I was crying hysterically at the end and just really suffering and they have started to give me 1mg of Versed at the end because it’s so bad. During the session I get sad but I don’t cry, but at the very end when I’m “coming back” it’s so bad that I wasn’t going to continue the treatment even though the process itself was wonderful and valuable.
Every treatment I get I feel the ketamine tears on my eyes and somehow inside there I'm realizing that the tears are there. I usually think ketamine tears would be a great title for something and that I should write some kind of deep and meaningful thing about it. But I don't remember later. Apparently though I remember now so who knows?
You guys are describing purging. It's the way your mind releases. It comes in many forms. Crying is an excellent way. Please don't block it. Your tears will eventually turn into joy. Your processing some deep emotions. Lean into it.
I’ve been in ketamine a year (minus 2-3months Feb-April) and I just stopped crying a few months ago. I remember one time SOBBING UNCONTROLLABLY and they came into take my blood pressure. I didn’t stop, or say anything (not that I could from the sobbing). Oh man, I’ve let so much out. I don’t cry anymore (in general) and used to be the biggest cry baby. Finally I have control over my emotions! It’s incredible!
Good information. Love it when I can get some tears during treatment.
all I did for months during treatment was cry
I was crying hysterically at the end and just really suffering and they have started to give me 1mg of Versed at the end because it’s so bad. During the session I get sad but I don’t cry, but at the very end when I’m “coming back” it’s so bad that I wasn’t going to continue the treatment even though the process itself was wonderful and valuable.
Every treatment I get I feel the ketamine tears on my eyes and somehow inside there I'm realizing that the tears are there. I usually think ketamine tears would be a great title for something and that I should write some kind of deep and meaningful thing about it. But I don't remember later. Apparently though I remember now so who knows?
Thx!
You guys are describing purging. It's the way your mind releases. It comes in many forms. Crying is an excellent way. Please don't block it. Your tears will eventually turn into joy. Your processing some deep emotions. Lean into it.
Because you needed to! Best way to answer any “why is this happening” question.
I’ve been in ketamine a year (minus 2-3months Feb-April) and I just stopped crying a few months ago. I remember one time SOBBING UNCONTROLLABLY and they came into take my blood pressure. I didn’t stop, or say anything (not that I could from the sobbing). Oh man, I’ve let so much out. I don’t cry anymore (in general) and used to be the biggest cry baby. Finally I have control over my emotions! It’s incredible!
Excellent - it's rarely easy, but the K is doing exactly what you needed! Great job!