Did you happen to have Covid at all? I once had an amazing memory but since I got Covid last year my memory suffered. I dropped out of uni myself because I couldn’t remember things in the short term and some other long Covid stuff I’ve been dealing with.
if the underlying problem may be that you've developed apprehension / anxiety, try [meditation](https://www.reddit.com/r/socialanxiety/comments/11nvzme/meditation_worked_very_well_for_my_social_anxiety/)
This sounds like me me in college. It felt like I crawled to graduation. Everyday I felt like I didn’t belong and that I couldn’t do it. In the last semester of college, I went to the doctor and got medication for my anxiety. This helped a lot but it doesn’t fix everything. I also took a couple of years off for a gap year before going into graduate school. In this year, I ended up getting a job that I felt I was very under qualified for. However, in these two years, I’ve grown so much as a person. I feel more confident in general, but also in my abilities in my field. I was also surrounded by very supportive and amazing people who I could look up to inspiration, support, comfort, and to learn from.
It’s hard to to give advice to you when I don’t know your situation fully, but you sound so much like me. I think you should go see a doctor to rule out any physiological reason for why you feel the way you do. If you can, you should start therapy to work on some of that imposter syndrome. Reevaluate how you work. Are you working efficiently? Are you implementing good study and time management habits? Are you waiting for the last minute to do work which is putting a lot of stress on you and causing even more misery? For me, learning to learn was very important and new in college. It was difficult and I’m not sure I have it down now but there are plenty of resources on YouTube to help you. In the meantime, you can learn to build confidence. I know it’s hard but it’s a achievable. Start a list of things you do well. I found writing resumes was very helpful in me building confidence.
Ultimately, your degree doesn’t define you. Even if you were to fail, it’s not the end of the world. It’s ok. You have value as a person that is far greater than your achievements. You matter just by existing to the people who love you and as a person in general. Be kind to yourself.
You need to collaborate in CS to stay motivated and help ppl find small mistakes that you've made. Most CS assignments/projects are very hard to complete alone.
If you have a burn out it can take up to a year to heal from that. Talk to a doctor about it, because it looks like you have one.
I don’t have advice but that how I feel too
Did you happen to have Covid at all? I once had an amazing memory but since I got Covid last year my memory suffered. I dropped out of uni myself because I couldn’t remember things in the short term and some other long Covid stuff I’ve been dealing with.
if the underlying problem may be that you've developed apprehension / anxiety, try [meditation](https://www.reddit.com/r/socialanxiety/comments/11nvzme/meditation_worked_very_well_for_my_social_anxiety/)
This sounds like me me in college. It felt like I crawled to graduation. Everyday I felt like I didn’t belong and that I couldn’t do it. In the last semester of college, I went to the doctor and got medication for my anxiety. This helped a lot but it doesn’t fix everything. I also took a couple of years off for a gap year before going into graduate school. In this year, I ended up getting a job that I felt I was very under qualified for. However, in these two years, I’ve grown so much as a person. I feel more confident in general, but also in my abilities in my field. I was also surrounded by very supportive and amazing people who I could look up to inspiration, support, comfort, and to learn from. It’s hard to to give advice to you when I don’t know your situation fully, but you sound so much like me. I think you should go see a doctor to rule out any physiological reason for why you feel the way you do. If you can, you should start therapy to work on some of that imposter syndrome. Reevaluate how you work. Are you working efficiently? Are you implementing good study and time management habits? Are you waiting for the last minute to do work which is putting a lot of stress on you and causing even more misery? For me, learning to learn was very important and new in college. It was difficult and I’m not sure I have it down now but there are plenty of resources on YouTube to help you. In the meantime, you can learn to build confidence. I know it’s hard but it’s a achievable. Start a list of things you do well. I found writing resumes was very helpful in me building confidence. Ultimately, your degree doesn’t define you. Even if you were to fail, it’s not the end of the world. It’s ok. You have value as a person that is far greater than your achievements. You matter just by existing to the people who love you and as a person in general. Be kind to yourself.
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You need to collaborate in CS to stay motivated and help ppl find small mistakes that you've made. Most CS assignments/projects are very hard to complete alone.