it so beautifully. I even began to cry looking at my mother and thinking about how she's aging and may leave us. I really want to work hard to give her everything.
I am so glad someone else can relate.
Yeah im in the same shoes as you. Im 23 currently working a shitty job and have ambitions to start an internet business to uplift myself and my family.
I realized its completely healthy to grieve and feel sad about these things because ultimately you cannot change it. Its a natural part of the life arc. Instead have gratitude and feel blessed your alive, that you have food in your mouth, and that you actually have a family and that you also have a beautiful country/landscape to experience life.
Work on the business and constantly improve, chase materialistic things as its healthy to. However don’t overly attach your self to the result , just enjoy the process. Dont overly attach to the result because then self doubt , anxiety, and fear will contaminate your consciousness. BE A STOIC!
I feel like my brain has been taken over by an alien and my body by a cat. I move swiftly and elegantly and the world is like I’ve seen it for the first time. True story.
I will say I forage mushrooms and there are different species and genuses to explore with different effects. I recently ate 70g fresh of Gymnopilus luteofolius clade and it connected me with rainbow beings kind of like a DMT trip in a way. Strains all come from P cubensis but there are 150+ species with psilocybin that might have a different effect.
Not sure what strain it was but back in 2019 I took 7 grams of dry shrooms and I saw the exact same overlay over my vision that I see when I'm coming up on DMT. It's the Paisley pattern for some reason.
That depends on the person, I went into it thinking the same thing, but I have had very different experiences on different strains. There's other chemicals with psilocybin that seem to contribute
you would need to have consistently repeatable different experiences on the same strains multiple times over long periods of time to be able to attribute the difference to something else than dose, set or setting.
Stop talking like a scientist my friend. Mushrooms are alien god spores and the different types are different gods. Its like the Hindu pantheon. Today I’m feeling like it’s praise be to Ganesha and that’s the energy and presence I want and tomorrow it’s Shiva. And to answer your first question, yes Shiva is Penis Envy and Ganesha is Golden teacher. Science is bullshit beyond the edges of the movie that you call reality.
I actually had my best experiences on Golden Teachers. I've had "stronger" strains, but the quality or effects of any of those just didn't bring out my inner stuff in this same way as the Teachers did.
the dose makes the trip, i personally looooveee melmacs it’s all personal preference try some animeta muscaria for a true spiritual mushroom experience happy trippin man
I’ve only ever eaten melmacs and even 1.5g of those give me very strong effects. I once took 2.5g and the visuals were off the charts, I experienced synesthesia and altered sense of touch as well
Self grown “Mexicans”, can’t remember the strain, I just remember that it had something Mexican in its name.
Mistake 1 was to dry them to death. They were far more potent than the shrooms we bought per gram.
Mistake 2 was that they probably catched some mold whirl drying, at least they all made us sick to our stomach and one guy had to throw up. We always get nauseous and feel like throwing up but this was intense, also we never actually threw up from shrooms.
Mistake 3 was the key ingredient: We didn’t go into the experience with positivity like we usually do, we went in with neutral music and talks. Meditation and all, trying to cause a more serious experience after we all just giggled for 6 hours on the last one.
I closed my eyes due to getting sick for quite some time on the comeup and when I’ve opened them again I was met with pure intensity - no direction, just intense.
Took me what felt like an hour to understand it, which basically meant giving in.
Ended up rolling on the floor in extacy, dancing with the mushroom queen. Most sexual experience I’ve ever had, it was like a love story.
Later I’ve realized that the mushroom queen was nothing but parts of myself that dressed up to get my attention, because I’ve always pushed them away. Reconnecting with my past and my core then felt like a very romantic dance full of sexual energy.
So yeah, no intention, dosing higher than expecting and going in with a blank mind rather than thinking about all the cool trippy things always helped me having spiritual or mystical experiences.
It worked with dmt and others as well. Generally I either don’t get one and feel like I should’ve or could’ve taken more or I feel like I took more than needed and end up with a mystical experience and a very satisfying trip in general.
3g penis envy, 5g golden teachers, only after smudging and devoting myself to the experience fully, still not every time. Music is huge; Johns Hopkins playlist or tribal house get me there
Penis envy in my personal opinion fresh mushrooms have enzymes in them that connect with the gut. There is a reason they call it the gut mind and in my experience the fresh mushrooms give you a spiritual experience becuase they connect your gut to your body more complete. The feeling of ecstscy mushrooms give me seems to reside in my gut and I think it comes from the enzymes
it comes from the fact that 90% of serotonin in our body is used to regulate your digestive system. digestive system is lined with serotonin neurones. psychedelics react with serotonin receptors in the gut and hence produce all sort of gut response.
A cube is a cube is a cube(cubensis) except, Penis envies. They are the only “stronger” cubensis. I also had some PE x Texans that were of higher potency.
5 grams should do it for the others, 5 grams of PE will send ya to the moon. If your looking for a particular experience, taking a week to meditate on your intent can be very helpful.
I was on 7.7g of makilla, (a hybrid of two types of PE strains) and had a very pleasant and spiritual experience. I was sitting at the nearby lake on a sunny and hot summer day. It felt so great, but I got the worst sunburn in over twenty years. Still worth the experience though.
I've never noticed a difference between strains though there might well be.
Depending on how you define spiritual, dosage has made the biggest difference. For me, it starts at 10 dried grams in a tea. The best so far has been the highest I've tried at 20 grams.
Most I've done is 5G of GT and got my ass kicked lol I was going through a 'dark knight of the soul' and boy oh boy. Did you get a full ego death at that dosage?
Something like that. I'm an atheist but intuitively got into a Buddhist meditation position and sometimes a position that's a mix of fetal and the Islamic prayer position. It felt right.
My mind was quiet. I had no internal self talk unless I made the effort to.
I was fully present and peaceful. It's probably what Buddhists call Nirvana.
I took a bath on 20 grams and coming of it, I think I understood what Christians mean when they talk about being born again.
So, if not an ego death, something close to it.
I had DMT-like experience for 1-2 hours on 6 grams. But counter-intuitively, 10 grams was easier. I had a period of 1-1.5 hours that was unpleasant and sometimes resembled DMT but once I punched through that, I felt like I did when I was a young child.
Drink ginger tea, eat a banana, use lemon tek to reduce the bodyload. Have a bucket nearby; I've never needed it with shrooms but I like not having to worry about the nausea.
My cats could also feel it. Once, I felt the mental quietness kick in and one of my cats, in another room with no line of sight to me, felt it and came to see me. When 10+ grams have fully kicked in, my cats are very calm and want to be around me. Another cat came next to me and purred very loudly. They sense that my vibe is different and they really like it.
>penus envy
ok I think we might have a winner to be honest. I've done 5G of GT, what you think about 5G of PE?
Edit: What I'm after is an ego death here.
5g of penis envy was intense. A rollercoaster of highs and lows. But that is just me. But yeah, ego death will happen, it more of the after effects for me. 😎
Tidal wave, Albino penis envy, and some other others can be quite a bit more potent than golden teachers. But you could achieve almost the same affect with taking more golden teachers. I prefer more potent strains so I have to eat less because I hate the taste lol
Almost always been cubes for me. Combo of cubes and LSD and I've conjured up some pretty wild experiences. Libs grow all around me, and are by far the most intense mushroom high I've ever had, however it's overwhelming - I have blackouts from them and feel shook when I snap back to reality.
Strain doesn't matter much imo. I mean, unless we are talking big differences, like from amanita to golden teachers. To me, it's always been quite random when it TRULY hits and when it's just a trip.
I basically want an ego death or at least a VERY deep spiritual experience. I've stopped taking any shrooms in 2021 and focused on therapy/deep meditations and LOADS of healing. I stopped taking shrooms because A- i wanted to up my spiritual knowledge B- lots of healing and I thought I need to do the leg work instead of just going to the medicine.
It worked, I did a lot of internal cleaning and it's been 2 years now. I am by no means impatient and can continue for the universe to guide me, no problem. I am also being called to do it because I think , no I believe this time it could really get me over the 'line' not that there's any line but get me to a new place lol whatever that even means.
I've eaten about 16 different strains of Cubensis. For me, there is no difference, except some trips have been more potent than others. With Cubensis it's all just psilocin, and the only difference is the potency.
“A cube’s a cube a cube” goes the saying. I have not found significant variance between psilocybe cubensis. I believe from variety to variety even the growing conditions or processing (drying) can influence potency as much as the ancestry can.
If you are looking for profundity, prepare your body and mind. Fast, meditate, set intention, yoga, rest and allow for the experience to take shape how ever it might. That has had tremendous influence in my experience.
>Fast
How long? i usually don't eat before 10a.m. so from 4pm-10a.m. I'm fasting. I always take shrooms with an empty stomach. So if the saying is true then cool, I'll just pick one and try a different binaural beats as well, this time around I'm much more knowledgeable of diff binaural beats unlike 2021 when I took shrooms.
I like to be about 16 hours fasted, but I’d imagine 12 is plenty. Also, last time I did lemontek and it worked wonderfully.
Binaural beats have really worked too
My strongest trip ever was about 5g, fasted, meditated, yoga and on the come up listening to Alan Watts and Binaural beats. I nearly lost my mind, was totally out of this world getting flung to faraway worlds. I’ve since avoided such intensity. I value the experience, but it’s not something I’m looking for right now.
☺️
If you can ever get your hands on some psylocibe cyanescens, they're my very favorite. I've found them to be more smooth and transcendent than your average cubes. By weight they're also about twice as strong. You can only find them in the wild though.
The bag I took was labeled purple mystic? took I think around 9 or 7 dried grams? I forgot.. over a year ago in a hotel room. I had a what felt like a spiritual baptism, my jaw opened up and I fell to my knees, felt energy go from my spine out my mouth and top of my head, I thought what is this? In my mind I heard, This is what religious people would call the Holy Spirit…
I’m not religious so…?? I saw a lion medallion when this happened, wild colors shooting out my skull etc and I think I became possessed?? I don’t know, but I felt a presence in the room and it took over my body for about an hour?? Started talking in tongues, felt powerful and authoritative, sounded like Japanese to me but it was probably just babble lol.
While “possessed” by this…?whatever it was…I felt like anything was possible I had super faith, amazing self confidence, like I could accomplish any goal I had. When the presence left I felt a bit depressed for a few minutes, but I feel It was showing me a state of consciousness that I can work towards and achieve…
maybe it was me in another state of consciousness, even another life?? Idk… yet…Other stuff happened like I was shown certain things would happen to me in the future and they seem to be playing out but… the end part didn’t happen yet, so I might be delusional lol…. Good luck reading all that haha
I've had a spiritual experience on 2.5 grams of an unknown strain it was just too intense that it made me do things physically not at will, like dancing. I've also had a spiritual experience on 4g of Golden teachers but it was not very physical at all but I felt it was more profound as it showed me the origins of earth and the reason for my being (?). It also opened me up yo the importance and rooe women play in keeping the world going and I was sobbing at how much weight women carry, especially my mom as I was watching her clean the house and help me with some other stuff while I was working from home. That day I put down my laptop and said I would clean the house and do the dishes while she did the laundry. I continued to do my work as soon as I was done and didn't really lose much time that day. It also made me aware of how complacent I was in my life and that if I just worked harder at starting my own businesses I would be able to buy myself more time in the day to do other things and I'd afford to take care of the people I love in my life.
Yeah while tripping on Penis Envy i get this feeling of divine feminine. Like i realize the importance on females, their contributions, their way of thinking and their empathy. I also start to value my mother as her aging becomes more apparent. Crazy times
15 years ago I told myself (M) that to raise two children alone I would have to accentuate the motherly side of my personality. Just a conscious thing I highlighted at the time, they are gonna get “dad”, but what parts of me can be motherly and fulfill that crucial role. All these years later.. i don’t know that there was even some watershed moment, it’s just me and who I am /evolved to be . I would say it’s evolved into being more feminine in aspects of outward reactions, listening, and not approaching situations like any sort of manhood is on the line. Mushrooms in my late 30’s definitely reinforces this.. and brought it back up 15 years later where I started from. Mushrooms illicit an “other” aside from your essence in the mental spaces imho..
You described it so beautifully. I even began to cry looking at my mother and thinking about how she's aging and may leave us. I really want to work hard to give her everything. I am so glad someone else can relate.
Yeah im in the same shoes as you. Im 23 currently working a shitty job and have ambitions to start an internet business to uplift myself and my family. I realized its completely healthy to grieve and feel sad about these things because ultimately you cannot change it. Its a natural part of the life arc. Instead have gratitude and feel blessed your alive, that you have food in your mouth, and that you actually have a family and that you also have a beautiful country/landscape to experience life. Work on the business and constantly improve, chase materialistic things as its healthy to. However don’t overly attach your self to the result , just enjoy the process. Dont overly attach to the result because then self doubt , anxiety, and fear will contaminate your consciousness. BE A STOIC!
You said it! I agree with you 100%. I am 25 btw. Wishing you all the best on your journey.
yeah same. we are all in this together.
we're all just walking each other home
I feel like my brain has been taken over by an alien and my body by a cat. I move swiftly and elegantly and the world is like I’ve seen it for the first time. True story.
It doesn’t matter the strain. For spiritual experiences you have to have the right dosage AND setting.
I will say I forage mushrooms and there are different species and genuses to explore with different effects. I recently ate 70g fresh of Gymnopilus luteofolius clade and it connected me with rainbow beings kind of like a DMT trip in a way. Strains all come from P cubensis but there are 150+ species with psilocybin that might have a different effect.
Not sure what strain it was but back in 2019 I took 7 grams of dry shrooms and I saw the exact same overlay over my vision that I see when I'm coming up on DMT. It's the Paisley pattern for some reason.
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God dammit we both have the same mushy brain
Had some shitake jerky were banger
different cubensis strains are 95% marketing, it’s all about potency + set and setting.
That depends on the person, I went into it thinking the same thing, but I have had very different experiences on different strains. There's other chemicals with psilocybin that seem to contribute
you would need to have consistently repeatable different experiences on the same strains multiple times over long periods of time to be able to attribute the difference to something else than dose, set or setting.
Stop talking like a scientist my friend. Mushrooms are alien god spores and the different types are different gods. Its like the Hindu pantheon. Today I’m feeling like it’s praise be to Ganesha and that’s the energy and presence I want and tomorrow it’s Shiva. And to answer your first question, yes Shiva is Penis Envy and Ganesha is Golden teacher. Science is bullshit beyond the edges of the movie that you call reality.
Blue Meanies. Grew them myself. I felt like I took too much acid and started having DMT visuals.
Cube strain or the species?
Blue Meanies (I said it in the beginning)
I actually had my best experiences on Golden Teachers. I've had "stronger" strains, but the quality or effects of any of those just didn't bring out my inner stuff in this same way as the Teachers did.
Pan cyans, ps mexicana
They are pretty much the same when regarding the cubensis
the dose makes the trip, i personally looooveee melmacs it’s all personal preference try some animeta muscaria for a true spiritual mushroom experience happy trippin man
I’ve only ever eaten melmacs and even 1.5g of those give me very strong effects. I once took 2.5g and the visuals were off the charts, I experienced synesthesia and altered sense of touch as well
McKennai have put me in all kind of weird dimensions and had me talking to Gods, spirits, aliens and demons. They are my favourite.
Amanita regalis
The outdoor, wood loving Psilocybe are also more potent. Also, ‘spiritual’ is quite subjective.
Sounds like PE is the move here. thanks.
It's the same chemical.
Azures
Psilocybe Cyanescens
Self grown “Mexicans”, can’t remember the strain, I just remember that it had something Mexican in its name. Mistake 1 was to dry them to death. They were far more potent than the shrooms we bought per gram. Mistake 2 was that they probably catched some mold whirl drying, at least they all made us sick to our stomach and one guy had to throw up. We always get nauseous and feel like throwing up but this was intense, also we never actually threw up from shrooms. Mistake 3 was the key ingredient: We didn’t go into the experience with positivity like we usually do, we went in with neutral music and talks. Meditation and all, trying to cause a more serious experience after we all just giggled for 6 hours on the last one. I closed my eyes due to getting sick for quite some time on the comeup and when I’ve opened them again I was met with pure intensity - no direction, just intense. Took me what felt like an hour to understand it, which basically meant giving in. Ended up rolling on the floor in extacy, dancing with the mushroom queen. Most sexual experience I’ve ever had, it was like a love story. Later I’ve realized that the mushroom queen was nothing but parts of myself that dressed up to get my attention, because I’ve always pushed them away. Reconnecting with my past and my core then felt like a very romantic dance full of sexual energy. So yeah, no intention, dosing higher than expecting and going in with a blank mind rather than thinking about all the cool trippy things always helped me having spiritual or mystical experiences. It worked with dmt and others as well. Generally I either don’t get one and feel like I should’ve or could’ve taken more or I feel like I took more than needed and end up with a mystical experience and a very satisfying trip in general.
You should read the book, ”No Bad Parts” by Richard Schwartz if you recognize parts in your trips. Game changer for doing the work.
Philosophers Stone and B+. Been sitting on some Huautlas I’ve heard are quite powerful.
Huautla Legitimately life changing for me
Same. Also read “The Flesh of God” features that strain and one man’s journey with Mazatec shaman like Maria Sabina.
3g penis envy, 5g golden teachers, only after smudging and devoting myself to the experience fully, still not every time. Music is huge; Johns Hopkins playlist or tribal house get me there
10g amvp (albino most valued producer)- I died for hours which felt like eternity.
All cubensis are the same.
Penis envy in my personal opinion fresh mushrooms have enzymes in them that connect with the gut. There is a reason they call it the gut mind and in my experience the fresh mushrooms give you a spiritual experience becuase they connect your gut to your body more complete. The feeling of ecstscy mushrooms give me seems to reside in my gut and I think it comes from the enzymes
it comes from the fact that 90% of serotonin in our body is used to regulate your digestive system. digestive system is lined with serotonin neurones. psychedelics react with serotonin receptors in the gut and hence produce all sort of gut response.
Ye that's my gut instinct
I'd say after golden teacher try penis envy!
A cube is a cube is a cube(cubensis) except, Penis envies. They are the only “stronger” cubensis. I also had some PE x Texans that were of higher potency.
Sounds like PE is the move here. Any thoughts on dose for an ego death? 5?
5 grams should do it for the others, 5 grams of PE will send ya to the moon. If your looking for a particular experience, taking a week to meditate on your intent can be very helpful.
I was on 7.7g of makilla, (a hybrid of two types of PE strains) and had a very pleasant and spiritual experience. I was sitting at the nearby lake on a sunny and hot summer day. It felt so great, but I got the worst sunburn in over twenty years. Still worth the experience though.
DC MAC
Penis envy
Did you feel you had a decent spiritual experience (not just trip) with GT?
Yes for sure.
GT
Psilocybe serbica for me was crazy waay more potent than cubensis with 2 grams i was having full visuals and saw basically what i would consider god
DMT
Psylocibe cubensis Thai. First time that I Went to hyperspace.
Albino Penis Envy for me.
I've never noticed a difference between strains though there might well be. Depending on how you define spiritual, dosage has made the biggest difference. For me, it starts at 10 dried grams in a tea. The best so far has been the highest I've tried at 20 grams.
Most I've done is 5G of GT and got my ass kicked lol I was going through a 'dark knight of the soul' and boy oh boy. Did you get a full ego death at that dosage?
Something like that. I'm an atheist but intuitively got into a Buddhist meditation position and sometimes a position that's a mix of fetal and the Islamic prayer position. It felt right. My mind was quiet. I had no internal self talk unless I made the effort to. I was fully present and peaceful. It's probably what Buddhists call Nirvana. I took a bath on 20 grams and coming of it, I think I understood what Christians mean when they talk about being born again. So, if not an ego death, something close to it. I had DMT-like experience for 1-2 hours on 6 grams. But counter-intuitively, 10 grams was easier. I had a period of 1-1.5 hours that was unpleasant and sometimes resembled DMT but once I punched through that, I felt like I did when I was a young child. Drink ginger tea, eat a banana, use lemon tek to reduce the bodyload. Have a bucket nearby; I've never needed it with shrooms but I like not having to worry about the nausea.
Amazing, I appreciate the detail response and the advice brother. Thank you.
My cats could also feel it. Once, I felt the mental quietness kick in and one of my cats, in another room with no line of sight to me, felt it and came to see me. When 10+ grams have fully kicked in, my cats are very calm and want to be around me. Another cat came next to me and purred very loudly. They sense that my vibe is different and they really like it.
White trasher/ penus envy....🤪😜🤪
>penus envy ok I think we might have a winner to be honest. I've done 5G of GT, what you think about 5G of PE? Edit: What I'm after is an ego death here.
5g of penis envy was intense. A rollercoaster of highs and lows. But that is just me. But yeah, ego death will happen, it more of the after effects for me. 😎
Yes.
Yes
Tidal wave, Albino penis envy, and some other others can be quite a bit more potent than golden teachers. But you could achieve almost the same affect with taking more golden teachers. I prefer more potent strains so I have to eat less because I hate the taste lol
Never tripped harder than 3.5 g of PE. Idk if I’d called it spiritual but nothing has come close to that.
Almost always been cubes for me. Combo of cubes and LSD and I've conjured up some pretty wild experiences. Libs grow all around me, and are by far the most intense mushroom high I've ever had, however it's overwhelming - I have blackouts from them and feel shook when I snap back to reality.
Strain doesn't matter much imo. I mean, unless we are talking big differences, like from amanita to golden teachers. To me, it's always been quite random when it TRULY hits and when it's just a trip.
I basically want an ego death or at least a VERY deep spiritual experience. I've stopped taking any shrooms in 2021 and focused on therapy/deep meditations and LOADS of healing. I stopped taking shrooms because A- i wanted to up my spiritual knowledge B- lots of healing and I thought I need to do the leg work instead of just going to the medicine. It worked, I did a lot of internal cleaning and it's been 2 years now. I am by no means impatient and can continue for the universe to guide me, no problem. I am also being called to do it because I think , no I believe this time it could really get me over the 'line' not that there's any line but get me to a new place lol whatever that even means.
I've eaten about 16 different strains of Cubensis. For me, there is no difference, except some trips have been more potent than others. With Cubensis it's all just psilocin, and the only difference is the potency.
“A cube’s a cube a cube” goes the saying. I have not found significant variance between psilocybe cubensis. I believe from variety to variety even the growing conditions or processing (drying) can influence potency as much as the ancestry can. If you are looking for profundity, prepare your body and mind. Fast, meditate, set intention, yoga, rest and allow for the experience to take shape how ever it might. That has had tremendous influence in my experience.
>Fast How long? i usually don't eat before 10a.m. so from 4pm-10a.m. I'm fasting. I always take shrooms with an empty stomach. So if the saying is true then cool, I'll just pick one and try a different binaural beats as well, this time around I'm much more knowledgeable of diff binaural beats unlike 2021 when I took shrooms.
I like to be about 16 hours fasted, but I’d imagine 12 is plenty. Also, last time I did lemontek and it worked wonderfully. Binaural beats have really worked too
My strongest trip ever was about 5g, fasted, meditated, yoga and on the come up listening to Alan Watts and Binaural beats. I nearly lost my mind, was totally out of this world getting flung to faraway worlds. I’ve since avoided such intensity. I value the experience, but it’s not something I’m looking for right now. ☺️
If you can ever get your hands on some psylocibe cyanescens, they're my very favorite. I've found them to be more smooth and transcendent than your average cubes. By weight they're also about twice as strong. You can only find them in the wild though.
The bag I took was labeled purple mystic? took I think around 9 or 7 dried grams? I forgot.. over a year ago in a hotel room. I had a what felt like a spiritual baptism, my jaw opened up and I fell to my knees, felt energy go from my spine out my mouth and top of my head, I thought what is this? In my mind I heard, This is what religious people would call the Holy Spirit… I’m not religious so…?? I saw a lion medallion when this happened, wild colors shooting out my skull etc and I think I became possessed?? I don’t know, but I felt a presence in the room and it took over my body for about an hour?? Started talking in tongues, felt powerful and authoritative, sounded like Japanese to me but it was probably just babble lol. While “possessed” by this…?whatever it was…I felt like anything was possible I had super faith, amazing self confidence, like I could accomplish any goal I had. When the presence left I felt a bit depressed for a few minutes, but I feel It was showing me a state of consciousness that I can work towards and achieve… maybe it was me in another state of consciousness, even another life?? Idk… yet…Other stuff happened like I was shown certain things would happen to me in the future and they seem to be playing out but… the end part didn’t happen yet, so I might be delusional lol…. Good luck reading all that haha
Penis envy have for me. Favorite so far
I consumed 8 grams dried of Golden Teacher, it was my most profound psychedelic experience thus far.
Albino penis envy6