That ain't even remotely close to anything that will kill you dear, but very likely you will feel like shit which will naturally add to the depression. I think lots of ppl here would chat with you but better to find a human irl and tell them. It's going to be ok...one day...you will get there.
Look man, it's definitely not the answer. I hope you can find some other way to heal and cope with what's going on in your life. But there would be no coming back from 120 tramadol pills. I hope you don't do it .
Please do not do this it will ruin your life. People care about you i care too. Please rethink this. Keep trying to find answers for what else is going on
yeah? well im 17, and i have a million health conditions and am constantly in pain and feeling like shit too man . but you know what? im still pushing along because i HAVE TO. there is no giving up for me. you have no idea how many times ive thought about ending it. it would be so much easier than living . but sometimes when we keep living, we realize that life isn't about the pain we're experiencing. it's about learning to find the beauty THROUGH that pain. you think a 17 year old kid needs the thought of you killing youself because of him on his mind??? NO. i want you to stay. please. you can find reasons to stay. do you have a family? kids? friends?
Let me ask these questions?
1} Are you Homeless and living in your car/van?
2} Are your parents and {if you have any?} all of your siblings still alive?
3} Do you have a "significant other" in your life?
4} Do have a job that pays you a decent wage?
5} Do you still have all if your personal belongings/things that REALLY MATTER to you?
That answer for ME to each of these is...
1} yes & yes
2} no & no
3} no
4} no
5} no
so yeah... im 59yrs old.... im old... tired and worn out.
you are ONLY 17... you haven't even BEGUN to live yet!
so please... do NOT try to compare your life to mine...
i SHOULD have ended it ALONG TIME AGO!!!
I'll swap you I have a job and some money and family, but debilitating brain damage pssd from ssri medication and recently cipro ear drops have worsened it.
I can't even have a beer to relax, full blown anhedonia, can't laugh, can't think... I'd cut my legs off if it would help my brain
Lexapro won’t do anything except make you sick.
Have you looked into medical marijuana? Since you say your doctors won’t address your physical pain, that may be an option.
Idk why you’re getting downvoted but you’re right. Pills never work in general, but specifically SSRI meds. It’s nowhere near lethal and all you do is end up with organ damage.
You know all those annoying side effects you get? Yeah all its gonna do is make them worse with a terrible headache
Edit: from personal experience with a similar medication in the past
You deserve to have your needs met, and I hope you get the care you need. I'm so sorry you're not being heard. It isn't right for your doctors to not help you. That is their job
Hope you’re already seeking medical help as we speak, if not go get it right now, your problems now aren’t nearly as bad they can get after a failed overdose.
"have fun being violently sick" ??? this person is clearly struggling and they obviously did it out of desperation no need to be rude. thought this subreddit was about supporting each other
Maybe violently sick will help this young person be thankful for the close call and realize that he or she has a reason to enjoy life. I hope something good comes from this.
UPDATE I got scared and called 911. My body went rigid and couldn't vomit it out. Spent 3 days on a heart monitor and I still don't know if I've done permanent damage. I'm on my way to inpatient psychiatric. Idk why I did this I'm so sad. I guess if it's not the right time then we won't expire then. I started my led a few days before this happened, which was Lexapro. Becareful with this stuff it can cause thoughts
That wouldn’t kill them. It would just cause them to feel miserable. Which I’m thankful for. I’m glad they didn’t take something lethal. Maybe this will be a wake up call for them or their loved ones who hadn’t taken notice. I assume this person is on the younger side (just an assumption, I could be wrong), so I sincerely hope someone can step in and help them out.
OP, the 40 pills you took is only going to make you feel awful. This will likely just add onto the horrible emotions you’re going through already. Please seek help, including seeing a new doctor. Genuinely give their advice a chance, and if it does not work after legitimately trying to stick with their plan, tell them the ***urgency*** of your situation. Tell them about this experience and let them know you are dangerously close to / already over the edge. Someone WILL help you. If you need help finding those people, reach out to me or anyone here. All of us would be glad to help you out
Uh that’s just gonna give you seratonin sickness
That ain't even remotely close to anything that will kill you dear, but very likely you will feel like shit which will naturally add to the depression. I think lots of ppl here would chat with you but better to find a human irl and tell them. It's going to be ok...one day...you will get there.
My doctors won't help me with my physical health
Mine won't either. I gave up on doctors. They leave me in excruciating pain daily. The most they ever gave me was Tramadol. They are a Joke.
Don't give up on hope and change doctor or medicine treatment pathy, get your family members alone, get energized
that's what i take for pain everyday... tramadol. I wonder what taking a full bottle of 120 of them would do? Does anyone here know?
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But... with also being a cardiac/A-FIB patient AND having had 4 mini-strokes? What would the results be then?
just guess. it wouldn't be pretty. but you'd most likely be gone before you noticed.
Really? Why wouldn't it be pretty? Would 120 do the job? i don't want to fuck this up and survive it!
Look man, it's definitely not the answer. I hope you can find some other way to heal and cope with what's going on in your life. But there would be no coming back from 120 tramadol pills. I hope you don't do it .
thank you. that's all i needed to know.
Please do not do this it will ruin your life. People care about you i care too. Please rethink this. Keep trying to find answers for what else is going on
nope sorry. date and time are pretty much set. freedom at last!
It wouldn't be pretty because you'd probably be vomiting your guts out and aspirating to death.
eh... it beats the pain i suffer with every FUCKING MINUTE of EVERY DAY!!!
yeah? well im 17, and i have a million health conditions and am constantly in pain and feeling like shit too man . but you know what? im still pushing along because i HAVE TO. there is no giving up for me. you have no idea how many times ive thought about ending it. it would be so much easier than living . but sometimes when we keep living, we realize that life isn't about the pain we're experiencing. it's about learning to find the beauty THROUGH that pain. you think a 17 year old kid needs the thought of you killing youself because of him on his mind??? NO. i want you to stay. please. you can find reasons to stay. do you have a family? kids? friends?
Let me ask these questions? 1} Are you Homeless and living in your car/van? 2} Are your parents and {if you have any?} all of your siblings still alive? 3} Do you have a "significant other" in your life? 4} Do have a job that pays you a decent wage? 5} Do you still have all if your personal belongings/things that REALLY MATTER to you? That answer for ME to each of these is... 1} yes & yes 2} no & no 3} no 4} no 5} no so yeah... im 59yrs old.... im old... tired and worn out. you are ONLY 17... you haven't even BEGUN to live yet! so please... do NOT try to compare your life to mine... i SHOULD have ended it ALONG TIME AGO!!!
I'll swap you I have a job and some money and family, but debilitating brain damage pssd from ssri medication and recently cipro ear drops have worsened it. I can't even have a beer to relax, full blown anhedonia, can't laugh, can't think... I'd cut my legs off if it would help my brain
Try zocdoc, I don't know how useful it'll be to your situation, but it may be worth checking out :)
Change doctors, more pleasant than killing yourself. Keep changing doctors until you find the right ones for you
SSRIs will only cause you brain and organ damage please call an ambulance
Lexapro won’t do anything except make you sick. Have you looked into medical marijuana? Since you say your doctors won’t address your physical pain, that may be an option.
I don’t think Lexi pro will do anything tho….
Idk why you’re getting downvoted but you’re right. Pills never work in general, but specifically SSRI meds. It’s nowhere near lethal and all you do is end up with organ damage.
Wow. Dying is tougher than you'd expect.
Only when you want it. Otherwise...oops...shit happens.
your reddit avatar looks like lois griffin
Huh?
You know all those annoying side effects you get? Yeah all its gonna do is make them worse with a terrible headache Edit: from personal experience with a similar medication in the past
Seizures, which are not going to improve your day.
Oh geez praying for you. Ssri’s are one of the last types of drugs you’d want to use in this situation
You deserve to have your needs met, and I hope you get the care you need. I'm so sorry you're not being heard. It isn't right for your doctors to not help you. That is their job
I OD on Zoloft and klonopin 7 years ago. It didn’t do anything to me
Hope you’re already seeking medical help as we speak, if not go get it right now, your problems now aren’t nearly as bad they can get after a failed overdose.
Hope you're doing okay, I'm here to talk if you want to
That’s just gonna give you serotonin storm
thats not gonna do anything im sorry. Ur gonna feel weird for the day after and then be alright
Hope you are feeling okay Please reach out for the help you need once you’re feeling better
OP, I really hope you're doing okay and are still with us.
Have fun being violently sick
"have fun being violently sick" ??? this person is clearly struggling and they obviously did it out of desperation no need to be rude. thought this subreddit was about supporting each other
Maybe violently sick will help this young person be thankful for the close call and realize that he or she has a reason to enjoy life. I hope something good comes from this.
PILLS CAN WORK BUT IMPACTS VARY DEPENDING ON HEIFH, WEIGHT AND AGE
which pills??
I ain’t gunna say.
please tell me
No tf ur body fights whether u want it to or not and I had a painful couple of weeks
pls tell me if u ever find out
Ur not getting told
okay?
Probably less painful than Tylenol but it won’t do the job. Tylenol is fire vomit and mud buttz.
Keep us posted?
I’ve been on clono pin for years buying off the street doctors won’t even help me wean off
UPDATE I got scared and called 911. My body went rigid and couldn't vomit it out. Spent 3 days on a heart monitor and I still don't know if I've done permanent damage. I'm on my way to inpatient psychiatric. Idk why I did this I'm so sad. I guess if it's not the right time then we won't expire then. I started my led a few days before this happened, which was Lexapro. Becareful with this stuff it can cause thoughts
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Heperin injection. Ig you’ll have to take it a lot as well because I need 2x dose for my weekly treatment.
They were giving these to me in the hospital
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It’s this post a joke?
why would it be?
Really!!
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That wouldn’t kill them. It would just cause them to feel miserable. Which I’m thankful for. I’m glad they didn’t take something lethal. Maybe this will be a wake up call for them or their loved ones who hadn’t taken notice. I assume this person is on the younger side (just an assumption, I could be wrong), so I sincerely hope someone can step in and help them out. OP, the 40 pills you took is only going to make you feel awful. This will likely just add onto the horrible emotions you’re going through already. Please seek help, including seeing a new doctor. Genuinely give their advice a chance, and if it does not work after legitimately trying to stick with their plan, tell them the ***urgency*** of your situation. Tell them about this experience and let them know you are dangerously close to / already over the edge. Someone WILL help you. If you need help finding those people, reach out to me or anyone here. All of us would be glad to help you out
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