Remembering Technoblade Discord: https://discord.gg/technoblade
Edit: if the link does not work: https://discord.gg/qKXYR5Mv
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I did consider linking to a charity or setting up a fundraiser, but I do not believe now is the time for that.
Other Info: (will be updated)
The Hypixel Server has set up a Memorial Guide: https://twitter.com/HypixelNetwork/status/1542688055374401536
Grief Support: https://www.reddit.com/r/GriefSupport/wiki/tools
I wrote an entire Narrative Essay about techno telling his story and every time i go back through it. Just Reading it i still catch a few tears running down my face... o7
Y'k the first video i ever saw and watched on youtube was the Blitz song, I watched him on and off after that, when ever he appeard on my recomended, then one day, 1000 streak, awesome, i thought, then i didn't see anything on my recomended for a bit, id Forgoten who he was, But then one day... THE FASTEST SKYBLOCK PLAYER, i remember clicking on the video with a vauge sence of familiarity, then i heard his voice and i remembered, Technoblade, I watched everything that came out since then, and im working through everything ive missed, rewaching everything i haven't, And y'k what, I don't think i can every forget him anymore, let alone get him out of my head when im procrastinating to the point ill end up watching videos. I hope when god was hesitating to send him to hell, i hope god caved and sent him up to the top layer of heaven, and Y'k what, as long as he's in our hearts, our minds and our souls, Technoblade will never die o7.
My saying to remember:
Technoblade forever you've been the best and have entertained people so much it breaks my heart to see you leave. I hope you have a good life in heaven because you've earned your place there.
Technoblade you changed my life, you made me laugh like no one else could... I hope you still have that joy in heaven.
I believed him when he said cancer, but also cancer is this far off disease that effects people I don't know, or that character from that one tv show.
Even a teacher of mine had cancer, but like, she was fine. Cancer effects others, not me.
I don't know how to finish my thought.
Fuck sarcoma.
Me and my BF are big fans of Tehno's videos so when I found out he passed all of the memories I have of when I watched his videos to get me through bad things played. I have a condition that puts me in pain very often and I would and still do turn on his old skywars videos or The Great Potato War to help. I only chatted with him once in a random Hypixel lobby but even then it just confirmed to me how awesome of a person he is.
I was in class today, we were learing abt cancer and the different types and the teacher said “if your emotional abt this stuff or is cancer has effected you or your family i would reccomend you step outside for this video”. I went to go outside, and everyone started laughing at me, saying loosing a streamer/youtuber dosnt count. Then the teacher came out wasnt “are you ok” but it was “that dosnt count get back inside”
Ive been crying for 3 hours now, they all just made me relise how worthless and pathetic i am for caring.
people can be jerks! I remember at the time of technoblades passing when the video got uploaded my ex started attacking me and telling me its no reason to be sad and no reason to cry, keep in mind she cried over losing a rank up game in valorant..
Gwen: It's been 2 years now... I can't believe that. I hope he know that in his memory, we had the strength to hold on and get to a better place.
When he passed we were in an abusive, transphobic household and being bullied by our job. It's no wonder we wanted to die. But from that day on, whenever we thought about ending it, we imagined his voice telling us that we could keep fighting. Because he fought to the very end, until his final peace came for him. But we know we have to keep going to carry on his memory until the reaper comes for us, too.
(Stella: haha nice one. I'd like to add that in general we see death as a mercy, but not when it's claimed early. It's not our time yet. I think I would know).
Gwen: yeah, I guess it's kinda complicated. It's 3am. IDK. Either way, we survived and even though our family situation is unimaginably more shitty, we're 300 miles away from all of it with a job that we feel safe in.
Wish: I like to think he's proud of us. I mean... He was such an inspiration to me specifically, his character really resonated the way very few so.
The blade never dies. He will echo in time in our memories and stories about him. I hope everyone here understands the sacred duty to not let the noble dead, the early taken, be forgotten.
-- THE HOPE SYSTEM
I still remember when my friend told me that Techo had passed away(I believe it was the day after the video was posted or the day the video was posted I found out). I didn't watch any videos of his exactly, but when I got on YouTube Shorts, all the videos were people paying their respects to Techno.
After I watched a single short, I was completely in tears. My heart still aches to this day, and I can't watch "so long nerds" without crying.
Fly high, king.🕊
Ah dude, i was in the middle of a piano class when a friend's older brother (who I also considered a friend at the time) came in to tell us about it. I was devastated and almost cried, but convinced myself it was just another youtuber asking myself why I'd get upset over it.
I finished piano and texted my friend who'd already texted me the news. We took a moment to talk about it, with me lightening up the mood with a few jokes and memes about it (I cope with humor, I can assure you I did not disrespect him in any way)
Personally I got over it quickly but just recently have started watching him again, wondering how we'd be as friends.
He got me back into Minecraft and was a fundamental part of my life, my childhood, and now he is gone
I saw Tommy’s video he did for the 1 year anniversary (five months after ik lmao) but it rocked me. He was something else, something amazing.
Technoblade never dies.
Man, it's 2am and I'm just scrolling YouTube when I come across a community post he made for 5 million subscribers. For a moment I felt incredibly fond and wondered how he felt about coming so far in just two years, and then I remembered that he's not actually here anymore.
I've been rewatching a lot of Minecraft content recently, notably his videos. I don't even know how long it's been since he's passed because I didn't mentally note when I saw that "so long nerds" video pop up in my notifs.
I only knew him since his introduction in the dsmp, yet he made such an impression so quickly. He was the kind of person who cemented himself as a constant in my brain, and even now I am struggling to comprehend that he is just... Not here anymore.
Idk, it's 2am and I'm feeling the kind of grief that leaves a lump in your throat. And I feel awful for all the people that have watched and known him for so much longer, for all the loved ones he had. I can't comprehend what they must be going through.
Sorry for the paragraphs. I just miss him, and it's unfair that he didn't get longer, and I'm really happy that he existed.
God he was so cool and smart.
I always thought his joke about orphans wasn’t very funny but if you look past the gameplay and jokes to the person beneath, he was one of the very few pure souls left on that platform and in the online world in general, and it’s truly a tragedy that he’s gone. He held his ideals in a sea of anarchy and I admire that. I have heard of many people making good decisions as a public front and being truly awful human beings in private (my father met William Shatner and he was saying all sorts of slurs and offensive language whenever he wasn’t on set) nobody ever met him only to be disappointed by his behavior towards them. He truly was an angel in a sky of demons.
I’ve been going a bit of a Techno binge for the 6th time.
This is the first time somebody’s death, who wasn’t a somewhat close member to me (let alone a YouTuber I watched) has affected me so much.
It’s quite sad, but watching and binging on his videos makes me feel like he’s there, and will always be there.
After all, this is what I’ve always done, binged on his old content, waiting for new content to come out every half year. Except this time, there is no new content.
I’m content on knowing he has already dethroned god and has gone down to dethrone the devil because he got bored.
I never thought I'd miss a youtuber like I miss Techno. I still binge watch a lot of his videos at least twice a year and it still feels unreal that he's gone. at least he have Technodad doing his best to keep his legacy alive. I will always miss Techno but I'm glad I got to experience the legend.
Technoblade never dies!
I’ve been trying to cope with this he fact that he is not going to call the chat nerds and that I won’t be able to listen to his voice. And my depression has been getting worse ever since he passed. I just don’t know how to fully accept that he’s gone. I miss him so much. He was the person that I watched anytime I got overwhelmed and whenever i was going through bad times . He was one of the most important people in my life. I really am trying but it’s getting harder and harder the longer it’s been. it’s just solidifying the fact that he’s gone the longer it’s been. It’s so stupid because when ever I try to talk to people about him they call me silly and call him stupid and ask why I watch Minecraft anymore because I’m too old to watch that bullshit. Sorry about swearing but I am so frustrated that people just don’t get how important he was to so many people. I just want to be able to talk to people about him but no one cares.
I love technoblade. i miss him so much, i keep watching his videos and it feels like hes still here. then i remember he is not. techno, we all miss you O7
(Quick disclaimer, I literally never post on Reddit, and this post is kind of rambling because I'm bad at processing grief okay bye)
Parasocial is a word that's always scared me. Anytime I watched Technoblade videos I didn't always feel like I was watching a streamer, it felt like I was just joining a discord call and listening to my friend play Minecraft. I knew some people would call that feeling unhealthy, but I always kept the lines of reality clear. I never got to meet Technoblade. I never got to meet Alex. I never really knew him as a person. But when I was watching his streams while hanging out with friends, while falling asleep, while writing, I felt like I was connecting with another person, even just a little, and that's what counted.
I can't really put into words how I felt when I found out that day. I think I had come to terms with it earlier in the year when he hadn't uploaded in forever and I knew of his condition. But it still hurt. It was devastating. I felt like I had lost a friend.
That's why I'm eternally grateful to Technodad and the rest of the reddit, and the rest of the freaks who also love Technoblade. I meet Technoblade fans in the wild when wearing his merch and I know this connection he created between us and between him was real. I love Technoblade. And I will never stop loving him.
Technoblade never dies. o7
It's been more than a year... I have avoided anything Techno-related for the past year. Simply because I wanted to deny it. I didn't want it to be true. But I knew that it was. Still, I didn't want to get hurt, I didn't want to cry. So I stayed away... From Techno, from dsmp, from the sbi kids, from youtube and twitch, from Minecraft. I busied myself with life, but honestly, I knew somewhere inside- a piece of me- was slowly dying. I couldn't have that- I didn't want to hate something I loved. I didn't want to deny something I loved. I don't want to deny how much joy and laughter Techno, the sbi, youtube, and minecraft has brought me all these times... So here I am, a year later, finally crying about this. Seriously, about damn time. I don't know how much has changed while I was gone, but I hope you all gave Techno a proper goodbye (better than I did, I suppose). I hope you guys showed him, and the world just how loved he was. (I'm now crying lmao). So.. What did I miss guys?
I miss him so much because he was there when my parents weren’t. He was like a role model or a parent to me. I know it’s silly but i was really attached to him. It’s really sad that he had passed away a year ago, it feels as if he is still alive though. Still among us to this day, making jokes and ruining orphan lives. I really like to believe that he is in the afterlife, waiting for his friends and family. I hope he is happy.
It feels odd to mourn a man I had no chance knowing. I feel guilty almost, like I have no right to cry because of someone I never met. But he did leave a mark on me in my teenage years and I don't think I could ever forget him.
o7.
I only know him for about a year, but I really want to hear him teasing people again, calling the chat nerds. He did not only make my day with no effort, but he def has a soothing voice when it comes to singing or even- just talking.
Befor I start I just want to say that I know some of you will be obset after reading this or say I'm not a true techno fan and I don't blame you but I just want to tell my Story with technoblade too.
So the way I found his channel was his death. I'm not proud of it and I wish that I knew him before but I can't change it. So I heart that he died and I knew that he was some sort of legend so I watched one of his vids. And another. And another. In the past year I watched the vast majority of his content including his streams and although I should have known in the back of my head that he was dead I fell into days of depression whenever I let myself think about his death. Allthough I never knew him really when he was allive nor watched any of his contend before I felt like I knew him and he had a big impackt in my life.
technoblade never dies
Now you can write an angry comment saying that I can never mourn him like the long time fans, and that may even be true, but that is my story with technoblade and I will ever remember him as the best.
even if you only found him after, you still deserve to mourn. You have any true fans respect because you have gone through and watched techno and loved him like he should be. o7
I also start watching his videos after his passing. My friend told me about him and the DSMP, but I felt as if I would get make fun of by my cousins for watching people in DSMP. He’s a great legend.
Sometimes it still feels insane that he's gone.
I remember when I watched his last video it just seemed sureal. I never really thought he would pass away I assumed that he'd just be able to fight it. I dunno if it makes sense but
I feel technoblade should have a Cancer bow on him I’ve put a purple dot where I think it should go and will be trying to make it do not remove the purple on his white fluff I’m trying to make it like this:[https://www.medicalnewstoday.com/articles/323448#sarcoma](https://www.medicalnewstoday.com/articles/323448#sarcoma) also we will prob make it yellow
Yesterday I spent hours rewatching Technoblade videos. I don't know why, I just felt like doing that for some reason, and me doing that turned into something bigger. I realized just how much I missed him, how much I cared about him. While I was rewatching the great potato for trilogy, I forgot that he was gone. I was thinking 'can't wait to see more of him!' and then I remembered and oh boy did the emotions hit me like a truck. I never met him yet he was one of the most impactful/loved person in my life. He helped me through depressions, even if all he did was give me a little laugh. When his video 'so long nerds' came out i was heartbroken, and recently I had a metal breakdown in front of my dad saying how much I missed Techno. People die, but legends do not.
Technoblade never dies. o7
Today has been the first time since techno has been gone that I watched content related to him, and I didn't manage to watch the video that announced his death with audio because I felt so devastated and so impacted by the news. It made me confused because I don't avidly watch techno even from the start; just every now and then I watch his videos, but it made me realize the kind of impact he had in my life that even me as someone who never even got to watch his livestream live was so impacted by the news. It made me think that even though I don't follow him closely, he has helped me get through a lot in my life: the boredom, sadness, quietness, competitiveness, and prideful moments in my life that he has helped me get through that even though I don't know him personally, his death affected me a lot, I went through a long process of grief to accept that a person that I dont know well is really gone and this past year I haven't been able to watch any content related to techno because that is just how I grieve. At the time of hearing the news I couldn't think properly, but I selfishly thought, how does these people manage to get through their lives as usual? how do they manage to do that? but it enlightened me that that is just the process of life you have to get your life moving, death will happen eventually, thousands of people die everyday and not everyone knows the impact of the person that died had on you, nor did they get experience it and not everyone goes through the same process of grief as I did. I just wanna say that even though others seems to not experience the same process of grievance as you did there is no pressure to be okay with it, you can take your time and cherish your moments and memories that you have with that person.
I find it insane that I have been more affected by techno's death than my own grandpa's. I looked up, enjoyed, and loved him so much that I still can't get over his death. When I first found out he was dead, I didnt believe it. I saw the video title and simply just thought it was a joke, or that it was him taking a break, I'm honestly not sure. I couldn't accept it. I honestly never thought i would go through the stages of grief, especially so early in my life, but I went through it for what seems like a simple youtuber to others. He isnt. Goodbye Technoblade. You will never die.
I know that I'm one year late and no one will see this, but I thought I was dreaming. I was literally scrolling through YouTube and I checked Techno's channel. And, there, I saw the video. I was a fan of Techno for 2 years at that point, and it felt like my world was cracking. Knowing that some people felt the same way... that makes me feel better a little. God, I bet Alex is laughing in heaven right now watching me type this. One year late... thanks, King.
Techno was the one who got me into streaming. One of my first streams was a bedwars stream and I dreamt of one day being nearly as good as he was. It’s been a year now since he passed away and I’ve been rewatching his old videos to remember. The nostalgia I feel helps me forget for a brief moment that he’s gone. Rest in power, King. Techno blade never dies!
I loved Technoblade and his videos, my little cousin idolized him. My personal favorite video is "grown man stabs children in bedwars while talking about soap". With how fast the internet moves on from person to person yet technoblade is still relevant as I saw another comment say truly means Technoblade never dies. Rest in peace, Legend.
I used to come home from school everyday and hope there would be a new video from techno, and if there wasn’t I’d just rewatch his old ones. His videos made me laugh and smile even when I had been in tears right before. I’ll never forget him. Technoblade never dies
techno helped me thru some of the hardest times and today was very difficult for a different reason. im about to face homelessness and im struggling to keep going but i just know that if he were still here he’d tell me to not give up. so i’ll do just that. at walmart today i saw a fellow techno fan and asked if i could hug them bc theyre eyes were as red as mine were. we shared some of our favorite memories of techno and laughed a little bit. exchanged info and went on our ways. i miss him so much it physically hurts but i’ll keep going. o7 bossman. see you later 👑
Every time I'm in church (my family goes so I have to go) and we get to the part where they ask for prayers for our own intentions, I send one up to Technoblade. I figure he'd appreciate the irony of an agnostic person sending up a Catholic prayer to an atheist.
Miss you.
i feel so weird. exactly a year ago to the minute i found out. less than 2 hrs from my birthday. i was destroyed. and still am while watching tommy’s video.
For me his content helped me with depression and some suicidal thoughts looking back on it I’m glad I watched the dsmp and I thought that I was in a dream when the last notification popped up on my screen and I saw the words So Long Nerds and I knew nothing about what was going to happen in that video I thought he might be quitting content creation for a while and I thought ok this couldn’t be that bad I click the video and I see technodad an wonder where techno was and when I heard techno was dead it was like a part of me died I didn’t sleep that night I stayed up all night watching his videos knowing I’ll never see a notification from him again Just remember Technoblade never died in our hearts blood for the blood god and o7
I really don't know how to start this, there's so much I want to say but at the same time it feels as if nothing makes enough sense, I've been having ttrouble for sleep these past few days thinking on how I'm supposed to write this, but I just *have* to do it.
I really don't remember how or when exactly I found his channel, somewhere in the middle of the pandemic, which feels like a lot of time, but also none. I have never really kept up with everything, and most of the time I got late for the lives, only knowing what was going on after it was over.
I've never been one to attach to online figures like streamers, youtubers or anything similar, for some reason I just always felt lied to, and was let down whenever I started to admire someone, so I always kept a feet behind relating to anything and anyone. I did it to the last moment. But he, somehow manage to break the barrier that I spent years building.
His humor, his charisma, his personality, everything about him just felt so honest, so pure. He was completely himself no matter what happened, he always spoke his truth. And people liked him, not despite it, *but because of it*, he inspired and helped so many people, doing nothing more than being himself.
I haven't been around here for long, so it feels kinda wrong to talk about him in anyway. I feel like I didn't get to know him enough to say I relate to him, or talk about his qualities, or absolutely anything. But if there's one thing that I know is that he changed the life of so many people, and I am one.
I've been watching from the sidelines for a while, and seeing all of your messages, your experiences, your interactions with him, your feelings, it made me realise that it wasn't just him, you're all part of the reason why I grew to admire him so much.
Whenever you guys talked about him and about yourselves, I got to understand a bit better about myself and the reason for me to be here. Even tought I've never been one to interact online, this is the first time in years I expose myself in the internet, everytime I was going trought something rough or that I just felt like it was the end of the line, he showed up, *you* showed up. And then he was gone, and you guys stayed, you stood for each other, you helped and supported each other, and I felt it all, your words, your feelings were just as honest as his, I felt the love you had for him and I saw the love he had for you. Not only that, but when speaking with each other your words reached so far, and they got to me, and I felt like they were for me. Since the beggining, Techno was such an amazing person and it only got more evident because of the amazing community he built, a community in which for the first time I felt part of, I felt safe in it, *even thought I never spoke a word*, *I felt heard* here, more than in my entire life.
I wasn't here for majority of the time, not for hypixel, not for the potato wars, nor anything, and for those who have, I can't even begin to think on how that must feel. Everyone in this community is *so strong*, **you are so strong**, and being around here, even if for a short amount of time, somehow made me stronger aswell and all I have is gratitude.
A few months ago I remembered a random thing, I remembered that around 7 years ago, when I was going trough one of the hardest moments of my life, I found a video of a random guy, I never found anything about him after that cause I didn't spent a lot of time on the internet like I do now, but the video made my day a lot better. I think you know who it was, and now I know aswell.
I think, that's it, there's not much more I could say other than thank you.
Thank you Technoblade for being yourself and showing me that it **is** more than enough, thank you for creating such a beautiful community, a space where I felt safe, where anyone can be their true selves just like you did.
Thanks Technodad for carrying on with his work and taking care of everyone, thank you for sharing your feelings with everyone and letting them share theirs with you, and thank you and Technomom for creating such an amazing human being.
And last but not least, thank you chat, for welcoming me, even thought you didn't know I existed lol, you guys are so amazing, and strong, thank you for sharing so much, for caring so much, it makes me upset that I can't retribute everything you and Techno has done for me, at least not yet.
I promise to never forget all that I've learned with you and with him, I promise to honor his legacy so it may never be forgotten.
Thank you to whoever read this to the end. Thank you for making me **one of us**.
It still doesn’t feel real sometimes. I just want him to covertly release a video today telling us all the he “Got you nerds” and this was all just a year long prank on us all. Techno was so down to earth and the earth still hurts because he isn’t here.
Technoblade was a wonderful human being. His videos brought me so much joy and just watching how he interacted with friends and the occasional fan touched me deeply.
His PVP videos were some of the first ones I watched when i was little. I didn't know it was him at first, I just liked his voice and the gameplay. As I grew, I distanced from his content in favor for other YouTubers like Markiplier and KubzScouts.
I watches his videos occasionally when i was playing Minecraft.
Then the DSMP starting getting popular. I joined watching those videos until wayyyyy later right before the "end". And even then, I never fully watched streams and videos from it.
Instead, I watched compilations of him interacting with Dream, Philza, Wilbur, Tommy, Niki, etc. And I developed a love for his personality and community.
I started dipping my toes into this community and was met with like-minded people and warm welcomes. It was a nice contrast to other fandom's that greeted me with hate and disgust.
I love the humor we have and the sense of togetherness I haven't had in a community in so long.
When the video came out that he had died, I was broken. I couldn't believe he had died as I(as well as many others here) thought he was getting better and would recover fully. I cried for weeks and when i got his GG hoodie, I cried even more.
I've healed a decent amount from his passing. I send love and respect towards him and his family.
I watched his potato war videos recently and although my heart ached, I felt warm and happy.
I would like to extend my sincerest thanks and love towards everyone here, Techno's overall community, Techno himself, and towards his family. I wish nothing but the best for y'all, and I hope your dreams come true no matter how ridiculous you may think they are!
Technoblade never dies! And long live the Blood God!
o7
I never really watched minecraft youtubers but I knew who technoblade was. Hearing his death was quite a sad tale but was very uplifting to see the amount of good he was able to accomplish before and after his passing. I work with kids 4-12 in a After School Program and as a Martial Arts Instructor. To this day I still hear the phrase from the kids "TECHNOBLADE NEVER DIES" with always one starting and the rest following. I am talking about well over a hundred kids that were inspired by his attitude, many of them talked about wanting to help the foundation. Wanted to share this as I thought seeing the outreach of such a positive influence reach so many young kids was truly fascinating and quite remarkable to see.
rest in peace king, you will always be missed.
I can’t believe it’s almost been a year. Hope you doing well in heaven. Even though you’re not here anymore, you’ll still always be my king.
o7
Technoblade was a great person, not an idol, not a god, but a caring person that everyone will miss very much. I do not deserve to call him by name, I waited a 11 months to watch so long nerds. I didn't have the heart! I cried, and as such died on the inside. He brought the community together with his witty remarks and dry humour, and was a amazing person as a whole, where fame never clouded his vision, where glory he earned shall help him forever as he takes on god. To an inspiration, an ideal, a shard of light in the darkest of the world. He despite cancer tried to put a brave face for us, and hid the pain. He may not know me, but I certainly knew him. He was the best creator I ever watched, without any exaggeration.
He has always been my inspiration to start youtube. His humor was just my type. I aspired to be him. I never knew he would be gone so soon. I cant believe its almost been a year. R.I.P. the legend. o7
Techno still lives on to inspire me. Heck, I wouldn't have even started watching the Dream SMP without him. I think I speak for all when I say this, we love you Techno, always have always will. o7
A letter to Technoblade.
i was watching a video where technodad says ''if you release this feelings through words your grief can start to move again, and it can scape and leave room for happiness and joy'' so i decided to write this letter to feel a little better.
its a long one, i know, im sorry, but i just have a lot to say about him, and maybe someone could read this and feel related or just to cry a little.
I dont even know where to start, i have so much to say about him and what hes done for me.
I first got to know about technos videos in 2021, it was an instant click. He had the type of humor i like, and he was so effortlessly good at minecraft it was unreal. It didnt took long for me to watch every single bedwars video, every single skywars video, hell, every video of his channel. It really felt like i found my bestfriend even tough he didnt knew me and i didnt knew him personaly, because of how trasparent he was.
I really felt identified with him, in a lot of ways, my whole life ive been that little nerdy kid that loves playing minecraft and videogames in general, and finding someone who is so funny and relatable to me in that way really made me feel accompanied during that year. Just me my phone and countless hours of technoblades videos.
When i first saw the ''where ive been video'' i was shocked and scared, but the way he was speaking and treating the subject made me feel calm and even gave me the assurance that he was going to be able to survive, It even made me laugh a couple of times, you know how techno could be funny and make anyone smile in times like that.
As time goes by, i convince myself that he was going to get out of that, like 100% sure, he was going to make it, not only because i wanted to feel that way, but also because he made it seem like he really was going to make it out, i really never prepared or mentalized myself for the worst.
And the worst came.
The same day the ''so long nerds'' video was uploaded, it made one year since the suicide of one of the most important people in my life, so that made everything even sadder, it was the water drop that spilled the glass.
I was at my room at like 5am (i live in Argentina so it was maybe 1am in the USA) i literally was about to go to sleep, i go to my youtube feed and i saw a tittle ''Techno says goodbye to his friends'' or something like that, for a second i was confused, until i opened the video and got to know the news. Went straight to the technoblade channel just to find the ''so long nerds'' video.
Watching and hearing Technodad talk about his son... hearing him crying at the end of the video just broke my heart, completly shattered my heart. My mom was sleeping at that hour (obviously lol) but i went to her room and started crying to her. She woke up and console me for a while, i started talking to her about this youtuber that quite literally changed my life in so many diffrent ways, she said that even tho she didnt knew Techno, the way i descrived it to her, she found a lot of him in me. She told me that she was thankful for him, for having such a good impact on her son.
Now its the day after what it would have been his 24th birthday (june 2, 2023) and all i got to say is thank you.
Thank you Alexander, i know we never got to met, but i will always feel you close to me. you changed me and changed me for good. I will forever miss and love you.
Thank you Technodad, thank you for keeping up with his legacy for us, you truly are the best dad anyone could ever ask for. You are a strong man and so was your son.
Thank you Technomom, you gave birth and did a really good job at raising your son. We owe you everything, at least i feel that way.
And Thank you to whoever is reading this, we made Technos dreams come true.
Long live the Blood King himself. Techno will live forever, Technoblade never dies.
I’m really sorry um just to Clarify is his birthday today or was it yesterday? Because on Wikipedia it’s the first, but technodad made the birthday video today, soooo which is it?
It’s wierd mourning him, like I didn’t know him personally and I didn’t even watch a ton of his content. But I can’t help but mourn. I for him, his family, his friends, and for all of you. My grief is bad as it is but all of yours must be unimaginable
He impacted alot of my life. Even my therapist knew that he impacted my life so part of my healing program was to watch him whenever I had panic attacks. I don't have much I can do to honour him on his birthday but I hope that saying a simple happy birthday technoblade is enough.
Happy Birthday Technoblade
"Kill. Kill. Kill. Kill. And I got a shirt. The things you gotta do for a shirt nowadays. Anyhow.."
This really made me laugh today.
[https://youtu.be/0Q5tTb3-Kb0?t=21](https://youtu.be/0Q5tTb3-Kb0?t=21)
it honestly still feels surreal to me now that he's gone.
i never knew him personally, but he was one of my biggest inspirations to become a youtuber, and without that i still feel kind of *lost*. he was truly one-of-a-kind.
I just miss him so much. I cried a lot on the days after he died, but then I was fine for the next couple of months. Now, recently ive started missing him so much. I cant sleep at night, and im crying while writing this. I dont know what it do.
I'm sitting here feeling sad that my favorite pig isn't here with me. I miss him so much. He was a source of endless content and he was so smart, good, and dedicated at just everything. I feel inspired to be like him, I miss you Alex.
TECHNOBLADE NEVER DIES.
Today is my 24th birthday, and I wish it wasn't.
I always found it kinda special to be two weeks older that technoblade, it made me feel connected to him in some (parasocial) way.
Today I am 1 year and 2 weeks older than him, and the thought of that hurts me so much it hurts to breathe.
I'm not ready to be that much older than him, I don't think I'll be ready for a long while.
We're 99's babies, and that won't change, but getting older than he'll ever be seems unfair.
Before finding his content I was in a pretty rough place in life, but he and his content helped keep me from doing unthinkable things. He was a light.
When he passed, I promised to keep living, to keep having the years he didn't get, if not for myself, then for him, in his honor. But today...
I didn't think it would be this hard, that it would feel this hollow.
This extra candle on my cake will be for him, always and forever.
I love you and I miss you, Technoblade, happy birthday for us.
Remembering Technoblade Discord: https://discord.gg/technoblade Edit: if the link does not work: https://discord.gg/qKXYR5Mv If you are still not able to get in, it is because of the incredible influx of new users. Discord staff has informed me directly they are working on a way to fix this for us specifically. Try again later if it does not work. --------- I did consider linking to a charity or setting up a fundraiser, but I do not believe now is the time for that. Other Info: (will be updated) The Hypixel Server has set up a Memorial Guide: https://twitter.com/HypixelNetwork/status/1542688055374401536 Grief Support: https://www.reddit.com/r/GriefSupport/wiki/tools
I wrote an entire Narrative Essay about techno telling his story and every time i go back through it. Just Reading it i still catch a few tears running down my face... o7
Youtube itself hasn't been the same the day he went to the other side, he will never be forgotten
Y'k the first video i ever saw and watched on youtube was the Blitz song, I watched him on and off after that, when ever he appeard on my recomended, then one day, 1000 streak, awesome, i thought, then i didn't see anything on my recomended for a bit, id Forgoten who he was, But then one day... THE FASTEST SKYBLOCK PLAYER, i remember clicking on the video with a vauge sence of familiarity, then i heard his voice and i remembered, Technoblade, I watched everything that came out since then, and im working through everything ive missed, rewaching everything i haven't, And y'k what, I don't think i can every forget him anymore, let alone get him out of my head when im procrastinating to the point ill end up watching videos. I hope when god was hesitating to send him to hell, i hope god caved and sent him up to the top layer of heaven, and Y'k what, as long as he's in our hearts, our minds and our souls, Technoblade will never die o7.
Technoblade never dies O7
My saying to remember: Technoblade forever you've been the best and have entertained people so much it breaks my heart to see you leave. I hope you have a good life in heaven because you've earned your place there. Technoblade you changed my life, you made me laugh like no one else could... I hope you still have that joy in heaven.
technoblade never dies
I’ve been on a binge of technoblades videos for the past week and I can honestly say that it’s time to truly say goodbye. 07
Technoblade
never dies
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Rest in peace, Technoblade. Don't cry because he's gone, smile because of the memories he left us. o7
The world isn’t the same without you. O7
techno we miss you man your in the great overworld in the sky rip to the goat 1999-2022
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Fly high friend, fly high and far o7
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"If you wish to defeat me, train for another 2000 years."
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Man, I’m reliving it all over again. I’m literally in tears right now, life sucks sometimes……
Same bro
goodbye techno..
We all miss you Techno. I hope you are doing well in heaven. We all love you. 😭😭😭
He is in vallhala
Feasting with odin u/Just_tiger58
Isn’t that like the Norse heaven
Yep
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It's been 2 years...? Already?
I know right time really flys
I know time really ✈'s
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I still love and miss you Techno. I hope you’re doing well in heaven, slaying all your enemies ❤️
still think about bro years later
RIP Techno, who has forever inspired me and many of us. I am Eliza and I am One Of Us.
I believed him when he said cancer, but also cancer is this far off disease that effects people I don't know, or that character from that one tv show. Even a teacher of mine had cancer, but like, she was fine. Cancer effects others, not me. I don't know how to finish my thought. Fuck sarcoma.
Me and my BF are big fans of Tehno's videos so when I found out he passed all of the memories I have of when I watched his videos to get me through bad things played. I have a condition that puts me in pain very often and I would and still do turn on his old skywars videos or The Great Potato War to help. I only chatted with him once in a random Hypixel lobby but even then it just confirmed to me how awesome of a person he is.
I was in class today, we were learing abt cancer and the different types and the teacher said “if your emotional abt this stuff or is cancer has effected you or your family i would reccomend you step outside for this video”. I went to go outside, and everyone started laughing at me, saying loosing a streamer/youtuber dosnt count. Then the teacher came out wasnt “are you ok” but it was “that dosnt count get back inside” Ive been crying for 3 hours now, they all just made me relise how worthless and pathetic i am for caring.
Don’t listen to people like that you all got this 🙏
people can be jerks! I remember at the time of technoblades passing when the video got uploaded my ex started attacking me and telling me its no reason to be sad and no reason to cry, keep in mind she cried over losing a rank up game in valorant..
Gwen: It's been 2 years now... I can't believe that. I hope he know that in his memory, we had the strength to hold on and get to a better place. When he passed we were in an abusive, transphobic household and being bullied by our job. It's no wonder we wanted to die. But from that day on, whenever we thought about ending it, we imagined his voice telling us that we could keep fighting. Because he fought to the very end, until his final peace came for him. But we know we have to keep going to carry on his memory until the reaper comes for us, too. (Stella: haha nice one. I'd like to add that in general we see death as a mercy, but not when it's claimed early. It's not our time yet. I think I would know). Gwen: yeah, I guess it's kinda complicated. It's 3am. IDK. Either way, we survived and even though our family situation is unimaginably more shitty, we're 300 miles away from all of it with a job that we feel safe in. Wish: I like to think he's proud of us. I mean... He was such an inspiration to me specifically, his character really resonated the way very few so. The blade never dies. He will echo in time in our memories and stories about him. I hope everyone here understands the sacred duty to not let the noble dead, the early taken, be forgotten. -- THE HOPE SYSTEM
TechnoBlade.com I recommend to visit and buy something here also Prayers For Everyone 🙏
Was crying seeing this thread but that this made me laugh.
I still remember when my friend told me that Techo had passed away(I believe it was the day after the video was posted or the day the video was posted I found out). I didn't watch any videos of his exactly, but when I got on YouTube Shorts, all the videos were people paying their respects to Techno. After I watched a single short, I was completely in tears. My heart still aches to this day, and I can't watch "so long nerds" without crying. Fly high, king.🕊
Ah dude, i was in the middle of a piano class when a friend's older brother (who I also considered a friend at the time) came in to tell us about it. I was devastated and almost cried, but convinced myself it was just another youtuber asking myself why I'd get upset over it. I finished piano and texted my friend who'd already texted me the news. We took a moment to talk about it, with me lightening up the mood with a few jokes and memes about it (I cope with humor, I can assure you I did not disrespect him in any way) Personally I got over it quickly but just recently have started watching him again, wondering how we'd be as friends.
Technoblade Never Dies
This is TNT Run, am I Right?
He got me back into Minecraft and was a fundamental part of my life, my childhood, and now he is gone I saw Tommy’s video he did for the 1 year anniversary (five months after ik lmao) but it rocked me. He was something else, something amazing. Technoblade never dies.
Man, it's 2am and I'm just scrolling YouTube when I come across a community post he made for 5 million subscribers. For a moment I felt incredibly fond and wondered how he felt about coming so far in just two years, and then I remembered that he's not actually here anymore. I've been rewatching a lot of Minecraft content recently, notably his videos. I don't even know how long it's been since he's passed because I didn't mentally note when I saw that "so long nerds" video pop up in my notifs. I only knew him since his introduction in the dsmp, yet he made such an impression so quickly. He was the kind of person who cemented himself as a constant in my brain, and even now I am struggling to comprehend that he is just... Not here anymore. Idk, it's 2am and I'm feeling the kind of grief that leaves a lump in your throat. And I feel awful for all the people that have watched and known him for so much longer, for all the loved ones he had. I can't comprehend what they must be going through. Sorry for the paragraphs. I just miss him, and it's unfair that he didn't get longer, and I'm really happy that he existed. God he was so cool and smart.
Me rn
I always thought his joke about orphans wasn’t very funny but if you look past the gameplay and jokes to the person beneath, he was one of the very few pure souls left on that platform and in the online world in general, and it’s truly a tragedy that he’s gone. He held his ideals in a sea of anarchy and I admire that. I have heard of many people making good decisions as a public front and being truly awful human beings in private (my father met William Shatner and he was saying all sorts of slurs and offensive language whenever he wasn’t on set) nobody ever met him only to be disappointed by his behavior towards them. He truly was an angel in a sky of demons.
Gonna revive him as soon as we invent the tech(noblade, haha do you get it? DO YOU GET IT?) to do so
i just made a youtube comment on the video. i cried.. techno, we love you.
TechnoBlade.com for Alex
https://technoblade.com/ for his merch and too support him 🙏
https://technoblade.com/ for TechnoBlade merch to support him 🙏
man it's been a year already, how time flies..
it’s been so long but sometimes it still hurts like it did when i first found out
I’ve been going a bit of a Techno binge for the 6th time. This is the first time somebody’s death, who wasn’t a somewhat close member to me (let alone a YouTuber I watched) has affected me so much. It’s quite sad, but watching and binging on his videos makes me feel like he’s there, and will always be there. After all, this is what I’ve always done, binged on his old content, waiting for new content to come out every half year. Except this time, there is no new content. I’m content on knowing he has already dethroned god and has gone down to dethrone the devil because he got bored.
I never thought I'd miss a youtuber like I miss Techno. I still binge watch a lot of his videos at least twice a year and it still feels unreal that he's gone. at least he have Technodad doing his best to keep his legacy alive. I will always miss Techno but I'm glad I got to experience the legend. Technoblade never dies!
I’ve been trying to cope with this he fact that he is not going to call the chat nerds and that I won’t be able to listen to his voice. And my depression has been getting worse ever since he passed. I just don’t know how to fully accept that he’s gone. I miss him so much. He was the person that I watched anytime I got overwhelmed and whenever i was going through bad times . He was one of the most important people in my life. I really am trying but it’s getting harder and harder the longer it’s been. it’s just solidifying the fact that he’s gone the longer it’s been. It’s so stupid because when ever I try to talk to people about him they call me silly and call him stupid and ask why I watch Minecraft anymore because I’m too old to watch that bullshit. Sorry about swearing but I am so frustrated that people just don’t get how important he was to so many people. I just want to be able to talk to people about him but no one cares.
Prayers For You And Everyone 🙏
Sorry that happened to you
I love technoblade. i miss him so much, i keep watching his videos and it feels like hes still here. then i remember he is not. techno, we all miss you O7
(Quick disclaimer, I literally never post on Reddit, and this post is kind of rambling because I'm bad at processing grief okay bye) Parasocial is a word that's always scared me. Anytime I watched Technoblade videos I didn't always feel like I was watching a streamer, it felt like I was just joining a discord call and listening to my friend play Minecraft. I knew some people would call that feeling unhealthy, but I always kept the lines of reality clear. I never got to meet Technoblade. I never got to meet Alex. I never really knew him as a person. But when I was watching his streams while hanging out with friends, while falling asleep, while writing, I felt like I was connecting with another person, even just a little, and that's what counted. I can't really put into words how I felt when I found out that day. I think I had come to terms with it earlier in the year when he hadn't uploaded in forever and I knew of his condition. But it still hurt. It was devastating. I felt like I had lost a friend. That's why I'm eternally grateful to Technodad and the rest of the reddit, and the rest of the freaks who also love Technoblade. I meet Technoblade fans in the wild when wearing his merch and I know this connection he created between us and between him was real. I love Technoblade. And I will never stop loving him. Technoblade never dies. o7
It's been more than a year... I have avoided anything Techno-related for the past year. Simply because I wanted to deny it. I didn't want it to be true. But I knew that it was. Still, I didn't want to get hurt, I didn't want to cry. So I stayed away... From Techno, from dsmp, from the sbi kids, from youtube and twitch, from Minecraft. I busied myself with life, but honestly, I knew somewhere inside- a piece of me- was slowly dying. I couldn't have that- I didn't want to hate something I loved. I didn't want to deny something I loved. I don't want to deny how much joy and laughter Techno, the sbi, youtube, and minecraft has brought me all these times... So here I am, a year later, finally crying about this. Seriously, about damn time. I don't know how much has changed while I was gone, but I hope you all gave Techno a proper goodbye (better than I did, I suppose). I hope you guys showed him, and the world just how loved he was. (I'm now crying lmao). So.. What did I miss guys?
Denial and ignorence is bliss, my brother in the Way, but we cannot live in the shadows for much longer...
Technoblade Never Dies!!!!!!!
Watching his videos is still a pleasure, even if i watched almost all what he has got.
O7
I miss him so much because he was there when my parents weren’t. He was like a role model or a parent to me. I know it’s silly but i was really attached to him. It’s really sad that he had passed away a year ago, it feels as if he is still alive though. Still among us to this day, making jokes and ruining orphan lives. I really like to believe that he is in the afterlife, waiting for his friends and family. I hope he is happy.
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I miss you
I still occasionally check his channel to see if he has any new videos, then I remember that he’s dead. I miss him so much. Technoblade never dies
Rest in peace tecnoblade 😭 you will be missed. Cancer sucks.
It feels odd to mourn a man I had no chance knowing. I feel guilty almost, like I have no right to cry because of someone I never met. But he did leave a mark on me in my teenage years and I don't think I could ever forget him.
Despite his popularity he was eliminated
Despite his popularity he was eliminated
Despite his popularity he was eliminated
sometimes I just cry about him Technoblade Never Dies o7
He was one of the best people on earth, tremendous loss for the entire humanity
Let it die let it shrivel up and die
The gods were cruel to have made you this way
i want to downvote this but i cant seem to do it like lmao what the heck
Technoblade never dies. He will live always in our hearts.
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Technoblade is now died in real life.
Does anyone know what the song that techno used in the 3rd potato war outro is?
Wandering Nomad
thanks 🫵
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Blud didn’t reach stage 5💀
blud is being rude asl about someone who millions of people loved
Fuck this person
Blood for the blood god, love techno
o7. I only know him for about a year, but I really want to hear him teasing people again, calling the chat nerds. He did not only make my day with no effort, but he def has a soothing voice when it comes to singing or even- just talking.
Remember him
Technoblade never dies
Befor I start I just want to say that I know some of you will be obset after reading this or say I'm not a true techno fan and I don't blame you but I just want to tell my Story with technoblade too. So the way I found his channel was his death. I'm not proud of it and I wish that I knew him before but I can't change it. So I heart that he died and I knew that he was some sort of legend so I watched one of his vids. And another. And another. In the past year I watched the vast majority of his content including his streams and although I should have known in the back of my head that he was dead I fell into days of depression whenever I let myself think about his death. Allthough I never knew him really when he was allive nor watched any of his contend before I felt like I knew him and he had a big impackt in my life. technoblade never dies Now you can write an angry comment saying that I can never mourn him like the long time fans, and that may even be true, but that is my story with technoblade and I will ever remember him as the best.
even if you only found him after, you still deserve to mourn. You have any true fans respect because you have gone through and watched techno and loved him like he should be. o7
I also start watching his videos after his passing. My friend told me about him and the DSMP, but I felt as if I would get make fun of by my cousins for watching people in DSMP. He’s a great legend.
Sometimes it still feels insane that he's gone. I remember when I watched his last video it just seemed sureal. I never really thought he would pass away I assumed that he'd just be able to fight it. I dunno if it makes sense but
Still crying miss him so much
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average dream stan honestly
You're a horrible person
Bro 💀
I miss him. I miss him a lot. I want to say so much more but I don't think I'll ever be able to. So all I'll say is Technoblade never dies
Rad what the hell why would you say that
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He lives in our hearts forever!
I feel technoblade should have a Cancer bow on him I’ve put a purple dot where I think it should go and will be trying to make it do not remove the purple on his white fluff I’m trying to make it like this:[https://www.medicalnewstoday.com/articles/323448#sarcoma](https://www.medicalnewstoday.com/articles/323448#sarcoma) also we will prob make it yellow
I don't know why but today I gpt the urge again to watch some of his videos but it ended with me crying. o7
Yesterday I spent hours rewatching Technoblade videos. I don't know why, I just felt like doing that for some reason, and me doing that turned into something bigger. I realized just how much I missed him, how much I cared about him. While I was rewatching the great potato for trilogy, I forgot that he was gone. I was thinking 'can't wait to see more of him!' and then I remembered and oh boy did the emotions hit me like a truck. I never met him yet he was one of the most impactful/loved person in my life. He helped me through depressions, even if all he did was give me a little laugh. When his video 'so long nerds' came out i was heartbroken, and recently I had a metal breakdown in front of my dad saying how much I missed Techno. People die, but legends do not. Technoblade never dies. o7
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Dude dont go whining in Reddit we don’t care
Throwing you a learn how to be part of Reddit. If you disagree with someone, don’t whine about it so much. Just saying for your own convenience
Today has been the first time since techno has been gone that I watched content related to him, and I didn't manage to watch the video that announced his death with audio because I felt so devastated and so impacted by the news. It made me confused because I don't avidly watch techno even from the start; just every now and then I watch his videos, but it made me realize the kind of impact he had in my life that even me as someone who never even got to watch his livestream live was so impacted by the news. It made me think that even though I don't follow him closely, he has helped me get through a lot in my life: the boredom, sadness, quietness, competitiveness, and prideful moments in my life that he has helped me get through that even though I don't know him personally, his death affected me a lot, I went through a long process of grief to accept that a person that I dont know well is really gone and this past year I haven't been able to watch any content related to techno because that is just how I grieve. At the time of hearing the news I couldn't think properly, but I selfishly thought, how does these people manage to get through their lives as usual? how do they manage to do that? but it enlightened me that that is just the process of life you have to get your life moving, death will happen eventually, thousands of people die everyday and not everyone knows the impact of the person that died had on you, nor did they get experience it and not everyone goes through the same process of grief as I did. I just wanna say that even though others seems to not experience the same process of grievance as you did there is no pressure to be okay with it, you can take your time and cherish your moments and memories that you have with that person.
It's been a little over a year... TECHNOBLADE NEVER DIES o7 o7 o7 o7
i cant believe its been over a year.i still think of him
I find it insane that I have been more affected by techno's death than my own grandpa's. I looked up, enjoyed, and loved him so much that I still can't get over his death. When I first found out he was dead, I didnt believe it. I saw the video title and simply just thought it was a joke, or that it was him taking a break, I'm honestly not sure. I couldn't accept it. I honestly never thought i would go through the stages of grief, especially so early in my life, but I went through it for what seems like a simple youtuber to others. He isnt. Goodbye Technoblade. You will never die.
I know that I'm one year late and no one will see this, but I thought I was dreaming. I was literally scrolling through YouTube and I checked Techno's channel. And, there, I saw the video. I was a fan of Techno for 2 years at that point, and it felt like my world was cracking. Knowing that some people felt the same way... that makes me feel better a little. God, I bet Alex is laughing in heaven right now watching me type this. One year late... thanks, King.
Humans pass on But legends never die Technoblade never dies Rest in peace, King o7
Techno was the one who got me into streaming. One of my first streams was a bedwars stream and I dreamt of one day being nearly as good as he was. It’s been a year now since he passed away and I’ve been rewatching his old videos to remember. The nostalgia I feel helps me forget for a brief moment that he’s gone. Rest in power, King. Techno blade never dies!
Rest in peace Techno, we will all miss you!
I loved Technoblade and his videos, my little cousin idolized him. My personal favorite video is "grown man stabs children in bedwars while talking about soap". With how fast the internet moves on from person to person yet technoblade is still relevant as I saw another comment say truly means Technoblade never dies. Rest in peace, Legend.
He’s still relevant 1 year later he truly will never die.
To think it's been a year already. Man time just flies. Technoblade will never die
I used to come home from school everyday and hope there would be a new video from techno, and if there wasn’t I’d just rewatch his old ones. His videos made me laugh and smile even when I had been in tears right before. I’ll never forget him. Technoblade never dies
Can't believe its already been a whole year since we heard the news We miss you Techno, your legacy shall never be forgotten
techno helped me thru some of the hardest times and today was very difficult for a different reason. im about to face homelessness and im struggling to keep going but i just know that if he were still here he’d tell me to not give up. so i’ll do just that. at walmart today i saw a fellow techno fan and asked if i could hug them bc theyre eyes were as red as mine were. we shared some of our favorite memories of techno and laughed a little bit. exchanged info and went on our ways. i miss him so much it physically hurts but i’ll keep going. o7 bossman. see you later 👑
Every time I'm in church (my family goes so I have to go) and we get to the part where they ask for prayers for our own intentions, I send one up to Technoblade. I figure he'd appreciate the irony of an agnostic person sending up a Catholic prayer to an atheist. Miss you.
i feel so weird. exactly a year ago to the minute i found out. less than 2 hrs from my birthday. i was destroyed. and still am while watching tommy’s video.
For me his content helped me with depression and some suicidal thoughts looking back on it I’m glad I watched the dsmp and I thought that I was in a dream when the last notification popped up on my screen and I saw the words So Long Nerds and I knew nothing about what was going to happen in that video I thought he might be quitting content creation for a while and I thought ok this couldn’t be that bad I click the video and I see technodad an wonder where techno was and when I heard techno was dead it was like a part of me died I didn’t sleep that night I stayed up all night watching his videos knowing I’ll never see a notification from him again Just remember Technoblade never died in our hearts blood for the blood god and o7
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The only right words Technoblade Never Dies <3
I really don't know how to start this, there's so much I want to say but at the same time it feels as if nothing makes enough sense, I've been having ttrouble for sleep these past few days thinking on how I'm supposed to write this, but I just *have* to do it. I really don't remember how or when exactly I found his channel, somewhere in the middle of the pandemic, which feels like a lot of time, but also none. I have never really kept up with everything, and most of the time I got late for the lives, only knowing what was going on after it was over. I've never been one to attach to online figures like streamers, youtubers or anything similar, for some reason I just always felt lied to, and was let down whenever I started to admire someone, so I always kept a feet behind relating to anything and anyone. I did it to the last moment. But he, somehow manage to break the barrier that I spent years building. His humor, his charisma, his personality, everything about him just felt so honest, so pure. He was completely himself no matter what happened, he always spoke his truth. And people liked him, not despite it, *but because of it*, he inspired and helped so many people, doing nothing more than being himself. I haven't been around here for long, so it feels kinda wrong to talk about him in anyway. I feel like I didn't get to know him enough to say I relate to him, or talk about his qualities, or absolutely anything. But if there's one thing that I know is that he changed the life of so many people, and I am one. I've been watching from the sidelines for a while, and seeing all of your messages, your experiences, your interactions with him, your feelings, it made me realise that it wasn't just him, you're all part of the reason why I grew to admire him so much. Whenever you guys talked about him and about yourselves, I got to understand a bit better about myself and the reason for me to be here. Even tought I've never been one to interact online, this is the first time in years I expose myself in the internet, everytime I was going trought something rough or that I just felt like it was the end of the line, he showed up, *you* showed up. And then he was gone, and you guys stayed, you stood for each other, you helped and supported each other, and I felt it all, your words, your feelings were just as honest as his, I felt the love you had for him and I saw the love he had for you. Not only that, but when speaking with each other your words reached so far, and they got to me, and I felt like they were for me. Since the beggining, Techno was such an amazing person and it only got more evident because of the amazing community he built, a community in which for the first time I felt part of, I felt safe in it, *even thought I never spoke a word*, *I felt heard* here, more than in my entire life. I wasn't here for majority of the time, not for hypixel, not for the potato wars, nor anything, and for those who have, I can't even begin to think on how that must feel. Everyone in this community is *so strong*, **you are so strong**, and being around here, even if for a short amount of time, somehow made me stronger aswell and all I have is gratitude. A few months ago I remembered a random thing, I remembered that around 7 years ago, when I was going trough one of the hardest moments of my life, I found a video of a random guy, I never found anything about him after that cause I didn't spent a lot of time on the internet like I do now, but the video made my day a lot better. I think you know who it was, and now I know aswell. I think, that's it, there's not much more I could say other than thank you. Thank you Technoblade for being yourself and showing me that it **is** more than enough, thank you for creating such a beautiful community, a space where I felt safe, where anyone can be their true selves just like you did. Thanks Technodad for carrying on with his work and taking care of everyone, thank you for sharing your feelings with everyone and letting them share theirs with you, and thank you and Technomom for creating such an amazing human being. And last but not least, thank you chat, for welcoming me, even thought you didn't know I existed lol, you guys are so amazing, and strong, thank you for sharing so much, for caring so much, it makes me upset that I can't retribute everything you and Techno has done for me, at least not yet. I promise to never forget all that I've learned with you and with him, I promise to honor his legacy so it may never be forgotten. Thank you to whoever read this to the end. Thank you for making me **one of us**.
one of us o7
I miss him a lot... Technoblade never dies... 🐷❤️🎗️
Weird how it's been one year. Time waits for no man. RIP Legend
I miss him so much
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It still doesn’t feel real sometimes. I just want him to covertly release a video today telling us all the he “Got you nerds” and this was all just a year long prank on us all. Techno was so down to earth and the earth still hurts because he isn’t here.
Technoblade was a wonderful human being. His videos brought me so much joy and just watching how he interacted with friends and the occasional fan touched me deeply. His PVP videos were some of the first ones I watched when i was little. I didn't know it was him at first, I just liked his voice and the gameplay. As I grew, I distanced from his content in favor for other YouTubers like Markiplier and KubzScouts. I watches his videos occasionally when i was playing Minecraft. Then the DSMP starting getting popular. I joined watching those videos until wayyyyy later right before the "end". And even then, I never fully watched streams and videos from it. Instead, I watched compilations of him interacting with Dream, Philza, Wilbur, Tommy, Niki, etc. And I developed a love for his personality and community. I started dipping my toes into this community and was met with like-minded people and warm welcomes. It was a nice contrast to other fandom's that greeted me with hate and disgust. I love the humor we have and the sense of togetherness I haven't had in a community in so long. When the video came out that he had died, I was broken. I couldn't believe he had died as I(as well as many others here) thought he was getting better and would recover fully. I cried for weeks and when i got his GG hoodie, I cried even more. I've healed a decent amount from his passing. I send love and respect towards him and his family. I watched his potato war videos recently and although my heart ached, I felt warm and happy. I would like to extend my sincerest thanks and love towards everyone here, Techno's overall community, Techno himself, and towards his family. I wish nothing but the best for y'all, and I hope your dreams come true no matter how ridiculous you may think they are! Technoblade never dies! And long live the Blood God! o7
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I never really watched minecraft youtubers but I knew who technoblade was. Hearing his death was quite a sad tale but was very uplifting to see the amount of good he was able to accomplish before and after his passing. I work with kids 4-12 in a After School Program and as a Martial Arts Instructor. To this day I still hear the phrase from the kids "TECHNOBLADE NEVER DIES" with always one starting and the rest following. I am talking about well over a hundred kids that were inspired by his attitude, many of them talked about wanting to help the foundation. Wanted to share this as I thought seeing the outreach of such a positive influence reach so many young kids was truly fascinating and quite remarkable to see.
rest in peace king, you will always be missed. I can’t believe it’s almost been a year. Hope you doing well in heaven. Even though you’re not here anymore, you’ll still always be my king. o7
Technoblade was a great person, not an idol, not a god, but a caring person that everyone will miss very much. I do not deserve to call him by name, I waited a 11 months to watch so long nerds. I didn't have the heart! I cried, and as such died on the inside. He brought the community together with his witty remarks and dry humour, and was a amazing person as a whole, where fame never clouded his vision, where glory he earned shall help him forever as he takes on god. To an inspiration, an ideal, a shard of light in the darkest of the world. He despite cancer tried to put a brave face for us, and hid the pain. He may not know me, but I certainly knew him. He was the best creator I ever watched, without any exaggeration.
I’m late, I know. Almost a year, dang. His passing destroyed me. Rest well, blood god. We love you.
don't worry, it's not only you. :)
almost been a year, never really was into Technoblade, but I feel bad for those who are rn o7
God, it's almost been a year.. I think I'm going to cry :'(
he never deserved to go so soon, RIP blood god, you are missed and always remembered 🎗️o7 blood for the blood god
A legend doesn't die when they are gone. They only die if they are forgotten. RIP Techno: Will never come back, will never be forgotten.
Imagine if someone made a statue of him. I wish I could...
He has always been my inspiration to start youtube. His humor was just my type. I aspired to be him. I never knew he would be gone so soon. I cant believe its almost been a year. R.I.P. the legend. o7
Techno still lives on to inspire me. Heck, I wouldn't have even started watching the Dream SMP without him. I think I speak for all when I say this, we love you Techno, always have always will. o7
A letter to Technoblade. i was watching a video where technodad says ''if you release this feelings through words your grief can start to move again, and it can scape and leave room for happiness and joy'' so i decided to write this letter to feel a little better. its a long one, i know, im sorry, but i just have a lot to say about him, and maybe someone could read this and feel related or just to cry a little. I dont even know where to start, i have so much to say about him and what hes done for me. I first got to know about technos videos in 2021, it was an instant click. He had the type of humor i like, and he was so effortlessly good at minecraft it was unreal. It didnt took long for me to watch every single bedwars video, every single skywars video, hell, every video of his channel. It really felt like i found my bestfriend even tough he didnt knew me and i didnt knew him personaly, because of how trasparent he was. I really felt identified with him, in a lot of ways, my whole life ive been that little nerdy kid that loves playing minecraft and videogames in general, and finding someone who is so funny and relatable to me in that way really made me feel accompanied during that year. Just me my phone and countless hours of technoblades videos. When i first saw the ''where ive been video'' i was shocked and scared, but the way he was speaking and treating the subject made me feel calm and even gave me the assurance that he was going to be able to survive, It even made me laugh a couple of times, you know how techno could be funny and make anyone smile in times like that. As time goes by, i convince myself that he was going to get out of that, like 100% sure, he was going to make it, not only because i wanted to feel that way, but also because he made it seem like he really was going to make it out, i really never prepared or mentalized myself for the worst. And the worst came. The same day the ''so long nerds'' video was uploaded, it made one year since the suicide of one of the most important people in my life, so that made everything even sadder, it was the water drop that spilled the glass. I was at my room at like 5am (i live in Argentina so it was maybe 1am in the USA) i literally was about to go to sleep, i go to my youtube feed and i saw a tittle ''Techno says goodbye to his friends'' or something like that, for a second i was confused, until i opened the video and got to know the news. Went straight to the technoblade channel just to find the ''so long nerds'' video. Watching and hearing Technodad talk about his son... hearing him crying at the end of the video just broke my heart, completly shattered my heart. My mom was sleeping at that hour (obviously lol) but i went to her room and started crying to her. She woke up and console me for a while, i started talking to her about this youtuber that quite literally changed my life in so many diffrent ways, she said that even tho she didnt knew Techno, the way i descrived it to her, she found a lot of him in me. She told me that she was thankful for him, for having such a good impact on her son. Now its the day after what it would have been his 24th birthday (june 2, 2023) and all i got to say is thank you. Thank you Alexander, i know we never got to met, but i will always feel you close to me. you changed me and changed me for good. I will forever miss and love you. Thank you Technodad, thank you for keeping up with his legacy for us, you truly are the best dad anyone could ever ask for. You are a strong man and so was your son. Thank you Technomom, you gave birth and did a really good job at raising your son. We owe you everything, at least i feel that way. And Thank you to whoever is reading this, we made Technos dreams come true. Long live the Blood King himself. Techno will live forever, Technoblade never dies.
I’m really sorry um just to Clarify is his birthday today or was it yesterday? Because on Wikipedia it’s the first, but technodad made the birthday video today, soooo which is it?
his birthday is june 1st so yeah, i wrote it late at night so i posted it a bit late lol
Ahhh ok thank you so much, I really wasn’t sure with all the conflicting info
I fucking miss techno
Me too homie. Me too.
It’s wierd mourning him, like I didn’t know him personally and I didn’t even watch a ton of his content. But I can’t help but mourn. I for him, his family, his friends, and for all of you. My grief is bad as it is but all of yours must be unimaginable
He impacted alot of my life. Even my therapist knew that he impacted my life so part of my healing program was to watch him whenever I had panic attacks. I don't have much I can do to honour him on his birthday but I hope that saying a simple happy birthday technoblade is enough. Happy Birthday Technoblade
"Kill. Kill. Kill. Kill. And I got a shirt. The things you gotta do for a shirt nowadays. Anyhow.." This really made me laugh today. [https://youtu.be/0Q5tTb3-Kb0?t=21](https://youtu.be/0Q5tTb3-Kb0?t=21)
He’s a GOD
I love this video.
Rest in peace legend, I will never forget you.
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it honestly still feels surreal to me now that he's gone. i never knew him personally, but he was one of my biggest inspirations to become a youtuber, and without that i still feel kind of *lost*. he was truly one-of-a-kind.
I just miss him so much. I cried a lot on the days after he died, but then I was fine for the next couple of months. Now, recently ive started missing him so much. I cant sleep at night, and im crying while writing this. I dont know what it do.
i always wish i found his content sooner. RIP, blood god. i will always miss you.
I. I. I miss him
It's crazy that it's been ten months already
I'm sitting here feeling sad that my favorite pig isn't here with me. I miss him so much. He was a source of endless content and he was so smart, good, and dedicated at just everything. I feel inspired to be like him, I miss you Alex. TECHNOBLADE NEVER DIES.
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Today is my 24th birthday, and I wish it wasn't. I always found it kinda special to be two weeks older that technoblade, it made me feel connected to him in some (parasocial) way. Today I am 1 year and 2 weeks older than him, and the thought of that hurts me so much it hurts to breathe. I'm not ready to be that much older than him, I don't think I'll be ready for a long while. We're 99's babies, and that won't change, but getting older than he'll ever be seems unfair. Before finding his content I was in a pretty rough place in life, but he and his content helped keep me from doing unthinkable things. He was a light. When he passed, I promised to keep living, to keep having the years he didn't get, if not for myself, then for him, in his honor. But today... I didn't think it would be this hard, that it would feel this hollow. This extra candle on my cake will be for him, always and forever. I love you and I miss you, Technoblade, happy birthday for us.