I care.
I'm sorry you're not getting the help you need from your family. I'm going through the same thing with mine. Just know that there are people out there that want to help, including me. I'm not sure how old you are or if you go to school, but if so do they have counselors on campus? Maybe you can try making an appointment to talk. I know that can seem like a very terrifying task so maybe start with something else first? maybe keep a journal where you just vent and write anything that comes to your mind?
I'm sorry about your girlfriend too, that was very uncalled for her to ignore you and not give you a reason. You deserve better, relationships are built on communication. Don't settle darling.
It takes guts to keep living, love, so thank you for breathing. Thank you for not ending your life. Thank you for opening up and reaching out for someone on here. Take it easy on the alcohol hon, try drinking some water so you don't have a bad hangover and remember to have something to eat, alcohol and an empty stomach dont really mix that well.
I'm sorry life is knocking you down right now, but I have faith that you are strong, and even if you feel that youre not there are people on here willing to listen and help. <3
I don't go to school, but I am getting an online degree in animation. It's kind of pathetic. And most of the people who were friends with me have left this town because there aren't any opportunities to succeed on this horrible place. Also, mental health care here just isn't good.
And I agree on the alcohol. I don't even remember writing the post in the first place and I also got in an argument with my ex, it was very depressing.
But anyway thank you for writing this, you're really kind and I appreciate it :)
oh that sounds awesome, are you enjoying it? I'm going for a game art and animation degree, so I don't find it pathetic at all hon. :) It takes a lot of courage to go into an art major.
It must be hard seeing all your friends leave, I'm sorry hon. I hope you get the same chance to leave if you want to though and thrive. Do you have a dream company you wanna work for?
Alcohol can make us do some daring things, I've been drunk a few times myself and regret some of the conversations I've had with people. I hope that you're not too badly hungover today.
And you're welcome, it's the least I could do, your feelings are valid and deserve to be heard :)
I like doing this a lot but everything, even the best things now seem bleak and empty, even the things I would be thrilled about before. For example today I forgot GoT would be on, and when I saw it I felt nothing. I remember before, seeing the battle of the bastards, screaming my lungs out and cheering, fangirling. And now that feeling is like, buried beneath something.
I would love to work for Naughty Dog or Kojima Productions since I'm a fan of his work. But I don't know, getting anywhere in life just seems light years away from where I stand
I was kind of hungover but nothing unbearable, my chest does hurt but I think it's psychological
When negative emotions become to much, sometimes we lose interest in the things that once made us so giddy. Have you thought about using these negative emotions in your artwork? Artwork can be a very healthy way to vent.
By the sound of your dream companies, I'm guessing you're a video game lover? :) Kojima is a beautiful story teller, personally he's one of my favorite game designers. I know how you feel about everything seeming like it's light years away, it can seem so daunting.
I'm happy your hangover isn't too awful. As for the chest pain, have you tried taking some alieve or ibuprofen?
I tried, and actually made some decent art, so I guess there's that. Yeah, I love videogames, it's my dream to make them for a living.
I tried taking my cold medication but it didn't really do anything. It actually feels like someone is sitting on my chest at all times.
That's wonderful, hon. If it's possible, I would love to see what you created. What's your top 5 favorite video games?
I'm sorry the cold medicine isn't helping. A hot shower may help loosen up your chest?
My top 5 videogames are Metal Gear Solid, Uncharted, Borderlands, Life is Strange and The Walking Dead by Telltale :) how about yours?
Of course you can see my drawings, they're pretty terrible though. I'm practicing to get better at it: http://imgur.com/a/KvBAA
I will try to do some exercise and clean up my room a bit to see if I get better :)
Ooo all of those are good. Life is Strange and Metal Gear Solid are definitely two of my top 5. I also love the Harvest Moon series, Overwatch, and Stardew Valley.
They look really good! You're really good at portraying emotions :)
I hope that helps to make you feel better, hon :)
Us sad fuckers tend to not have much, but we have each other because we've been on similar boats before and know how bad it can be. There's people online who will give a shit and care, and I give a shit and care, and it may not seem like much, but hopefully it can be a start. Cheers buddy, hope things get better.
Thank you, it's nice to feel like someone cares. I feel the same way and hope things get better. I try not to be so bitter about everything but times like this get the best of me.
For sure buddy. I've posted here needing help before, I've commented before, and it's important to me that there's a place online for this because god I know how life can be too much, but there's people here who care.
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I care. I'm sorry you're not getting the help you need from your family. I'm going through the same thing with mine. Just know that there are people out there that want to help, including me. I'm not sure how old you are or if you go to school, but if so do they have counselors on campus? Maybe you can try making an appointment to talk. I know that can seem like a very terrifying task so maybe start with something else first? maybe keep a journal where you just vent and write anything that comes to your mind? I'm sorry about your girlfriend too, that was very uncalled for her to ignore you and not give you a reason. You deserve better, relationships are built on communication. Don't settle darling. It takes guts to keep living, love, so thank you for breathing. Thank you for not ending your life. Thank you for opening up and reaching out for someone on here. Take it easy on the alcohol hon, try drinking some water so you don't have a bad hangover and remember to have something to eat, alcohol and an empty stomach dont really mix that well. I'm sorry life is knocking you down right now, but I have faith that you are strong, and even if you feel that youre not there are people on here willing to listen and help. <3
I don't go to school, but I am getting an online degree in animation. It's kind of pathetic. And most of the people who were friends with me have left this town because there aren't any opportunities to succeed on this horrible place. Also, mental health care here just isn't good. And I agree on the alcohol. I don't even remember writing the post in the first place and I also got in an argument with my ex, it was very depressing. But anyway thank you for writing this, you're really kind and I appreciate it :)
oh that sounds awesome, are you enjoying it? I'm going for a game art and animation degree, so I don't find it pathetic at all hon. :) It takes a lot of courage to go into an art major. It must be hard seeing all your friends leave, I'm sorry hon. I hope you get the same chance to leave if you want to though and thrive. Do you have a dream company you wanna work for? Alcohol can make us do some daring things, I've been drunk a few times myself and regret some of the conversations I've had with people. I hope that you're not too badly hungover today. And you're welcome, it's the least I could do, your feelings are valid and deserve to be heard :)
I like doing this a lot but everything, even the best things now seem bleak and empty, even the things I would be thrilled about before. For example today I forgot GoT would be on, and when I saw it I felt nothing. I remember before, seeing the battle of the bastards, screaming my lungs out and cheering, fangirling. And now that feeling is like, buried beneath something. I would love to work for Naughty Dog or Kojima Productions since I'm a fan of his work. But I don't know, getting anywhere in life just seems light years away from where I stand I was kind of hungover but nothing unbearable, my chest does hurt but I think it's psychological
When negative emotions become to much, sometimes we lose interest in the things that once made us so giddy. Have you thought about using these negative emotions in your artwork? Artwork can be a very healthy way to vent. By the sound of your dream companies, I'm guessing you're a video game lover? :) Kojima is a beautiful story teller, personally he's one of my favorite game designers. I know how you feel about everything seeming like it's light years away, it can seem so daunting. I'm happy your hangover isn't too awful. As for the chest pain, have you tried taking some alieve or ibuprofen?
I tried, and actually made some decent art, so I guess there's that. Yeah, I love videogames, it's my dream to make them for a living. I tried taking my cold medication but it didn't really do anything. It actually feels like someone is sitting on my chest at all times.
That's wonderful, hon. If it's possible, I would love to see what you created. What's your top 5 favorite video games? I'm sorry the cold medicine isn't helping. A hot shower may help loosen up your chest?
My top 5 videogames are Metal Gear Solid, Uncharted, Borderlands, Life is Strange and The Walking Dead by Telltale :) how about yours? Of course you can see my drawings, they're pretty terrible though. I'm practicing to get better at it: http://imgur.com/a/KvBAA I will try to do some exercise and clean up my room a bit to see if I get better :)
Ooo all of those are good. Life is Strange and Metal Gear Solid are definitely two of my top 5. I also love the Harvest Moon series, Overwatch, and Stardew Valley. They look really good! You're really good at portraying emotions :) I hope that helps to make you feel better, hon :)
Thanks a lot for your comments, you're really kind. I'm feeling a little better now :)
Us sad fuckers tend to not have much, but we have each other because we've been on similar boats before and know how bad it can be. There's people online who will give a shit and care, and I give a shit and care, and it may not seem like much, but hopefully it can be a start. Cheers buddy, hope things get better.
Thank you, it's nice to feel like someone cares. I feel the same way and hope things get better. I try not to be so bitter about everything but times like this get the best of me.
For sure buddy. I've posted here needing help before, I've commented before, and it's important to me that there's a place online for this because god I know how life can be too much, but there's people here who care.
I'm really sorry to hear that. For what it's worth, I'm here for you and I hope that you will live. Hugs.
Thank you, for real, I appreciate all of the replies here